Congrats! Keep it up, you are doing awesome

Thank you. Today is day one for me

@@devingibson3681 Hope youre doing alright mate. I dont envy your journey ahead but i do sincerely hope you can beat it

How much would you drink? My husband is a weekend alcoholic it's ruining our marriage

@@zombiesbride me personally could have gone for 14standard - 60standard a week. Possibly more. Try to show him some sober videos and explain how bad it makes you feel. It took me years to realise the destruction I was causing around me.

Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

YES Dr.alishrooms

How can I find him? Is he on insta

Yes he's Dr.alishrooms. Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

I would like to know from those who have solved PTSD and anxiety, if they have solved it definitively and how to understand what quantity of psilocybin to take and when, for how long. And can you really heal without having an addiction? Thanks to everyone for helping me understand, I want to understand if it's something that can help me solve the problem (I have c-ptsd)

I applaud you; I'm currently fighting years long dependency on this poison. And the withdrawals convince me that I'm going to die.... I'm going to respond to this if I beat this disease.

Congratulations man. I bet it's still one day at a time.

@@greglinski2208 that is a sure bet. However, it gets easier every day

Test Account I'm completely stuck at the moment. I can't leave it alone.

@@greglinski2208 if you put your mind to it, you can unstuck. Before I went to rehab,I thought I was stuck too. Then I made the first step and almost 27 years later I am still unstuck. I learned about denial which almost kept me from getting help. Good luck and best regards. Please let me know how things are going for you. Maybe I can help you get started.

I feel you man it’s dark that’s for sure but keep going stay sober. there’s a price for thing you do and that’s the price of drinking to much all the time . The hardest part is feeling depressed after that and then go have drink to ease the pain that’s the hard part if you can get through it then i am sure people will start to see you have changed and then maybe they will give you support which is no longer needed because you will feel better about self. stay strong 🙏

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Yeah it's crazy how defensive and unsupportive some family and friends can be towards a sober lifestyle.

@@mohmadnmable the depression hits you hard.

I find it easier to stay sober without other ppls input or advice. Some old friends and family won't be able to accept the version you become when you've been sober a while, they will still have that image of who u were with alcohol. This is why I say it's easier to do it alone, alot of ppl prefer you to be in the *lost cause* basket and they've dusted their hands off, some will see your progress, be resentful they couldn't do it themselves and and try sabotage your journey. Stay strong. Alcohol killed my dad 5 years ago the day after his 62nd birthday, he not only had liver Chrroissis but he devolped Wernicke-Korsakoff syndrome and it was absolutely terrifying to witness. I have severe PTSD, alcohol problems myself and mental illness processing rapidly after dealing with his slow death on my own at only 26, no support for 3 years while he sloely deteriorated because family washed their hands from him, hospital was over hid admission so everyone chucked him in the lost cause basket. But they were there when he died... they were there to get whatever they could from his home. They were there *WHEN IT DID NOT MATTER* thing is my dad raised me on my own, he was the strongest person I knew and I still have nightmares at the image of him dying.

Ur2ez4me81 how much were you drinking?

Carlos Trevino I first started drinking liquor, I would go through a bottle of vodka a night then I switched from that to beer & I would drink a 16 oz six pack almost every night of the week on a empty stomach sometimes more but that was my average. I drank like that consistently for years & it caught up.

Me too try sobering up it's like going thru hell shacking hallucinating vomiting phycosis it's torture

Yeees it is pure hell, literally feels like a demon purging out of your body, hang in there! I’m trying as well!

@Ur2ez4me81 Just wonderful, I've been looking for "treating alcohol withdrawal" for a while now, and I think this has helped. Have you ever come across - Aetincoln Peerless Ascendancy - (should be on google have a look )? It is a smashing one of a kind product for discovering how to stop drinking minus the normal expense. Ive heard some awesome things about it and my mate got excellent results with it.

How are you doing

Why would you quit it like that? It's common knowledge to do a taper.

@@sashaburton9042 I just said it's common knowledge don't know if you were drunk when responding. smh

@@sashaburton9042 Let me save my calories for better things. Have a nice day.

