Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics)

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Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (Lyrics)
i been trying so hard to survive
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Lyrics 🎤
[Verse 1]
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so f*cking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine
[Chorus]
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
If you only knew
[Post-Chorus]
(Oh)
[Verse 2]
I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help
I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own
[Chorus]
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the sh*t my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
[Bridge]
Take me out of this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me out of this hell
Oh, I'm not myself
[Outro]
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Oh, if you only knew
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#alexanderstewart #ifyouonlyknew #lyrics
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@NewMelody 3 ай бұрын

*We all have our bad days, but that doesn't mean that all the good days are over. Hang in there, and don't be afraid to reach out to people for help* ❤

@justkhloe44 2 ай бұрын

IDK how or why but I listen to this song the for the first time yesterday and knew every single word to this song and mouthed the words when riding my bike

@stormharsh188 2 ай бұрын

Lots of love bro thanks 🧿❤️

@AuraineTherian 2 ай бұрын

I tried to reach out for help, and I was replied to multiple times by my hand being pushed back to me... 💔

@braydenbeauchesne7495 2 ай бұрын

@RampageTheWolf I feel you there have reached out to many times just to be either told don't want to talk about that or told by professionals that they can't even help me.

@juniormoore895 2 ай бұрын

I'm Just So Tired Mentally 😔

@MonaBig-mz3xi 2 ай бұрын

If you’re listening to this song, know you’re worth it I love you and God loves you, so please take care of yourself ❤️

@gabiparhautanu5338 2 ай бұрын

I hope so..❤

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I'm I benn trying really hard to survive I survived five surgeries

@squidkid419 Ай бұрын

Faith is strong companion in the darkest of nights. Stand strong and God will support you and so will the good people in your life. God loves you, and so do I ❤ ✝️

@kahojimo8700 21 күн бұрын

You too

@lovenightcore1810 11 күн бұрын

❤❤❤ god bless you too

@Its_the_WEEKEND 3 ай бұрын

This is actually my life put into one song. EVERY SINGLE last word describes me and my life perfectly.

@rivaldialfauzan8042 2 ай бұрын

Bubu

@dtgames368 Ай бұрын

❤❤

@tanyamaree6432 23 күн бұрын

🤗❤

@rubyrunner1118 19 күн бұрын

Same

@luciandumea9394 2 ай бұрын

Just had this on repeat and cryed the shit out of me. God bless you

@annkimbro3403 2 ай бұрын

Same.

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same

@RMRMS 2 ай бұрын

everything will be fine ... even the sad time can't stay forever ... pat head ...God with u

@SkyGreen-Jer2911 Күн бұрын

oh my gosh, my life. HOW DID SOMEONE PUT THIS INTO WORDS FOR ME. DANG

@hnlozada6573 3 ай бұрын

Wait cause this song be hittin fr 🥹

@NewMelody 3 ай бұрын

feel you 💔

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Fell you this song fell me Inside

@zaidmrf8562 2 ай бұрын

MY MAN DESCRIBING MY LIFE...🤒

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Never blame yourself

@mckennavance712 Ай бұрын

felt that

@alisonblore7399 29 күн бұрын

Me tooo😢

@tomholland8604 4 күн бұрын

When your KZfaq friends are more supportive than your real friends 🫶🏻😔

@alwaysbejoyful3386 3 ай бұрын

This song touched my heart. Make me cry 😭😭

@Anonuser1x 3 ай бұрын

Same😢

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same

@giovannigarcia1305 3 ай бұрын

That song is beautiful, it reminds me with my Aunt Selena, before she passed away from stomach cancer 😔

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same for my grandfather she passed away two years ago I can't go overboard I will never forget him

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

This is so amazing. And beautiful

@yoldavingdarkfire1006 2 ай бұрын

I currently this on repeat because honestly this is me right now being stuck in your own head is hell

@Wanderlust 3 ай бұрын

*Love this!*

@IndiaRosa-41169 3 ай бұрын

Why is this exactly what was going on in my head yesterday? Does KZfaq have cameras in my room?!?

