it hurts to see him feeling sad, but it hurts more to see him holding back his tears. he has gone through a lot. leaving his family and country at young age, and then being the oldest member in EXO - acting strong to take care of his younger brothers. always being rated as the most popular member for his face and not for his talents are also frustrating, he said that. i know he is the type who always hide in his sadness, although everytime i see him he is being all that playful and smiling. cry luhan, if you wanna cry. you deserve all this.

보고싶다 돌아와줘

he's trying so hard to control it, to hold it in because he doesn't want others to worry as you can see the other member trying to comfort him but he keeps indicating that he's fine...can't even imagine all the emotions he's going through at once...coming to this foreign country, giving his all, finally, finally it's worth it

How he is trying hard to hold his tears... this view of him... it kind of hurts... but it looks so beautiful....

不只是想家这么简单...鹿晗是exo在中国人气最高的成员，也因为这样他承受的最多。被K-pop haters骂、被嘲讽、被队友饭酸...连个人演出的机会都被sm公司推掉..这一年真的过得很辛苦，但他从来不会去抱怨这些。鹿晗你真的做得很好!我爱你TTTTTTT

보고싶다...루한...

He must be happy to have achieved so much even throughout many hardships. Aww Luhan, you should just cry. You deserve it all. Now I'm crying ㅠㅠ ily

한아 아프지말고 밥꼭꼭 챙겨먹고 지내 많이 사랑햇고 앞으로도 응원해 언제나 너의 앞에 환한 빛이 가득하길 빌어

루한이우는거마마이후로첨본다....울지마ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Luhan always tries to hold back his tears. But I wish he wouldn't. It doesn't make him less of a man to shed tears. I love him so much. Xiao Lu, you are special.

Luhan worked very hard. Proud of you!!

it must be overwhelming to finally prove it that all of this is worth it. from leaving his family to giving up his studies, all he did was giving up everything so he can make it. he has gone through a lot with his boys, ups and downs. being one of the big bros he has to control his feelings so other boys wouldn't worry, even though this must be such an emotional moment. Luhan sweetie, you know your brothers in EXO and us will always be here for you. EXO saranghaja

My heart feels so hurt. I think he cried because he is happy that his hard work had payoff. But he didn't let the tear go because he think others work harder than he did, so he should not cry. Luhan, it is ok to cry, you are still a true man in my heart.

I can't help myself crying when I saw him tried so hard to hold back his tears. He must been in some hard time while alone in a foreign country without his family. But LuHan, everything worth now. You have your 11 brothers, you have your fans. We are one!!! We always love you and support you!!!

this was tough to watch..he seems almost frustrated with himself for crying :(( it's admirable that he makes such efforts to be strong and take care of the younger members, always smiling and encouraging and looking after them. i wonder what he was thinking in this moment

因为鹿晗总是给我们表现出坚强的一面，所以有的时候我们忘了他也是会感动，会难过，会伤心的23岁的大男孩儿~也许我们无法知道你当时的想法，也许是想到练习生时期的种种？也许是因为努力有了回报？whatever,you deserve it babe~好想告诉你，看着你努力憋着不哭出来比你放声大哭一场更让人心疼，不过不管怎么样，都有我们在

Last time, when EXO-M received the 1st award he shed tear but keep it all. And now, when EXO received the "Best Song of The Year", he can't keep his tears T___T He cried cuz his dream become true, he cried cuz he's so happy and he cried for his hard-word those year. Yeah, Luhan you did a very good job and this award is worthy for EXO and for you. Just believe in us and don't care what others say

우리사슴루한이 이때동안 얼마나 힘들었을까 사생팬그리고 타국에서 얼마나 적응도힘들었을까 ..울고싶으면 참지말고 맘껏울어 니가 부모님생각할때 울때 얼마나맘아팠는데 ㅠㅠ그래도 엑소에계속남아있어줘서고맙고 사랑해♥

seeing him crying is really heartbreaking..i guess i really like him,i never cry for other idols before.and he keeps holding back those tears,plus i never seen him cry like other members do,he always hold back his tears.despite his immature and adoreable face he really do have a strong heart.good job luhan,but remember that holding back your tears is not good you should just let it out cause no one is going to blame you for crying and remember that your fans are always behind you to support you.i am such a die hard fan of luhan.i really really wish that i could see him live one day..eventhough i know that it's almost impossible,but i just cant stop hoping for a miracle to happen :)

Luhan may look a bit delicate from appearance, but he is absolutely a tough guy inside! don't hold back your true emotion, it is okay to cry and we always love you no matter what! Fighting EXO!

just goes to show; how much dedication you pour into your career~ in the end it's all worth it. luhan here's to more smiles! don't cryy

I am so proud of him! He always tried to hold back and be the good and caring hyung. He always cares about the other member more than about himself and this time he couldn't hold back but still tried. It's okay to cry baby, you deserve everything you've achieved. We are so proud of you! ♥

Lulu dont cry~ it hurts to see you like this..

