For those of y'all who were asking, I did not forget the outro music. I am using my new computer and have not transferred over all the music yet. So there is going to awkwardly be no outro for this vlog. :P

I could feel how freaked out you were when you had the reaction. So scary but I’m glad you were able to control it and Harlow was there. You got this. Lots of love from my pup and I in texas

I am *SOOOO* very thankful your mom is able to be close enough to be there when you need someone, like times like this. I'm 47 and actually live with my mom so SHE can help ME. I find it ironic.. we're suppose to be taking care of our parents and they're still taking care of us. Now I can't drive due to Cervicalcranial Instability, Chiari, severe cervical disk degeneration, and a plethora of other issues. Mom and I write our doc appointments on the calendar to keep from overlapping each other. Caretakers just don't get enough credit if you ask me💜💟

I want to thank you Jaquie. Your positive attitude towards your medical issues gave me the motivation I needed to go back to the doctors again and try and find more ways to deal with my own chronic illnesses.

I‘m like 2 minutes into the video, but i have to say i really love that montage at the beginning 👍🏼

I'm so glad you were able to abort the allergic reaction! Praying that your medical team can figure out a safer treatment plan for the MRSA!!

Harlow is part of the holy trinity of KZfaq service dogs Hero, Stella, Harlow

You have so much energy and so happy your mom is near you for theses things. I appreciate my brother for driving me to the doctor or freaking out when I fall or have pain.

Don't worry about the music, stay well, love you and your dog Harlow.

No worries about the music Jaquie. It was so obvious how freaked you were after the reaction - sending postive thoughts and hopes that the erythromycin can help even just a tiny bit so you can stay on day feeds!

I'm glad your ok. And your mom is there for you. And also Harlow alarmed you. You have a beautiful family

I'm relatively new to your inspiring channel but have already noticed your affection for Disney, so I'd like to throw out a tv show recommendation. Pushing Daisies is a funny and adorable fairy tale for adults. It always lifts my spirits when I'm stuck on the couch feeling ill. Plus, there's a golden retriever. :D

hey jaquie! this is my first time commenting, and i wanted to thank you for how helpful your videos have been to fellow chronic pain warriors. my mom and i struggle with fibromyalgia on a daily basis, and as a 20 year old, we're trying to hold off on diagnosing my condition as long as possible for insurance pre-existing condition purposes. i know your struggle of feeling like you've got the body of an 85 year old trapped in a 21 year old body! maybe we're just old souls. :^) i also wanted to wish you luck on starting your communications degree next spring. as a fellow communications scholar, it's awesome to see interest in the field! you're going to absolutely love it. keep us posted on what you'll be learning! i'm so excited for you. i've learned so much about other chronic illnesses from watching your vlogs and videos. keep doing what you're doing, jaquie! and give a big kiss to harlow for me :")

When a dog has a better diet than you...

Congrats on reaching day feeds!!! And don't get discouraged about the allergic reactions, it will work out. But you know, sometimes you need to cry into a pillow about frustrating things! I don't do it often, but when I reach that point it's ugly tears!

Hi jaquie. I am sorry you had the allergic reaction but I know you and your doctors will get it all figured out. I have a doctors appointment next week to hopefully figure out my chronic pain issues, and probably go to a specialist to get diagnosed with something. Seeing your battles with chronic pain helps me know that there is hope and help for chronic pain. Thank you. I hope today is going better for you. ❤️

I love the time lapse at the beginning! I'm also happy that you got the reaction under control, and that your mom lives so close now. As much as it may not seem like it, I feel like things are starting to fall in place for you! Praying that these difficult times will fall into place with everything else. Love your videos, keep being you! ❤

I’m so sorry u hav been so overwhelmed recently!! Pls know that u always help me so much when I go thru hard times (THANK U!!) and we’re here for u when u need it. Sending hugs!! ❤️

So glad you got to take care of the reaction while you could! Praying for you Jaquie! Hope today is a better day for you! Love you and Harlow!❤️🐾

OMG Jaquie, you scared the crap out of me!!! I'm so glad you were able to halt it so quickly and that both Harlow and your Mom were able to help you. Please take care and prayers are coming your way.

