"Standing in the yard dressed like a kid the house is white and the lawn is dead..." This part gets me everytime...

the lawn is dead

can’t let gang know i fw soul crushing music

absolute banger if i saw this live i would've started a mosh pit

i'm tired of seeing my life through a glass dome. i want to feel the warm sunlight on my face and know that i'm actually there.

Shadow, shadow what a show Every other step, there's a cross-eyed crow Half return, half return Minneapolis soft white snow Thirty five bridge, hometown Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Illinois toll road, Indiana plain Roll the windows down, shoot out the change Half return, half return Honey in your mouth when you gave me my name Tears in your eyes when you pull it like a chain Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Half return, half return Dusty swing set, plastic slide Push me up and down, take me for a ride Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead

Does anyone think about childhood memories to this song? Even the slightly bitter bits in the otherwise very sweet childhood? Then, in the end, you miss the memories warts and all.

This song is the embodiment of my realization that my grandparents don't have much time left at all after my mom told me we need to spend as much time with them as possible because in possibly 5 years or so we will be attending a lot of funerals. I'm not prepared even as a 20 year old. I could never be prepared

song lyric Shadow, shadow, what a show Every other step, there's a cross-eyed crow Half return, half return Minneapolis soft white snow 35 bridge, hometown Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Illinois toll road, Indiana plain Roll the windows down, shoot at the change Half return, half return Honey in your mouth when you gave me my name Tears in your eyes when you pull it like a chain Half return, half return Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead Half return, half return Rusty swing set, plastic slide Push me up and down, take me for a ride Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid The house is white and the lawn is dead The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead

This reminds me of my old home of 8 years. It was a lovely home in a great neighborhood. Id ride my bike for hours down the roads and golf fields. Life took a big turn within 2 months, i just remember the last day of living there i was standing on the porch looking at the dead lawn and thinking about how empty the house was gonna be from there on. I pretend like i dont miss it, but i left behind a version of me that wasn't ready to let go yet.

HONEY IN YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU GAVE ME MY NAME. TEARS IN YOUR EYES WHEN YOU PULLED IT LIKE A STRING.

Crying to this song because my half grandpa who had dementia passed away. He was my favorite. He lived in a different island and whenever I visited he was so happy. He sat on his electrical wheelchair, thousands of dollars his family of farmers must have paid, He smiled so bright like the almond shells fallen from the trees left on the unpaved road, and he always had the TV on baseball, he loved nothing more than it. For some years I can’t return, COVID and everything. Then when I come back, no one told me. No one told me how bad it was. He was in a whole seperate room, and his mouth was shut with no smile. It wasn’t baseball on the TV but some stupid gossip channel that his Caretaker put on. He didn’t notice I was there, and when his caretaker asked if he knew who I was, he looked at me with a stare of confusion, yet he was not thinking, his eyes were not present, and he said “I have no clue.” He turned away from me, and started yelling for someone to move his wheelchair back. He wasn’t in a wheelchair, he was in a bed, but he had been hallucinating 24/7 that he was. I was heartbroken. And now he’s dead. And as soon as I wrote this, my father is on the phone and says “There’s a show called the Chosen streaming on Wapa,” and I, thinking about Lazarus. God, make my grandfather Lazarus. Let him come back for one second. I just want to see him smile again.

I've been struggling for 6 months with depression and sh, it may not seem like a lot especially when all your days have blurred together but these 6 months have felt like a lifetime. I've noticed ive finally began to want to live again, to feel and experience but after such a long battle I feel so behind in life; like I've missed too much and can't keep up. I know I can do this and I hope whoever sees this gets through the lows in life and gets to truly experience the good parts just like I plan to do in the future! Good luck

WHEN I SEE YOU I SWEAR THERE'S NOTHING THAT I COULD SAY

Im felling like I don’t have enough time with the people that I love

this song always makes me think of how im the last of my parents kids still in the house. For me "dressed like a kid," means how I still try to act like a child to make my parents happy and "the lawn is dead" shows how there is no longer happiness and growth in the family, no longer the laugh and joy of kids, as well as the fact my parents are currently splitting up, there is no more happiness in this house. Edit: Thank you everyone for the support and your own stories in the replies, I really appreciate it, and I am coping much better now than I was when I first posted this :)

My childhood dog has to be put to sleep today and I’m here bawling, remembering the time before he was old and in pain.

