Moving interview Josh - Don't know if the video is edited but sounds a lot like you rushing the guests a bit. Gotta allow the story to build. However, all of this is because your podcast is genuine and even if it comes with scratches, we're here exactly for that!

Sad episode, I wish you had covered what the other sons are like, are they also addicts or they are doing well, how did they react to the murder? What was the husband's reaction, was the community supportive, how is she getting by now, does she work, did she attend the funeral etc. I love detail

I love how open minded you are about people living on the Cape flats.

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@@RICARDO_1997 easy to say stuff like this when you not in that situation. I feel her pain. Especially since her son was on Tik. People that are on Tik can be extremely violent and will make you feel like you are dealing with the devil himself.

You are a mother. I am too.I dont understand what this woman did , this isnt something I can understand.

Nobody has the right to take anybody life alot of people have been through worse things than her and don't end up murdering somebody worst still their own child that I cannot get my head around how a mother could do that

@@notestingme the worst thing is she seems " at peace" with it

@@lindc1070 I think she's a very badly damaged lady from what happened in her childhood.

@@nickyjones2709 yes but so are serial killers. Should such people be allowed to go free?

Pileezzzzz 🤦

Who are you? I bet you’ve never dealt with an addict in your life so don’t even

​@@1CHILL_PILL1me??

@@1CHILL_PILL1 wrong

@@1CHILL_PILL1 she could have left no excuse. Barbaric ! She was a druggy herself.

Beautiful mom ? Who killed her child no matter what she went trough

@@Maysoon3121 T.H.R.O.U.G.H.

@@Maysoon3121 T.H.R.O.U.G.H

I second this 👏👏👏👏👏. This is great courage and humility and honesty we got to witness. A gift to humanity. Thank you both!!! We do need to change our mindset, and open our hearts, in a revolutionary way. We are all human! We are all one!

Ffs, you people are delusional.

My father molested and raped me when i was a kid. When he got sick, i was the one to take care of him on his dying bed. I don't even know my feelings abt this old man, he took everything from me. I never know the feeling of being loved by my own parents. My childhood was terrible

I read this comment somewhere from a woman who had an abusive stepfather as a girl. He once tried to attack her with full force but the mother was able to stop him. They left the room, and she sat on her bed horrified, she had even wet the bed under her. She wrote she then felt this deep peace all of a sudden and saw this bright light. She said she saw four angels walking into the room and going by, carrying a white sheet from its corners and smiling at her. They walked in the direction the stepdad had gone. Then she didn'y see them anymore. She didn't even really know what angels were but she saw them clear as day and knew they were angels. Anyway, the stepdad suddenly died after two weeks. The angels had been carrying a sheet to cover him with, I guess!

Exactly mothers too son.

Amen

My farther cutt me out of his life after my mother divorced him ( 27 year ago) he remarried I didn't like his new wife nor her teenage daughter and son. At the time. So we cut all contact . I have settled down and have 3 kids of my own and we have had zero contact. I do hope one day he is punished .

You have said what I was wanting to say but I couldn't find the right words.

I agree this woman lived a terrible life buy there was no point of her taking life of an innocent person...she had no right of doing that to her son... he could have been worse!!!! 14:33

She has to REPENT before the Lord God

you is crazy killing people isn't peaceful

looks is deceiving,evil self

Killed her own son come on now

​​@@chasegoolsby9465not the ideal solution but she defended her home when no one would

Ellen Pakkies... - Turned herself in... - Admitted unreservedly to what she had done... -Did not ask for leniency... - Is remorseful... - Maintained a respectful and polite composure throughout... - Made good on her community service obligations... - Never claiming the horrors of her lifelong suffering as an excuse... Compared to thousands of repeat offenders and convicted detainees who are the absolute polar opposite of this person... Her "sentence" served a greater purpose in our strife torn...broken country... 🇿🇦

​@chasegoolsby9465 ...I accept that you are entitled to your point of view... I do not agree with it in this case... 🇿🇦

Lord have mercy 😢😢

I hope your life is a lot happier now. Alcohol ruins just as many lives as drugs.

I am sending you lots of hugs,prayers and love ❤️ xxx

It has happened in our family 😢

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It happens in tons of families no matter what race. Drugs/alcohol kill, steal & destroy and don't give a hoot what race one is.

