"Blitzø, I think so highly of you. I didn't know you thought so low of me." That line and Stolas crying is so heartbreaking. What a gut punch to end the episode on.

Stolas's empty meds bottle left me SHOOK. Absolutely the worst way to go into a situation while trying to remain collected. OMG.

30:15 "Have we met Asmodeus?" Yes. His nickname is Ozzie. You know, Fizz's boyfriend?

Some of the lines from the Season 2 trailer that we have not heard yet are Blitz's "I DESTROY EVERYTHING, I MAKE EVERYONE'S LIVES WORSE" and Octavia's "You never loved mother and you dont love me, you love HIM". HOLY SHIT WE ARENT EVEN AT THE LOWEST POINT YET WHAT THE HELL IS COMING UP NEXT

Props to Stolas's voice actor for making that crying sound so real but also FFFFFFFFFFFF OUCH THAT HURT

When you realize that Blitzo was about to say sorry, the first syllable was on his lips and then bam, outside.

blitz’ exploding probably reminded stolas of stella

Agent One in Truth Seekers: "We aren't playing into none of your vile demon kinks!" Also Agent One, the very next season: Literally a furry engaging in petplay

I think the two main mistakes in this were Stolas immediately trying to take the book away before offering a replacement (instantly putting Blitz on edge and making him feel attacked) and Blitz following him through the room yelling at him and insulting him exactly the way Stella does. They both set each other off in a really major way

Only a Helluva Boss episode could start out with an amazingly fun musical number, give us a bunch of whacky bullshit Zim-like shenanigans, and then punch us directly in the gut emotionally by the end. Blitzø and Stolas's argument broke my heart. I broke down crying when Stolas said "I think so highly of you... I didn't realize you thought so low of me." F*ck who ever wrote this line bruh. I'm still crying.

The rage of Blitzø and the sadness of Stolas... Brandon and Bryce did an amazing work here. The last 8 minutes of this episode were a masterpiece. The absolute culmination of they entire relationship. Brutal. Man, Stolas being Self Depricating, and Blitzø being Self Destructive sure is something.

That final scene, that gut puch of a line, Stolas crying, it's all so heartbreaking. I just wish Blitzø could open up about how he feels, and that Stolas had given him a chance to say it before making the final decision.

"What's the full moon mean for him?" The full moon is when Blitz and Stolas.... ya know. "Who's Bel?" It's actually confirmed that's meant to be Bee's signature (as in Beelzebub) with an extra tall second "e". Makes sense for the prince of sin who most closely resembles hellhounds to be in charge of the hellhound adoption system. The bottle Stolas was trying to shake stuff out of was the happy pill bottle seen in previous episodes. "Have we met Asmodeus?" Dude. Ozzies. Fizz's boyfriend. A major character in at least 3 episodes I can think of off the top of my head. YES we've met him! We *saw* the scene where Stolas asked for his help with Blitz. We *saw* the conversation he had with Fizz about letting Blitz have a crystal.

When Blitz teases Moxxie for being prudish and that adults are just horny, that scene hits differently on the second watch. M&M have a functional relationship that involves listening and supporting each other, while establishing boundaries and not making everything about intimacy.

Fun fact, the next episode is called "Apology Tour".... We all know whats gonna happen... :(

2:00 it’s signed by Bee - as in Queen Bee, I’m pretty sure. 😊 Also, the empty pill bottle Stolas had looked like his ‘happy pills’ (antidepressants) bottle from Season 2 Episode 1

Season 1 Episode 1: ".... than, on every Full Moon, you bring the Book back, followed by a Night of passioned Fornikation" That is the reason for all the Moon imagery with Blitzy and Stolas

We all knew it would end this way. Blitzo will always make sure to self sabotage a good thing to prove to himself that, in the end, everyone leaves... even if he has to make them