Can’t let gang know I fw this🙏🏽🙏🏽💯🔥🔥

this remindes me of my grandparents farm, i grew up there, my grandad whould pick me up from school to go there, eat oranges from the tree, i didn't know he had cancer, nobody told me, when i was 10, he allready could live with it, but it got worse, he died. since then, we still have the farm, the orange tree, but the lawn is completly dead, i cry when i think about him, i cry listening to this because remindes me of him, i never got to say i love you to him, i wish i had.

Low-key Alex G vibes- love it!

i want to sit in the sun and cry

this entire song is sang in lowercase and it will forever be one of my favorites :)

No contact hits differently when you listen to this... back then i thought id never get away. Dad i forgive you, you bastard.

This song hits hard it reminds us of our childhood its like you were young and happy with words "dressed like a kid" but we lose our childhood and inner child because we had to mature faster then we were supposed too with words "the lawn is dead"

I THOUGHT IT SAID “johnnys dead” AND I STARTED CRYING BECAUSE I JUST REMEMBERED THE OUTSIDERS

this song is gorgeous but it will never not make me cry

If heaven exists, the notes that fall from above....the whole album.

This song reminds me of my childhood days. Its so nostalgic for a reason.

"the lawn is dead" no im dead this song makes me very sad

‘’Standing in the yard, Dressed like a kid Ashes are wide and Evelyn’s dead, Evelyn’s dead’’ IK it’s not the lyrics but it’s my childhood friend who died💔

"standing in the yard, dressed like a kid the house is white and the lawn is dead" i'm crying

this song makes me cry everytime i listen to it 😭

0:50 - 1:17 this. This part right here. I started sobbing.

This song has a special meaning to me, and idk what it is. Maybe bcuz it reminds me of simpler nostalgic times.... :( *The lawn is dead*

this is so soothing to hear, I'm infatuated with this song now! (also I thought it said "the moon is there" but turns out it actually is 'the lawn is dead', anyone else?)

Sometimes things in life don't last forever. But I'm okay with that. "Forever" is a word for memories.

"standing in the yard, dressed like a kid, the house is white and the lawn is dead, the lawn is dead, the lawn is dead." shit hits hard

its giving nostalgia

Her voice on this one, so beautiful.

SHE CAME HERE IM CRYING 😭😭

this song made me cry bc it made me have memories when i was a kid.. such beautiful memories...

*Roll the windows down shoot at the change* My favorite line.

This is so nostalgic for some reason

BEST FUCKING SONG I WILL LISTEN FOR ETERNITY I AM IN MY HAPPY PLACE WHEN THIS PLAYS

🖤 SESH 🖤

Idk why but this song makes be bawl my eyes out. Probably it's a song that gives me so much nostalgia it hurts and I can never go back to when things were simple :(

Jesus, heartwrenching

what are yall talking about this song is just good

Best song on the album, at least right now ❤️

Please tell me im not the only one who hears "As she's waiting alone each day, alone each day, alone each day."

The lawn is dead like me 🖤

Please....please tell me im not the only one whos life has turned out to be a lie in every aspect, way, shape, and form... 😔💔

I just turned 17. It really sucks knowing my time as a kid is almost over. I listen to this song and get a weird feeling in my throat.

Me sitting and crying because of how real this is ❤😢

This one and forwards beckon rebound.