Omg😢 Yes how could she do it

@@Pheneria-dv6zw I think we should be fair to this lady, she went through a lot in her life before the horrors of her son. Her life was never normal. You are looking at it from a lens of a person who has had a normal life.

Unless you have walked in her shoes, don't judge!

@@ERSReed2024 Well, if you should hear my story, you will think otherwise. Went through worst then what she went through.

@@ERSReed2024it’s called kick him out and don’t have him around. Killing someone that isn’t trying to kill you is wrong it doesn’t matter what she went through if she was a man killing his daughter everyone would point fingers saying he was abusing her for years.

We are not a mix of both! Thats the devil trying to lay claim on a part of your soul! We are given the choice to do good or do bad!

@@KingFishdom not true depending on the circumstances, good people can snap……and temporary lose there ability to think fight or flight

@@charlenecundy1690 where does it say that in the bible?

To me, snapping is letting evil overcome you.

According to the Bible we are all bad people , thankfully, Christ died to rectify this but in life we are still bad people we sin all the time whether we want to or not have Christ died, that we may be forgiven for sins against God, I believe that every person has the potential to snap given the right circumstances even people that consider themselves to be good humans . We all have a breaking point.

I'm baffled as well. But ...I live in Europe and had a wonderful childhood.... I don't know what to think anymore. The trauma?, the total absence of any kind of help? I'm really confused right now

You're all judgemental. Different lives, feelings and experiences.

I don't condone her murdering her 20 year old son. But keep in mind that her son pulled a knife on her more than once. I'm not saying it's right that she did what she did, but I understand. Having your own child threaten you and steal from you for years on end will make anyone want to find a way out, even if the way out is a bad one. And considering that she tried to get help from the police who were unable to help, she probably felt she had no choice.

Did you listen when she is telling her childhood. Having a childhood like that would bring most of the people to be totally mentally insane

Too much is just too much …..

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@annJord, God's strength to you I can't imagine what you must be witness to...my heart breaks for the children.

@@alisonkotze9723 it is extremely hard to see. Just yesterday heard parents in the community is selling edibles to children as young as 8 years old 😭

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I have my own story, too. This happens more than people know 😢😢

Hmm.. Sooo where have all these other poor mothers like HER hidden the bodies??

Is this now justification for murder? Wtf

Thankfully they don’t murder their addicted children they leave or get help.

Aunty's Ellen's an evil bastard

I read all of you guys bad experience my heart goes out to you guys I have Five kids. My twin are married da one is getting divorce my eldest is a daughter has choose to be with another women ,my fourth child ,,,a son is for the whole world he has 5 girls with 5 kids he has sex with his step daughter she was pregnant he helped her to do an abortion after 5years it came to light now he's been charged with rape n abuse all het step kids now I can only pray that he goes to prison pay for his crime 😢😢😢😢😢😢

@@jenniferjivan6351 Sorry your son is a devil and has destroyed so many lives because this will filter into future generations.

@@jenniferjivan6351 You should be relieved for his children and step children that he will be incarcerated.

Strength to you and your family. This is a real pandemic for our society.

@zamankosi7966 thank you so much

I was actually so surprised when I saw the comments. Justifying murder! She could have kicked him out

Right?! I'm shocked by the comments. It's bizarre, to say the least. How are people justifying murder?

Yeah, they're idiots.

I think thats likely but traumatised parents likely dont give their kids what they need experientially and that causes the issues just as much as genetics in fact id bet if these kids with trauma genetics were put in a different house with a non related family/traumatised family theyd probably turn out different.

@@hawk_202I agree. It could be a combination of both nature and nurture.

Exactly

@@hawk_202actually, you can inherit PTSD. I didn’t know this, but going to a therapist- she revealed to me that trauma lives in the dna and can be passed onto children. This is why it’s key to heal before having kids.

You could say that. But wouldn’t a mom feel guilt who snaps? I know I would! If years had passed and I missed my son or felt guilt for my snapping that took his life. She never feels guilt she says no regrets! She says she felt “light” when she knew he was dead.

she doesnt even care she is evil

​@@opt4heavenhearts4thehomele27light because the burden was lifted....