@BJORNtobeWILD 2 ай бұрын

YES

@IndiaRosa-41169 2 ай бұрын

@@BJORNtobeWILD explains a lot

@IndiaRosa-41169 2 ай бұрын

@@BJORNtobeWILD explains a lot

@IndiaRosa-41169 2 ай бұрын

@@BJORNtobeWILD explains a lot

@pamelaeliscopides7788 10 күн бұрын

Even you're not sad but listening to this song make me sad 🥹

@user-ob7xd1nn3r 2 ай бұрын

This song is so relatable 😢❤

@Marie-zb9oj 2 ай бұрын

this song hits me really hard 💔 why should i feel this soo much pain 💔 i cannot bear this anymore 💔💔💔

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same as you I go through something like this about two years ago and I'm trying hard to fight and survive but my grandfather his didn't survive I got through five surgeries and survived his always be with me in my heart I always remember this song and him

@sweetcandy4169 Ай бұрын

@@ionlungu9094 god bless you and your family

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Thanks this really means a lot is have been two years since my grandfather passed away

@user-ru2gu1zn3s 2 ай бұрын

Bro,,fhuking awesome,,I truly feel this way,,I fhuking hide everything man and smile

@shenahdonato4302 2 ай бұрын

I feel the same way too

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same as you man or sir

@Milothebunnyyy Ай бұрын

I’m 15 and it’s sad to say this is my life 🙁

@Cornelious1882 Ай бұрын

I'm so very sorry. May be try share a little bit, with close friend or someone trust. I really hope you are ok 🙏

@ateeq4maryjean Ай бұрын

You can try talking to someone strange and get a new friend circle. But write down what and who hurts you the most and scout taking the name loudly. You might feel better

@ChrisSmith-uc9ds Ай бұрын

Keep ur chin up little man u got this 😢 try talking to someone u trust an love bro you got this buddy

@ChrisSmith-uc9ds Ай бұрын

Keep ur chin up buddy try talking to someone bro don't let it get the best of u

@tanyamaree6432 23 күн бұрын

Talk to someone hun, it really does help. So many of us have been down the same path but there is light at the end of the tunnel. You're important, you matter! 🤗

@sweetcandy4169 Ай бұрын

why is this so relatable? my cousin used to understand me so well, practically sisters. She could read every emotion I felt even though I wouldn't show it, could read what I really meant underneath the words I said. She's moved on now, we still talk, but it's so different. Everyone struggling, it helps to cry, let it out. You got this

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Same

@Exploring_World 2 ай бұрын

Uff that touched deep down the soul

@arianahmed1818 Ай бұрын

This song touch my heart 😢❤

@SimoneU 22 күн бұрын

Amazing voice!!!

@daniellenosal4942 Ай бұрын

Hits hard... Took the words right out of my brain but too ashamed to say out loud🥺💔

@nicolekilmurray4950 2 ай бұрын

This got me crying how i feel right now

@MashalShuja 3 ай бұрын

Beautiful yet very sad song and reading the commentt section is heartbreaking to know so many are hurting on the inside and as humans we all have those low moments but anyone that needs it you are stronger than any pain you go through at the moment and it's okay to reach for help to be held right and tight until you feel the pain place is replaced with strength(sending prayers in form of a big hug for those that need it and know that please take a moment t to be strong to not drink or do bad stuff but breath and change to be kind towards yourself to do good and please reach out to those that love you) than anyone always know God loves you and is with you reach out to him and find the endless reasons to love yourself and please remind yourself to act think love yourself with kindness and patience ❤

@0587raj 2 ай бұрын

It is so not easy. It kills emotionally, physically and mentally

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I really needed

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I'm hunting inside

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I know I'm not drinking or giving up

@kailarodriguez8298 3 ай бұрын

Respekt 😊🎉❤love AMEN

@user-mn3ml9lw5c 3 ай бұрын

I can't live without you ❤

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Same I miss you grandfather

@AnisoaraCobzaru-wf4iz 3 ай бұрын

It hurst so bad If you find yourself in every single word...