@@sashaburton9042 When your body and brain are heavily dependent on alcohol and you abruptly quit, the repercussions can be fatal. I know...I'm an alcoholic and have had grand mal seizures, also visual abd auditory hallucinations from suddenly quitting. Aside from benzodiazepines, alcohol cessation, unsupervised and one being medically detoxed, can kill you. Please don't do anyone a disservice that is suffering right now offering your opinion, if you don't know what you're talking about. More compassion, less condemnation.

I quit cold turkey 4 days ago. Last 3 days was pure hell for me. Today I'm starting to feel normal

@@SLIM_DICKINSON wonderful!!!!

Good on your mate. Stay off it. Bud is fine :D.

You still at it? I'm on day 19.

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@@bluesky5384keep it up

good job!!

Yes! Congratulations! I feel ya on the stuffing mini bottles for baseball games. It's sad but I've been there... my trick was just getting a Togo coffee cup from wherever near the ball game, or perier sparkling water and pouring the whiskey right into the bottle of sparkling water. Any way just super related to your comment. Hope everything is going great for you and your family!

Completely relatable, especially the pouring it into a Gatorade. Basically any sports drink I'll do that to be low key, constantly tossing bottles everywhere so no one would know, having empty cans everywhere in the back of the car, sneaking drinks anywhere and everywhere possible. I'm just getting on the road to dropping the habit but I've barely gotten any sleep the last few days with tremors/shakes that go up to my head/brain plus the chest discomfort and heart palpitations. It's gotten me very desperate for sleep and also quite scared...

Thanks for sharing your story. I'm in the same predicament and it's becoming so embarrassing, so I spiral to suppress my overwhelming guilt. I hope I can kick the habit and fix my brain.

@@DjShini Thank you for understanding, it's comforting to know you're not solo in this .

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My sister passed away from alcoholic ketoacidosis, (drank,didn't eat) died at 37...Simple IV would've saved her.Other friend died at 47 from cirrhosis, man alcohol is dangerous and legal.

A close relative made the choice to stop 2 days ago. Today the shakes are horrible she said. She said she is considering de-tox. She just moved into a new apt. I don't even have the new address. We were talking on the phone while ago like 30 min ago & not sure how we got disconnected. Perhaps it was my fault. No answer now. I came to learn the possibilities. She normally goes to bed early cos work starts at 5am. I am praying that hee phone died & she just decided to go to bed. She didn't get much rest last night.

@@leeannmettlach2412 She is at very high risk right now,Quiting cold turkey is deadly if she has the shakes,reminds me of how my sister held her glass of vodka and she would shake as she drank the poison.Its safer if she drinks and slowly tapers off.There have been people who died after being in rehab cold turkey after 30days.Alcohol is dangerous.Keep calling your friend daily, I didn't call my sister and I deeply regret it.Found my sister after a few days also.

@@scottrobinson2286 Thank you for taking the time. I appreciate your reply. I'm so sorry about your sister. She texted this AM. Her phone had died last night. You can imagine my relief. She did tell me she had been drinking a fifth of vodka a day for quite some time. The 1st day of quitting - she drank 3 shots & a beer. Yest she had 2 shots. I applauded for the effort & encouraged her to be glad because that was so much better by comparison, ya know? I appreciated her honesty. I came looking to try & understand what she must be going through physically. After what I learned from the video, I had my own thoughts along the same lines as your suggestion about doing it gradually instead of cold turkey. I cannot thank you enough for reaching out to me.

@@scottrobinson2286 I'm currently trying to slowly taper off but it's incredibly difficult, I have shakes and tremors that won't let me sleep for more than an hour and I need a drink. My appetite is also low and it's difficult to basically "force feed" myself because I start gagging after a few bites. Acid Reflux sucks and I have chest tightness, increasing blood pressure, and occasional heart palpitations. I've had multiple visits to the cardiologist and fortunately no damage yet but I'm on a very dangerous cliff.

