I was BOTH pile 1 and 2. Imagine not fitting in with a family and processing extreme loss. I've lost very significant family members to death and have been ostracized by the very same family. In fact, today, i finally realized I was shamed by my family for my vulnerability. Then i was shamed by others, i have been shamed so much that I felt ashamed of the very thing that makes me human...my feelings. I had to suppress my grief for years because no one could talk about it. I learned how to hold and love myself like a mother holding their child while I grieved. It has been such a struggle. I've been betrayed many times through my life. By family and friends. But my God, how strong I must be. To process all this. And to do it alone. I spent the last two years in isolation. Afraid to join the dance of life again. Afraid to trust. I'm starting to come out of my cave again, and I'm holding hope that God will send me people who love my vulnerability and softness.

Pile 2. My family doesn’t get along. I had to process my parents trauma. I’m still here. My soul has made me a fighter. Thank you ❤

To all the brilliant people who come up with reading ideas, thank you. Merry Happy..🎄🎄🎄

Pile 1 so described my childhood, Pile 3 is so to the point now,... now that I'm 60 I'm ready to say... I had enough, no more begging or people pleasing, I just want to be me... ❤❤

I chose pile 1. Incredible reading. When I was at primary school I wrote a story called the black sheep of the family, I was the black sheep, the 1 who didn't fit. My teacher was concerned and mentioned it to my mother, whose reaction was anger! Why would I write things that put her in a bad light! I have never felt anything other than odd and as a young child I saw myself in bed whilst I was floating on the ceiling and I knew I had to get back. So Incredible. I welcome the abundance which I would love to share. Thanks Jenny. ❤❤❤

Dear Jenny, you are sent by the divine to ignite the life force into all of us. Thank you.

Omg! 😢😢😢 Jenny, Pile 2 (then 1 on your offering) were the most accurate representation of my family's life and history. So many suicides, including my mother, great uncle, and great grandfather. So much death and random chaos and disaster in my life and theirs. I became a children's book author to help kids navigate trauma. Books I wish I had as a child suffering abuse and the loss of my mum and best friend at 7 yrs old. My husband of 27 yrs passed in 2021 and our married life was one loss after the next. Only now, as in the last months, have I FELT my awakening into this truth. That I am here. I am a filter. An alchemist turning darkness into light. I knew it since Bob died, but I feel it now. I understand I am loved. And I feel the threads of my history, our history, mending. Thank you SO MUCH for you ❤❤❤❤😮😮

Jenny you are amazing how you described my life in pile#2. I’ve lost so many people, very close family members and have been in much pain for years. I’m weeping as you read…thank you for shedding a light on my future of hope. Namaste🕉️💜

Thank you. It's a hard life dealing with narcissists. ✨demonstrate the leadership through integrity, showing people that feeling abundant and content, we can share a lot. We can bring more balance to life, to the earth.

Thank you for this, I picked pile 2 and I was an orphan in Russia right after the Soviet Union collapsed, then got adopted by an american family who disowned my in the end anyways .. never knew my real blood family, but always knew I drew the short end of the stick.. my favorite quote I’ve heard is “it’s not my fault, but it is my problem”

Pile 3 resonated so much to me . The never felt home with my family .They always criticised for who iam .Thankyou for giving me hope to find my soul family

❤ I so dearly love your gentle yet no nonsense approach. You are an amazing light, thank you 🙏🏻💖

Pile 1 ... it sure would be nice to finally be surrounded by trustworthy, reliable people!

I can’t believe how exactly correct the ENTIRE pile #2 read was for my life … I’ve been shown VERY clearly my life purpose to clear my ancestors karmic trauma… it’s been a really challenging Road esp before I understood what was happening ( I found myself in the victim pattern and didn’t understand exactly why ) but now I’m Doing the clearing work Daily and it’s working… my blood relatives STARTED WW2 so you can imagine the Weight I’ve had to HOLD … but you are correct … I’ve been able to hold my angelic energy and Hope … and I work Daily to transmute the stuck family energies .. thank you for this affirmation! Much love ♥️

I chose pile no2 Amazing reading ciao 👋 from Italy 🇮🇹 ❤😊🎉

I cannot tell you how much your reading for Pile #1 hit home. Every card, every word spoke truth. Thank you for seeing what few others could possibly understand. This was healing and inspiring.

