Teach me thy ways dear Lord an in the way i should go Council me with your eyes upon me. So that i should not fail you. Teach me how to Lord. Show me how an please be patient. I will give you my full 110 percent. That if i fail you. I will double down an try again till i get it right. Fill me with your blessings. Give me courage and strengthen my will an your will that is in me. That i may put on the Armor of God and the Breastplate of righteouness. God i pray to you for strength to Rebuke all evil. An to grant me courage to confront my Demons if they may arise. That i may stand in your will. With you lord my God standing behind me. That i will fear no evil or man that walks below your Heavenly Creation. Or that walks or Creeps on or below your earthly paradise. To not stumble in the face of adversity. To overcome all that you have me do. In your Powerful Name I Pray Heavenly Father. Amen Like the US Government. You just dont give a soldier a loaded gun. Without proper teaching an knowledge with training. An with weeks of training you finally get a empty rifle. More weeks pass you learn how to properly use an operate your rifle. Then you get a few blanks. To get use to the sound an said recoil of your weapon. After a couple months you know how to clean. Operate, disassemble an safely use it. Without teaching they cannot be any learning. Self taught or thru hardships. You know how to approach said obstacle. Overcome an thrive thru it.

In my life, I'm at a point where I'm either "All In" with God or I'm not. I also feel ready to fulfill my earthly AND divine purpose. In the year 2024 A.D. I have been experiencing a mix-up of ALL of these issues. It's kind of odd. I've never experienced so much going on like I have before in my life up to this point. To me, I think the BIGGEST test for me, at least, is to pick up the Bible, and actually live it out to the fullest. At age 29, from what I understand, I'm either the age of some of Jesus's initial 12 disciples or older. I DESIRE to be like them and various other Biblical figures. I have high admiration and reverence for ALL of them now more than ever. Question I have for those reading this is..... Am I Chosen? Is it predetermined, or is it something I decide? I'm actually going to say that after all I've been through this year alone, I'm ready to undertake a more mature and higher calling. If you would bestow it upon me, Father God, I accept.

Furnace of affliction, ISAIAH ( I think) tried by fire, 1 Peter 1.

I don't think that God "breaks" people but I do believe that He refines them. I think the word refine is a better way of saying it.

Who said Paul's thorn was an illness.......?