Is it to move closer to a place where you can serve , be involved & fulfill Gods call on your life?

@vp6585 Things have been going steadily in that direction, yes. However, think of the reception Jesus received when he returned home. I faced significant roadblocks to my faith walk in my hometown. People refused to accept that I no longer wished to party all the time and continue to live the way I'd been living in general. God repeatedly answered my prayers with "I can't use you here".

That is amazing and that should you do. If it is his will, he will prosper you in and during your journey.

God isn’t nervous about her yelling. People get excited about what there passionate about

I used to think that way but it’s her excitement preaching about god .