루루야 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 기쁠때는 울어도 돼 ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

보고싶다 한아 미안해 보고싶어해서...

OMG! He's crying and I don't even know this! He must be so happy! And oh please, Sehun. He should comfort his sweeties hyung! Look at our deer, he still tried to hold his tears. OMG , Luhan. I doesn't matter, you worth it guys :") Even when he was crying, he's still being cute!

he held back his tears~ breaks my heart every time i watch this video :') i hope that he gets to let out his emotions behind the scene. with all the hard work he put, he deserves a good cry. well done our dearest xiaolu :)

thanks to whoever sit on Luhan's right side and patted him. Seriously, this guy endures everything by himself

Always show positive side to his fans and hide the stressful side. He said that is an idol's job. Fighting Luhan~~~We love you

Always on your side, bro ♥ เยิ้ฟๆนะพี่ลู่ตีนกาคนแมนของน้อง

I just now noticed Jin from bts right infront of him

Mỗi lần nhìn Lu như vậy emlại vô cùng đau lòng,thương anh nhiều hơn

xiumin comforting Lulu

He was crying because EXO received a HUGE award and only HUGE artists can win like SHINee, Big Bang, SNSD etc and EXO just debuted a year ago so it was pretty amazing.

BABY DONT CRYYYY... TONIGHT

ซึ้งไปกับลูกสาว หนูคงเหนื่อยมากจริงๆๆ กว่าจะก้าวขึ้นมายืนจุดนี้ได้ แม่เป็นกำลังใจให้หนูน๊ะ LuHan!!!! Fighting and Take Care Your Safe. We be side you.

루한오빠! 울고싶을때 많이울어요! 멤버들이 오빠 옆에서 잘 챙겨줄거고 팬들이 항상 응원할게요! 데뷔때부터 쭉 응원했었어요! 오빠 사랑해요! *^0^*

awwwww can't resist that crying face just wanna give him a hug :'(

and now i'm crying ;---; babe it's okay to let it out, this is your moment. the moment that validates everything you've ever done and every choice you've ever made. this is the moment that shows you (because we all already know) that you've truly succeeded! and this moment will forever be ingrained in the hearts of your fans~ ily so much 小鹿。加油！

You're a strong man, Luhan

he's so handsome.... this is not normal..... waaaaa

i love luhan since i first saw him not because he is cute or handsome but what i really like about him is we have the same aura his funny naughty and he smile a lot while his hiding his true feelings ... cry if u want to cry don't hold back ur tears sweetie.. we are always here for no matter what ,stay strong and we will stay with you guys forever.. hwaiiting EXO!

La manera en como sus ojos brillan cuando sus lagrimas se juntan en sus ojos. La forma en como traga saliva nerviosamente y forza sus lagrimas a no caer. La forma en como su ceño se frunce cuando lo consuelan por que le dan aun mas ganas de llorar, como abre un poco su boca para tratar de controlar todos los sentimientos que esta sintiendo en su mente y corazón en ese momento...LuHan, llora...llora por que todo lo que has deseado se esta convirtiendo en realidad, llora por que lo has logrado, llora por los futuros triunfos que tendrás, llora por que eres exitoso. Llora de felicidad como las fans, tus fans lo estamos haciendo ahora.

