I have spent my whole life being overweight too. I have been "dieting" since I was 11 years old (I'm now 51). I feel like my weight takes up all of my time. I hide away at home. I have no real friends. No job. No goals. No social life. Catching up with you on a Sunday is a highlight for me. It feels like catching up with a friend. Thank you for sharing your life with us.

So needed this. I'm going through hell at the moment in my life. The only way I can get through is something I call ' glimmers', the opposite of 'triggers', nice little moments like my favourite song on the radio or a moment of lighthearted fun with my kids. You are definitely one of my glimmers- much needed ❤️

I don't know about anyone else, but I come for you, not for your cleaning ❤ I think anything you did would be worth watching! The reason why I watched all the way back in 2014 was because I liked you! Not your weight loss journey. Your personality is wonderful Lauren 🥰

Happy easter everyone ✨💛💫

Your comment on goals really resonated with me. I’ve been fat, thin and everything in between many times over. Having weight loss as your main life goal (because of course life will be amazing when you reach your target!) sucks the joy out of life if you’re not careful because you’re in this permanent stasis, waiting for a perfect time that never comes. And before you know it, what could have been your best years are behind you. You gotta live. Book the ticket. Buy the sexy undercrackers. Go on the course. Get the impractical haircut. Break in the Dr Martens. Wear a jumpsuit. Make some questionable life choices. Do all the things now that you’re putting off because of the size/shape of your body. It WILL do you wonders!

My decompression which I swear by is simply coming home and just sit.... no noise , media, music....just absolute silent..... its the only 30ish minutes I get a day where my brain isn't loud.. love you videos I really hope youtube and everything works out for you ❤

eating a lindt chocolate bunny (thanks hubby), drinking coffee and watching you. your personality is what keeps me watching, through thick and thin 😉. i'm not even sure how many years (blue eyed betty days) but you're refreshing and real in your hopes, dreams, struggles and triumphs. Hoppy Easter, Lauren...you do you. 🤟

In an often fake world, you are solid gold x

Newer follower here, loving your videos so much. It’s so comforting to see someone living their authentic life without the mask of filters that so many others use. Always so refreshing to see a plus size woman because I feel like there are so few people I can relate to on KZfaq the way I believe so many of us can relate to you. As someone who also deals with anxiety, there are so many things I use that help me. You might start trying some different cozy hobbies like drawing, painting, polymer claying, writing, other crafts like crochet, knitting, sewing. Start small, try to find supplies at a secondhand/thrift store before investing money at a craft store on new things while you’re exploring. Love love love your videos. You also have such a great voice and you could totally do voicing for audiobooks! Keep doing you!!! 💕💕💕

Your flat looks so cosy and relaxing!!!! I have a bedroom that is crammed with packing boxes full of stuff that I have no where to put and I hate looking at it!!! Xxxx

"and now I'm filming a stool, excellent." 😂😂😂 That made me laugh 😁 x

You speak to us and for us - we resonnate with so much of what you think, say, do and feel. Keep being you. Happy Easter/bank holiday to you and to all in this Lauren community! x

Like to see you expanding your format...going to events and filming your store and shopping experiences. And as always, love to see your mom in your videos. Would love to see a garden tour of mom's...and as always...the cute cats....😊

Don't ever change my lovely, we love you just the way you are.Happy Easter.💖

Don’t change lauren! You’re right, stay true! I’ve watched you for a long long time and I don’t know why I watch. I just love listening to you, you have one of those voices that’s lovely to listen to. You’re like a really good friend that’s refreshing to spend time with. You’re naturally funny and you can’t learn that! You will get your goal 🙏 xx

Happy sunday, everyone! Thank you, Lauren, for letting me spend an hour with you today. It always does wonders for my nervous system. Sending love!

Those flowers are gorgeous! Happy Easter, Lauren! 💐 🐰

I'm really glad you're staying❤ you are such an amazing person.

I feel like once your studio was cleaned up, your happiness vibe is way up. 😊 Chaos (visual or otherwise) at home affects women more than we know.

Daffodils and tulips, how beautifully spring 🌷🌼 Happy Easter weekend, sweet friend ❤🐣🐇

Remember that weather also affects a person's mood, but I completely understand what you're saying and how you're feeling. They used to call it "melancholy." Anxiety can be a constant struggle, but you need to fight through it and remember that some days will be better than others. Wishing everyone love, laughter, and harmony. ☁️⛅️🌤☀️

Heya Lauren! Just wanted to say, I love your videos. In Aug ‘23 my older talkative sister passed away & you’ve become the bestie / sister to fill the silence. Probably weird to say lol. But I hope you appreciate it?! Anyways!!! Thank you for all you share & do. Cuz it helps me, & reminds me of home. My anxiety & periods can be unbearable & I’m glad I’m not alone. Also, I’m finally going back to England in sept, & omg, I can’t wait to go to M&S for yellow tag sales 😅 *big hugs* 🖤

Let’s help Lauren grow this channel - LIKE, COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE! 🩷

Hsppy Easter all ❤ Been here from beginning please don’t stress yourself out you’re only human we will be there just take us along to support you…..simples !!!!!xx Dont Change xx

Love ya, Lauren. I understand the anxiety struggles. I hope you have a peaceful Easter weekend 🐣🐰🌷 Thank you for enriching my life all of these years.

