yo could i ask where the pics r from and how could i find more like them lol

​@@soysauceeeeeeeeiirc it's an actual MV, you can just use your girlfriend to manually draw it into anime girl, or ask an artist to do so

No wonder I had a hidden video in my playlist. Well, many thanks to both of you.

@@ExZhonya lost me at gf

I spent some years in japan, and this captures the vibe so well. My daughter is now in japan, and we talk on discord mostly, I shared this with her and she agreed, it was nice to share something like that, she's just a few years younger now, than I was then so its a similar perspective for her.

I hate how relatable that is

I hate how i related to this and still try to deny it lol

Mine just hit everyday now unfortunately.

nah i got repression, cuz i don't brag about it in the middle of algebra, Stabethany 😔

Oh myy... how relatable

Eh, I mean they have a song that literally opens with "I'm as fucked up as they say" lol, they definitely have some sadder songs

Songs are nowhere as energetic if you mean filled with sad energy then yes

At the bottom of despair lies heaven full of energy and juice depressed people hardly can conceive, the fact it's heaven and that it burns makes the hurt hurt.

​@@infiniti7773name of the song?

@@Kelly-pr8lzArtificial Nocturne

Have you named them?

@@haydenTenno- well before it was more like an amalgamation of my stresses and what I hated most about myself and would randomly go into complete panic mode so I never really thought of naming it and more scared of it. The voices changed when I had a dream about playing board games on a train with anime characters like hatsune miku and ended with her looking out the window. Since then my panic attacks became more like me just laying on the floor feeling worthless and the amalgamation became more like me sometimes feeling empty headed and sometimes I get random pictures of anime girls in my head, but I think that's an improvement tho, feeling better too overall. So maybe I'll name it hat for hatsune miku because I have ingrained that image into my mind but if you have a better idea feel free to tell me. :)

least now instead of the voices I can now call it hat so i guess that makes it kinda better too. Idk gotta get used to the name first.

Oh and the memories are there too so it would be cool if I could get her too

Please give advice on how you did it? 💀

Gonna agree with you on that chief. Just exploring the city and goofing off, it a great experience if you end it with noodle too.

the moments I've connected the most with people have been on low intensity situations. walking a dog, riding a bus, doing homework. love is in the mundane.

are they lovers?

It’s over, got too old and missed out. I’m ready to clock out.

Yeah, even without romantic mood or something, just hanging out late night, chillin with close friend, laughing and walking with pure fun… Man, I really wish I could just leave to somewhere like that.

when is this?

At 0:14 is the part where she shows the phone

Its bit late, but I found the original source of those images, and they were from MV of ‘escape’ by 終電間際≦オンライン. It apppears that most of the texts in this video are lyrics of the original video. And some parts were cut off to match its length with lost kitten.

@@deeppressed3783 thats very interesting I will look it up

@@deeppressed3783 So the original video is about another song? And thats why the lyrics are there?

Anemoia.🤌🏽

Mandela effect

Memories for Chad, not for you

Chad memories not yours beta

????????

it's been so long and was brief even at the time. have to wonder if it's better or worse this way!

That, alongside showing that which you can never obtain.

@@captainsober yep...

"Homesick for a place I'm not even sure exists"

straight upt lived my dream lol. good for you ^^

How old were you and what city did you do that in? I feel like that's impossible now

In the end of the day, people are the sum of their mistakes

You should let those nostalgic feelings die. Whoever that person was it sounds like it was a bad person tricking you.

Godbless You All.

And then you look back and think "why'd I hestitate" and think of the possibilities.

Your comment shows your years of experiences in life, without a doubt I know your not a teen by that alone, it’s been 13 years since these events happened to me but the memories fill my daydreams like a never ending cycle, I want to relive it, not recreate it

Stop consuming doomer content bro

It's a suffocating feeling

But we still return to it for some masochistic reason

the first thought i had was 'bro had a heart attack'

Same

same

real

shame that's is how almost all of us gonna die... ALONE

You see, the problem is, you still do anyway. It doesn't matter you like it or not.