I‘m so pround of you baby~ and I wish all the best for you

My hubby! I wanna say that im so proud of you and EXO! You guys have come so far and there is gonna be many more years of success in front of you! Second of all i wanna say that you look so cute and pefect evem ehen crying! You are just a perfection! I just wanna tell you that i love you soo much hubby! ♥♡♥♡

All i can imagine while watching this video are all the hardships they've been through to reach such popularity rn. I know he's holding it in for his members as well. As the eldest he must be tough and strong. And the pressure of being the most popular in the group is jst too heavy to carry alone. Luhan gege, pls do let it all out nxt time. That can lessen the burden u feel inside u. And we're here to understand so don't worry. ;) saranghae~

This made me tear up. Crying Lulu is definitely a heartbreaking scene to watch ;__; Honestly, when I watch videos like this, I wonder if he thinks about his family who don't support him as a singer (has that changed at all? I remember how nobody went to his debut showcase in China :/) as well as all the other hardships he had to go through as a trainee and singer. Mostly his family though, I wonder what his thoughts about being away from home are. It must be painful, being away from home on top of his usual singer duties and stalker fans :/ I am so glad that he has such a strong friendship with Yixing and Minseok, they seem to be the ones who provide him with the emotional support that I think he needs when he cannot show his true self to the outside world. Luhan bb, congrats and we love you

Luhan ah~ miss you!

Why are you so beautiful even you're about to cry

Luhan, please... don't do this to your fans! we hate seeing you cry! in fact, we hate seeing ANY of the members cry.. BUT, we hate seeing you hold back your tears even more... if you want to cry, then just cry... Let it all out, don't just keep it all inside, chaebal.. You guys deserved all the awards that you won! be proud :)

This is the second time he was holding it back. I wish he would let it go and cry, seeing him like this, so vulnerable was just so heartbreaking. He was trying so hard to keep it in, i understand why tho. He is one of the oldest and he have to be strong for the sake of others. Baby next time, let it go, crying doesnt make you less manly nor make you look weak.

I know youre crying out of happiness oppa. But please Dont cry. You and your group deserve every award that youre receiving. We're always here to support you. We're returning every effort you made and are making by supporting you all the time. Tho im an intl fan, ill do everything i can do to support♥♥ Exo Hwaiting! I know youll receive more awards in the future♥♥♥ -Intl Fan.

baby~ your tears just hurt my heart. You are strong enough, so don't hold back your tears, just cry~~~

his face is so beautiful

멋있다ㅠㅠ울어도 돼

The hand on lulu shoulder must be xiumin hand...coz them really close,even not talk them can feel each others... fighting exo big brothers

it is really hard to see him like this and it makes me cry

Baby don't cry !!! Luhan a~ ilove you so so so much

My shining LuHan is crying, I huuuurt ;(

Awww.. Luhan, please don't cry.. You make me all teary too :.:

JUST CRY IT OUT LUHAN OPPA!!!! YOU DONT NEED TO HOLD IT IN

And i cried with him watching this T_T But good to see he's letting it out, instead of holding it back in. Luhan you guys deserved this award, considering all the stress and hardships u must have been through. I love you bby

Seriously, Luhan, we adore all of you so much! If you need a hug, you know there's no short supply of volunteers! :D

luhan i always love you💖💖💖 don't woory to cry

I miss him (so much) :'(

oh my precious deer..... T.T

the most precious thing is the stars in your eyes, just dont hold it back

真的最见不得他流眼泪。一直以纯爷们自称的鹿晗，内心要多么强大才可以啊。所以哭出来也是好的，哭过之后就开心起来吧！

루한오빠...난 오빠을 믿을께...

i have so much feelings for this guy

울지마 루한이 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Now you’re big star lu❤️

this hurts so much more after what happened.but as long as you're happy and healthy :)

this makes my heart ache..맘 아프네요ㅠㅠㅠ

Lulu dont cry; I love you❤❤❤❤

Omg i cant resist crying men, they are sooo... idk. I just want to hug him and kiss him so much

루한오빠울지마요ㅜ♥

Luhan TT^TT,WE ARE HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS !!!! TT^TT

The way he crying just breaks my heart T T

Luhan,you deserved it even better``````

Lulu, please don't cry :C aww baby

it break my heart to see he's crying

i dont know if i look at luhan or at jin right in front of him

루한이ㅠㅠㅠ

My bb Lulu..

Luhan don't cry！😢😢😢

Hunan moments ...... My babe don't cry OK I love u deer

se me rompe el corazón verlo llorar lo amo tanto ♥

Saranghae luhannnn

this hurts

Always guard you,my dear deer

見到Luhan crying; 我d 眼淚湧晒出黎! Lulu fightin

this video breaks my heart

Luhan!!!!

ITS BREAK MY HEART

watching this again because i miss my baby so much

"a manly man doesnt cry" .. you did well baby :') .. they then joked about him and tao in exo showtime xD

Ohhh my HunHan :'((( '3

อุลจิมา อาลู่อ่า TT แงๆๆๆ ร้องตามม

my precious... plz don't cry :((((((((