Hi Jaquie! I just want to say you are truly an inspiration for those who have chronic illness and even to those who don't. You are so detailed in your videos and explain things so well. I know you have been having some bumps along the way recently but I pray that God gives you wisdom and knowledge as well as the doctors. You are unique and a beautiful child of God inside and out. Life is challenging, but God's grace and love is never ending. I get really bad migraines and can not function for the entire day and it can last a few days sometimes. I have had them once a week, twice a month and sometimes just once. I find sometimes in my hardest moments even when I'm throwing up from the nausea it causes that God gives me the strength to get through and even puts on my heart people to pray for that day. When we are weak he is strong. I praise Him on the good days and praise His Holy name on the bad days. I am so happy for you that you got your wonderful (and really pretty looking) wheel chair. You are also blessed with such a wonderful dog who loves you so much as well as a husband who adores you. Some people struggle in life just to find people in their life that care the way your family and friends care for you. I have three kids (two teens) and I talk to them about you all the time as well as to my husband and friends. You are such a lovely, smart and talented young lady. Stay strong, keep praying and remember every day in life we have a purpose by our Heavenly Father. God knew you before you were created in your mother's womb, he know's how many hairs are on your head. He knows the beginning from the end. Continue to trust in the Lord God with all your heart, lean not on your understanding but let him guide your path. Lord God I come to you in the mighty name of your son Jesus Christ. Father I God I enter into your courts with praise and thanks giving. Oh Father God how truly good you are. Through the good times and the bad you are there. You know Jaquie's heart and her struggles. Father God I place Jaquie before your alter Lord God. I pray Father God that you pour out your love and peace upon her in Jesus mighty name. I pray Lord God that her toe be healed and that the medication to not give her bad reactions or to find one that will be better on her body. Strengthen her physically, mentally and emotionally Lord God. I pray for her marriage. Continue to bless it Lord God. May they continue to grow in their love and may they be over comers. Lord God put out your Holy spirits upon her. May your spirit fill her, teach her and bring her to a growing knowledge of you daily. May she read from your word when she needs strength and contour to talk to you in her quiet times. I thank you for Jaquie. I thank you for her kind heart, I thank you that she has been helping thousands upon thousands and more to encourage and give knowledge to. Thank you for her strength and humility and her complete honesty. Lord I pray for healing in her body Lord God. I'm Jesus name I pray Amen. Have a wonderful day and God bless you! Mary

I loved the intro to your vlog today! It was done really well. Great job! Congrats on your goal day feed rate!!

You are so very brave, Jaquie! Congrats on hitting your day feed goal! Your allergic reaction to the antibiotic must have been rough. But you got it to stop and that is fantastic. Sending you lots of love and hugs. Praying for you, too :D Thanks for taking us on your journey!

The strength you have always feels like it transfers to me when I watch you vlogs! I hope you feel better we love you

Harlow is a canine angel. So scary about your reaction. I always wish you the best💞

I'm so glad you stay motivated in the face of setbacks and more importantly you are honest with us and yourself as not every day is gonna be perfect. Focus on little goals and little wins is what I'm learning from you in my daily life! Thanks! :-)

I don’t know who’s more excited that you reached your goal rate, me or you. Every time I go to Disney World I always hope I see you there, it hasn’t happened yet but I’m staying on the lookout!

Yay so excited for you to start on day feeds!! Finger crossed that you will be able to have more day feeds days

Keep fighting Jaquie! You’ll get through this. Good job getting through your reaction. I have SVT, so I totally get what it feels like, how scary it is to suddenly have your heart going so fast. It’s scary. But you’re doing great getting through it! Sending love and prayers your way!

i love yo jaquie, keep on fighting and focuse on the positives like you always do! you really inspire me dayly to keep on going and try being happy , thank you

Oh, Jacquie! So sorry Sweetie , that you're having such a rough time. There has been one thing after another for you lately. ( Chronic illness does suck!) Rest up sweetie. So glad your Mum could come around. We love you. Don't rush.You are doing just fine! Love from Australia XXX

I hope you feel better Jaquie! You , just like Janice, are true warriors! I have faith that you will get over this bump in the road! Sending you prayers and get well wishes! PS- I'm so glad you found the Frey life! They are awesome, like you!

Please send our love to your mom! I think lots of us appreciate that she is so close! I worry about you sometimes and it's nice to know she is right there.

I felt so bad to see you have that reaction, just a testament to the ups and downs with this illness. Praying God will help you on your journey to keep moving forward, even when that's two steps forward one step back. Feel better!

Hi Jaquie! Have been watching you for a while now and let me tell you - you are amazing! Real soldier! I really admire you for your spirit! Well done and keep it up! I have no chronic illnesses or anything like that but i have a very hectic job when i need to travel for work twice a week every week all over Europe (i live in the UK), catching silly o'clock flights at 7am, getting up at 3am and doing 12 hour long days and 14-15 hour long ones on the travel day. And let me tell you... on the weekend i just turn into a potato and watch youtube all day... And when i see you doing all those things and pushing through all the struggles you have - i realise how much i pity myself and how much time spend being a lazy ass frankly. So you are such and inspiration - thanks so much for that! Stay strong! And Harlow omg! Such a sweet dog! I wish i could have a dog - but i can't with all that travel for now. Give her a little boop on the cute nose from me! Cheers! PS: I seem to never see your videos on my feed - i need to specifically go to your channel page - is that right? Or is it not working just for me? Take care, Jaquie x And hope your allergies stop and you find a good replacement for the antibiotic.