Thank you so much Jenny, pile 2 resonated for me. My family on my fathers side had a lot of family trauma and this was passed down to myself and siblings, I feel very strongly through my part in my birth family I have transcended a lot and stopped the transmission from going further and your reading has been very healing, you are an amazing person and a gift to all of us who are lucky to avail of your wisdom. 🙏

Pile 1: thank you for this reading; I was moved as you were able to understand my whole life to this point. I am the oldest child of 3 (I have two younger brothers) and took responsibility early on as my dad drank a lot and my mom was at work. I have taken care of people my whole life and the last two years were earth shattering for those around me as I said no. I got divorced as I was over giving and finally had enough. So I am being called into public speaking such that I can heal and inspire with my words.. I finally have my voice back. Thank you Jenny from the bottom of my heart as this reading was beautiful. I felt seen at a very deep level. You are such a blessing and I am grateful for you

Oh my gosh, Jenny!! Pile 3, and I was Nick named Cinderella by my friends, because my mother used to make me deep clean the house every week.

Dear Jenny, it is so accurate that it seems a personal reading made to mesure... Pile 1. My father was and is alcoholic and my mother had to go to work... So I remember myself being very young ( around 3 years old) taking care of my brother... Heating milk for him and all the rest. The level of responsability has been so huge that I grow up beleiving that I was to be the savior of all my family members... Yes, I feel this month the loop is closing and I will be free to start moving again! Thanks to my divinity for all that has been gone through. Thanks to my family as well for all the lessons. Thanks to you all for being here, sharing this space- time together... Thanks Jenny for everything ! ❤️🕊️🍀🌟💎

You are a blessing to this world, thank you.

pile 3, thank you so much. Yes, you are absolutely right. I feel guilty for being born, cause my parents tought me that " you can't fall in love, you can't do whatever you want. You have to obey your family and do whatever they told you to do. " yes, i did, they forced me to get married a person i didn’t even know, they make fun of my writing skill and my dream to become a writer. They force me to stop my studies to make me an obedient person. After all those challenges i became a writer and mental healer. I started to know that i am in twinflame journey, and right now waiting for divine timing. Lets see what happens.

Pile 2 this is so powerful thank you for your message I really needed this. my dad just passed unexpectedly on 11/11 ❤

Pile 3. Yes I think I've been quietly rebellious my whole life but have tried to avoid hurting anyone. (That's not been 100% successful but I try anyway!) xxx

Pile 2. Thank you so much for doing this reading. I needed it. I didn't understand my fear and inability to truly celebrate my accomplishments and miracles because I am always worried that it will stripped from me. I've had repeated cycles of this happening and magically coming back better than ever. My guides told me a cycle was ending and now I understand the current circumstances. thank you x3

This must be why I feel like im the odd person in the family, i can see and feel spirite and my grandparents still visit me in my dreams yearly while others don’t.

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Wow, pile 1 is spot on! I always felt different, conscious, and observant of others. From my childhood role as the eldest of 7 to my narcissistic mother and my tolerance level to unacceptable behaviors to my future role and life purpose to lead and heal, bring joy, build resilience in my communities. Just wow.

Yay so requested, your magic is potent, prophetic, and powerful. You have guided me to bliss and constant rejuvenation of my soul for over a year now ❤ Thank you sincerely 🫶🏽

3!!! Challenging position in the contradictions of concepts of family and God. ❤❤

Jenny...this is on another level, thank you so much. Your readings are always a blessing, but this...every pile, 100%. From pile 3 to pile 1, and then closing it out with pile 2 -- I feel so seen right now by you and by the ancestors you have given voice to. I really almost skipped the whole video this time around, as my mind didn't see any relevance to it, but I'm so glad I listened to my heart on it. I have only become more and more certain about this breaker-of-chains role that I have come here to embody. I have gone through the goddamn ringer in this life, so I have no question about how this has played out for me thus far, and truly this moment in my reality is an incredibly empowering one. I feel a lot less alone to know that these energies are shared by so many of us here on this channel, not merely the trauma that so many of us go through anyway, but the sense coming along finally that there is a bigger purpose to this life's suffering being so...yikes. Sending so much love y'all