@@Beth-mi2hf yes, your discernment is spot on. I pray your discernment stays with you in these end times when ppl think evil is good and good is evil. Bless you

I believe the Lord forgave her

❤👏🏽 beautifully written,You my friend are absolutely,NOT an AVERAGE chicken nugget 🐔 in such a crazy,evil,demeaning,and totally non understand world..your words/views are a breath of fresh air!....WAY TO FUCKING GO GETTING HELP!!❤...never the wrong time or too late! You're an amazing soul...and deserve peace and happiness...just like you exude onto others! Thank you for being you chicken nugget! 😂 ✌🏽 ❤😘 Good luck/vibes on your healing journey my friend! KICK ASS!!

Took you 21 years but he didn’t even live till 21. Have some shame

her son didnt deserve to be murdered either smh she seems evil

You realize her son hadnt even reached puberty yet right? All i hear is, " Nobody knows what she went through". DOESENT THE SAME APPLY TO HER SON? Imagine a kid being addicted to drugs and not having the capability of fully understanding his actions or his consequences. Can you say the same for her? I will die for my son and hes 10 years old right now. If he became addicted to crack and was stealing ofcourse id be upset but I PROMISE YOU one thing. I would never do and say what she did. She said, " He was laying in the back on the ground and i saw the rope on the table so i gathered up my courage and grabbed the rope. It was like i was gathering my courage". He didn't attack her and it wasnt self defense. I can promise you this, the thought of killing my son WILL NEVER, EVER, ENTER MY HEAD.

Holy cow your off your head

​@@bobo25500*you're.....

@r.coffman1431 *your

Hopeful story?wtaf

@r.coffman1431 no you are

What are you talking about? The internet has existed since the 90s so has therapy and so have countless resources for women in her shoes stop making excuses for monsters your mom isn't a victim anymore she is an adult she is an abuser and an enabler who allowed you to be abused and with your own logic you sound like you might be dangerous around children yourself now.......

If you were abused how do you know any better?

I don't get it either

You won't get it, my brother killed our nephew and we had peace, we couldn't keep a teaspoon in a house, the law was 17:46 on our side.We were his victims as well 😢

I agree. It's a sick world where people have more compassion for a murderer than the one murdered.

Yeah I also have no idea why people are lifting her up, like she literally killed someone and is walking free. That's crazy bro. And this is coming from a fellow south african

​@@pulanekgomo1556Yeah, so anytime people struggle instead of waiting till a certain age and handing them to police, praying for them to change, or anything else, it's easier to kill the person and have peace? Sick

I am so sorry.

Bless u

you sound like a really thick skinned person. how do you rid yourself of the toxicity of your environment?

So true. It is so easy to say "I would never" when you have not lived that person's life. It is incomprehensible to most of us the dangers faced every day by the majority of our country's people. We need to stand together to make a difference.

People look from the outside in and think it’s as simple as black and white . I grew up in Mitchell’s Plain as well , the hardest part is when we lose our friends to this shit , having to either witness our friends being shot and killed or visiting and hearing your childhood friend you grew up with was shot , it hits so hard .

Watch the movie. It shows all the measures she tried to help the son and to lock him out, incl going to court etc. He is abusive on many levels. She lost hope.

You came to that conclusion because you are naive and intelligent. In reality he's exploiting people from hellish places for youtube clicks under the guise of activism. He's done nothing to enact change or actually explain the situation and educate his viewers. Instead he gives us a dog and pony show.

I almost split my Son’s body open with an axe. It still traumatises me to this day. A Parent (like me) of a Drug addict child understand s and feels it with Miss Ellen. No one, but no one knows what a drug addicted child puts you through. The trauma is indescribable

I hope she accepts her mistakes then

Don't emphasize with her. She has a " dead mother" complex, and she is using this man's platform as a means for playing the moral victim.

I can write a book what I went through with my son but never dreamt of killing him. Everyone needs to except Jesus in their life and when you dies without excepting Jesus, you are lost for eternity. That is the most sad part. 🙏🙏🙏

@@virginiadavids3133 you are an amazing mother. 👏

You're victim blaming now.

Let go of the demons in your head ma'am

She doesn't deserve your sympathy. She was a terrible mother.

Your mother was a terrible colonist. Fair ?

