Hi love! First of all, you are not alone and your feelings are so valid. Secondly, you are naturally so beautiful but I also understand struggling to feel that way. Makeup and all things girly are right up my alley so I would love to give any feedback/help that I can.

I grew up without any “typical” female influence (my mom is very minimalistic and has never cared about makeup, fashions ,etc) so girlhood and now womanhood has been a wild ride😅 all that to say I can relate to how you feel. Over the past year I have had a big shift where I no longer see makeup and fashion as a chore and now find it very fun to play around with. I think for myself, part of this was finding creators that I enjoyed following in those areas. I used to be very bitter towards these things because I didn’t know what I was doing, and I still don’t! But now I just took the pressure off and have fun with it. Hopefully this helps in some way 😊