Alright, a few initial thoughts about the episode, and by 'a few' I mean *_WOW:_* - I managed to avoid spoiling myself on the opening number, so this was my first time seeing just how wildly nervous both Blitzø and Stolas were about the coming night. We've known for a while that Blitzø's go-to tension-breaker is to use crass humor and innuendo to sidestep uncomfortable topics, but this is the first time he's explicitly _acknowledged_ that he uses them as a distraction _on himself:_ he doesn't want to deal with how complicated things have become, and would rather "focus on the sexy stuff instead!" Meanwhile, poor Stolas is trying to drown out "the voice that says [he's] not enough" as he steels himself for what he fears will be a disaster, grappling with overwhelming depression and anxiety while he's out of his prescription medication to take the edge off of both (which ain't a fun experience, trust me). - From the start, the aspect of both Stolas's and Blitzø's personalities that's messed up their relationship is that _they're both godawful at communicating._ Blitzø's word choice and spelling suggest he's illiterate or self-taught, while Stolas is incredibly verbose when he writes, so it's easy to believe there's a lot that's lost in their text chats -- and of course, _neither_ of them is comfortable talking openly about their feelings or asking others for help, as evidenced by the final scene of this episode being the first genuine heart-to-heart they've had in 25 years... and if _either of them_ had been able to be more honest with the other _sooner,_ things might not have blown up the way they did. Of _course_ Blitzø wouldn't immediately think Stolas was being _genuine_ about his feelings -- he's never been _before,_ very few people _are,_ and most of their prior interactions _were_ innately sexual. (Basically, they _both_ screwed up, and they're _both_ gonna be hurting for a while because of it -- but Blitzø was never going to introspect about how he feels about Stolas _without_ something like this happening, so this pain is _necessary_ for his character development, unpleasant as it is to watch.) - It's been shown in previous episodes, and again at the start of this one, that every photo in Blitzø's apartment has his face blotted out, visually symbolizing his self-loathing and his belief that everyone else would be better off without him in their lives -- and now we see Stolas _doing the same thing._ Every portrait in the hallway leading to his room is covered, in much the same way that one covers the portrait of someone who's just passed away, symbolizing the 'death' of his marriage and of a significant part of his life up to that point; the _only_ person whose face _isn't_ covered is _Octavia,_ the only other good thing to happen to Stolas besides Blitzø -- much like how Blitzø left Loona visible in the photo we saw at the start, Stolas sees his daughter as the one thing he did _right._ (And from the dialogue in the trailer, y'all *_know_* that _that_ shoe's gonna drop. We're not done crying with Stolas by a _long_ shot.) - It's good to see that Blitzø and Fizz are back on good terms and rekindling their old friendship, because Fizz might be the perfect person to help Blitzø figure out how he feels about Stolas. Fizz and Asmodeus's relationship is built on the kind of strong communication and mutual understanding that Blitzø and Stolas _desperately_ need to work on, and we saw a couple episodes back that Fizz can clearly see aspects of their dynamic that Blitzø is oblivious to -- if Blitzø can ask him for advice, I'm sure Fizz can be a _huge_ help to him. - Wasn't expecting the D.H.O.R.K.S. crew or Cletus, Keenie and Collin to show up this soon into the second half of the season, having had 'Mastermind' as the likely focus on their partnership -- but I won't complain about a longer team-up between the two jokiest groups of antagonists so far. (Who knows, maybe we'll see Collin actually split from the others -- he's the only one who doesn't seem to be on board with this selfish vendetta, and he was the only one who didn't consider the I.M.P. crew lesser, only being offended that they were being cruel and interfering with C.H.E.R.U.B.'s job.) - The silence over the credits? *_BRILLIANT._*

One amazing detail that took me a bit to get: The suits' silhouettes mirror the IMP crew. Cletus looks like Blitz, Keenie (the girl) looks like Millie, and Collin looks like Moxxie.

A lot of ppl give Blitzø a hard time here. He absolutely despises himself thinking he is literal poison for everyone around him. The idea that some like "demon prince" Stolas could have actual feelings for him could never cross his mind in his mental state. Stolas might not have done anything wrong here but he didn't do anything right either. He pulled the rug out from under Blitzø by starting the conversation with permanently taking the one thing from him that holds his constantly crumbling world together. Followed by dropping mother of all revelations on him that he has feelings for him and then when Blitzø trys to deflect within seconds decides for himself how Blitzø feels about him without giving him any time to reflect on what happened. No sh*t Blitzø's first reaction is anger and feels like his feelings are played with. Stolas in the back of his mind had already decided how this was going to go and at the first sight of it turning ugly tried to close himself off running away and pushing Blitzø away to protect himself from the "bad ending" he constantly feared. God i hope Octavia and Loona team up by the end of this season to set their Dads straight.

Btw i think this is something you missed, when stolas is “naked” (by our pov) there is a bandage on his right arm where Striker stabbed him

Someone pointed this out on twitter. But notice when Blitzø was screaming at Stolas, Stolas was flinching and hugging himself tighter every time. They pointed out that its likely Stolas was having flashbacks to when Stella would scream at him. Blitzø is literally triggering Stolas's PTSD from his abuse from her, and thats why Stolas kept trying to get away from him.