We all appear to get into this childish hope that one day we will be pulled out of the darkness we are so embedded in by that one charming person, equally hurt by life with whom we can nurture each other's wounds. We like to think in such ways about the teenage love we could never experience, the childhood we could never enjoy, about the sentiments stolen from us. It is nice to wonder about the slim chance that this crippling loneliness will be ripped away from our withered hearts down to its very wicked roots, and we will finally be able to feel, and "be" in the moment. We'll be able to gently place our heavy, exhausted heads on that person's shoulder and express how long we've been searching for across this globe. But that is immature. It is improbable. It is irrational. Or so a side of me says. It calls me to action, accuses me of not doing enough for what I seek, and does so rightfully. I agree to an extent, that it isn't fruitful to remain sedentary and hold onto a fragile dry hope. However, as many points out, one has to allow themselves to feel these things. One has to "stay," for a moment at least, and listen to the weeps of their inner child even if they don't have any special someone to mend it. One has to truly let these bitter yet profound sentiments flow through their core, perhaps they should weep themselves. It hurts both to just "wait," allowing a childish long-lasting melancholy and an indechipherable sense of deppressiveness to take over, but it also hurts to try to "supress," pretending that this primal longing doesn't exist. It is fine to feel for once, and it is fine to tell someone about it. As long as we don't trap ourselves in a chamber of our own thoughts echoing over and over again, causings us to remain completely passive and hopeless, it is fine to embrace this dread, grief, sorrow, longing, or whatever one may call it. It is healthy, even. To allow our various faces to express themselves externally, weep in peace and reflect, plan, perhaps start moving. I'm just here as a reminder folks, not to motivate or manipulate into a fake state of overzeal. That I too feel just like many of you. That as long as you don't forget to implement steps in your life to move towards "that person," no matter how small, you should feel no shame in feeling this way. This overwhelming sense that doesn't reflect a "fear of missing out", but rather a "fear of having missed out," it is painful and very, very, very disheartening. Personally though, I also find comfort in these sentiments. I can't be certain whether that's due to how shared our loneliness is, or how I have a lingering little shard of hope left unconsciously which I cling onto without a tomorrow, I can't put my finger on it. Maybe that's the irony, that we who often avoid these overwhelmingly dominant sentiments, we who can never feel safe or "in the moment," feel the most comfortable and present, detached from our chronic anxiety, when we are actively putting an effort into embracing our very grief that puts us to misery

@@korukuzey3248This is core wrenching yet so true.

⁠@@korukuzey3248probably one of the most beautiful comments I’ve ever heard. This is heart wrenching, yet so inspiring.

same

Its wild that decent human interaction with one other human being is considered something I will never have, but there you go

I was in a relationship that felt like I was single and dragging it myself now that I’m single I feel so much better and free You don’t wanna stay with someone that you don’t feel loves you

say you’re a privileged MFer without saying you’re privileged

THEY ARE REAL TO MEEEEEEE

Your feeling for her are not real

@@icaruscantfly9762 THEY ARE REAL TO ME!

Relatable, forgoing the experience of having a relationship and connection special to a person, for what, getting that grand Master title. League hooked me in real hard in my teenage years

arent u a teenage till ur like 20

I PROMISE you, highschool relationships are overrated. From someone who experienced it, tv, movies, books glorify EVERYTHING. When you’re a teenager, you are extremely uncomfortable, awkward, your mom has to drive you two everywhere because you can’t, and parents don’t let their kids just go out at night like in the movies. Real life is not like this. This is more like you and your friend hanging out in college or when you’re adults. Life gets better man. You’re just a fetus in high school. You’ve got a lot of growing ahead.

@@morganedwards6335 Ik. I'm already a working class adult, I'm just saying that most people probably skipped out on teenage love, and I would've preferred to experience it atleast once, even if it sucks yknow?

As someone who has experienced this video in great detail, the euphoric memories remain attached 13 years later still, I’m with a much better person than the person I spent those late nights in the city but… you can’t replace the experience, it was so new, bright and colourful, never wanting to end, I’m glad that it happened but, nolstagia brings nothing but sadness

Update: 1 month have passed since our breakup and she deleted all of our pictures together and blocked me everywhere, basically cut me off completely from her life. The worst break-up I've ever experienced in life, especially with the one I consider my first true love. I don't think I want to feel love anymore, it hurts so much...