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Yeah exactly if you have someone who always stands by your and lose them I totally understand that I have been through like this two years ago when my least but not last grandfather I really miss him so much

@Cornelious1882 Ай бұрын

@@ionlungu9094 I'm so very sorry. We are here if anyone needs listening or to talk. I really hope you are ok 🙏

@Cornelious1882 Ай бұрын

I really hope you are ok 🙏

@ShannonCombs-gu5qw 27 күн бұрын

I love your music

@redpig_7221 Ай бұрын

wow... je me reconnais dans chacun de ses mots, sans aucune exception... C'est une musique incroyable, pas beaucoup de paroles me produise cet effet Je suis quelqu'un qui a du mal à vraiment apprécier une musique, à la qualifier de parfaite, mais je peut dire que celle ci l'est wow... I recognize myself in each of his words, without exception... It's incredible music, not many words have this effect on me I'm someone who has trouble really appreciating music, calling it perfect, but I can say that this one is.

@user-ue1vp6yb7y 16 күн бұрын

Me too,right on it!😢

@katelynbrown-nn1hz 2 ай бұрын

Just don't know how much this song has help me with getting threw life right now 😢

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Same here

@vinnyvinny1373 14 күн бұрын

For everyone virtual hugs. We gonna be okay. Just dont give up. Keep going. One day at time. " I am fine too". 😢

@user-bm3mr5ks2n Ай бұрын

Similar with my life, really touch my heart

@kitten1551 3 ай бұрын

love it

@NewMelody 3 ай бұрын

take this 🏅

@Everlynpierce23 13 күн бұрын

So true

@adamirfan-tz6zu 26 күн бұрын

i get builled in school every day i listen to this every day i will cry to this if listen to this song

@kahojimo8700 21 күн бұрын

Why? You should defend yourself.

@MadisoncoolgirlQueen 2 ай бұрын

R.i.p to my best friends grandfather passed away last week 🕊️🕊️😭

@Willem59 2 ай бұрын

Same as me lost my good friend i know him from my childhood 😢

@MadisoncoolgirlQueen 2 ай бұрын

Ok my best friend just left me because they are moving away from downtown to Asia and they are moving to Asia for summer

@america1st277 2 ай бұрын

May Jesus give you all peace and comfort which surpasses all understanding

@MadisoncoolgirlQueen 2 ай бұрын

@@america1st277 ok thanks you

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same sorry I lost my grandfather two years ago I'm really sorry his was like my best friend to me and a really important person in my family

@hopetulolo5990 2 ай бұрын

This song resonates with me so much 😭💔

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Same about my past

@nishitkanyal9482 2 ай бұрын

This song is really amazing and every boy can relate

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Yeah

@jasminevaldez1547 2 ай бұрын

If they only knew what i felt , if they only what my brain telling me to do 😭

@user-kq3su9yo7e 2 ай бұрын

Wow ❤❤❤

@moses_nestorson Ай бұрын

😢No words😢

@Toxic_babbes-cr7mr 2 ай бұрын

🥺🥺🥺 I always feel like I have no one by my side every time 😒😒

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I have my parents and my youngest sister by my side no matter what happened to me they will always be by my side

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Never blame yourself stand up for yourself never give up i never give up for it even i know i lost someone in my family my father is really sad same as me hope you have a good rest peacefully in peace my grandfather and i still fighting i will never move forward

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

If you only knew what my mind tells me what I should do I would be prezent în your furnerial I would never miss your furnerial I would be very sad if you only knew you my best friends ever and a really good grandfather and a really good man and a important person In our heart if you only knew I love you very much I know you watching me