I think loona guaranteed that this would be a disaster. Blitz's coments about Stolas lined up pretty well with Loona's comments about him getting bored. It was obviously Blitz's fault in the end but he trusts her and took her comments to heart.

He's dwelling on the divorce in the sense that after all this time it still hasn't been finalized and as such has acted as a barrier keeping him from pursuing Blitz properly.

THIS EPISODE BROKE MY HEART 😭

kind of ironic that stolas puts all this effort into giving blitz a choice but does not give him time to talk (even if he is being rude and angry) and takes that choice away from blitz at the end.

Stolas was out of happy pills

Just something I want to point out - not nearly everything is Blitz's fault. Sure, he had a bad reaction and originaly dismissed Stolas entirely, but none of what he says is factualy wrong, even if Stolas doesen't see it that way. Also there is a major difference in expectations, with Stolas having months to mentaly prepare while he did spring it up on Blitz kinda out of nowhere. I could probably write several paragraphs about it, but the main point is: Stolas put Blitz on a spot (first he took his grimoir back, only several moments after saying that he was giving him the crystal and that he has feelings for him, on the day meant specificly for them getting it on) and not only did he make him make sense of it in the matter of seconds, he also literaly dissmeses him at the end and doesen't let him talk except his emotional outburst of unprocessed feelings.... Yeah

"I thought I could do this without bitching out and crying" Brother, "bitching out" is a very bad way to see "showing emotions", this is heartbreaking stuff man, it would be wierd if you didnt show any type of feeling or emotion. Your are totally in your right to show what you feel at any moment

We've seen that even without the book Stolas can portal anywhere so the fact he choose to send Blitzø just outside might hopefully be a last chance type deal

Worst possible outcome? No, this is the best possible outcome. This HAD to happen, they needed to have this fight and breakup cause now the healing can begin. 0:30 think back to the first episode of season 1. There he made a deal with Blitzo that once a month on the full moon he'd return the book to Stolas followed by a night of "passionate fornication" 7:01 Yep, Cletus and Keenie are coping HARD. Literally huffing copium 10:27 Yeah, no, she's back full time now. 13:58 And now for the biggest budget increase in HISTORY! 14:49 I love how the Loona exoskeleton is just a fursuit. Vivzie knows her audience well. 15:44 Yep...they went there. 18:17 Collin is the only one without a jetpack. Doing my boy dirty like that will not STAND! 22:48 Bad Dragon still thriving in hell I see 27:15 Satan's balls, get a room you two! 27:28 Ummmmm...something you wanna tell us Agent 1? 27:54 And now time to break hearts. 28:27 And we all just got gnomed...AGAIN! 30:06 Despite what you might thing, Stolas is doing the right thing 31:50 Blitzo you unbelievable MORON! 33:30 Which is a mirror of what Blitzo does. they are more alike than they think 34:14 no Blitzo, no he didn't. You just dismissed and mocked him everytime he tried to talk about his feelings before. 34:33 He's sounding so much like Striker here 35:29 At this point, Blitzo was ready for a shouting match, you can see it in his face. He was so ready to hear all the reasons and things Stolas hated about him.But when he saw tears...? He was like, "wait this is... different"But it was too late, the words were spoken and the damage was done.

About the Loona voice actress thing, all of these lines were recorded more than a year ago, before her partner passed, so any lack of Loona isn’t because of that.

The Cherubs clearly don't spend much time around Adam.

It's heartbreaking, but parts of the Blitz and Stolas argument at the end (specifically locations of the hallway with covered paintings/pottery and the big ballroom with the chandelier at the end) were directly mirroring parts of the Young Blitzo and Young Stolas part of S2E1 The Circus.

Honestly, there were two things that almost guaranteed it would end this way. Loona's comment of course, someone already pointed that out. But also something that Blitzø mentions himself towards the end. This whole thing was sprung on him suddenly. Stolas had time to think of what to say, to prepare himself for every possible outcome. Stolas, in the end, was in control of that situation. Blitzø on the other hand did not have time to process both the situation and his feelings. I do believe the roleplay thing was him scrambling to regain control. Does not help that the moment everything is raw out in the open, the conversation is ended abruptly. Stolas being so in the mindset of everything going wrong and confirming all his fears, coupled with Blitzø's heap load of trauma and insecurities, leads up to that one last moment between them. Stolas was hurt. He wanted an out of the conversation. Blitzø got a reality check on the situation. He wanted to genuinely apologize. I do believe that if the conversation continued just a little bit, we would have left on a somewhat better note.

just realized the argument ended in the same room with the chandelier from episode 1 from this season

The missing guy is that carny that Moxie was trying to win the Thing for Millie from

"It's registered in your name." Don't see that being an issue in the future.