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How did you do it? I’m going through withdrawal right now and I don’t know what to do

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Not just dangerous. If someone is chemically dependent on alcohol, abrupt discontinuation of drinking can be fatal. The downregulation of GABA receptors over time and the upregulation of NMDA glutamate receptors that happens over time with alcohol dependence creates a dangerous situation. Not having enough GABA receptors causes overactivity in the CNS and can also cause massive seizures that can be fatal. It is true that there have been some promising studies related to specific psychedelic drugs like psilocybin being effective in diminishing alcohol cravings, but for long term alcoholics, detox should happen in a supervised setting like a hospital or rehab facility with an on site Dr. and nurses. I certainly wouldn't recommend taking shrooms during the acute withdrawal phase, but the Post-acute withdrawal symptoms seem to be helped greatly by psilocybin, with reduced or even eliminated cravings being the most widely reported benefit reported by study participants.

Alcohol withdrawal is so dangerous,that chronic alcholics in rehab have died a month later after being clean.Buzz from alcohol is from your body being poisoned.Crazy and legal,kills people every.....single...day...

@@jacksonislegend Good point,my sister passed at 37 from alcholic ketoacidosis. Simple iv of Thiamine would've saved her,she didn't want to go to hospital,call anyone.Alcohol had complete control.

Have you ever tried attending al-anon? It can be hit or miss and truly depends on the group, but I guarantee there are al-anon meetings in your city because they're everywhere. You can meet other individuals who identify with and know the struggle that is having a loved one living with alcoholism. A lot of people in your situation really get a lot out of it, especially a sense of community that understands what you're going through.

My Mom and her sisters grew up with a violent alcoholic father, she has told me some stories.. not good ones either.. Mom hates the thought of drinking, she said, I saw enough of it growing up, they are all scarred from it..

Drinking alcohol is good and fun when you do it in moderation and in the ocational night out with friends or in a special ocation.

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If anxiety is one of the big reasons you drink like I did, do some deep breathing and try meditating. You realize how getting the most amount of oxygen to your lungs as possible is a better feeling that will make you feel high without anything except air. Watch this video when ever you feel tempted. I swear visually seeing what happens to your body on alcohol and being aware of how it effects every part of you is a good reminder to not touch it. ****Warning: video has real cadavers in it. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bNdhhatpppmzY5c.html

Bless you brother. May you find the help you need.

I’m 32 currently going through a divorce likely due to my incessant drinking I’m intoxicated right now safe at home however my wanting to quit while actively doing it kinda tells me it’s long past due. Currently I’m planning on going to some local free AA meetings and have an appointment to see a counselor later this month. Sometimes I think many people have been depressed for way too long and don’t think they have a problem and drink thinking hey I still have a job money and a nice car. Until the drinking gets so bad you lose it all. I hope you get the care you need brother just as I’m trying to do for myself just know your gunna have good days and your gunna have bad days but the better you do about staying away from the alcohol the better it’s baby steps and make sure to reach out to programs counselors good friends who are sober or may have dealt with addiction in their past and have recovered who ever you got there’s many good videos on KZfaq and other media platforms that help cuz you not alone brother

I got a fright reading this, I'm 39 and a binge drinker - I can go a week or 2 without a drink but when I give in I go all out on one night and get absolutely legless and blackout! I'm an alcoholic and I'm afraid I am going to die from binge drinking l, even tho I don't drink everyday I'm at high risk of a heart attack or just fallin into a coma from binging - I went sober for 1 months th back in march and I had the best time going to the gym an swimming l, just being healthy at the weekends for that month gave me a sense of purpose and loved not being hungover on a sat or sun. I'm going to do that month again and feel like I can do longer 🙏 I pray for people with alcohol addiction its like its normalised in our society today and its taking over younger generations today also, it's a scary thing and I pray for everyone trying to recover here x

I'm 22 and I feel that if continue binging this much I will have a liver problem or something like that. I drink a lot of wine, it's so hard to stop specially when you're depressed like I am. I use it to escape reality. I drink once every week, I start as early as possible. To enjoy the whole day. Then the next day is miserable, I'm so used to hangovers. I like the suffering. I need help! 😢

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Hi just wondering if you still sober I been sober for 3 weeks I was in detox for 2 weeks

@@kaiberry5502 No quitting alcohol is harder than I ever realised. I’ve got the big book 4th addition now to start reading so hopefully this will make a difference with CAUK. I’ve cut down massively though.