"standing in the yard, dresses like a kid, house is white, and the lawn is dead, the lawn is dead.. The lawn is dead.." - reminds me of when i was a kid and had proper friends Who hung out with me. Now nobody likes me, they all hate me, i can't vent anywhere or to anyone. Everyone hates me.

wOw there's a river in your rhythm. magic

Cant let my girl know i listen to soul crushing music 😭😔

This song is such an ear worm. The vamp is so hectic and also captivating. I just get lost in it.

i love this album with all my heart

Stop making me cry

time to add thisto my comfort song playlist

gonna be one of the bangers i look back on in 3 years ngl

This song plays in my head every time I’m with my parents, they abused me my whole life and basically ripped my childhood away. And still they treat me like an adult when I’m not even 15. I wish they would see that I’m still a kid

this somg reminds me of my childhood idk how😢😢😢

grew up in the twin cities this one will always make me cry

“ not a lot just forever” you don’t have to always put so much effort in the relationship you just have to put your trust n the relationship

Hey guys to whoever is reading this right now in the morning evening or night, I know he or she hurt you, but at the end of the day you know what there true colors look like now, know that you don’t need them because it’s their loss that they broke up or cheated on a wonderful human being like you know, that you are loved that you are beautiful or handsome. Know that you’re an amazing person. just know you’re worth and it will all be good. I love you and by the way, my name is Gianna.

I have an ear infection and have been bleeding from it and coughing lately and we don’t have money to see what it is. This song is comforting me a lot. >3

1:06 this part❤❤

I’m the lawn 🗣️

This song reminds me of how time went so quickly and seeing the things back as a kid and now seeing where i am now. Im gonna be a seinor in August and it felt like just yesterday i was an incoming freshman at the school ive went to for the past 3 years. Ive inspired to be like them and seen them and what they did to prepare for their ending and now its my turn to do the same thing.

we all cried

she’s the same woman who sung vampire empire she’s so amazing

When I died,I want this song in my funeral ✧

this song could make me cry

Standing in the yard dressed like a kid the house is white and the lawn is dead,the lawn is dead,the lawn is dead.

this song got me through so much, listen to this every time im sad, happy, mad, scared. everything

This is absolutely gut wrenching thank you❤️‍🩹

This song is just so comforting.

This song just reminds me of my grandparents passing away…first my dad’s dad passed away from cancer in May of 2011 when I was just a few months old and then December of 2023 my dad’s mom passed away and then my mom’s dad passed away on new years I couldn’t meet him he lived in Spain and now all I have is my Abuela aka my mom’s mom…

idk why but the words feel magic

the lawn is dead.

I was listening to this song, I turned to look outside the window and there I saw, a stray kitty as beautiful as this song staring right at me.

I want yo kms so bad. Your songs make me feel so nostalgic even tho i haven't had many nice things as a kid, but now i have even less because i had completely abandoned my hope.

I forgot about this song… yet it still is sewn into my soul.

I heard this song in a couple of yt shorts lately so I decided to give it a listen. This is beautiful, however it’s hard to listen to because I’m in a bad place right now. I’m very depressed, suicidal, I struggle with self harm, and I feel like I have no purpose in life. I’m not even living anymore, just simply existing and it hurts. This song sounds like what I feel like. It makes me cry, but it’s a wonderful song.

Wow. I thought i missed my childhood house but god damn.

This song is a masterpiece.

the song of my parents selling our childhood home, everyone you love dearly getting older, leaving childhood behind

It makes me feel like I have no one and I’m all alone in this world

how it feels to be the youngest sibling watching your older siblings move on with their lives and your parents giving up

mesmerizingly beautiful. thank you adrianne.

I genuinely cry every time i hear this song, im in my twenties but i just cant let the past go :(

This song reminds me of the movie call me by your name, my childhood summers, summer romances, nostalgia for childhood,and coming back to the house you grew up in.

when I was little, I lived in Savannah Georgia. I remember going for Easter egg hunts in my backyard with my sister. God, I miss Georgia.

Beautiful partner to Anything.

This song is so beautiful I cried

EVERY OTHER STEP THERE’S A CROSS EYED CROW!!

when i hear this song i remember when lived in my old house and everything was so colorful and i was so innocent and happy but right now im going through hard depression and it just makes me so sad ill never get to be a little girl in my old house again.