-00:00 You know...at the end of the episode it didn't feel like the _absolute_ worst it could've gone. Not unless Stolas ignores the future attempts to talk or apologize/ blocks him. Though there are...for multiple reasons I think they make it clear that the conversation...didn't have to end there. There were two spots that felt key (and people mention the loss of antidepressants on the same day) for me. Instead of taking his initial denial as a final answer, in an alternate universe that's the moment to say "I'm...not roleplaying. I'm serious." And then tell him to think about it (like I thought he would after Look My Way). And then if he hadn't immediately thrown him out after that shattering thought ("realization"), the conversation probably would've continued for a good while longer, since once he saw his reaction Blitz's confused-anger/upset dissipated and he immediately started to apologize - which I still wish he got out before being [thrown out? dis..dismissed?] just so Stolas could process it later. ...Yeah. Those are the two moments that I fixate on because there could've been positive progression from either point. ...I haven't even watched your reaction yet ; I save yours for after others - like you and Zamber (for her emotions and your analysis/emotions).

He not ready for the episode

"Oh god why is this happening?" Part

Well.... I didn't need my heart anymore anyway.... And yet.... you can see both sides, Stolas did spring this on Blitz suddenly and didn't really give him time to process it, and Blitz reacting with anger was just..... GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Are we going to ignore that cherub in Moxie suit was "We have one shot, it has to be perfoect" one? Like Moxie in camp episode?

The ending hurt...alot...we're all gonna end up with our hearts shattered before we get to the end of this show😢

As someone who cares far more about Stolas' happiness in this story than I do about their relationship, I really loved this episode. This was catharsis at its finest after everything their relationship has been throughout the show. Finally Stolas is speaking his mind and being true to himself. And now, they're in a much better position to either mend their relationship in the future or not, but either way they (or at least Stolas) will be far healthier.

“god damn it, I'm actually crying“ = all of us😂😭

While what he said to Stolas was uncalled-for, Blitzo did have a very good reason to not believe Stolas was serious about his confession and to also be upset with him just springing it on him, as their entire arrangement started off as borderline sexual extortion with Stolas both talking down to him and treating and referring to him as his plaything. Remember that the full moon deal was made in a situation where Blitzo's life was in danger and he couldn't really properly consent because he lacked the option to reject. The fact Stolas decided on his own with no forewarning to Blitzo at all, to treat it almost as a secret test for Blitzo's feelings and then to cut off the relationship without having an actual conversation with Blitzo when he asks for a minute to think shows that Stolas still wasn't properly understanding Blitzo either and Blitzo has a bit of a point in perceiving it as Stolas had been toying with him up to then even if that wasn't what Stolas was trying to do.

The worst part about the end is it’s in character for both Stolas and Blitz. Stolas wanted a genuine answer from Blitz and should have given him more of a heads up that he wanted to talk before anything else but was probably afraid that Blitz wouldn’t give him a genuine answer because Blitz might be saying whatever because he might want to keep the book and from Stolas’s perspective keeping Blitz locked in the deal. On the other hand Blitz’s knee jerk reaction is to make it about sex/a joke that’s of course not mentioning his abandonment/attachment issues for that matter Loona’s comment from earlier that didn’t help

21:37 you are right... 23:03 *(silence, meanwihile your brain is melting)* 24:26 cool shot of Moxie btw 28:29 its a gnome! 35:44 gold performance of voice actors realy beautiful

The ending broke me so much, I nearly screamed. Fun fact: The chandelier they were under at the end, the one where Stolas is crying, is the one they played under as kids.

This episode destroyed me! I'm so excited to see my favourite youtuber react to it!