@@stevegodfreydrummer1878 Hope you're doing good. I'm not sure if these are available in your state, but what helped me was using cbd and delta 8 to help with the insomnia and my appetite. If your job drugs tests regularly tho then there's also Naltrexone which I got prescribed from my doctor. Good luck man.

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@@stevegodfreydrummer1878 i tried to quit multiple times. Never worked Just came to the conclusion to try nd drink responsibility. I dont drink everyday but when i do, I'll just overdrink like crazy nd black myself out

Dylan Kyle I was the same way... Just don’t let it ruin you man bc it almost did me... I was 35 & I almost lost my family over it man. Then the withdraw was hell... Not trying to preach to you man but I don’t know how I got through that withdraw it was straight torture.

I think your likelihood of death is 100%. If you had never been a drinker on the other hand, your likelihood of death would be.....100%.

I’m sorry if this is a dumb question but, what made your skin get tan?

Carolyn V I would say that it might make you stay out in the sun longer if you are socially drinking. I don’t know if it causes it regardless of time spent out in the sun but I’ve known alcoholics that developed this condition where their nose flares up & turns a reddish / purplish color.

@@Ur2ez4me81 He's referring to jaundice (yellow / golden skin) from liver stress.

Am so sorry for your loss. But I do think that should be your wake up call. I know that it's not going to be easy but totally worth it for sure!

@@dorothyrichard6061 she was only 24 same age as me. And it’s hard because she didn’t get to live her life with me and it breaks my heart

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How much are you/were you drinking?

i know this sounds oversimplified, but try to find someone else and move on.

Same here I feel like maybe a six pack ever 2 weeks should be okay

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don’t give into the cravings....how’s it going?

@@travischafe4349 Getting easier thx. 135 days now.

If you're not a day-drinker and it doesn't harm those around you, my friend don't torture yourself over nothing carry on and have your usual after work.

Tomorrow is a new day. You can start again and succeed. Good luck.

@@ferark kzfaq.info/love/cL7-yCwjGYPw3aXNqUr6sw i hope we all get better check my vid out on my addiction let me know what you think 1 week sober

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Alcohol dependence is not a subject for fun. I really hope that you or anybody whom you care about do not have to endure it. Seriously. I would not wish it on anyone. All the best 🙂

@@greglinski2208 I don't want to hear this I just want to get rid of my alcoholic father in my life I don't care about him because he doesn't care about me

@@dearoo4814 alcoholics put drinking before anything else because they are ill. You obviously know nothing about it. It’s an illness. They don’t do it for fun

I love this!!! I can so relate to this, many of us can! I’m only at day 7 but I am ready to restore my relationship with my husband and be a more active mom….not just a perfect social media mom! I drank wine every night and health problems scared me because who can take care of my children better than me! Currently trying every health regime to fix the damage! I was a slave to so much wine, but not anymore!!!

Aww thank you for this.

Thank you for sharing.

​@@pytpeaches7653I am struggling with alcohol addiction and it's getting bad 😔 please help me

I really needed this thank you from the bottom of my heart

Hi I have a question as I'm only 1 month and 6 days sober.....does it get better? Will my brain open up more? Will I be more outgoing? Will I get my happy fun personality back??? Am I gonna be shy and have no confidence at all or will I?

@@isacmelendez990 hey Isac. Yes you will get it back. I don’t know your story and it may be a long road. It’s taken me a long time. I really didn’t believe that I would get it back. I thought I would be going thru the motions forever. But now I’m enjoying the sun rising and the birds singing. Without just being like fuck everything. It takes time but it will get better. Having a community of people dedicated to your success is helpful. I am a peer support so anything I can do to help or encourage you I will try.