@ob8khuvung338 Ай бұрын

Wow...what a song🥹🥹😢

@liquidsnake8417 2 ай бұрын

This hits hard. My father passed away 3 years ago and i am the "stand in leader" of my family. So i have to be the strong one. The financially stable one. The one my family comes to for everything, not ina bad way or taking advantage of type of way. But i have to be the rock i have to be ol' faithful. So i cant tell them, especially my mom what im going through in my head. Bc then she would worry. And i cant bare to see my mom worried. I cant tell them that every night when i go to sleep i hope to not wake up. That Every time i hear on the news about a fatal accident, i secretly wish it was me... i know a lot of ppl feel the same way i do and it sucks. I know i have a thousand reasons to be thankful. And that just makes me feel a thousand times worse bc i feel so ungrateful. But my mind is my own worst enemy. I have a big heart and there was a time i could drown out the thoughts in my mind and listen to my heart. It was surprisingly helpful. My brain is just a tool like a calculator and i know that. But i cant hear or feel my heart anymore. I still cry when i see something really sad so i know its still there. But when i try to talk to it. It doesnt respond. I feel foresaken. The only reason i keep on is so my family doesnt have to mourn me. So i just keep it all inside. Hopefully this comment doesnt age well. I would like to feel better, dare i say happy one day. If you read my ramble this far, Thanks.

@Manhattanboy 2 ай бұрын

You are welcome.

@Manhattanboy 2 ай бұрын

Your life is determined by your death. I guess you dad died for you so that you live well. I remember my grandad but most of all my father. Feels like they want to live inside me. I don't need to be bothered by that. My dad was having last breath so I ran after to arrange ambulance and after a split second ....

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Same I got through the same things with my grandfather his passed away two years ago and I really miss him

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Sorry everyone

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

I keep all the pain toy self not even telling my mother father and my wrondreful sister

@user-gq2ym4qr1i Ай бұрын

Amen amen you can save me from myself

@idgaf9903 2 ай бұрын

been depressed lately because of my studies but can't tell my mom that I'm not okay because she only have me to depend on to pull ourselves in poverty.

@nadas3278 12 күн бұрын

Hope everyone listening to this song is okay and content .. this painful feeling will pass hang in there

@sujatagajbhiye9958 2 ай бұрын

Same feeling 😢 Take me out of this hell😢😢😢

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same this song helped me very much

@JennaWirny-rf6mj Ай бұрын

Definition of my life

@Sparkling_K 2 ай бұрын

This song... Just said it all..

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I agree

@DaneyLucius-js3kq Ай бұрын

I feel this song personally

@kayleighabdala2008 2 ай бұрын

Jeez... Got my cyring damnit

@BLUESTAR_14. 2 ай бұрын

Broo❤

@user-vx5cr2nm5u 2 ай бұрын

Bro this is my real story 😢 your song just same like my life story

@skylerdarkavelifinesseflow7115 Ай бұрын

If you only knew my struggle .....

@Tvrtlejxdn 2 ай бұрын

This song explains my whole life since i was 6 years old but 2:07 rlly explains my thoughts and just my brain…

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Same when I was 15 year old

@jackcarbell1203 3 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@bishalhazra1971 2 ай бұрын

💫🖤

@charlizd 2 ай бұрын

Yup...😢

@ssatu116 3 ай бұрын

❤❤

@NewMelody 3 ай бұрын

❤️❤️

@letterborne 3 ай бұрын

❤

@BrianSiMulako 9 күн бұрын

Most time feel like give up but when i look at son u keep going but am tired

@Karma_johnson33 Ай бұрын

Dis shit hurt 😔

@k---tzmusic1198 2 ай бұрын

yes mummy i don't want u worried but when reality hit hard 😭i cant escape and im so fucking tired of all this thing😭

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Same

@Astra_544 Ай бұрын

I wish my life cold get better this is so me

@Abhi_Hacker 3 ай бұрын

My reality 😢

@tomholland8604 Ай бұрын

Is it normal to feel like this?

@sansay_2304 Ай бұрын

I rlly sck this song😭💔

@NoName__88496 24 күн бұрын

" If you only knew what my mind is telling me, i should do. " If u only knew...😓

@ryanhawes3924 2 ай бұрын

Aint no one wants to help a man every single person just looks at our past and judges that's why we keep it pent up and sacrifice our happiness to be good for everyone else fuck

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

I. Not

@whatsthe411withdruskiwilli6 23 күн бұрын

😢 man.. 😞

@armenvoskanyan997 9 күн бұрын

So much like my life😔

@musicsonglyrics751 3 ай бұрын

where you make this backrounds?