I wish I never met her

Dang, I'm kinda late with this reply, I'm sorry to hear that. Hell, I've never been in a relationship myself, and sadly probably never will be any time soon, but I sympathize with that feeling of betrayal. I can't really speak on how much it hurt, but try and treat it in as a life story, convince yourself you will look back at all the good and bad things that happened in life as stories you will eventually tell others in the future. It's a certain wise callousness I've seen time and time again from old people, as their friends and family all come and go throughout the years, yet they still remain resilient. This is probably not good advice for other people, but one thing I've been saying to myself whenever something bad happens, always remember that throughout the entire history humanity has existed, bet that there are many others who have faced the same problem as me, with the same sins and grievances, who even suffered more than me, but they still lingered on, who am I to give up if they didn't? Keep fighting the good fight, man.

yes

maybe its a mix of both, you never know what tomorrow will bring, the friend could be gone tomorrow but at the same point the friend could also become the camera mans future wife and they could have many more adventures after this one life is like that, its cruel, but it can be forgiving, im not like most people telling you to be optimistic and tell you to think life is all sunshine and rainbows, no. im here to tell you that life is unpredictable. this could be a part of a beautiful love story or a Shakespearean tragedy

shes just takin the train home :)

good luck to you buddy 💗💗

May you prosper and go far in life.

​@@grassystarsThank you, sometimes these words are not enough. Wish you same

Tch, tell me about it. The only thing that motivates me is pure spite and bitterness.

Thank you, you helped me ❤

I am trying, I will have money, an aesthetic physique and other shit but love

@@chief4236 nah dude you will find love eventually, i used to think i would never find love as well but now i have a girlfriend and i am in a happy relationship with her

@@ultralasagnagod5847 honestly, I don't want to feel trully happy, not sure if happiness would fill this void inside me, all I want is to be satisfied with myself, existencial crisis been hitting lately

Great essay about going over the pain of loneliness.

Again we search to feel But amidst the waves and sunken ships we forgot what is feeling Only to decend into madness. Honestly, i can't even tell whether this is because we "missed" teenage love or not, since somehow that is what i think most people get this feeling from and how the media portray it doesnt help the fact that we were already curious. We thought that love was something we werent ready for, something that would only hinder us from reaching what we sought. But then school is over and what we sought was... Nothing. We reached nothing but numbers on papers and we realized all the things that could have happened, all amazing ones that we somehow "miss". Arguably, some people who has experienced teenage love told me many times that it was not worth it, that they were too irresponsible. That it costed something dear for the both of them. But to us that didnt get to experience it, it was something we simply crave. Or rather, we wanted to feel... Love. It's funny to think that love comes with responsibility because we all know we cant live of love. That's why teenage love was so pointless. But we couldnt help the fact that it was a desire, especially in those phase we were changing to have a hand to hold and a shoulder to lean on. Yet we denied it and that denial costed us dearly, so ironic. Both of us, who did and who did not, were scarred by a trauma of our own. Of actions that we regret, that we thought what the other did or had was a good thing. Yet here we are, reminiscing. Crazy how you made me write all that but thanks for the thought provoking essay, you are awesome. If possible, can we be friends?

Thank you so much

Lain said something like that 25 years ago

yeah you can achive the same effect if you had a big library of diffrent poses of the same charachter. you could also di ti easier with a 3d model.

She did NOT deserve to be treated like that man 😔

LOL right As if Everything is now gone. Thankfully the video is perfect the way it is already 🙏

Yea a lost and doomed Generation most of them either are the verry objective and consumeristic socialmedia types then there are the political extremist (redpillers/sjw)and then there are the doomer ones that cope with escapim and sad discordedits i personally kinda belong in the Last category. This Generation has No Future and is splittered appart like a Brocken bottle i seriously cant keep up my optimism or Hope for my Future i'll probably die without reitiring,with 1 or 2 Friends who feel the same whay as me, without a romantic partner, and most importand of all still mostly feeling alone and empty.(sorry Bad english lol)