Hi Jenny, Thank you for this reading. Dad passed away when I was 15 telling me to take care of my mother. I was the youngest of 5. I’ve always been made to feel “less than”, and just accepted it. When Covid came I started waking up to a lot of things, and needless to say the entire family including my kids were happy to have the excuse just to “get rid of the nuisance”. I started having Dark Nights of the Soul. Eye opening experiences, one after the other. Today was what I’m truly hoping the final one, where I realised exactly what this family had done/ been doing to me all my life, and I could cry, release the pain, integrate the feelings and stop the pain. I didn’t even know it was a problem funny enough. Even my current husband doesn’t care to understand what is going on with me and my “crazy moods”, and being married ANC without accrual I am in no position to go anywhere, so just have to accept what is. This was eye opening. God bless🙏

Pile 2: Resonated, haven been doing a lot of cord cutting n releasing over the year, this helped give clarity as to the why's. I'm going thru an awakening and clearing letting go of the trauma. I have peace and move forward for the future. Thank you Jenny for the connection of clarity 🙏❤️

Pile 1, you have just described my life path in a lot of detail! Thank you so much, beautiful soul. Your readings have been a huge part of my soul growth and healing journey over the past year. Sending blessings 💜

You are such a Divine Being. You bring so much joy and peace to me with your readings. They are always so accurate and deeply penetrating of my pyche. Thank you for sharing so much of your gifts and talents with the world. May peace and blessings find you in all you do. ❤

Pile two made me cry. Some of the readings really tap in sooo deeply. Like I know my grandmother loved me before I was born...would make my mother special treats " for the baby" qhile my mom was pregnant. Thank you for sharing your gift. She came at a young age leaving Austria for a better life as Germany took over her homeland in the early days of ww2. When I was in an ayahuasca retreat, I felt my father, and I truly tried to find/feel all the nooks n krannies of loss and lack but plenty came up on the last month that was emotionally unexpected. Some I knew was mine, and was in a bad spinn of self doubt. Talking about this with my fiance, I came to the clear realization Some of what was coming wasn't mine but my father's residual. I have red hair and freckels. I'll be going for another retreat soon. Thank you for some enlightening words. I often listen to your whole reading as if it's just for me. Of coarse not all of it is mine, but enough sticks to console the injured healer/warrior I'm am and shamen I'm becoming.

Pile 2 makes perfect sense. I had a feeling I had a destiny to fulfill and it's been so hard 😢 I'm working on healing it all. Thankyou 🙏❤️ xxx

Pile 1. Thanks to whoever suggested this reading! It's something I've always wanted to know. Thank you Jenny! ❤

Honestly I don't know what to say! I had a near death experience , my mother had left me in bathroom next to butane gas, when she came back I was almost dead. She never really wanted me, I had responsibilities no one should have carry since childhood. I took care of my brother, had to do all housework, while she visited friends. I dedicated myself to taking care of the elderly and environment . You are just amazing ❤ also this morning I dreamt of 3 children , those were us as kids. Very powerful reading , just amazing ❤❤❤❤❤

This reading is a wonderful idea. Many thanks to the person who gave the idea and to you Jenny for creating & delivering the reading. You are blessed by Spirit with such insightful readings. Your previous career has prepared you to give readings that cover physical, emotional & spiritual aspects. Very well-rounded.

Pile 2: I have gone through a kundalini activation, my family were very unloving and emotionally messed up. My sister was murdered years ago, it was on the news in the UK when it happened as it was so shocking. I won´t mention more but soon after that my spiritual awakening really took off. xxx Just before it happened I was visited by a UFO and had the most interesting visions. My Great Grandmother fled Russia and Ukraine to Germany to avoid death, lost most of their wealth. Then War hit Germany, so they fled to London. My Mum was born with completely broken emotions as my Gran was way over emotional and traumatised, my Mum went the other way and just switched off completely. My Dad was a war baby. I became a healer, I use body talk which is a form of healing that releases trapped emotional trauma and rewrites DNA RNA code.

