If you did your time or beat the case you can say whatever you want, with no repercussions.

He is terrified and anxiety stricken He’s worried about the afterlife It’s never gotten easier for him

You can tell this man is traumatized by these events. Let this be a lesson kids don't join a gang it's not cool it's not the life you want

If your reading this and living in a bad area stay strong and when u get the opportunity run and don’t look back…

He never stops looking around when he was doing the interview. You can tell he's ready for someone to pull up and slide on him.

The worst part about it for me is what are they really even fighting over.... you can’t even get on the subway and go to the other side of town without worrying about losing your life😢

These kids are born into these conditions. This is one of the many realities that come with growing up in a sickened environment. I pray for all of the young boys who are a product of the genocide era. Love and peace to you baby boy's just trying to live to see another day with no way away from what comes your way.

Man, there's a real contrast between actual gang members, and people who just wear it as fashion. People who really live that life speak from the heart, and aren't worried about whether or not you perceive them as tough.

There's still laws of nature. I'd repent and thank the man above for having mercy.

This interview got deeper than I thought it would

You gotta do what you gotta do to survive, but sometimes people can get swallowed in the evil that surrounds them. Not everyone’s life is perfect, not everyone understands what “normal” is, not everyone had parents to lean on emotionally or academically. All we can do is help, guide, support and HOPE for the best.

I can literally feel his anxiety… I hope this man heals and gets therapy… this is no life to live for anyone

I’m 50yrs old a Black Stone from Chicago, I just want y’all young Kings and Queens to live right because when you get older those demons bother you. Let just unite under Black Power and build to live comfortably

The key is to REPENT! Which means you ask for forgiveness, and NEVER do it again. 🙏🏽

I remember the first time I got told by some of my older homies that I had to take care someone...and I mean I got told not asked ...I remember after I handled that situation that night I couldnt sleep I was in pure shock so I had to take some pills to go to sleep when morning came as soon as I opened my eyes I ran to the toilet and threw up my body was shaking and my anxiety was up the roof I couldn't even comprehend what I had did the night before...every 5 min I kept thinking my house was going to be hit by law enforcement ...everytime someone knocked on the door or made a noise I thought they were detectives at my door ...everytime my phone rang or my mom's or sister's phone rang thought there was law enforcement calling them to ask where I was so I would listen in on all the phone calls and no my ass wasn't on drugs I was sober as can be ..I couldn't eat anything no matter how hungry I was my body wouldn't keep anything down I would just throw it back up I was 16 years old at the time so when I went to school any teachers or staff or any adult in that matter that looked at me for to long or in a weird way would send my anxiety right back up the roof in between classes I would run to the restroom to wash my face and throw up to convince myself that I was going to be ok ...this feeling of paranoia..anxiety..fear.. and sickness went on for months until finally I learned how to live with it and accept it ...moral of the story is for anybody thinking about joining a gang don't jump into this life thinking it's going to bring you popularity or girls or thinking it's always going to be a party or thinking people are going to fear you because remember there's always someone bigger and badder that has nothing to lose ...with this life comes pain..disrespect...fake friendship...burdens..violence..drug addiction.....your own homies trying to screw your girl behind your back..your own homies using you for your car or your house or your money or pretending to be you homie to get close to your sister even your mom in some cases...remember you live by the sword you die by the sword ...there's 3 exits out of this life and it's either JAIL..DEAD...OR STRUNG OUT ON DRUGS ...and if you do happen to make it out trust me when I say that you either had to go to jail..prison or make it threw drug addiction or being shot or stabbed...so for you kids out are thinking about joining a gang especially a Gang that ls known for its violence you better think twice because trust me when I say your going to fuck your whole life up in a heart beat and your going to be begging God for another chance at life !!! So please stay in school or get a good job raise a family and live your best life !

That anxiety he has I can feel it. You don't know what's gonna happen in the afterlife. Only God Can Judge Us.

You right brother it’s not a guarantee that you go to hell for murder. There is no sin that God cannot forgive. But the thing is if the devil can kill you while you are still actively engaging in a sinful lifestyle then the devils wins because you died in your sins And consequently will wind up in hell. As long as we are breathing we have the opportunity to repent and turn from our sins

That’s gang shit really watered down everybody tryna be from the hood without knowing the real consequences that come behind that shit sad frl💯

imagine living life constantly on edge.....life of extreme anxiety they don't know they have.

This is what your kids could possibly end up being without BOTH their parents in their lives . God Bless

The nightmares the twitch every time you hear a loud slam or car backfire PTSD certain movies give you flashbacks. After the first time you realizing its way to easy so u have to learn self control and understand you don't have to prove your self in every situation. Trying to talk your way out of it then try to walk away but if they try to prevent you from leaving. Double tap chess 💥 head💥

Hell yea Ik how he feel cuz I went through that so many times and the fact that ur still out here and have like couple body’s on u and walking around the city it’s crazy but at same time the experience will have other ppl who talk in they raps when it’s time to do it they be scared this shit is not game ppl are really hurting

Awesome video! Can’t wait for the English version to come out

Self defense type situation when u outnumbered and about to get packed out u can easily loose your life. A man can only take so many kicks to the head. this young man should stop telling so much tho. I hope he stay out the way these streets can be so unforgiving at times.