Couldn't agree more. We all appear to get into this childish hope that one day we will be pulled out of the darkness we are so embedded in by that one charming person, equally hurt by life with whom we can nurture each other's wounds. We like to think in such ways about the teenage love we could never experience, the childhood we could never enjoy, about the sentiments stolen from us. It is nice to wonder about the slim chance that this crippling loneliness will be ripped away from our withered hearts down to its very wicked roots, and we will finally be able to feel, and "be" in the moment. We'll be able to gently place our heavy, exhausted heads on that person's shoulder and express how long we've been searching for across this globe. But that is immature. It is improbable. It is irrational. Or so a side of me says. It calls me to action, accuses me of not doing enough for what I seek, and does so rightfully. I agree to an extent, that it isn't fruitful to remain sedentary and hold onto a fragile dry hope. However, as many points out, one has to allow themselves to feel these things. One has to "stay," for a moment at least, and listen to the weeps of their inner child even if they don't have any special someone to mend it. One has to truly let these bitter yet profound sentiments flow through their core, perhaps they should weep themselves. It hurts both to just "wait," allowing a childish long-lasting melancholy and an indechipherable sense of deppressiveness to take over, but it also hurts to try to "supress," pretending that this primal longing doesn't exist. It is fine to feel for once, and it is fine to tell someone about it. As long as we don't trap ourselves in a chamber of our own thoughts echoing over and over again, causings us to remain completely passive and hopeless, it is fine to embrace this dread, grief, sorrow, longing, or whatever one may call it. It is healthy, even. To allow our various faces to express themselves externally, weep in peace and reflect, plan, perhaps start moving. I'm just here as a reminder folks, not to motivate or manipulate into a fake state of overzeal. That I too feel just like many of you. That as long as you don't forget to implement steps in your life to move towards "that person," no matter how small, you should feel no shame in feeling this way. This overwhelming sense that doesn't reflect a "fear of missing out", but rather a "fear of having missed out," it is painful and very, very, very disheartening. Personally though, I also find comfort in these sentiments. I can't be certain whether that's due to how shared our loneliness is, or how I have a lingering little shard of hope left unconsciously which I cling onto without a tomorrow, I can't put my finger on it. Maybe that's the irony, that we who often avoid these overwhelmingly dominant sentiments, we who can never feel safe or "in the moment," feel the most comfortable and present, detached from our chronic anxiety, when we are actively putting an effort into embracing our very grief that puts us to misery.

@@korukuzey3248 TLDR 💀

how did you steal my thoughts from my head? edit: like actually

All the best bro

@@korukuzey3248 bro... fuck, man.

thanks for subscribing even though all i post is random videos. i'd describe the video as bittersweet tbh

Ohh🤣

you'll get there bud, i believe in you

@@yvji we really need some more positivity in this comment section, I feel like this video makes people sad that they wont ever get this when in reality their life is probably just beginning

Youre rightmen thanks for reminding me

🤣🤣🤣 but a lot of people still think about it and cry..omg

It’s too early to think that you won’t succeed. It will work if you take care of yourself first, just learn to love yourself.

Okay then let me take your soul

Not to worry about that because she hate you

Ohhh

*hugs you*

No, it definitely isn't nonsense. I'm sure many people including me, share such thoughts

В сегодняшнем мире мы имеем практически безграничные возможности знакомства с новыми людьми. Не отчаивайтесь! Даже если из раза в раз все очень плохо, есть шанс что впереди Вас ждет что-то светлое.

Пойми, что дружба это не талант, она не может быть дана или не дана, и её не нужно как-то тренировать. Если ты хороший человек настоящая дружба придёт за тобой, и когда-нибудь она тебя точно поймает.) Ты можешь ускорить процесс нахождения друзей улучшив навыки общения, и почаще выходя из дома. И если ты думаешь какой в этом смысл, искать друзей чтобы потом они просто исчезли? Не живи с этой мыслью, но будь готова к этому. И да, забудь уже старые воспоминания, они приятные, но такие вредные. Сделай новые лучше старых, это у тебя точно получится. Все верят в тебя!

Привет! Как дела у тебя? Надеюсь у тебя всё хорошо, и ты нашла хороших друзей, которые понимают тебя. И если это так, то я очень рад за тебя.) Прости если потревожил.

* hugs you *

Can you explain pls? Who's Ame?

Suicide is just a form of escape, we all want to be happy hope we all become happy brah