#1 ☀️ *Leadership* I was born awaken resonates 💯 yes I had a near death experience when I was in my early 20s😊 *Learn to be my true self* Find my inner child to play🎉 Space of stepping up and *coming into my own* ~ becoming really discerning who I reveal myself to and who not to🧡 I'm no more an underdog, I'm being protected and claiming my power, integrity is coming through👑🎉🎉 *Stepping into true ownership of myself* Entering pathway of Abundance💚 People will follow me for my level of integrity *Warrior of Light* 🌟 lead people *Honour my soul path, step into my authentic self and let my intuition guide the pathway* 🎉🎉🎉 *Owning the Warrior element of my soul* 🔥 Sense of oppression coming into completion Hi Jenny, thank you so much for such a powerful reading! Helping me understand why I was born into such a difficult demanding family who suffocated and imprisoned me till now in my 40s, looking forward to this big change that's hopefully arriving soon🧡💚🦁

THANK YOU!! Reading 1 hits the bullseye in every respect. What a welcome validation of what I've always known. Blessings to you and your insightful work.

Pile 1, highly resonating. Great topic, thank you, Jenny! ❤❤❤💯💥

I was adopted at around a year old-and the coincidences involved in my adoption have always made wonder-so this reading was particularly intriguing to me-Thank you!

Hope you never get tired of hearing, "This is quite remarkable," because this is quite remarkable!! I am also a reader and I just did my first past life spread. I thought I was just getting a feel for the spread, but we know how that goes. When i journal I make a reduced image of the cards to put in my journal and then I write. I was just going thought the mechanics not really focusing on the cards when I realized that I could be on a rock in the middle of the ocean and I would still be honoring the sacred. I need to own it and myself. This reading was very special, thank you. 🤗

Thank you, Jenny🙏😊Blessings💛

I picked pile 3. Yes I was Cinderella and still am... Yes I grew up under fascism in Portugal and very strict religious rules, where self sacrifice started for me at age 3. I'm 64 now and still having a hard time to get over all the abuse and neglect of my life. Thank you so much for this awesome reading. God Bless You! ❤

Pile 3. 3 years ago I walked away from my family to follow my heart's desires. Thank you so much lovely Jenny ❤️‍🔥😘

Pile #2 I am stumped! I chose it because I am a Revati nakshatra. God bless you, Jenny!

Pile three. I was adultified at the age of 12, after my two older sisters moved out at the same time, and my parents bought a house. My father was disabled, and would die three years later while my mother worked a full-time job at a local factory. So I was the housekeeper and the cook. I came home from school and cleaned did laundry, cooked dinner, and took care of my father. At the time it didn’t really bother me, and I learned to bake, and I learned how to cook the things my father liked, but my mother didn’t need to do much when she got home which was nice because she could rest and relax then after my father died my brother, got violent with me. He dropped out of school and ended up going to college instead with my mother. Changed his major three times which cost my mother hundreds of thousands of dollars because it was photography then it was auto mechanics and I can’t remember what the last one was but everything required, a dark room or a car with an engine that needed to be repaired so that he could pass these courses. And he never did get a degree after going to college for six years. I married 19 two a man who wanted a playboy bunny that would never gain weight And was an expert housekeeper. Now I was never ever an expert housekeeper. I did what was necessary to make it look decent but when you have four children in 900 ft.², it gets pretty crowded so I’ve never ever measured up to anyone’s expectations. So the Cinderella commentsseem to hone in on that period of my life. They’re never has been a Prince charming, because all three of my major relationships in my adult life have been abusive.