Yes. She broke down. 💔 I agree. 😢

She's probably lying

Exactly

You are sick girl your distrusting this was not self defence she fucking kill her son, why is every one feeling bad for a mom who killed her son

Fed up?? God fucking help us 🤦

@@bobo25500like she didn’t kill her kid holy shit

Poor Ellen...SERIOUSLY 👿

I'm no replying I could find link forgive me. Something about this lady that tears at my heart. We don't choose where we are born nor the environment, I wish I could hug her real tight, she has had more than her share. Her faith in God has saved her. Praise the Lord. I pray she can build a better world for herself and others with her testimony. The system failed her.Thank you for bringing this story to us. My God how my heart aches for her. God bless, God needs you, you can open the eyes of many others. God bless the judge, that is justice.Again, thank ❤you.

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Would you feel that way if it was a man who killed his daughter be honest

Why ? What about the son she murdered ? Her others kids can’t stand her and don’t bother with her which speaks volumes.

Is it possible she actually projected all the trauma and badness onto her son

Was he violent towards her? If he was violent towards her maybe you can justify it but not for being a druggie and a mess. I dont think murder is justified to solve problems like this. She could have kicked him out.

She didn't have tv, access to reading material, religion, or God in her heart? Come on now..

Old witch, no remorse .

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She loved her son I’m sure!!!

He was suffering. He just had the right Moma.

So killing ur kid is OK ??? Bc u went through hell ? What kind of thinking is that

@@Maysoon3121 hold on... Wait a minute... I didn't say that. I simply acknowledged all she's been through, which if you watched the entire video, you'd know was absolute hell since the day this woman was born. And normally when a person goes through that much, people with a heart can acknowledge that and sympathise. I am allowed to do that much. And I really do pray she finds some peace of mind, because this woman has lived her entire life in a cycle of trauma. Unfortunately, living with a drug addict is practically abusive. I have that experience. This woman has been abused by the people closest to her all her life, and then found herself in a situation where her own son was doing the same. She had no resources and no one willing help with her with her son, and she had no help or counselling for her previous traumas. My word I can't imagine her mental state at the time. Now I'm not justifying her actions, but I will give her the benefit of the doubt and try to be gracious when it comes to her traumatic life experience, because she sure as hell didn't get that mercy when she was a child and needed help. Help didn't come for her. Right now how many mothers are sitting at home with children addicted to tik with no one to help them? What do people who have no idea what that's like do? They laugh at them. They think it's funny. I watch my mother almost cry every night. I watch her spend money she doesn't have trying to help my brother, only for him to leave rehab within a month. Never stays longer than a month. And rehabs aren't allowed to keep them there. They need to be willing to get help but that hardly ever happens. Then they're back home and it's constant arguments and fighting and not a moment of peace because we're living in fear. Kick him out on the streets to kill himself? We can't. But what I will tell you, is every person in my family it's so afraid of him, he lock our bedroom doors every night. You don't even wanna know the kind of thoughts we have of him, it's too shameful to say, even though we love him. I really don't doubt that woman loved her child. It's just so hard living like that, and I don't even have a history of abuse so I can't even fully put myself in her shoes. But what I do relate to, is her urge for it to stop. I really just want this to stop. I just want to live a peaceful normal life. But I never will until he decides to get better. But they rarely do. So my family and I are trapped in this hell with him, watching him kill himself slowly.

She is very wicked. The mother is very wicked.

the son deserved to be happy too when ur born in a deranged home , she knew she didn't need to be pregnant bc her life was already hard. Lot of serial killers were molested beaten bullied ect do u have pity ???