You really make me happy thank u for being so real….

It's always a good day when we get to spend an hour with Lauren!

Happy Easter! Hope you find a way to relax and have some self care. stay authentic and be yourself - whatever you are going to do. Love your mom in your videos. Such a nice person.

Lauren, after getting home from work I love getting a shower, pyjamas, making a big bowl of food and getting into bed.. It's bank Holiday Monday and I will probably do the same but all day lol.. I struggle with my anxiety most days too. Sometimes I just feel troubled and fear.. Thank the Lord for M&S food.. Love you lots baby cakes ❤❤

Lauren ! You are a beautiful soul and we all love you … your vlogs help so many people - I don’t have the monthly’s anymore but I can remember what they were like ! Instead I have the meno- us females ! Cry when you need to cry and remember we are all here for you xxx❤❤❤❤

The colour of the roses are gorgeous… love watching the videos genuinely - the only person that can always watch , so real,relatable,funny and gorgeous ❤

I love the title of your diaries.. Thank you for being here Lauren !

I'm glad you're not going anywhere ❤

Oh Lauren I’m so glad I found your channel. Better late than never😊 look forward to watching you on every Sunday. I have been struggling with PMDD and anxiety a lot recently and it’s HARD. You make me feel less alone. I’m a loner and that’s fine despite my attempts to fit in. But you just make me feel happy and warm. Thankyou ❤

Love the dinosaur PJ's. I am a fan of afternoon naps when I have had an early start. I find it hard to switch off at times. It is hard at times to fit everything in, work, partners, friends, family, looking after our selfs, looking after our home ect ect. You are doing a great job with everything. 👍😊💖 Xx

I’m from the beginning follower. Your videos brought me through many years and lots of phases. Thank you for always being so transparent and real. Truly can’t say it enough. I look forward to your vlogs every Sunday and hoping you keep growing so you can reach those goals! Love seeing London and your mom so just keep doing you!

You may not be fascinating, but you’re funny, comforting, and real. I think that’s much nicer. Thank you! It’s almost 6pm on Monday and I’m going to put my PJs on and get in bed. Sending a hug (if you want one) from Massachusetts, USA.

I have been with you since your “Lose it Like Lauren” days. Loved you and your channel then, love you and your channel now. I Find it a great comfort, and I relate to your issues. Sometimes I repeat the Sunday episode on Monday mornings just to hear it in the background. Lol. I hope your channel grows. And you make money. You deserve it.

When I was taking Escitalopram, EVERY change in dose- from starting to raising to tapering off- made my world crumble for a while. My heart goes out to you 💕 I hope you feel better soon

I love your channel. I have always had this tremendous guilt that if I'm doing anything I'm lazy. I'm well into my 50s and literally trying to let go of that mentality. I stayed home to raise our kids for 23 years. All of kids are grown and living life but still at home, which I love. I do have 2 kids who suffer from anxiety,, at times severally. I know I'm not lazy. I do so much for my family. So I'm now learning to take naps😊 and not feel bad. I like to watch old black and whites, drink coffee and read books. I guess I'm at the age where I'm finding myself, figuring out me. Thanks for keeping me company.

Good job Lauren with keeping you're flat really nice and tidy.. Looks so nice 💗 xx

Yay, a new vlog 🎉I normally watch on a Monday morning, but just ordered a pizza & saw it had just been uploaded - hurrah! Happy Easter to you all 🥰

Happy Bank Holiday weekend Lauren, savour the moment! ❤

Thank you for sharing. It does help to put things in perspective. But you achieve so much more than me!

Hello dolly how are you ? I just wanted to thank you for all your videos. Its been 16 months since I lost my husband to cancer and been feeling rather lost of late but I have been watching your videos and you really cheer me up so thank you. I hope you have a wonderful day 😊❤x

I’m humming along to your theme tune. Like totally selfish request but please never change it? 😂❤️

Please don’t feel you have to ever justify what you do for work, or that you take time out to have a couple of hours of fun. Enjoy life why you can sweet, tomorrow is never promised. Love ya xx🌸🩷🩷🌸

Thanks for being here lovely Lauren xx

When i was little, Mum used to go to Crufts every year and meet her friend there and so Dad and i (who found Crufts tedious) would go off round London and visit the Natural History Museum, the Science Museum and one year we went to a toy museum, i absolutely loved it, good times! (This was in the 80's things have changed a lot since then)