Pile 2+1. Wow, wow and more wow... deep breaths...Thank you SO much for hearing! I needed this so. The work you do is so profoundly special. My now adult children are also carrying so much. Does it lift for them too as l do my bit l wonder? Whilst l realise its their choice to be in this family, as their mother it would cheer me to hear it does😏 tho genetically l know its in them on a cellular level too... we are(l'm nearly better l hope) all quite ill - and l went and married an Austrian to add to the load🙄 I feel exhausted with relief(a nice change!)after hearing this. Bless you❤

Pile 3. You are spot-on, so it was, and the themes in my life, I'm 72 years young, finally seeing the truth and finding a new path.

Before I forget, miracles and love 💗 to you, Jenny, for your angel reading ❤🎉🙏

#1 describes my journey right now within my family🙏😇

Dear Jenny, what a reading! I have been crying nonstop since it began. You are incredible. I did exactly what I am destined to do. But there was so much of guilt and pain and sorrow attached to it. But listening to you I feel validated for all the torture of choosing and going against the 'family grain'. Thank you dear. Big hug to you . ❤

Pile 3. i shared my childhood by hiding my mediumnity and playing a role . But i never gave up and i had the spiritual life that i worked ceaselessly . now i have the fullness of my desires and choices without ceasing to help humanity.🌞Thank you

I almost didn't watch this reading, but it has totally blown me away with the accuracy (Pile #1). I could write a whole tome with the connections, but I can only say that once again you have impressed me beyond measure with this reading. Thank you so much and I am grateful for any abundance and further lessons.

Heaven sent! What an incredible reading!! All piles resonated 💯. 🙏

I usually don’t write lengthy messages but I feel the need to, today. I chose pile 3. And immediately felt like as if you were doing a personal reading for me. You mentioned of a past life where I perhaps was a monk and that reminded me of your other reading where you had shared the story of the Buddhist monk and how you both greeted each other and went your own ways but you felt so much love in the trail she had left behind. That was the reading I had chosen that day. So this was like a double confirmation of sorts. Secondly, you mentioned family being either from an old school religious background and/or not a religious background at all. That’s exactly the case for me. My mom’s side of the family is very strict in terms of religious practices and have backward thinking regarding how spirituality should look like while my father’s side of family has no inclination to religion whatsoever. So growing up it was interesting for me to experience such contrasting energies around myself. The notion that I can be happy and abundant and have a sexual life along with my spirituality was so insane to me. But now I feel like I’m at a place where I’ve truly felt at peace to possess both materialistic and spiritual wealth. Thank you so much for what you do. This reading was highly insightful ❤️

3 spot on ❤😇

Pile no 2..yes came here to resolve ancestors trauma..winning with universe and almighty s guidance and blessings.. Claims all positives.. Thank you universe jenny❤

Pile 1 and 2. I am deeply thankful for your reading and your throughout understanding of my situation. I never felt more relieved and understood in my life than right now. 🌹Thanks very much for your reading🕊

Omw.....thank you so much for this.😢😢😢 5 months ago I would not even have understood what this meant, but now, on my spiritual journey, all gad been revealed to me, and this is exactly what I needed to understand why I'm here

I'm in the process of about to give life so I'll be checking in with my Unformed baby. We both picked reading #2, so that's really good. Moksha!!

Pile 2 - my family fled for their lives from the Soviets in WW2. As a 1st. gen. American, I was raised on stories of bombings, friends being tortured, their homes being taken, etc. My family recovered financially (not me, though), but never emotionally. Though my grandmother tried passing on the old traditions that were lost. This is the sadness of war that many don't think of - the lost traditions, connections, art, etc. I, too, have had a lot of trauma and lost literally everything a few times and many I love.. a relative who married into our family calls it our family curse. "So the past is never forgotten.' This was beautiful. Thank you for this reading.