I’m happy about your goal rate with the feeds and I hope you find good MRSA antibiotics! Good luck!!

I'm glad your mom lives so close and can come over to be with you. I understand your panic when these allergic reactions start. I hope your doctors are able to find something else that will work on the MRSA.

I’m so sorry that things seem to be on a downward spiral at the moment :( You are so strong, keeping going against all odds, and I really hope that things start to pay off like you deserve them to soon! Also thanks for your inspiration! I’m now pursuing what could be the underlying cause of issues I’ve been putting up with for a while ❤️

All the love to you, Jaquie. The mum in me wanted to hug you to help you feel better, so I'm glad your mom and your pooch are there for you. I hope your doc has some good options for you tomorrow. 💙💜💗

I hope you are feeling better today:) yah I get that feeling too when it really gets frustrating when my illness don’t play fair with me. My body has been developing more and more illness as I grew up and sometimes it can get quite frustrating but it’s okay we will keep going after we have our moments to express our emotions 💪🏼

I love the morning routine being included! Please do this again soon!

Aaawwee sweetheart, just take a break from everything for a while if you can...you are such a courageous, beautiful soul. I understand as I live with many different autoimmune diseases myself, and on Chemo and Epilepsy medication as well and.... and...You are in my prayers, hugs, C.

Dearest Jaquie...you are such a trooper !! I know what it feels like to be doing everything right and still have things go wrong....it is so frustrating and overwhelming....but what choices do we have...?? Do we give up?? Absolutely not. We just have to keep on going and concentrate on happy things....such as Disney movies...lol !!! Know that you are loved and have many people praying for you. Vicki

So glad you made it to day feeds. Enjoy the puppy snuggles! Oh man on the allergic reaction. Very thankful and happy your mom is so close.

Congratulations on reaching day feeds. Yaaay. So sad that you reacted to the antibiotics. I am also at the stage of doing the right things, trying to pace myself & then it still affects you. I struggle daily & get so frustrated. Try & keep your chin up, we can both get through this. Love from Australia.x

I loved this intro on this video!!! It was really cool to see your morning routine!!!

We love you girl. Praying for you.

OmGOSH Jacquie I hope you feel better today.. You are so awesome me and my kids love ya lots and Always keep you in our prayers xoxo

So sorry about the reaction. Hopefully the dr’s and yourself can come up with a plan so you can continue taking it. And congrats on reaching you goal rate for day feeds!!

Hope today is a better day for you. Its funny how Harlow got up as you were putting the medicine in. Dogs are an amazing

You are so strong. The mom in me wants to be there with you so you’re not alone.

bless your sweet heart, always staying so positive in such difficult situations. which I might add, in turn reminds me to be a little more positive about life. I pray for you often! but you're such an encouragement. big hugs dear :)

Loved the opening montage!

hope you can get the MRSA fix 😢. So happy that you are on day feeds now. Sending my love from New Zealand 💕

Love you girlie 😘 (and of course Harlow) I love how you always shown your positive attitude about everything based on your vlogs :) I really do looked up to you so much and I enjoyed your videos :)

I like this new montage thing! super fun music style too.

Thank u for sharing everything with us even the scary stuff. It helps me keep on plowing thru my medical issues. I try and be brave like you.

I was feeling panic when you were having your allergic reaction. Glad the Benedryl helped and you didn't have to use the Epie pen. Hope all goes well with you. Keep Moving Forward. God Be with you.

Oh Jacquie, that was so scary. I’m so sorry you had that allergic reaction. Phew. I’m glad you were able to act fast and give yourself the Benedryl. Gentle hugs and sleep well.

Hi sweet girl, I hope today is a better day for you. I know how scary anaphylactic allergies can be and when it comes to meds, you never know if you are allergic until you take it. At least with foods, you can avoid them. With meds, you take them because you need them, but I literally hold my breath whenever I start a new one. Even ones I took in the past, have been known to present symptoms. You are very right... it isn't fair, but you are such a strong person, Jaquie. You got this, even if it stinks and isn't fair. Love ya and thank you for sharing your journey, your lives and your pup! She is such a blessing - I am considering getting one myself, especially since I'm a single mom and my daughter will be moving out in a year or so. Right now I manage because she does a fair bit around here that I cannot do. I go back and forth on whether I should consider getting one though, because I do not have any life-threatening illnesses (other than allergies) and I feel guilty even considering taking a specially trained dog away from someone who has more dire health issues. I guess there's no harm in looking into it though. xoxox Heather🇨🇦

I love the style of how u filmed today

I'm so glad your doing better. You defiantly go through a lot. Great your momis not far from you.

love your time lapses...especially the ones when you're trying to exercise too funny! Hugs!!! xoxo

We are here for you Jaquie!!