Wow those flowers are stunning! Xxx

I'm quite new to your channel so don't know much about you. You are as a friend to me already, even if it's weird. Do you live in London? Love your apartment. Also struggle with anxiety (without meds), been there done that, and hate it... Asmr helps me calm down most of the time. Isn't strange that people just want to now what you are working with, I mean we are not our work anyway❣

watched every second as always - your supermarket voiceover was the realest ever ! ha ha made me laugh :) I cannot get over those M&S bargains I really should make an effort and get to my local one cos that food looks unreal ! sorry your anxiety was bad on that particular day - sending hugs and hope you are able to balance it out again xxx

Hey beautiful. Your new camera is stunning. I really loved your footage and voicover of Marylebone - really interesting to hear the views of a Londoner talking about the city. Also your new journal is gorgeous. xxxxx

I swear, my period week.. I am a totally different person. That self doubt during that time of the month is literally like the most daunting feeling and then with the added depression. I just listen to audiobooks, and unwind. Living someone else’s life for a couple of hours (I listen while cleaning, walking, working (at my old warehouse job) takes my mind off my anxiety. 😅

Always looking forward to your videos! I am also suffering from anxiety, but I haven't seen a doctor yet to prescribe any medication for it, instead I am doing a lot of meditation to calm me down. Also your breathing in and breathing out therapy is always appreciated as I am paying more attention to breathing now than before. Thank you! Greetings from Basel, Switzerland.❤💙💚

Everytime I watch your vlogs there’s something in it that just makes me feel normal! Early to bed, pjs on as soon as I know I don’t have to leave the house and block blast! 😂 Love your vlogs as always, never change!!! ❤

Never stop making YT videos Lauren. We all love you just the way you are. Sending you hugs and lots of love.🤗🤗🤗 xxx

You bring me so much joy Lauren. Just don't feel so alone when I watch your videos. So comforting and honest it's really helpful to so many of us. You're the best! 🩷🧡

I listen to rain on car roof asmr videos on yt to fall asleep to. Works like a charm. 😂 after working on Sundays I always look forward to seeing your new video. ❤

the straw lidded cup with just gobs of ice cream inside, bahahaha- oh you made me laugh Lauren

I am struggling with anxiety and depression too

Therapy in a Nutshell on utube has a ton of anxiety videos. Shes a therapist and explains things very well. I found it helpful.

thank u so mutch loving my sunday evings with u in your vlogs 😊happy easter 🐣🐤🐥🐰🐇

I appreciate your videos so much! Thank you fore being such a real voice and normalising real woman ❤

I always think the best KZfaqrs are the ones I recon I could be real life friends with ❤ thanks for not going anywhere and you Will get that house ✨

🐣🐣🐣 Hi Lauren. Happy belated Easter!! I love watching you so very much. Please never stop. You are my special me time on a Monday. I have anxiety and depression. In fact , when i first had it, I was on 600mg of Pregabalin. My doctor said thst i had the worse case of anxiety she had ever seen. I just couldn't stop shaking. I've cut down to 300mg now. I haven't been to work for 6 years now. I think you are amazing doing all that you do. I may be 61 but I'm still so scared to do things on my own. You make me smile. Thank you for being you ❤

I went to that museum last year when I went to London and it was so cool! My nephew (who is now 3) thought it was amazing! =)

Sending love xx 💕💕💕✨⭐️✨

Found your videos recently and love them. I'm probably near your mums age and love your relationship. Just wanted to let you know how much I enjoy them🎉

Oh lovely Lauren, you make my Sunday evenings!It’s so nice when I forget it’s Sunday and then suddenly realise I get to watch you .That happened tonight and I was so excited, made some tea and then settled down with you.Thank you sooo much 😍

Oh dear, I hope you're feeling better soon. Maybe if you go to the doctor he can give you tablets more suited to you? Must admit, I never like to hear of anyone altering their meds without first asking the doctor. Enjoy a lovely Easter break and look after yourself. xxx

I love your chats. I love your hauls. I love travel especially the overnighters. Cyprus is fabulous. Love your gardening and outings. But mostly I love you and your honesty xxxxx

Aww PMS is always a total surprise and a devil to the dark thoughts 😮. Glad you are back to joyfulness 🎉❤

I really love the fact you are real in your videos. I've watched so many people of the years and they always end up changing. They start out doing normal everyday things and then they start doing things that they wouldn't normally do just to put a video out, just for the views. That's when I stop watching them. I'd rather you didn't put out a video than be fake for money x

That looks exactly like our Autumn fashion just out here in Australia for big w and kmart. Drab colours and fake tencil denim with a sprinkle of jumpers.