Wonderful Jenny pile 2 and 1 , Pile 2 made me cry I resonated with every part of it and when I went back to listen to reading 1 as suggested. Yes, yes yes. to every part of both piles . Thank you. you are the best. 🙏🏻💐💖

Wow Jenny, #3 also resonates!! This is all about *ownership* 🎉 be who I want to be in every way ~ abundance, sensuality and sexuality💜 🐈 Power to create and to co-create Fulfilling my destiny, abundance of physical stuff, true purpose is to have love❤ demonstrate my spiritual pathway, taking charge of my world🌎 do you know what? enough is enough!😂 I'm gonna walk my own path resonates 💯 embrace the absolute fullness of who I am❤ *I am going to be me* Finding the clarity and courage to be empowered

Pile 2. My grandparents fled from Pakistan (then India) after our independence. My grandfather's sister committed suicide when they used to live in Karachi (now on Pakistan). Mental illness runs in the family. I have been suicidal throughout my life but now I'm coming out of it. It's my 36th birthday in Jan and I'm finally growing up by realising that suicide is not the solution. Thank you Jenny and namaste

Hello Jenny, Thankyou for the reading of Pile#2. I have been searching for confirmation on this very same topic. This last year at age 72 I found out that my father is not my biological father. I am one of 10 children in the middle. Since then I've had several "readings" done that all 'agree'. This had to do with a pre-life contract and my needing to be here in a certain bloodline. I was told the bloodline was related to the Illuminati. I was also told that my mission here was about "Generational Karma" and it went back a LONG time. I've gotten so many answers listening to you today. Thank you so much. Life did suck a little at times, always felt different and grew up poor. At 17, I HAD TO give up a baby girl for adoption, (Irish Catholic) strict family, lots of grief. We found each other and I was able to forgive myself when she turned 21. I always felt the need to take care of other people and just retired as a Nurse Practitioner after 40 years. Funny, being retired has given me the opportunity to learn way more than I every knew about why we are here. Now I know my biggest job is still ahead of me, (but I am almost there). Much love

I chose Pile 3. I have been overwhelmed/burdened in my life. The reading certainly helped to continue trying to be me. Thankyou

I swear sometimes you must read my mind, I can't tell you how often you say specific phrases and say things the same way I had just recently said it. Amazing.

I needed this so much. Lost my mum earlier this year and so much has blown up since. Kept in the dark, lots of narcissism. This has been such a painful time. Thank you ❤ xxxx

Pile 1 is just so incredible and such a brilliant insight into my life! Wow! Thank you Jenny! Im still standing. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! X🙏😁♊🙋

First pile one and then pile two. And two seconds is all it took for me to see why both piles called. I'm always one pile. I suppose the work anyone from these piles have done is probably more then a single pile can cover lol but seriously. You just wrote my autobiography. A much more gentle delivery, that I love, then what this life gave me. I can't tell you what it means to live 39 yrs and not be seen. When you don't "compare" to your peers it's like game on for the not healed i.e. my entire family. Thank you Jenny for seeing me. Understanding me. Feeling me. I guess we really do need others to get a clearer image of yourself. Your reading came as always when I needed it the most. Today has not been great. I think I'm purging. I can't explain to you how odd it is to spend almost 40 yrs wading through feelings and memories that are not yours. I just want a friend. I want to know if I like movies? Do I enjoy music, what about group activities they always looked like fun. Ooh like bowling! I'm just ready to live My life oh and game night, I want to be a person who has game nights with good people!😀. I know I came here as a favor and volunteered but I'm tired. I need to be done finally. Your readings let me know how close I truly am. Oh Jenny how I look forward to writing you about things that normally get experienced. I can't wait to get a reading from you that maybe involves a social life?🙄😊 You will never know in this life what you are truly doing. Jenny, you are changing and saving lives. You are an angel a very real angelic force. I don't know what I did to deserve being a part of your collective but Jenny can I say it's truly an honor. You have become a mentor for me, showing up as an answer to my prayer. My prayer to source to Pheonix. Jenny watch me fly. I'm going to fly in this life. Just know that You have made a fantastic imprint on my heart. I will forever be grateful and always happily in your debt. Blessed be Always Light Warrior🙏💛💛💛

Love your readings pile 1&2 were 🥹 for me 🙏

Honestly felt I had to watch all three going backwards. And all resonate in different ways. There is an issue around owning on my mother's side. We have to be of service to others and have no right to wealth. No right to live almost. Also a lot of grief and trauma which I have spent the last 15 years trying to heal and transmute. (Not that my family really Cares, and I didn't have children so I sometimes wonder what the point is 😕 Glad to know some ancestors are supporting me in this- pile 2) I could go on and on with the father side (different issues!) This reading will give me food for thought for months to come, I will rewatch it all, take notes and process. Huge thanks 🙏