22:00 I don’t know what I love more, the Lust Ring’s design or the body inclusivity in the design of the items 😤😱

35:03 also remember the weather forecast at the beginning? "somehow redder than normal" you know, i didn't expect this to actually be possible but that is definitely redder than normal

This episode was heartbreaking to see especially with Stolas putting his heart out and Blitzo not seeing until it was too late that Stolas genuinely cared for him 💔💔

SHEEEEEESH. I've watched that ending MULTIPLE times today, and I think each time I rewatch it, it just gets even more raw. I feel for both of these two...I hope they'll try to talk it out in Apology Tour. I'm genuinely so excited for that one

The reason I enjoy watching your channel is because of how observant you are. I watch a few other reaction channels, but you never fail to find and point out what others, and myself, miss. Great job, keep it up. 👍

The name that you thought was Bel is Bee short for Beelzabub because Luna is from Gluttony and with Bee being the ruler of Gluttony she owns most of the major businesses in Gluttony including the shelter that Luna was from

35:28 and this happened in the same room as it started in in S2 Episode 1… the chandelier is covered-

He probably loses his daughter, because in most cases in court the mother will win in custody.

35:31 Look whats covered up behind them. Its the huge long glass chandelier from when they played together as children. That broke me to see.

Also, in the end, When Blitzø starts to scream and even throws insults, Stolas has visible body convulsions whitch can be a reaction of PTSD he got after his marriage with Stella, who always yells at him, mocks him and throw insults. That might even be a reason why he kicked him out so fast.

The worst thing if you think about it Is technically Blitz says the first “I love you” between them but as a joke as a role play fantasy. Giving the message that this world where Blitz is moved by this gift and still chooses to be with stolas will only ever be that, a fantasy

The whole thing regarding the moon, in "Just look my way" Blitz is regarded as the moon because of their monthly agreement where they meet up on the full moon (for the harvest moon festival) in which Stolas gets the grimoire back for the night

Was waiting to see when your reaction would pop up on my feed, if only because I knew how much you'd hoped _not_ to be _right._

Man, this is why I like watching you. Unlike a lot of 'react' channels? you actually are expressive and have opinions instead of goofy face expressions zero content. Keep being awesome.

Did anyone else notice the "youve been gnomed noise at 28:28?

One of the best reactions ive seen for this. Perfect understanding of everything going on, and awareness of visual cues

2:45 they're his "Happy Pills" his anti-depresents Stolas has been seen taking

I love how this guy notices the smallest details😭

The way Stolas just vanished as it cuts to the credits. No music. Just deafening silence as I sat there stewing in my own emotions. I've been crying nonstop. god damn.

the reconciliation is gonna break the fandom if my hunch is right. one of 2 ways it happens. Blitz is not a man of words but action, the only reason him and Fizz rekindled is by the stress of battle allowing him to open and vent. I personally dont think stolas survives this season, but during the rescue is when they make up i almost guarantee. either they get to be happy, or stolas dies knowing blitz actually did care.

"I get by, by avoiding his questions" & "I'm getting in my head again, so I'll just focus on the sexy stuff instead" Is probably what happened with Blitz trying to play Stolas' confession off as role play 😪

I feel like most people don't catch the ending part where Blitzø goes to reach for Stolas and it sounds like he seems like he's about to say 'sorry.' That hit me.

Was anyone else just speechless throughout the last 2 min of this episode?

New addition to the list of what stolas can do: screen transition teleport someone else at will.

Bro….there was nothing wholesome about that pillow 😂😂😂 I’m assuming you have no idea what the beads are for and I am cackling 😂😂😂😂

Watching a Breakup Scene is always akward, no matter the Show. (Or real Life😬)

When Blitzø is about to apologize to Stolas but gets teleported away, you can hear Stolas whispering “I’m so sorry”

2:03 bel is the leader of the sloth ring, Belphegor, they haven’t been shown yet, and the sloth ring is like the Heath centre of hell

My own only question is, will Blitzo now have a heart breaking grudge that will be hard for him to get out of and with Stolas’ feelings change. I sure hope Stolas won’t. But right now I have no idea what to think when “Apology Tour” comes out.😢

11:50 this door is magical in this scene the door is incorrectly mounted and in the next scene it’s just gone

I died laughing when you said "Have we met Asmodeus". Y'know, Ozzie, king of lust, shares a voice with Vortex, that voice being an award winning Broadway star...

Earliest I have EVER been for one of your videos. 1 minute

"Have we met Osmodeus" PLEASE tell me that was a joke lol.

There needs to be a therapist for things like miscommunication between couples in this series and Hazbin Hotel.

Honestly..in a sick way this gives me some hope. The fact they did this right out of the gate makes me think they just might make up by the end of the season.