@@isacmelendez990 Hi Isac, I'm sorry, I don't usually comment on videos so I hadn't seen that you replied. And this is a question that is not easily answered. In general, yes you will start feeling better, your brain will come back "on line" you will start to be able to remember things and have a better concentration level. But, for me, just absence of the drug was not the only thing that I needed. To get my brain working again I have done some weird and some normal things. Like meditate, sit in silence and not feel negative emotions towards myself, read an actual physical book, I started learning a Spanish, and (this is kinda weird) but I started learning to write with my non-dominant hand. These types of things help build new pathways in our minds and like jump-start it. I had to engage in positive activities. And they are mind numbing at first. Going to a high school volleyball game and not drinking was absolute hell at the beginning. Really being around anyone that did not understand what I was going thru was hell at the beginning. Outpatient therapy helped. Honestly, mostly, because I knew that I couldn't drink or I would get kicked out of the program. I had to live in a recovery house with 6 other women. And I hated it, but it was the only way that I could stop the behavior. Another really helpful thing is to when you have a bad thought about yourself, stop immediately and focus on something positive. This thing of creating new neural pathways cant be understated in my opinion. One way that I think of it is so I have a certain way that I always used to drive home from work. And one day I had google maps on and it told me to go another way because it was faster. I had been driving this other way for years. And so now I intellectually knew the other way was better, but at first I would just forget to use it. Then when I remembered to use it, my brain had this like negative reaction, although I knew it was better logically. Finally, it got to be to where this new route was second nature but I'm talking like 6 months before this happened. And now I do not think of going that route at all. This is what we have to do with our brains. Just stopping to drink is not enough. You have to do something else. Another thing that has been helping me recently is looking at why I drank, what caused my emotions to be so messed up. You know "normal" or "average" people treat it like a moral failing. But that is not it. I have been researching ACE's (adverse childhood experiences) and understanding that I had 8 of 10. So I experienced a lot of trauma and I could finally forgive myself for not being the person that I had always wished that I was or the person that I had tried so hard to look like I was. Forgiving yourself may be one of the biggest things that gets talked about so little. But it is like how can people expect a house to stand in a storm when it never had a foundation to begin with. Yes, it took me a long while to smile again. To feel comfortable in my own skin. And it is important to remember that your recovery journey is your own. You can seek guidance, but that does not mean that another person's way is right. Another thing that has helped me are anti-depressants (because you have messed up your brain's pleasure response so nothing feels good. We programed our brains to get the "feel good" chemicals from outside of our bodies so it no longer produces them), medicines to replace gaba, anti anxiety meds, and for a while I took a medicine that is called Vivitrol which doesn't help with the bad feelings, but it does help with cravings. I didn't want to mention any medicines by name because I am not a doctor or a pharma rep, but this one is very safe, non addictive, and being used for a wide variety of addictive substances. Having as many different things to help your recovery will help you to have a good outcome. Like make a team of people that help you. It appears that I am out of space but if you have any specific questions you can email me @ sunshine11404@gmail and I will try to help. Best, Heather

Did you have a seizure ? I’ve been drinking vodka all day for a few years now and scared

@@damien1781 Hi Damien, sorry I don't check my messages much. I would be careful. It is much easier to detox at a hospital with medications that will help prevent complications. I hated the idea of being stigmatized as an alcoholic in the beginning. I was drinking about 3 pints of heavy liquor per day. The first place I went to for help wanted me to go to a detox facility and I refused for about 6 months and things just got worse. I'm not a medical professional, just a person with experience with addiction and as a peer support in a hospital helping people with addiction. My honest advice is to talk to a doctor about what is going on. I know it is scary but doing this alone is hard if not impossible. Many factors would go into whether or not you have a seizure, like age, health, amount and time of drinking. But even if you don't have a seizure you should not try to do this alone.

Exactly. That's a spiral I got into. After many years of consistent heavy drinking I developed an anxiety problem. I would then use alcohol to cope with the anxiety alcohol caused.