1:04:40 wow did that trigger. My father went to seminary. He didn’t graduate, but he went. He was a very flawed man because of his childhood and serving in World War II. I married a preacher kid, and it was all illusion. Growing up in the church you’re taught to put Jesus first, then others and self comes last. Very often organized religion and I call it that because it’s almost cultlike and the rules have been set up by humans and not by the divine source. There was actually scriptures that they would pull out and say well, you’re not supposed to be rich you’re supposed to take a vow of poverty. Well, we certainly fit the bill. Not only did my father die when I was 16 he was only 50, but he hadn’t been able to work for at least 10 years because of injuries and emphysema from smoking since he was 10 years old. And I sort of took on that whole mantle of peacemaker in the family because my father was an addict and drank when he couldn’t get pills, so everyone needed to be OK around me and then I could relax. I’m not sure I’ve been relaxed in all of my 66 years , not really. I can’t get the doctor to test for it but I’m sure my cortisol level is elevated, I’ve had tinnitus for 25 years, my short term memory is horrible and I’m afraid of stupid things like making cold phone calls. And it all boils down to fear of confrontation because of repercussions. I could very easily go off on somebody, but I don’t because I don’t wanna deal with the repercussions that will happen if I do. And it’s all going back to the perfectionism that Christianity demands. You can’t say swearwords, you can’t listen to rock music, you can’t wear skirts that are above your knee, you Can’t think about sex, or think about being selfish ever because then you have sinned. I’ve never really done anything horrible in my entire life, but I feel guilty and I feel shamed and I feel like something is going to happen and that shoe is finally going to drop, and my whole world will combust. When I was little under 10, my father would spank us with the belt and I don’t even remember any of the reasons why. But he would torture you first by snapping the belt. I think it was good fun for him. After we were spanked, we were put in the corner. We stayed in the corner until we were allowed out of the corner, but in order to get out of the corner, you had to smile at the person that just hurt you and tell them you loved them. I was a very stubborn child, so I stayed in the corner a lot longer than anyone elsebecause I wasn’t going to give in. And I think those events caused more damage then even being cheated on by my husband.

Pile#3 what an amazing reading, dear Jenny, it was just so much spot on as if you were telling the story of my life. I feel now that I'm finally taking back my power and my birthright to be the person that I really am. I can tell you it is worth all the struggles🥰 thank you so much 🙏❤🙏 really love being part of this wonderful community ❤

Pile 1 thank you so much beautiful reading I appreciate you ❤️✨🧚🏼

Pile 1 Thank you so much dear Jenny. I do resonate with your reading but actually it's not my primary family that has troubled me but my in law's. Other wise the entire reading is absolutely spot on ❤ Much love and Namaste from India 🙏 God bless n Divine Light to you✨💫

Thank you, Jenny! ⭐️⭐️⭐️

🥰🌠☃️ Super reading, thank you!

Thank you 🙏 ❤

Thank you is not enough ~ you have shed light I so needed to find! Blessings to you! ❤

Pile 1 resonating very much. As the only female among six children much was expected of me domestically. But I was a tomboy and constantly rebelled even though I found myself in lots of trouble. Typical Gemini. Then at the age of 12 I had hip problems which changed the whole course of my life and I had often wondered why. And I feel my life has been just one constant battle. And yes. I am nothing if not determined. But Ive never considered myself a leader. To be honest I don't want the responsibility. Definitely a very long road to get my power back! Thanks for really good reading. 🙏♊

Ps. Thinking of moving to warm country, even though my daughter doesnt like the idea. I am 60,so I think its my right❤ to live my life as I want to ❤

Jenny, THANK YOU for making a KZfaq channel available for us all here…I am sooooo very THANKFUL to Soiit God for taking me here…I have blossomed and risen from the Ancestry cleansing process and am looking to come out VERY soon. Pile 2 resonates every inch of the way for me as well a much of pie 1. I am going into pile 3 now and will see what Renates with is. Thank you times infinity beautiful Soul of Jenny ❤

