Hmm the sound dosen't really relate because Chu Wanning was never actually afraid of Mo Ran. He's just very self-loathing and contrary to Mo Ran's belief, Chu Wanning tends to blame himself for everything even though it wasn't his fault. Also a huge spoiler ⚠️⚠️ Mo Ran has always loved Chu Wanning, but he is afflicted with a curse that wipes out his positive memories and feeds on his negative emotions and intensifies them by a hundred food. So yeah he was never actually cruel. The curse was mostly responsible for the atrocities he committed

I have not yet read 2ha, so would somebody please try explaining? I do not mind spoilers at all, either. So it’s okay.

To be honest, the relationship at first was toxic Spoiler! I don't care how much you say oh it's because of Shi Mei casting a spell(I think?) Which made Mo Ran so hateful towards Chu Wanning and when Shi Mei died, he started to hate Chu Wanning to the point of taking him as a 'concubine' to basically r*** and overal torture him. Even though Chu Wanning has issues and loves Mo Ran, Mo Ran did force himself on Chu Wanning. He married a girl that looked like Shi Mei, and threated Chu Wanning to stay or else he would kill Chu Wanning's disciple. And the only reason that they got together was because Mo Ran finally realized he had feelings for Chu Wanning and that the person that gave him Chaoshou（meat dumpings, I think）was Chu Wanning and Shi Mei took the credit. And that was after Chu Wanning walked a thousand (?) steps, injured and carrying Mo Ran up(down?) The stairs and having no power left, dying afterwards. Yeah, even though it was a happy ending, I didn't really like Mo Ran. Sorry, I read it two years ago, so some of the info might be inaccurate. Edit: Chu Wanning is very insecure about everything about himself and he have a hard time expressing himself. Mo Ran is also insecure and thinks that Chu Wanning was looking down at him because he came from a prostitute area(?) I personally didn't enjoy how Mo Ran, in the first 50 or so chapters self dialoguing and talking about how much he wants to get in bed with Wanning.

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