@@Maysoon3121 did I say it was right for her to kill her son? You people are so quick you judge when you yourselves haven't lived a single day the shoes of those you hold to the highest of standards. You without sin, so quick to brand another person evil and wicked. You're just as wicked! Are you without sin? Are you perfect and Godlike and have been ordained by God the judge of her? When you can't even do a simple human thing by being empathetic and acknowledge that this woman has lived a life harder than most. I can't even say I know of a person who has lived a life as hard as her, so do you? Have you lived as hard as her, or do you know of a person who has lived as hard as her? I can understand how someone who has been abused all her life, would see her own son abusing her and kill him in retaliation for that abuse. But I don't think it is right that she did it fact kill him. Cause all you people who sit on your high horses, will look at mothers struggling with their drug addicted sons, and will say nothing and do nothing when the drug addict is abusing and inflicting fear upon the entire household. But today you say he too had dreams and a future what are you talking about? You clearly haven't lived with a Meth addict. He would have tormented her his entire life, and people like you would turn a blind eye. Now that she kills her abuser, you say how dare she. But where was the help when she needed it. Where were you people to put him in his place when he stole and got verbally and physically abusive his mother? Where were you people to force him to get help because he feels that without this drug that turns him into a monster and robs him of a future, he will die? Where were you people to pay for a rehab no family in the ghetto can afford? You were sitting on your high horses looking for other people to mercilessly judge you're arrogant and self-righteous and I pray you get judged for every sin just as harshly, and no one stops to even try to understand you, just as you have done

Man those words hit so deep.

I said the same thing. I don't feel sorry for her because she planned that then went to work like he was trash

Yes 😢😢how could she do that 😢😢

Somebody once told me that if I could see people's hearts, I would run and hide! As I grow I have learnt and I tell everyone I know to never ever trust anybody! Trust nobody. The mother's with a God complex are the worst and what I can't understand is why would a person who was abused,raped,tortured etc go on to abuse and even kill or harm their child/ren? I know most individuals choose the negative path instead of positive path and they justify their evil deeds due to their childhood trauma etc inherently it's wrong and we should not be silent ; those who say don't judge or whatever are also capable of Playing God at some point. I'm lost for words and for Ellen's son's, may your soul come back and seek revenge on your mother for betraying you instead of really saving you and overstanding you, I am lost for words.

​@@tinyty88Amen and Amen. I second that. I agree with you 💯

He assaulted her as well, it was in the movie. This was a less informative version of her story

Until it happens to you, then you'll want the very system to understand your situation

Count your blessings that you have never experienced this and I pray you never have to experience life on the Cape flats and living with "tik koppe" who rob and assault their own family members and the gang members who will show up at your door. I've had a nephew steal from gangsters and they showed up at my door looking for him. Do you know the terror of gangsters threatening you because they think you are hiding a drug addict. I thank God nothing happened to me that night and I was ready to beat my nephew up for dragging me into it. So please until you have found yourself in the shoes of those struggling every day without peace count yourself lucky you don't have these problems and stop sitting on your high horse of belief that you would never be able to do this and millions of others won't either

@winterblommetjie❤. Absolutely true.

Some situations are much worse than others. I know a woman that was almost raped by her drug addict son. Imagine how you must feel as a mother if your own son would stoop that low

You have described @davidowen5135 so well. My deceased identical twin sister had a similarly appalling life and her children all reacted to complex trauma in very different ways - including her son who was a child genius, autistic, and died as an addict. Such awful tragedies 😢

@davidowen Brilliantly said! Your insight concerning what happened to Ellen and what happens in families living with an addict, is absolutely commendable. We all know that God loves the sinner but hates the sin. My wish is that Ellen has found inner peace.

Thank you for your wise comment. I really enjoyed reading your comment. 👍

Amen

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Well said.blessings always

People are so selfish these days, and every woman who kills their own children has either a mental disease / post partum depression or a hard past life. These are the excuses we use for EVIL women. It's so difficult for women to understand that YES, they can be evil too... You don't have to find an excuse for every evil person...

@@Jademoonx so true, can we stop blaming the state let him or her down. There are 3rd world countries that get by, you do not need therapies to not be awful to your fellow man

Thank you for your kindness. I hope Josh sees your message

Wow so amazing, may God bless you for your caring heart, and use this special gift of trauma counselling to help people. You are precious.

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People are so selfish these days, and every woman who kills their own children has either a mental disease / post partum depression or a hard past life. These are the excuses we use for EVIL women. It's so difficult for women to understand that YES, they can be evil too... You don't have to find an excuse for every evil person...

@@Jademoonx yip..if it was a man he'd probably be in prison for life at least!! She's a fkn monster 👹

@@bobo25500 Yes, exactly, if this was a man, no one would empathize with him. Everybody would say put him in jail and throw away the keys. But every time I see a video of a woman killing her children, there is so much empathy for her. Omg, I feel for her, there's so much pressure on women, mental issues, blablabla... It's INSANE!!😤

Oh yeah EXACTLY, mine was also FAR WORSE and of course we think we gonna snap BUT WE DON'T isn't it???? She's an evil psychopath. This was disgusting

​@@radjamadgi2267Thankyou. I totally 100 percent agree with you.