@BlkwtrPrk I hope you were able to break out of that cycle, or will do if you are still working through it. My Mum lasted about 3 months before relapsing and now seems to be making up for the time she wasn't drinking sadly 😔

I'm having alcohol withdrawal the symptoms not good I want to quit asap I don't drink on Saturday and Sunday I only drink on Friday so my social worker told me this why all this time I'm having these symptoms

Chris Stokes I hope ur still hanging in there with ur sobriety .. I am going through the same thing

@@jkweili I don't drink alot but when I do I binge very very bad. In four days of isolation I've drunk 18 cans, two bottles of wine, one bottle of whiskey and jager its crazy. I've stopped now ,my mind and body was ruined for days and days and even got shakes, sweats, anxiety etc.. I'm done with it, not touched anything for a week today.

I'm on day four of withdrawls. Insane panic attacks, heart rate, sweats, hot cold flashes, nausea, all of that. Hope you guys are doing well!!

@@saulgonzalez2122 I'm playing videogames to keep distracted and not trying to hard to have anxiety. I'm hanging on and the panic attacks honestly does fade.

Chris Stokes I am so glad to hear that.. I have tried stopping for about a year the farthest I get is a month then I feel better and be BORED out my mind , I lie and tell myself I’m just gonna have one drink and two fifths later I’m back drinking again.. today is day 1 of the 50th time I have tried to stop ugh

I believe in you

Do you have the shakes yet..?

@@2needey1 during daytime when im not drunk.

Have you tried a Valium taper?

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This is exactly whats going on with me. Even the same age, still cant stop:(

@@mitchellborgen9 hey try to get some support it really helps and or try to go to a doctor atleast for a consultation and explain to them the problem and they will help aswell . Theres alot of AA meetings online aswell that I just found out about and I hope things go well for you . Its a good feeling and sense of accomplishment once you stop and I wont say that the anxiety would go away right after because mine hasnt . But it has gotten better . I wish you nothing but the best of luck and hope you can het through this .

how much would you drink a night If u don’t mind me asking? And did u suffer from any major withdrawals after quiting ?

How did you take the shakiness away

Very true my sister passed away at 37,tried to quit cold turkey being a chronic alcholic, got sick for a few days from Quiting, had a heart attack and died on her couch found her a few days later,if a alcholic has the shakes then the alcohol has control of there entire system at that point.

Tristan Louise Contaoi Yes.

Ur2ez4me81 can u give me tips of your recovery

Tristan Louise Contaoi Yes brother. Turn to the lord first & foremost bc this is a spiritual battle. I know everyone’s situation it is different but it was a demon that was passed down from my abusive drunk father too me. My pride blinded me to the fact that I thought I was better than my father & years of heavy drinking I became worse or just as bad as my Father. Denial & deception is one of the tools the enemy uses to trap us. I still remember all of the shame I felt as I poured that last bottle down the drain all the while tears streamed down my face. Knowing the pain I caused others & how things got so bad I pushed my own Wife & kids out of my house away from me... So the first step was to tell myself that I had a major problem & that I was hurting myself & others. The second step was surrendering this addiction to God & allowing him to cut off this demon of addiction. This is the thing that will make you feel sickly during withdrawal & make you feel confused. Yes it physical but make no mistake about it is Satans Demons last desperate attempt to dragging you back into this trap. You will experience some nasty symptoms. Most of mine symptoms involved dry heaving & also vomiting. Shaking & trembling, heart palpitations, severe confusion & hallucinations. One night as I was praying to the lord Satan or one of his demons tried attacking me. I’m not going to describe it all in detail but this hideous face appeared out of the dark. It was attempting to mock me as I prayed & it was trying to make me feel guilty & as I prayed it moved it’s lips along with mine like it was mocking & mimicking me every step of the way. Suddenly the thought popped into my head that it would be best to kill myself than to go on further in this life & that because all of the pain I had caused it would be better if I killed myself that way I wouldn’t be such a burden. I almost broke down while praying but then I felt the urge to use my authority through Christ & rebuke that evil. I told this demon that I am a child of God, how dare you try to tell me to harm myself & I am done with this addiction. I surrendered this addiction with alcohol & I am forgiven for what I have done! That was the last time that I was attacked by the devil & yes going on almost 4 years of being sober I’ve been tempted to drink but I don’t want or need it... I’ve been to parties where you can tell that the people drinking seem to need it just to have a good time which is not true... So having said all that brother the first steps I would take is turning to the lord & admitting to him that you have a major problem. Ask him to forgive you & that you will need protection & strength from him as you journey down this path to recovery. Surrender this addiction to God. The withdrawal symptoms should last for only about 2 - 2.5 weeks & then the symptoms should fade. As far as the heart palpitations have you ever gotten checked by a doctor for that? I too had that as a result of a slight heart murmur when I was like 18 & it ended up correcting itself over the years. As far as my diet I didn’t eat too much during this time period, it was just enough to get by day to day but I did drink lots of water & non caffeinated drinks. You can do this brother... Just remember even though we walk away from the lord, Jesus Christ will never abandon us or give us too much that we can’t handle, even though it feels like it at times, he will never leave us... Anything else I can help you out with let me know...

