Alexander Stewart - reflection (Official Audio)

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Alexander Stewart - reflection (Official Audio)
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Lyrics
Verse 1:
I’m walking fast
I keep my head down low
So I don’t see myself
In any store windows
Pre-Chorus
Cause I know nobody else will notice
How hard I’m trying just to cope with
Hiding all of me in plain sight
While I’m dying inside
Chorus:
I’m crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it’s been like this
I don’t know what it is
All my bones and all my clothes don’t fit
Lost all of my self affection
I’ve tried it all but nothings helping
Part of me
Wonders who I’ll be
If I didn’t hate my reflection
Verse 2:
It’s like my body
Keeps throwing punches how it taunts me
Changes and saying it don’t want me
Waiting in the mirror for a sorry
Pre-Chorus
Cause I know nobody else will notice
How hard I’m trying just to cope with
Hiding all of me in plain sight
While I’m dying inside
Chorus:
I’m crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it’s been like this
I don’t know what it is
Why’s it like my bones and clothes don’t fit?
Lost all of my self affection
I’ve tried it all but nothings helping
Part of me
Wonders who I’ll be
If I didn’t hate my reflection
Bridge:
If I didn’t hate my reflection
It’s the death of me
The parts I hate are all I see
Will I always be an enemy to me?
Chorus:
I’m crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it’s been like this
I don’t know what it is
Why’s it like my bones and clothes don’t fit?
#alexanderstewart #reflection #bleedingheart

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@Maddyland0708 Ай бұрын

This one and if you only knew are the ones I relate to the most!!! Which is probably kinda sad since I've felt like this since I was 5 (I'm 16) my whole life I have always hated what I see in the mirror. And I'm glad there's a song to know I'm not alone. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❤❤❤❤ I'm so glad you released this!!!! I'm literally crying

@LilyWalden Ай бұрын

Same I don’t anything abt myself I hate the way I look I’ve felt like this since I was 6 and I’m 16 now and that feeling still hasn’t changed everyone keeps telling me I’m pretty but I still don’t think I am I care more abt my friends and family than me I put everyone b4 me I relate to this so much

@Maddyland0708 Ай бұрын

@@LilyWalden I am honestly the same way. I’m the girl that will always worry about everyone else. I’ll tear myself apart to put others together. I’m the therapy friend always there for everyone but it feels like no one is ever there for me. But I know this is just one of life’s many battles. We will get through it one way or another. I believe everyone is beautiful and unique in their own individual way. And maybe they just aren’t meant to see it yet and when they do something amazing will happen! I love this song so much!!

@anamarlg01 Ай бұрын

@@Maddyland0708 I am just like you. I'm that friend that will give you an advice whenever you want and will always be for you no matter what , that friend that will be always happy even if isn't happy, that friend that will put a smile that can make you feel happy in any moment, specially if you are sad, angry, etc.

@Maddyland0708 Ай бұрын

@@anamarlg01 exactly or when your haveing a really bad day and just wanna lie in bed, you put on this fake attitude so nobody can see you hurting

@anamarlg01 Ай бұрын

@@Maddyland0708 exactly, that's what I do every day of my life and when I am alone I start to cry and let it all out so I can calm myself down, I cry myself to sleep almost every day because of that

@Emmiz12 Ай бұрын

"But I'm Dying Inside".... Wow! This is the most realable Ong ever!

@corvuswolf952 Ай бұрын

Ive felt like this for most of my life. I still do. I wish my reflection looked as good as Alexanders.

@anshaggarwal-hz1jh Ай бұрын

Your songs just make my life so much better 🥹

@Fay_156 Ай бұрын

I wanna be a singer but everyone says i can't and it hurts to trye to be okay to everyone but on the inside am dying and no one knows am always laughing and smiling but at night i cry and it's the worst and that's why i started youtube to show my love of singing

@BayleyBoothman Ай бұрын

Dont listen to other people mate, you know what you want go get it, dont let negative folks drag you down because it might just ruin your dreams

@laurebruyninckx4728 Ай бұрын

just follow ur dreams u wilsl get there and if you dot its ok just try thing u want to do if you dont try you will regret it 😊

@dedicatedmother3325 22 күн бұрын

I second what everyone says. Ignore the haters. If you want to sing, then sing. That's your dreams not theirs follow your heart and keep your head up ❤❤

@JewelsDesanta 22 күн бұрын

Same all the way I feel you so much😭

@EllaQuinn22 Ай бұрын

you make so many people happy and have an amazing emotional bond with us❤

@inbecah Ай бұрын

he deserves all the applause, the album is perfect on so many levels. 🤭🥰🇧🇷

@user-mn9wc3bi8l Ай бұрын

This song is just Pure Truth but not everyone understand is ❤ Some people think that u dont care about ur body but they dont know how much it hurt u💔

@marvinsokolik600 Ай бұрын

The entire “bleeding heart” album is packed with beautiful, introspective lyrics and impressive vocals, and this track is no exception!!🔥 Love it!!🙌❤️

@Lil_and_Rox Ай бұрын

I literally can’t express how much your songs mean to me ❤

@myamulvey Ай бұрын

Literally keep me alive 🥹

@Dawson-zd5pz Ай бұрын

If only he knew how many people struggle with there body too. I’ve hated myself and have had insecurities since forever it feels like. This really felt like is was my song. You really got me with this one….