Your are correct, she is evil, killing your own child, i rather suffer for the rest of my life trying to help my child to get him help, clean from addiction,,,,, this is madness

You’re a damn good mother. You love your son. As you should. That’s why ❤

Agreed. These comments praising her make me question humanity. Yikes!

Bcs society told her that it was ok. She punished her son for a darkness that existed in her as well, in the end she did something a hundred times worse than her son ever did... I empathize with her deeply but I will never say that what she did was ok.

I echo the same sentiments. She was in the street st same age when her son started smoking 13yrs. She also did tik n prostitution on the streets. She should have understood it more the addictipn of her son since she went thru it also and kicked the habit. Why didnt she give him the chance to kick it off also like she did. Unless if she is still an addict

Wtf

Are you ok mate!!! or do you miss the part were she kills her own son

@tawhaipeneha5881 well said 👏

Yeah it's so traumatic she's made a fucking fortune from playing the victim instead of cold hearted murderer😱

She kills her son and u say. Love to her heart ❤ the fuck did u not hear the story where she killed her son. She is a monster horrible human being there can be a other ways to help ur son Other than killing him she could have helped him even if it took 40 Years she is a mother her job is to help rescue and be there even when it’s hard she is weak minded decide to end her own son instead of help him coward I hate her

I know all these weirdos giving empathy to the murderer, no one can prove anything she says about her childhood. Many of us have had hard lives but 280 hours community service and 3 years suspended sentence for murdering your child is wrong.

Right?? This is beyond bizarre.

Nobody said she is a victim. People are just empathic towards the horror she went through, which nobody can judge her on. Cos we haven't walked a mile in her shoes. We hear so many stories of kids murdering their parents. What are the odds he would've killed her. He drew a knife on her twice. 3rd time could've been fatal.

I'm sorry is she not the victim? 7 years of being robbed, harrased and threatened by an addicted bum?! And she should have just given him everything else?! she is the biggest victim

Me too, I am so disturbed!!!!!

I can't breathe thinking about how terrified her son must have been.. Evil bastard

@@bobo25500are you calling him and evil b or her ? Because she’s clearly the one

@@A_kan965 no im replying/being sarcastic to the person who said they can't breathe bc that monster/murderer has had a hard life. I'm totally gobsmacked at the amount of sympathy she's had, beggars belief 🤦

@@bobo25500 right ? Man South Africans need to wake up

@@A_kan965 for sure 👌

Me too.. put my family and my poor single mom through hell. 2 years clean from heavy oxy and cocaine use

These people in these comments are ridiculous and they keep bring up GOD and i find that quite interesting. My faith is in JESUS CHRIST and yes even a murderer is forgiven but some of these comments are saying things like, "We shouldn't judge her because we dont know what she went through". DOESENT THE SAME GO FOR HER SON? Sounds like he was begging for her to stop and not kill him and this wasnt like he was attacking her either she said out her own mouth, " I grabbed the rope and gathered my courage" like seriously? Its so sad everyone keeps saying imagine what she went through. Well just imagine what a kid addicted to drugs is going through? He hasnt even fully reached puberty and probably didn't have the capability to fully understand his actions or consequences.

@@shadowghost815 Very true 🙏🏼 i believe in God and Jesus Christ, and I agree that sins can be forgiven or people can change, but in the Bible it’s very clear about a sin receiving the equal punishment so you can reach atonement and not just get off scott free 🤦🏽‍♀️ She literally admitted to murder, mentioned her son was BEGGING for his life, so not only to she plan to kill him but she did so with no actual harm being thrown towards her. And people are praising her in the comments like “she’s a hero” “wow so brave”, it’s just gross, and also the fact that if this was a man doing this, everyone would be SCREAMING for him to receive the death penalty or a life sentence.

She took his life in an instant of pure insanity. She murdered the poor child but is she has faith and has other members of family, she will regret it here hall life. It’s worse than prison. We can’t understand here act but we can ask God to forgive here. Maybe she will have peace after.