It’s really sad and it hurts me to see how ignorant our people is in the world today SMH WOW!!! 😒🤦🏾‍♂️

Damn, I was with him until he hinted that he has more bodies. See, if you in a spot and 15 dudes back you into a corner, you can get off on self defense if you pop a few of them so you can escape. So I'm guessing he had no exit, he started bussin', and then they all scattered and he was able to get up outta the train station. That's a legit self defense claim, as long as he didn't chase them down and do it.

Whenever someone says “It was 15-20 of em rushin us” it was actually 3-4 max.

It don't ever get easy. You start drinking and drugs to numb it out the next time. It never goes away and you think about it all the time. Constantly worrying and looking over your shoulder wondering if it's your day. These young boys need to quit.

Hands in pants not saying a word head on a swivel while homie is being interviewed. Monk holdin on to the Billy Western that’s why his hands in his pants I guarantee you.

Respect 💯 keep y’all head up and keep y’all faith 💯🙏🏾 Love

We have to break these Generational Curses that are plaguing our youth and communities 💔🙏🏾

This culture needs healing man this is so sad to see. Good luck and blessings to anybody born into these situation. Do yourself a favor and take the high road. Get educated and branch out and put yourself in positions to meet people in higher places despite what the people around you might say. This life leads nowhere positive.

The state can’t charge them for the same offense but the feds can pick this up and prosecute them if they wanted to.

They fought and he killed dude over nothing they didn’t even know each other. They just heard a rival gang and became immediate enemy’s but they don’t know each other from a hole in a wall….. WOW

Sad you gotta go through that man that ain't no way to live... sorry you had to go through that dude.

Sad thing is, this guy could’ve done a lot of good for himself in his life if he didn’t have the wrong upbringing & the wrong people around him. Yet there are still people out there thinking life is a big game like GTA 5….there’s nothing cool about any of this. Repping “gang life” while being broke af, going to jail/ prison, having no real friends or family….doesn’t really seem like a great trade off to me. I hope everyone out there struggling can find peace and purpose for themselves in this world. Sending love

This is a terrible influence for the youth…a young mind will misinterprete the message

Real gangsters don’t talk about it 💯

He ain’t traumatized he on the block where you gotta stay on your toes. This everyday in LA. Gotta do what you gotta do

Yo this dude seem like he has some interesting stories.. stay safe bro 💪🏻

Thanks for sharing 🙏🏾 Prayers out for him and the rest in the life 🙌🏾🕊️

I know interviews like this hard to get cuz niggas dont like talking about they cases but more content like this would be dope!

If you don’t respect life, it’s due to a long line of people not giving a $&@$ about you or showing you respect. Think before you have kids. This is a crazy world to make someone grow up in without proper guidance.

I hope and pray these young men find a better way of life!

Listening to his story got me wanting to watch the Warriors. Classic movie

When they tell there story it’s almost like like a big relief for them for them cause no one around them wants to listen . They just wanna say “ oooo you caught a body “ and they just smiling like “ yeah “ man people gay transgender bi and everything else get told they going to hell a person that killed someone sit and sin and think over and over “I’m going to hell I know I am , might as well kill again im going to hel god don’t want me I’m The devil child ima demon I’m grimlin” why you think that all you hear now n days

These young ninjas are the absolute best at telling on themselves and making it easier for local authorities to apprehend many different suspects

He's got more chance than most for even having a conscience

Even sadder that they seriously think that the next black man/Woman is their enemy and you can’t tell these youngsters NOTHING!!

Through the spirit I can tell this is a good lil brother!! I pray GOD lifts him out of the madness so he can live a productive life!!🙏🏽❤️💯

There's a lot of pain in his eyes. Bless his soul

I’m from Chicago, born and raised. Grew up in Hyde Park, and while it’s not known for its violence I’ve witnessed a lot of death, and had friends who’ve been killers. One of my boys is locked doing 46 years for a murder, and that was the only murder they caught him for. I remember asking him how it felt, and he said it’s a fucked up situation but you get through it by reminding yourself it was either them or you. It’s fucked up, but it’s really how a lot of these dudes cope. They have to believe that or else the anxiety, regret, and anguish will eat them alive. To the kids, there is nothing for you in this gang shit. You will either die, go to prison, or have to deal with a lifetime of trauma that even therapy can’t fix. It’s not worth it, I promise you

God does forgive...but you have to change as well. If you keep having to ask for forgiveness for the same sins then that means there was no growth or understanding

Real dude right there not extra’d out or nothing. Just a regular nigga who became a product of his environment . Won’t be the first, won’t be the last. Much blessings

I wanna shed a tear when niggas don’t hit u with the rah rah shit, but try to tell u shit that matters but can’t really express it out of “weakness” that shit is crucial. Like he knows it could very well be him one day

You can tell that’s shit touched his heart towards the last minute of the video that’s sincere pain trying to be held a bay

Leave the dead where they at.. it's over with, ain't no coming back!! Whether they in your head or not.. it's over!! Keep pushing!!!