@exodialc1277 27 күн бұрын

Same for me..

@aubriellerichardson7086 Ай бұрын

I've been waiting for this song forever! 💖 Your voice is amazing! I love all of your songs I hope you achieve all of your goals in life. Your one of my top favorites.

@Lilymcclintock Ай бұрын

We are all watching history be made in front of us

@weirdKido12098 25 күн бұрын

"all my bones and all my clothes don't fit" relatable on so many levels. I hope that whatever your going through gets better in the end, we love and appreciate your hard work to give us these beautiful songs. Hope you have a great day!♥♥♥

@thezarco Ай бұрын

I love this song

@Shehereagain Ай бұрын

It becomes scary when it’s so relatable

@dedicatedmother3325 Ай бұрын

Omg I'm about to cry. This album is so fire!! ❤❤

@kelseyconstance170 Ай бұрын

It’s crazy how I can relate to this.. I hate the way I look my face my body.. I just want to be someone other then who I am

@ItsNickjr Ай бұрын

❤❤❤🎉 have to love me some of Alexander songs 😊

@D.Gulberry Ай бұрын

congrats on the album!

@IndieVibes. Ай бұрын

NICE!

@LunaLivie Ай бұрын

I don't think it's good if I relate, but i think i always hated something in me, and it only gets worse and worse and god how i wish it just ended. I'm partially glad that i'm not alone, but also i'm really sorry for anyone who feels the same.

@xXxmm24everxXx Ай бұрын

Sooooo relatable!❤ I’m obsessed🫶🏻❤️🤩

@Liam-Rayz256 Ай бұрын

my favorite

@DominikCooper-qc4jk Ай бұрын

Dude I feel like this should be more popular by now

@user-pw7fg7hq7u Ай бұрын

Hi everybody, I totally understand if you're going through insecurity right now, it's hard to love yourself sometimes. But I want you to remember just how beautiful you are, every human being is completely and perfectly beautiful. Every bit of you was carefully created just the way it is, for a reason. Your eyes, your nose, your body type, your hair, everything about you is absolutely perfect. ❤❤God thought so when he created you, he doesn't make mistakes. You are greatly loved, and you are amazing! God bless you Alexander everyone who sees this :):):):):)

@JewelsDesanta 10 күн бұрын

Thanks❤❤ I've learned to love myself cuz God did make me and he did amazing❤

@supremevryen5898 Ай бұрын

Hell yea

@NyanCatMeowDrako1503 Ай бұрын

Wow so good this is my favorite song

@Youantstopme Ай бұрын

I just came from the live it’s so good I love all the songs so much

@AbrgerVanderlaan-df3ks Ай бұрын

I love this song ❤️

@MessyStitch24 Ай бұрын

I've been waiting for this song to come out for awhile! Can't wait to add it to my playlists tmr! Good job Alexander!

@tonerzlife3582 Ай бұрын

I’m so happy for you and I’ve been waiting for this one I relate too much 😩

@McCarthyJR9 Ай бұрын

LOVE IT!

@LilyWalden Ай бұрын

This is so relatable I feel this way all the time

@brooklyndawes15 Ай бұрын

its so good alexander

@Ellaaa245 Ай бұрын

Your voice is like heaven!!!!!

@BellaRose1574 Ай бұрын

I love your music so much ❤

@BulelwaKunene Ай бұрын

Alexander I need more songs like this....this touches me😊❤

@brendavanover3542 Ай бұрын

I love this song I am 34 years ago and I can't say it better myself thank you

@joywilliams6 Ай бұрын

Wow. I've lived with Severe Body Dysmorphia since I was around 5 years old. This song hits HARD. @AlexanderStewart If you wrote this song because you're living with BDS also... then I get you. If you wrote it just because.... then YOU are 'getting all of us with BDS' . ...... Either way, My heartfelt thanks. This song is giving a voice to so many, and an answer, to all who are still to be diagnosed.

@watcher2033 Ай бұрын

true artist , wish u could be famous all over the world. Fingers crossed for you

@ChristinaWilson-ft4zr Ай бұрын

I can relate to this song 😢❤❤ I love your songs Alexander 💗 you have a amazing voice and a amazing album

@silvialamb2288 22 күн бұрын

Holy sh*t! I’m 53 years old. I have a good life and am very happy with my life right now. But I have watched 3-4 of your videos (I heard an interview on the radio and had to come check out your music). And, boy do I relate to your songs so much. Especially this one, I had self esteem and body image problems from elementary school through high school and university. Heck, once I a while I still struggle with this. Great lyrics, great music, I’ve subscribed!