Yeah but we don't all murder our kids

​@@bobo25500sometimes it's the only way to survive, you won't know because you don't understand, he would have killed her, you are not going to answer, this lady has to for her sins so Sit down or pass by quietly

@@juliegovender9414 how do u know what I do or don't understand. Shame on you woman!!

​​@@bobo25500Shame on you whatever you are!

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I’m so surprised by these dumb comments clapping for this weird woman who outright killed her son. Wtf

Would you feel that way if it was a man who had killed his daughter be honest

I wonder if I am listening to the same interview as you... how is this going to help anyone in a similar situation...to do what kill your child. Omg! Are you guys sane.

Devil She is MURDER Matthews 18:6👉😭😩🔥👀💯🤮✔️🦨

AMAZING WOMAN????!!!! 😂😂😂 YOU MUST BE JOKING ..SHE IS A KILLER

​@@cristearoxanadaniela7845 Yes coz u dont know what its like to have soneones thatz on drugs ruining your life. I suggest u dont start this convo

Thanks Josh, this was a really incredible interview!

Inspired.. What planet are u on

Bro what, she literally killed her boy and is walking free ain't no way

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Because your childhood and trauma are not the same as hers I m sure. But all the best anyway

No most people wouldn't no matter the circumstances

You are a decent human and have morals that is why you don’t murder your child. It’s sick all these excuses ! It not ok and never excusable to take a child’s life.

​@@Liza-cl2gb Not making excuses for her, but she's not normal either. The entire bloodline is traumatized

You're probably not as traumatized as this woman. Not making excuses, but it's true.

Watch the movie. Ellen pakkies😢😢😢

She took his life....and yiur glorifying it. Is thus normal in Cape Town.

There you go mums with addict kids get the rope out...

It’s not just the Cape Flats and townships, it’s happens in all communities.

Not every mother loves her children some walk this earth soulless

extreme poverty leads to most of these problems.

@@southafricangoat883 what poverty? Drugs are expensive.

Wishing you the best on your journey

Thank god your mum never murdered you

@@nomarussia5085 thank you

@@bobo25500 my mom stood by me all the years

Utter insanity wtf!! And the level of compassion towards her is nuts ... He was an addict ffs....so kick him out!!!!!

You won't know until you've been in her shoes. It's not that simple 😒

​@@zamankosi7966seriously?? Just wow

She's an evil murderer

I remember so called kids treating they're mother like shit. Let me tell you they grew up to be violent predators! It's easy to say oh poor kid. Until you see for yourself just how far this shit can go, then you can't speak on it cuz you're speaking on your own situation, your child that loves you etc... Most mothers can't wrap their head around a situation like this.

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Wait i don't get it men it was not self defense he was not a only kid with drug issue bein acting out so is that logic to kill your son and be like ya i had bad past,, fuck this old woman she is not strong she is evil if i was his father i will broke every bone in her

@@beluga_bro the world is not black and white. u havent lived in a day in her shoes. thats between her and her god

Such an incredible sociopath 😶

@jax0000 perhaps she is a cold blooded killer, but do you think a mother truly wants to kill their child? I dont think thats a natural desire, I dont even believe that to be a conscious desire. she clearly feels extremely guilty, probably is paying the price emotionally everyday until she passes because of it. her son is gone and we didnt personally know him or conceive him. belittling her doesnt make anything better. sometimes there is no right or wrong, life can be paradoxical too. its an incredibly complicated topic and should be open for debate, but this woman clearly is extremely broken and remorseful about it and there is nothing that will bring her son back and there is nothing that will heal her previous trauma. unfair to judge based off a 30 min story

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So true. No one knows unless you have been in that situation.

I have a son on drugs and he has been for years.. He has put us through so much, but never have I wished him dead, or thought about ending his life. No mother should ever attempt/ murder their kid..

@@chickadee39This. Some of these comments are disgusting idc what anyone says. All the sympathy for her, the poor pitiful mother who had to murder her own son how hard that must’ve been for HER. Pathetic

People are so selfish these days, and every woman who kills their own children has either a mental disease / post partum depression or a hard past life. These are the excuses we use for EVIL women. It's so difficult for women to understand that YES, they can be evil too... You don't have to find an excuse for every evil person...