I had a similar type experience but in reverse... around the age of 33 I had a mental break down and went into a state of pure panic for a few years. Prior to this I had a sense that I was a character following the course of fate, everything was preordained, and that I had a destiny. Then that all went away. I continue to make art, but in a way it feels like an aftermath. It's simply the only thing that I can do at this point.

His arts changed me 😊