Jaquie I will keep you in my prayers I hope you bet the Mrsa just keep going you are an inspiration to a lot of people

thanks for sharing everything that you did. It's understandable why you are frustrated at times and need to just let it go for a while. Hope you feel better soon sending you strength to keep moving forward to keep moving to keep moving forward.

Thank goodness your mom is so close - that must offer you peace of mind,

Sweetie take care of yourself, thank goodness your mom lives close by. Give hippo a hug from me.

Omg Jaquie!! You scared me!! I could tell you were scared crapless as well. Wow, yeah, no more of that med!! I can't tolerate it either, but I only vomit, not react like you did. Thank goodness you were with it enough you could stop it!! And also it's awesome your mom is so close now. I really hope you and your Dr can figure out what's going on. I'm catching up on your vlogs and every one seems to have something go wrong health wise(more than your "normal" day to day you usually share). Sending you lots of hugs and I'm thinking about you!! Keep on keeping on girl.

J., I'm so sorry. I know how difficult it all is :one thing is for sure, you deal much better than I do. Hang in and we're here for ya. Hold tight to your angel pup.

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!!

It really scared me to see you like that. So glad you were able to abort it. Praying for you sweetie. Better things are yet to come.

Jaquie you are such a strong woman!! I admire you 👍

Hugs to you. I'm sorry you have to deal with all of that. Also, you have a lovely dog.

Glad you made it through jaquie..love you

Thank you so much for you're amazing, inspiring content. It really helps me to deal with my EDS, metabolic disease and gastroparesis. So thank you so much! I was wondering if you got any tips and suggestions for me because I probably get a NJ tube soon. What can I expect and what are good tricks? Ps. Keep doing what you're doing because you're really special!♡

Congratulations on day feed goal!! Sorry u had such bad reaction to meds but glad u r ok.

I love the time lapses and the music 🎧💕

Aww I am so happy for you that is great. Keep up the good work.

You'd make this old paramedic happy if I knew you had at least one vial of IV Solu Medrol. God Bless you.

Hope you are feeling better. ❤️

Youre so strong Jaquie!!! Im so proud of you! You are not out of options and God is the Great Comforter and healer. He is using you to educate, encourage, and empower so many people that are in His Kingdom and not. People who havent learned His love and Goodness are seeing that Light through you and it is incredibly beautiful. The world of sin and darkness may have given you your chronic illnesses, but Jesus is using them to make paths in the darkness and streams in the wasteland. Dont be discouraged! Your light is brighter than you know. And the more cracks there are in a person, the more God's light can shine through ♡ Love ya sister!!!

My parents and my doctors always tell me that God gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors.

Chronically Jaquie ~ I'm so sorry you had a bad allergic reaction to the MRSA meds. Praying for you ! Love & Hugs :o)

I am SO SO sorry for your bad reaction to the MRSA meds. I hope the Doctor is able to find a med that works for you and gets rid of the MRSA. My son had MRSA all over his body....he got the MRSA from the locker room showers and/or equipment when he was playing college football. The good news, it eventually went away, and he is now MRSA free. It took several years, and unfortunately I can't remember enough about it to tell you the process he went through and what meds he was given. I am praying for you Jaquie.

I'm feeling overwhelmed also ..I was told that my first infusion i would get an allergic reaction that that happens the first time..so don't ever give up ❤🖒

Stay positive Jaquie 👍🛐for you

The beginning was soooo cool

I hope you're doing better. Was worried about that allergic reaction.

You are so Amazing Jaquie. Hope you enjoyed the movie. Sleep well xx

So glad your okay! That was scary

That’s exciting news that you can have Day feeds I’m happy your feeling better I get allergies reactions too they are not fun stay positive tomorrow is a new day don’t let your issues get to you

Hi Jaquie, one friendly​ suggestion, as soon as you draw up your meds, put the lid back on the bottle. Something I learned the hard way ( I hate to say TWICE!) after knocking over some very expensive meds AND permanently dying the carpet pink.

No more starting new meds without a doctor’s supervision young lady (wagging a finger) or when alone. Hope you are well now and thank you for your videos.

You got this! Keep your head up!

Hi Harlow its nice to see you and you to Jacquie

Sweet dreams Jaquie, Better day tomorrow

Today, on Facebook, I read the story of Kate Farms...really touching!

I’m surprised you are able to do those exercises! I have chronic pain and am unable to do any form of exercise. I used to be a certified yoga therapist but now I can’t do a single thing! I have always loved working out, yoga, walking etc.

Yay you reached it that is so awesome