Nowadays people doing interviews and speaking on street activities which should never be recorded or talked about around anybody that's not apart of it. The street life is overrated and dangerous no matter how you look at it 💔

This back in the algorithm, jawn was dope when I watched it two years ago when it dropped. 💯💯💯

That Double Jeopardy disclaimer smart on both ends.💯

I feel bad for people who murder other humans. Mentally challanged at their best amd can't communicate their problems with their enemies in order to establish a mutual understanding between eachother. If you kill another human being you are only killing yourself in the long run

Karma has no menu you get served what you disserve it might not to be today or tomorrow but it will come in any shape or form...

Some of these kids will grow up seeing this lifestyle for what it is and choose different. And some never stood a chance.

These cats have been doing THIS for over 40 years and STILL haven't been able to be convinced that "banging" is BOTH stupid AND extremely deadly. This stuff is REDICULOUS. They're on their way to heaven by KILLING people as gangbangers. WOW.

It’s a difference between shooting somebody tryna jump you an hunting a man down to kill him

Same thing that’ll make you laugh will make you cry . Remember that little buster.

Peer pressure got people killing people they don't want to. Clout got people snitching on their self. Shits sad that people think this is how it's supposed to be. Smh

You cannot wish sin away especially murder if you continue to do the same thing. Its only worse.

Just because you have trouble reading or doing a math problem don't mean you have to join the gang

All i heard was..no car, no crib, and enemies everywhere...yea yall can keep dat broke gang shyt

dude said that wasn't his first situation where he killed someone. Granted his story sound like self defense but Its crazy how the hood be filled with serial killers, and nobody be wanting to snitch.

Real shit stay up homie

You can still make it to heaven but that energy you stole from the world when you took a life will be taken back in one form or another. Might be towards you, your kids, or your family...you can get your soul right but ain't no escaping karma. God Bless.

Killing any man is ridiculous but I'm willing to bet my life the person that was killed looked just like you smdh

It's so sad that kids grow up thinking this is normal or cool. They're fighting over literally nothing. Just a bunch of people who convinced themself that there is a war with their fellow brothers.

He's so tiny an paranoid, he got me looking around my car 😩😂

SELF SNITCHING AT ITS FINEST IT MAY ALREADY BE ON PAPERWORK BUT THAT DONT MEAN TELL THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD ON THE INTERNET!!!

2months later: “who told on me?”🤦🏽‍♂️

It crazy what we be going thru in cali, people come out here and see San Francisco or Hollywood and think it’s all nice. Out here in cali it’s a whole other world compared to other states

“Yes I feel you, you don’t have to keep asking me “- butters South Park

Lil Baby -" I don't beef there's no money like that"

If you catch another case, they'll use this interview against you.

Bless it up

Gangs are not fun, kids live free

Imagine waking up with no intentions to make any money..spend some time with your kids/family..doing something productive to have a better life...just waking up angry with violence and stupidity on your mind? Must be sad to live like that smh

Gang banging only leads to division and death. Oh and prison!

These be the same people say “free me” after they told on they self 😂

On the one side, you think this is a wasted life. But on the other, someone who is smart and strong enough to survive that lifestyle (so far), must have some redeeming qualities.

Black men, we gotta do better! 🤦🏾‍♂️

They showed this whole video just to promote someone saying that killing someone else was easy. No real message for the youngins. No deterrent to that lifestyle. Just gang and a murder promotion. Clout and Views is a hell of a drug🤦🏾‍♂️🤦🏾‍♂️🤦🏾‍♂️

The description says it’s reality tv? What we thinking??

This is high level role playing in my opinion. Death or jail being the only way to lose the game.

It be easy because the demons be on ya making you feel all type of evil comfort and they’ll stay with you for awhile until they weaken you

DONT JOIN A GANG

Damn dude really suffering that PTSD, his body language and movements show he is not comfortable, has anxieties, been through trauma's.

People who say what are they fighting for . Turf , money , dope sales. There’s a lot to it than what a blind eye can’t see. But one thing I can say it’s true not everyone from the hood is your friend

Young men, acting, reacting, dressing, blaming, and not caring about consequences. Like a bunch of women. Brothers have a long way to go

Enemies to they own communities smh

crazy that this whole story resulting in the death of someone , has no real cause for why it happened, no real motive its just ... "where you say you from again?" shots flying intent to kill, no one understand the other person. Ignorance is just the way of life.

I’m short too, and the way that big guy is lookin at him says it all