365 days out of an 8 year relationship, breakup blindsided me and devastated me, so I agree. I'm still not ready to get back out there and it just would not be fair to someone. Give yourself the time to be you again. Not an us, just a me again. So you have everything to offer fresh to a new relationship.

Merry Christmas Willow!! I'm really happy you're looking forward to next year. And I agree with the spending time alone thing, I'm in the same boat as you and it's tough but it's so important. Sending love! Eat some tasty Christmas food today 💖

Thanks for doing plantmas this year. I thoroughly enjoyed the episodes. Definitely my season highlight. Have lots of fun in the mountains and take good care of yourself. Happy holidays as well as a good and healthy new year filled with love and success! Hope to see new videos in 2021.

Really enjoyed Plantmas! Thank you so much for the content. Enjoy your epic adventure! Wish you all the best for the new year! xoxo

Have an incredible trip and be safe!!! Much love and positivity in the new year! I can't wait to hear all about your trip but take all the time you need to come back to KZfaq!!!

WE LOVE YOU WILLOW! STAY STRONG AND ROCK ON. BEST WISHES AND LOTS OF LOVE FOR 2021!

Proud of you Willow, you did a great job doing plantmas. You seemed more relaxed about doing it this year which was great to see , I hope it was less pressure. I want to hear about your winter trip in the mountains at some point. Enjoy your time off and hope we see you in 2021. Much love, be safe.

I would love to hear you talk more about Big Brother. I find the whole thing interesting 💕⭐️

Yeah, the whole dating scene never appeals to me either! I really appreciate how open you've been about what you're going through, it's so refreshing and inspiring to hear someone acknowledge it and talk about it 💖

Haha I really enjoyed the music interlude there! Get it girl! On another note it was great to hear that you feel proud of yourself and that you're celebrating your journey. I think that's neat. I had no idea you were in big brother, I found your channel just through scrolling! So I guess I'm up the early hours again here in NZ looking for any old episodes!

Wishing you Willow a lovely Christmas and a Happy New Year 🥳💕

Glad to hear improvements and you’r doing better. I like the advice about congratulating yourself for coming out that should be something to do.

*PLANTMAS.....The only good thing from 2020.....Thank you Willow 😻*

Merry Christmas Willow. Cant wait for the next one. Always a joy seeing your lovely self.

I am proud of you and I loved your vlogs due to you being honest, thank you for everything you bring us. Wish you a Merry Christmas and hope you have a better 2021, and will see you in the next vlog. I feel you are not alone because there is a lot of us that care about you. Love you from Sydney Australia 💕💕💕

Merry Christmas Willow. Sending love and big hugs from the Philippines.

Happy last day of Plantmas. You did it 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 and I am super proud of you for that. Have fun on your hike/camping adventure and can’t wait to see the pics and videos from that trip. Have a fabulous day Willow 😃

Merry Christmas 🎄 I agree, take time for yourself.

Merry Christmas. Love u and your videos. Be safe. I hope the New year brings you everything you want. So proud of you.

wooow thats good to hear 💕 back at the top again ❤️❤️❤️

Merry christmas. I agree, I really think a year isn't a wrong thing to say. I think its the best. I did that too and still am. I need that time coming from a toxic situation .

Hi Willow! Kayla here! I’m a new subscriber and I’m now just catching up on Plantmas 🤗 Hope you are enjoying the big Xmas adventure! Can’t wait to hear about it!

merry christmas willow. I'm happy you're doing okay. hang in there, I'm here for you. wherever you're going allow yourself to move forward and take care of yourself

Its been great seeing you, following your journey. Also, I'm from Colombia, so I'm really excited to see your videos from my country!

Thank you for plantmas you are amazing! I enjoyed every one of them. Take time to heal and I will say that your future girlfriend will be so lucky to have you ❤️ Happy holiday my friend

Oh y ... Merry Chrismast n Happy New Year 2021 Willow ... Will be better n wish you all the best ... Blessing ... don't forget to be happy always and enjoy your life ... Give a regard to Allison too ... 🙏😊

You did amazing vlogging I really enjoyed watching it bought a smile to my face thank you willow from Dublin Ireland happy Christmas and stay safe hope to see u again in the future

Merry Christmas willow. God bless❤❤❤🙏

You helped me get through my break up thank u an 2020 was heart breaking year. you are a beautiful raw down to earth person never loose yourself. a good song is free your mind from the 90s girl power uplifting song blar it...keep traveling.

Merry Christmas Willow💝

Merry Christmas Willow you're inspiring me for being alone I love 💕 you 🥰

The best thing you can do is share this journey with us. Thank you as I have been healing finding the mountains too and doing a crazy New Year adventure in the mountains this year to bring in the great New Year. I'm happy to love myself first so I may be ready to love someone else knowing what I truly can bring to another relationship one day or I may be I'll be good with myself. I have surrounded my self with people that have the same interests and we have fun. Like minded people as your self will bring your journey to a better level one that allows you to reach the highest mountains. May the New Year bring you all the best!!

Merry Christmas 🎄 Willow stay safe!

Merry Christmas willow 🌲💐. 😘🌈🇬🇧❤️

merry christmas willow and allison, thanks for sharing this vlog, keep it up, enjoy and have fun, praying for your happines and a wonderful future ahead of you. continue to inspire people despite of your hard situation, you are not alone willow. Lovelots, from philippines...