Tristan Louise Contaoi Are you alone or do you have family members around to help?

Yes ill drink massive amounts of alcohol for days no sleep also on coke and it makes me feel like I'm having extremely fast heartbeat. I'm a week off coke currently I'm scared to go thru both at once. Good luck

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That’s wonderful!!! The first week is the hardest especially the first 3 days!! 🙌 well done keep it going

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Lmao Now I can't unsee him as tony.

His accent makes me feel things

I hope your wife is still doing great!

Going through it right now, I've been drinking the last 3 years basically every day to the point where I'd put away 1.5L bottle of rum in about a week plus beers. I've been cutting down and it's rough not being able to sleep well and wake up with tremors and shakes and heart palpitations, plus it's been a bind in my relationship with my GF bc she's noticed my mood change never wanting to go out or be as adventurous as before. I've told her I need her help bc she's the only one that can calm me down and want to delay that first drink as long as possible or almost not even drink at all.

I think this is my problem as well. The spiral! Once I start i hate myself, I'm self depreciating, depressed and anxious. I can't bring myself to do the simplest things like brushing my teeth. I'm always in pain and the booze fixes the mental burdens and pain. Last doctor visit I had a while back labs came back fine so I was so confused and just kept on drinking to numb myself. I'm hurting the people I love but I'm in pain. I'm trying to quit, tapering for now.

@Jack Simons of course

100x better being sober i damn near spend 500$ a month on alcohol and cigs but i hear u my friend i used to have to have atleast 3 shots before i go into work or kept a bottle in my car for breaks i know what its like. But if u can do 1 on and one off you have it in you to stop completely your more ready than you think you're!

How are you doing?

Thank you. It's my brain that's the problem. I've really crutched w the alcohol to numb my intrusive thoughts. I hate it and yet I continue. I wish I could go to rehab but I'm too afraid. I don't want to die or hurt anyone.

Kudos for the Video clip! Sorry for the intrusion, I would appreciate your opinion. Have you heard about - Saankramer Life Card System (Have a quick look on google cant remember the place now)? It is a smashing one off guide for learning how to stop drinking minus the hard work. Ive heard some super things about it and my work colleague after a lifetime of fighting got excellent results with it.

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I hope your recovery is going well! Hope all your brain fog is lifted, hope everything is great back at work. I hope you have a great support system. Good luck to you.

Brother how are u , I hope you are doing good, Jesus Christ will help you get over this horrible addiction ❤️

Good luck! Be strong, you can do it :)

Scary

You must have drank a lot then. I went cold turkey. I started working out in the gym and never had I withdrawals

That's my worse nightmare in gonna have one day

It's way too easy and cheap to aquire. Idk how it's legal

Wyatt Obrien It can happen so fast & you don’t even realize it... For me I felt so ashamed that I was alienating & pushing away the people that loved me & cared about me... 😢

I've been drinking HARD every single day since I was about 15 years old. I wake up vibrating every morning. You made the right choice. You don't want this. Keep going strong, man.