This is the best Full Moon reaction I’ve seen thus far. You paid close attention to everything happening, noticed call-backs, and talked through their issues SO well. Good point about what might have happened if Blitzo’s crew hadn’t gotten caught up with the cherubs. I don’t know about Loona, but Millie and Moxxie have more emotional intelligence in their pinky fingers than Blitzo has in his entire body. They definitely could have helped. Well, maybe they’ll be able to help Blitzo work through the aftermath. Poor Stolas has no one he can talk to about this. This episode really did make a big point of how many positive relationships Blitzo now has in his life, and how lonely and isolated Stolas lhas become. I am so worried about our bird boi!

I only disliked this episode because the cherubs took up way to much of it, and then, after such a long wait, we only get 3-4-ish minutes of Stolas and Blitz? I feel the cherubs could've been in an entirely different episode, or at least less focused on

Don't remember if you reacted to the trailer for this second part of se2. But... there was this part of Octavia pretty much blaming Stolas for not loving her & only loving Blitz. I'm now pretty sure the context of her saying this will be that she's with her mom (and probably Andrealphus) who, let's recall, HATES Stolas and was hinted that she needs Via to get "something" from their divorce. Which.... sucks in all variations possible because it will be like using your kid as a weapon. Also - while the cherubs & DHORKS provided somewhat of a levity they're also another punch - because now the DHORKS will most likely get an exaggerated feedback and will (probably) know how to improve their attacking ideas which makes everything worse.

This was a long time coming of a painful confirmation basically hinted at since the end of last season and the start of this one, here are just a few of my thoughts and details for moments. 2:02 That's not BEL but BEE as in Queen Beelzebub which means she owns the adoption agency where Loona was, there was a misconception that it was BEL as in Belfagore the Sin of Sloth back in S1E7 when we first saw the signature but was corrected later. 4:16 That is the guy who was jipping Moxxie at Looloo land, nice catch. 13:39 Well it's the first time they are verbally acknowledged there were pictures of the Exorcists in S1E7 and theme park attractions of them in Looloo land. 23:16 I mean both fan art and "fan art" but there is probably already some of the latter at this moment lol. 23:21 The bouncer for Ozzie's is the same as last time, cool. 23:30 There are 2 of Verosika's crew in the back. 26:05 Millie still had the blade from her leg wound, I assume their tails are sharp but not cutting steel sharp. 27:20 Loona bothering to save M&M was shocking but nice. 30:18 Asmodeus as an Ozzie and he got the crystal well Blitz and Fizz were captured by Crimson, the demon's Stolas is talking about are the Succubus like Verosika and maybe Imps like Barbiewire. 32:54 This was Stolas making a mistake, he expected Blitz to be ready but he needed a moment to understand and actually decide. I gotta say I was shocked at how this ended, I expected Blitz to freak and reject Stolas but in the end he basically said _NO_ to the end of the relationship but Stolas misinterpreted, if he had simply given Blitz a chance to think instead of assuming it was over Blitz might have actually thought it through but instead he thought Stolas was making an excuse to end it and didn't want that but got angry and insulted Stolas which ended it.

did anyone realize stolas hat disappears in between him saying “i didnt think you think so low of me” and “goodbye blitz”

21:40-21:52 had me dying laughing…..Airier were you having a moment? Loved the overall reaction to the episode man 😊👍🏾

The fact that Blitz wanted to apologize in the end, but couldn't, because he was already outside😭

Bro your intro is god tier lol, you started the vid in less than 5 seconds

2:07 that isn’t bell, that is Blitz in Cursive This episode broke my heart, these are the kinds of writings embroiled in reality I live for

Offfff, the end with the "I think so highly of you. I didn't know you thought so low of me". that shit hit me like a truck. That was a boxer punch to the liver and the pancreas at the same time. it hurts man. It emotionaly hurts

The pink medicine at the beginning is called "happy pills" aka the anti-depressants that stolas uses whenever he's stressed and has to make long lasting LOGICAL desitions

*I think Collin may wind up ditching his fellow Angels and go to IMP for a solution. Because between hitting rock bottom, and his friends' miserable attempts to return to heaven's graces? He seems to be the only one with the sense to do so.*

I actually had forgotten but remembred at some pint during the openeing song: at the full moon of each month is the time when stolas and blitzo are supposed to get together for a night of 'passionate fornication" as per the rules of their arrangement