@violadengler7019 2 ай бұрын

Hits a bit too hard when I need my mom to come running to help me when im like this. But she was the first one to break me.

@ionlungu9094 Ай бұрын

Don't blame yourself if you're mother died I completely understand that Im going through the same thing with my grandfather for a bout two years

@user-sh5xt7ce2w Ай бұрын

If only no one would come running

@christopherwilliams2057 Ай бұрын

Me to guys

@JoshuaOdyuo Ай бұрын

Kivitoli achumi i love you alot

@JoshuaOdyuo Ай бұрын

I miss you

@JoshuaOdyuo Ай бұрын

I miss you

@JoshuaOdyuo Ай бұрын

I really miss you

@JoshuaOdyuo Ай бұрын

24mar 2024

@JoshuaOdyuo Ай бұрын

Miss you

@Heather-ym1rq 3 ай бұрын

What❤

@inavilabo3549 2 ай бұрын

Bro This song is just like my story 😢😢😢

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Same here sir or mam

@petrabrandqvist-5984 27 күн бұрын

När du kan vara med mig varför gömmer du inte till mig jag blir jätte ledsen vi löser det tredje llsammans ❤❤❤vi jag älskar jag bdig fattar du inte det från din mamma

@stefyguereschi 3 ай бұрын

SOMETIMES is Hard😥😥😥

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I understand man is really hard for me after losing my 3 grandfather

@stefyguereschi 2 ай бұрын

I'm Sorry

@OreoLevi24 17 күн бұрын

Thats how my cousin feels rn

@iReNModz Ай бұрын

Do you guys know man is like a glass. They look hard on thr outside but they easily break.

@user-fp2ll7hi2r 26 күн бұрын

😢😢

@DennaCrotwell 13 күн бұрын

This was me 3 night's ago. It was either cut myself or cut my hair. I just wanted the fucking pain to go away. I just kept cutting my hair. I know it will grow back. But God it's definitely not good 😢

@user-no3lv2bi1j 16 күн бұрын

Guys am dieing silently 😢😢😢😢

@telokkdkk5035 2 ай бұрын

she snd me a screenshot, n i saw her's wallpaper tht another guy there, n she said, don't care about the wallpaper.. I'm her's bf.. if on she know wht i felt;)

@Zed-dq3xe 15 күн бұрын

My crush likes my best friend I feel crushed inside and she’s the only one who knows what I’ve been through I feel so hurt

@sophiasaridin4930 2 ай бұрын

😢😢😢

@elizabethkigotho1111 2 ай бұрын

Ngai

@jessytienaki6828 3 ай бұрын

I'm here because of tiktok

@kenizzegaming1571 13 күн бұрын

Just broke up now 😢

@Ianthe15 12 күн бұрын

Too young to die

@_tyagi_0994 17 күн бұрын

Take me out of this hell..... somebody help

@MadisoncoolgirlQueen 2 ай бұрын

R.i.p to Aliyah's step grandma and Grandpa passed away Long Time ago 🕊️🕊️🕊️☠️☠️💯❤️‍🩹💘💗🫂🫂🫂🫂😿😭 😢🥹💕😘💗💔💘🥲☺️🥹🥲🥺😰😨😪🤧😈👿 my Dad i having a hard time with is Left side and he can't not move stroke 😭 we did take him to the hospital 😢😢😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤i am not happy with my family member that is i miss my Grandpa and grandma passed away and my best friends grandfather passed away last week 1

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

Sorry but I go through the same situation with my grandfather rip Mr gravril

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I can't move also

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I also have a hard time

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I also been trying so hard to survive five surgeries my last one was almost a year ago is really hard I still fighting for it

@ionlungu9094 2 ай бұрын

I fighting still for my life I was Benn two years science his past my father is still really sad like me