@@RIPIZZY I feel your pain. Every day is a struggle not to drink. I've still not quit. Down to 2 or 3 times a week so I guess that's something.

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@@jamesmorris7420 can easily go a week or even a month without drinking but when i do, i just drink way too much. idk how to solve this issue. How is it going so far with you

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I'm in the same boat. Going back to AA tomorrow

Good luck to you

I feel u brother same boat also but I don't Wana do AA 😭

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Why do most of you quit it like it was some koolaid or sth? This thing is a drug and it requires tapering off slowly.

My boy. I see this was recent. And I am 24 years old and never really thought I had a problem. Yanno, just bing drinking on the weekends, which I know is not the best. But but I picked it up a little am cutting wayyyy back even on the weekends. But dude, I’m sweating like sooo bad at night and haven’t gotten more than 1 hour of sleep in the past 5 days. Any advice??? Also the bottom of my feet inside the arch keep tingling which is weird

@@jhuliencarter857 I'm a recovered alcoholic and had the same experience with my feet years ago. I'm no doctor, but it looks like the beginning of alcoholic neuropathy. I know alcoholics who can hardly walk now. I pray you can find the power to stop. Good luck.

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@@commentscopyrightattorney5543 An alcoholic CAN'T taper off. He doesn't have the power.

Mike Jones pretty sure it can’t mate but everyone’s different

Yes you are creating a habit and the irritability is your body craving alcohol

It will catch up to you

Eh maybe in the short term at takes the body a few days to fully recover from a drinking binge

I've not binged drunk for five weeks almost. I was the same, didn't drink every day but once or twice every other week heavy. It effects your brain and well being, and totally screws up your anxiety. Kick the habit and genuinely your anxiety comes down after a few weeks

Have things gotten better? I wish the best for you I truly do.

@JackWillistone-ic3pn I managed around 3 month but then hit the booze again. But mentally I am in a much better place. I drink 1-2 times a week instead of everyday and regularly exercising. Unfortunately I wasn't able to get back with my girlfriend but I'm over her now. Thank you for your kind words they mean a lot

I'm sorry I hope you're doing better

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oh we will beat them! two weeks sober for me, yeah I have a burn scare trying to take a pizza out of my countertop oven, when drinking. Good luck! and we can do it... 😊.. we will break those chains to that bottle!!

@@bengiarraputo9357 Thanks for your support. I know this is going to be hard. I regret drinking every morning for the last 10 years. I tell myself every day things need to change. Well now I'm fighting back I've had enough.👊

@@oneway2971 I started rehab, it's a five week program. The hardest thing was making that phone call.. Kingsway Recovery in Mullica Hill NJ.. I felt so out of place walking in there for the first time. Still not comfortable with the environment but hopefully I adjust. It's an outpatient program. When I went in, which I sat in my car for awhile, had to get up the nerve. Lol.. I felt a sense of not belonging, like, this isn't me.... First day of a new school kid jitters...

@@bengiarraputo9357 mate I started GA 5 years ago and never gambled since and still going strong dont need the meetings now thank god but now it's the drinking I have fight this one hard always been a drinker from the age of 15 years old and 43 this year. Worked in construction from 15 always played sport and still do its more like being a functional alcoholic I just want it gone now.

Seriously and once you feel the high of the benzo AND the booze together your gonna love it way more than drinking alone. That's where my problem started, fucking Xanax

Keep me updated!

Hey Ty. I'm 3 days also. I hope your doing much better today.

@@mountainmama8932 You too.. I keep bouncing back to drinking more than I should. I'm trying though. Thank you for your concern, and I wish the best for you. Stay real. I appreciate it. and... God bless.

Really is an eye opener. After I got covid I couldn't sleep at all, doc put me on some meds and they help so much.

How are you now?

@@XxToxicLemonzXx im good now thanks bro, living a completely different life