All three of these readings were absolutely amazing! Thank you Jenny. 💗💗💗

Pile 3 - i was born in a family who have a strong religious belief, while their belief is strongly contradict with who i am. I respect their belief, but they wont tolerate what i belief. I will get criticism and judgment from them. They told me dont do this, dont do that, i should do this and that, based on their belief, since my childhood. Early on my years, i was facing a nearly death event that awakened something within me. And from that time everything was changed. Now when i step into my adult years, i know that i should find balance between my spiritual belief and what i desire. How to get them both, while maybe in my past lives i could only choose one of them, and the result was i lost my dear one, and i can sense this regret feeling. It is not an easy path, you are right, ma'am. I even still strugling how to balance between how to go with my own path while to noy be judged my own family. I still couldnt all the way. I expected my true lessons will start once i got married. From that moment, i feel like i could find the things that i need to learn. This is such a deep reading, thank you ma'am. Your reading really the one that i really looking forward most 😇

What an interesting reading. It’s mostly quite apt. I’m the eldest of my siblings, I have always felt like a square peg in a round hole for the majority of my life. I have experienced oppression. I felt really that I had to be someone I wasn’t to the outside world to be accepted. Largely very misunderstood and as a result I have had very few friends growing up. My family have always been supportive although my outlook, views, haven’t always fitted in with my upbringing and the views of others and their perceptions within the family and within other social circle’s which has often made me feel that I’m not on the same wavelength. I’ve never followed a crowd or gone with the norms, I’ve done what I wanted to do, asserting my own individuality has had its challenges. I began a career in caring for people who are less fortunate than myself and often spoke up for what I think is right. I remember as a kid getting bullied, I’d often defend other kids who got bullied so this carried into adulthood. But I have lacked connection with partners, a few were narcissistic and some friends. Again having to wear a mask to fit in and be someone I’m not. I have longed for the opportunity to meet a soul mate and tribe where I can be myself without judgement and be accepted and understood. I am about to begin a new chapter in changing my lifestyle to one that I feel will fit and allow me to be free to be myself and show the real me. My family and very close friends are supportive of this. I’m looking forward to it 😂 Thank you Jenny for this reading it’s been very thought provoking ❤😘

Ive had several dreams over the past 3 years of lions, panthers, jaguars, and cheetahs. So, you explaing the story of that particular Queen of Wands in pile two and her hair color and feline companions was like "Whoa 😲". It really resonated and also helped me make sense of these dreams ive had. Even more wild is i currently have (dyed) copperish/reddish hair, which you explain is the Queen's hair color when she chooses the middle path. Amazing.

#1 & #2 in that order.. particularly #1.. I've agreed, accepted, incarnated & marching on in full awareness.. thank you Jenny for all you do wonderfully.. ❤🙏

Pile 2 thank you Jenny 🤗❤ totally resonate as always ❤ Merry Christmas to all 🎄🎄🎉

Beautiful! ❤❤❤ this is especially healing ❤️‍🩹 thank You for sharing Your gift ❤

Fabulicious! Thank you so much Jenny 🌙🪄✨

3: Thank you for your words of wisdom. You said things I said exactly. I am thankful for the synchronicities and YOU. 💜💜😍😍🥰🥰 Wow. Oh, I needed this.

That is true my grandfather and other members of my family fought in First World War x

Thank You so much for all your readings! You truly are a gift to so many.

OMG Jenny I chose number 3 and 1. Listened to them in that order and you blew me away. The number of nails you hit on the head were astonishing. Thank you so very much. Im still not sure how, when and where things will change but it really felt uplifting to hear that it will. i have done so much work over the years, and now I want to enjoy what life I have left. But still feel the need to look for my purpose. Maybe it is to just accept that I am worth having a lovely life. I will accept that. Thank you again lovely. I feel optimistic, and in my bones I feel all that you said was right on point. 💖💖💖 much love and Gratitude 💖💖💖