Happy Easter, Lauren 🎉great vlog. X

Keeping it real Lauren as always. Sending love & hugs ❤🫶 xxx

I mean you don’t need to change content - I love a cosy nosey video - your community is a stable one and we love it!!

Firstly, incredibly proud of you for saying you want to be off meds. Next, my opinion, as my son suffered great depression. A few years ago, he came to be with the information, and I got him help. He was on meds ever since, but I feel it made no difference. He, himself, told me so and made his decision to stop the meds. He is 20 years old, now off meds for a couple of months, and doing much better!! I truly believe meds are good sometimes, but in our experience it almost made it worse. Trust ypur instinct, taper down, and I suggest keeping a mood diary. When you feel bad and have self deprecating thoughts, write down whats happening at the time, and date. You'll likely see a pattern and that can help alot. Thanks for sharing your lufe Lauren. We wish you all the best!! God bless you!!!

❤ hope you’re feeling a bit better this week Lauren. Take care xx 💕

I love watching your channel

I had a big surgery a year ago and my hormones are still all over the place. And I also am still looking for myself and what I want en do for fun and relax. But I know this is just temporary and I will find my way again. And I know you will go with KZfaq and your life. And I hope you will make more money with this and I live your videos. You are my Sunday night routine before I go to bed and make me smile. ❤❤❤

Costa, isn't a hot chocolate milkshake just a hot chocolate? Your studio looking fab Lauren. I completely agree supermarket clothes shouldn't cost that much but you got me hooked on Vinted so anything else seems expensive. See you next Sunday 😊

I look forward to a Sunday evening and your vlog. I managed to find the happy place mug (I love it, thank you for showing it to me) ooh I love me a good Caesar salad, delishhhhhhh. You’re like me and love to jump into bed and relax (I’m watching you from my bed on iPad) Happy Easter 🐣 xo 🐰 💐

OMG giiiiirl❣️ Your voiceover during your shopping trip had me dyin' ova here 😂‼️ I couldn't stop laughing. The play by play was hysterical. I dont often comment on videos but I've been watching you for a while and i just had to tell ya, you always make my Sunday's brighter. Thank you for sharing your life on here. I always look forward to seeing what's up with you every week. Oh, and your mom is adorable ❣️ Love to both of you and Happy Easter 🐇🐣💒

I’ve been on various diets all my life, since I had my tonsils out at about 8 years old. My mum was always telling me that I shouldn’t eat that because of being overweight. I’m now 66 and still overweight but now it comes with being a diabetic, so I still can’t enjoy life to the fall. It’s seems when you get older and start getting things wrong you get more things. Life also slows down, I have a few health issues that prevents me going on long walks I have to go to shops instead where there’s toilets 😮 No fun getting old. You should listen to more ASMR to help you relax or go for a walk in the countryside where it’s quiet, go hug a tree or just sit under one, listen to a meditation app, be hypnotised for relaxation. Laughter is the best medicine 💊 xx Stella P. S I know a lot of people will agree that seeing you is good for our mental health. Already looking forward to next weeks x

I like your kitchen in the cupboard

Hi Lauren I watch your videos all the time.And the old videos that you used to do. You are doing Amazing. Xx

More of what makes Lauren happy makes this Lauren happy, you get me through with your content, it’s just normal and relatable, my son has type 1 diabetes and at times life is really hard, ❤️ xx

Lauren the voice over in sainsburys ....had me laughing my head off ...I love your sense of humour ❤ and yes way too expensive for me the tu range I generally see loads in charity shops anyways ...Happy Easter my lovely 🐰🥚🎉

I loved the intro by the way!! 👍🏻 it just suits you

Awe just so lovely to see you. I'm only 15 mins in. I went to London for 2 nights just gone and loved it, I love London, spent so bloody much though. Is it weird I find you putting clothes on your rail so relaxing 😅❤❤

I’m trying to get off my meds and I’m having huge emotional swings because the medication suppresses the emotions so it’s floods in and your anxiety screams WTF! I broke down and took a dose but I’m going to see what my doctor says. Your brain is adjusting constantly especially with changes. That’s why we are normally avoiding changes. So be kind to yourself and Emma has been wonderful with being supportive. She helped you through working on the flat and that shows how much she cares. You can get through this. You will have to call the channel legending like Lauren lol

Lauren get on vinted ( or in the shops ) and look for harmen jersey trousers . I came across them last year nutmeg ( Morrisons ) Tesco seem to be the same style even next they have lots of pattens colours pockets lovely and comfortable. Xx

feeling bit depresso expresso but using yourself as a body double really helps me❤ sending positive vibes for the week ahead❤

hi Lauren, you dont need ' to fit" you are unique, and great the way you are! ❤

I had a nice weekend, it always goes by to fast

Yes omg the tags. YES do them all.

Thank you for making my day brighter each time ❤️🥲🥰

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