Merry Christmas Willow 🎄

I have followed you on insta for a long time, I usually am on that more than KZfaq these days. Since you don’t use Spotify you should maybe make a highlight reel on insta of when ever you post your fav songs. You have a great taste In Music!

Merry Christmas Willow ❤️

Hello willow. Merry Christmas 🎄💗

merry xmas willow

I agree with your mindset on dating as well as giving yourself plenty of time to mend your heart and work on yourself. Outfit on point😊 🎶 Looking so cute and happy when you shared some music 🎶 Happy Holidays and be Safe on your trip💛❤

Its always good to get balance in your life....just give time to heal and enjoy your time....I wish you well on your new journey of your life..and have a great Xmas and a great 2021.......

Merry Christmas girl 🎄🎄🎄🎅🎅🎅🎅🎅

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Hope for the best one for you! Stay with us please cuz your video is always awesome and inspiring! 🎄❤🍷🎅

Merry Christmas willow and no your not a bad person you are the sweetest person ever love you so much hope you have an absolutely awesome holiday hun

Willow I miss you so much and merry Christmas

# Love the way, You are working & handling your self & life ❤️. Proud of You.Stay Happy & Safe🌼!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and God bless you and stay safe and healthy. Love 💘, so much 💓

Thanks for your interesting blog, it's good to see you before your expedition or could it be more, an experience of a lifetime?. Yes you have been in the mountains before but this sounds far removed from those. I wish you well in this venture, ending such a bad year on a high.

Thank u willow be who u are we are here to support you❣️. Your amazing person, kind, caring and u help people that need extra help. Continue to be you and honest♥️. We love you and be safe. More camping and hiking in 2021 ❤️❤️. Love from the Philippines♥️

I admire you for being tough and being you..happy new year.god bless..

yesssss more bbcan talks!!! the thumb approves!!!

Merry Christmas from Oklahoma!

Merry christmas willow,,, watching from philippines,,,

Happy Boxing Day Willow! Love to you and your loved ones! I did a cheers with you with a Dr. Pepper :)

Merry christmas willow be happy🎄🎄👏👏🇵🇭🇵🇭

It's been only 6 days and I miss you already 😢 i can't wait to see a new video 😞❤️ you can't understand how much you're helping me to keep going in my life ❤️

You're an inspiration. I've taken a year after my last abusive relationship to heal....it was the most important thing ive done in my life...you are your most important relationship!

Merry Christmas everyone and Willow your be fine you are a rock solid and strong be kind to yourself and be happy always

I've had a few of my own hurdles and needed time to gather things on my end. One of the things on the list was to catch back up on you. I'll leave this right here>> ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Merry Christmas

Hola Williow espero que hallas tenido una linda navidad junta a los tuyos., te deseo una hermosa semana llena de buenas vibras 🤘🏻😚😚

Absolutely not dating is such a great mindset to have after a long-term relationship ends-self-discovery and reflection is so important.

_Are you dating?,,,,,,, NO ......(but thankfully I've got Adam & Eve sponsorship.)🤣🤣_

merry christmas to all 🎄❤️💕🙏🏻

merry Christmas ⛄⛄

Congratulations to the person who came out 👏🎉💜

Hello! You made a great couple with Allison! Much love for you in this difficult time !!!! ❤️❤️

Just wanted to say you are not mean you are a very caring and loving person. And I agree that after a breakup should take some time for yourself and not rush back in to one. ❤️❤️

Organically. yes. Totally agree on the staying single for a year thing. It's just a year. Accomplish some things and kick up some dust.... then let the dust settle wherever it happens to fall. Oh the beautiful chaos of life. So excited.

Now you and alayna can start dating FINALLY!!

Your so cute willow...I always 😘 and im proud of you always ❤️❤️

Merry Xmas Idol

Thats it willow youre doing well now happy holiday i"m from the Philippines always be safe when you travel

Merry Christmas... Stay strong...

I would love to hear more about your big brother experience if you’re comfortable talking about it :)

Have a great time whatever you do!

merry christmas

Happy Plantmas! Love watching your videos! Love your taste in music! Song rec for you, Puddles by Daniela Andrade 😁💃

The real question is "Are you dating Alayna?"

Merry Christmas willow❤

We’re proud of you too ☺️

Be safe, relaxed, and let nature do it’s thing and heal you (also’ pleeeeeease be safe, lol)! We 💜 you!

Dating is hard in general but take your time until you are ready to date someone again. I agree to take time for yourself. Love you Willow.

Very proud of you.

Feliz navidad willow 🎄🎁🌟💌🌈❤a love you love argentina 🇦🇷🇦🇷🎁💙

Love the outfit

You have gotten everyone amazed.

You DEF not sound like an A-hole! Rather like the type of person I appreciate the most, and I wish you the bestest Xmas and life in general!!!!!! ♥♫

When you are ready to date again or start talking to women you will. It takes time to heal.. You was with Allison for awhile... Just be happy in life everyday and make great choices. Merry Christmas

You're describing me. I'm your type. 😁😅 Not that I really think that would happen, but just an observation 🤗

idk you from big brother but would love to hear more about that

I think Nala gets in the fridge and shakes up your beer when you're not looking. 😹 Cats need entertainment too (LOL)

Stay strong keep or head up got

I appreciate your vulnerability

I'm an introvert!😎

Should do a zoom video collab with the three muskaqueers! Bring the collab back but corona style

novo amor is INCREDIBLE

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Still merry Christmas Willow.. Maybe you don't care but I think I'm Bi, I'm dating a man at the moment.