@user-lj9hz6oz2b Ай бұрын

I was so excited to this song is out finally 😮❤❤I learned to love my reflection 😢, love you Alexander

@JenicaLaCour- Ай бұрын

Thank you for this song I needed this

@carsen500 Ай бұрын

My favorite singer 😍

@Nat12289 Ай бұрын

This song is amazing❤❤❤

@littleperson8376 Ай бұрын

This make me cry... my god i feel it🥺❤‍🩹 This album is Incredible!!!!❤

@IamaNobodyyy Ай бұрын

THANK YOU ALEXANDER!! BEST SONG EVER

@BellaQuinones-ff7xi Ай бұрын

This song is so relatable I have felt like this since I was 10 I'm 20 now it's pretty much how I see myself everyday day it's not easy but I try to be better but there are days the are worst than others he wrote everyone's life who had ever been through this in to word love ur music ❤

@ratchadahyvarinen3769 Ай бұрын

Thanks for this song. It means a lot to me.

@Alicia_1414 Ай бұрын

I hate that I relate so much to this

@MakenzieRussell-zj3fy 27 күн бұрын

I can relate to this song I'm aorry if you feel like this. This song makes me feel not alone

@Trav3stee Ай бұрын

love you alexander

@user-wz7ti3rm5p Ай бұрын

Wow. First of all this might be better than If You Only Knew which I didn’t think was possible but it is, Second Alexander You are amazing the way you are. This song is so relatable and I send you hugs.❤️

@dminemroque3905 Ай бұрын

❤❤damn it hits so hard

@deeannalynn0805 Ай бұрын

I freaking love your songs

@ilovemybestfriendsy Ай бұрын

Repeat loop it,it's so true ❤💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔

@JustANormalGal Ай бұрын

I relate to this alot I've felt this way for a since I was 9 which was I started gaining a bit more weight I'm 13 now I'm trying to loose weight and gain muscle instead of fat but it's hard so I hardly look in the mirror because I'm insecure about what I see in that mirror

@keoniebalaszi2617 Ай бұрын

🥰🥰🥰🔥🔥🔥

@kayleighjenkins1468 Ай бұрын

If your reading this I want you to know you are beautiful ❤

@noredinehachouf5625 Ай бұрын

💝💖💝💖💞❤️💞❤️♥️♥️

@user-ex4ln1mh4e Ай бұрын

Trop cool boy je veux être pareil que toi 😮

@DreamscapeGamingStudio Ай бұрын

Ily❤

@gwen_x242 Ай бұрын

I can relate to this song I’ve always 1:56 hated what I see in the mirror and I wish I was prettier than what I am 😭💔

@karinanugroho6341 Ай бұрын

I have gone through so much pain and hurt recently all alone. I'm the type of person that will put everyone before me and fake a smile just to see others happy. I have so many trauma's that have been haunting me recently because situations in my friend group have been reminding me of them and the worst part is that I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it especially my bsf which hurts and I don't want to seem like a pick me or like I'm seeking attention by saying something so I just keep my mouth shut and keep all the pain to myself because nobody ever notices me. I'm scared people will think I'm too much or that they don't want to deal with me if I say anything and it's slowly killing me to the point where I sometimes feel like I don't want to be here anymore but I'm fighting so hard not to feel like that and I end up crying myself to sleep sometimes knowing that nobody is truly there for me. This song and (If you only knew) are getting me through each day. ❤️

@Lilymcclintock Ай бұрын

This is so sad!!

@gwen_x242 Ай бұрын

your songs are soo good!!!❤

@klinchapnewmai5490 Ай бұрын

I like your voice... AS

@Pookie3505 Ай бұрын

How long dose it take to make one song, I’m mean like I know it’s diff for everyone, but how long did it take you to make this? Also you beautiful 🥹

@Nicole19981 Ай бұрын

Be confident you really handsome

@Nicole19981 Ай бұрын

❤

@miriamcohen9538 Ай бұрын

you are my favorite singr

@user-hx4rg8nc8z Ай бұрын

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy❤❤❤❤

@hannahleigh98 Ай бұрын

See you Saturday!!!

@fitahiana00ramarosandratan83 Ай бұрын

I wanna try to do cover with

@fanny7253 Ай бұрын

Mi canción 😔

@chouguimohamed53 Ай бұрын

توارك توارك

@TheOnlyShilohthatsfun Ай бұрын

First!!!

@not.jessicaaaax Ай бұрын

I'm crying, I have a friend group. they don't make me insecure, but they are all skinny and wear Nike pro shorts and shorts that show there legs. and always talk to each other about how they love there body. but I'm juts sitting there in a jumper and baggy clothes. I always hated looking in the mirror. I never even wanted to. I'm gross. I love you so much.

@Iara_nati Ай бұрын

Primeraaaa

@dorasmith9613 Ай бұрын

my bf always tells me that I'm beautiful but I cry every day because I feel so ugly.

@paulinavanzini4693 Ай бұрын

🥹🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️

@airmedic0072 Ай бұрын

I always hated my reflection as a kid and specially when my mom and dad were hating it to..why you don't dress like your friends, why your face is like that (acnea as a kid), I grow up waking up and thinking Ew each day I saw my reflection.

@airmedic0072 Ай бұрын

My parents saying you are fat when you are 5.5" and you are 135pounds..