"You want to know why I'm writing all the time ?
The answer's quite easy, actually. The reason
I'm constantly writing is because it organizes
my thoughts and helps me to cope with trauma."
- user Casiopé Black, somewhere since 2015
I made this because I had insomnia and I broke my pencil because of how fast I was writing. It made me mad so I turned on the computer (no dirty pun intended) and made this. This edit has nothing special to it and I don't expect it to get attention. I'll just use it to rant today because I'm clearly losing it and by tomorrow, I'll make it private. So, don't actually bother to react to it any way :))) I'll upload a Ginny Potts edit later, but it didn't feel right to upload it this week. Like... at all.
Before anyone points out : yes, I have watched Hamilton.
Ever since I was able to hold a pencil between my fingers I was writing. I write poems, songs, stories, one-shots, fanfictions etc. I can't count how much unfinished and finished projects I have but there has not been a single day I had not written something. Writing had became a second nature for me, a part of me. And my parents don't especially support it. No one really does. But I'm doing it anyway because it keeps sane. I had a nightmare and I woke up and wrote the beggining of a countless story. Then my pencil broke and it made me pissed so I went to edit something but I couldn't get anything properly done. It pissed me off even more. So I started a single project to let all my frustration going into. The song choice came out of nowhere, not gonna lie but I like it, it's fitting. It was 3AM when I was done with the project and I fell asleep around 7 to wake up at 9. Yes. I have sleeping problems. And somehow, I'm helpless (wink, wink). But when I woke up, I actually did not remember the video. I was away and got... d to the r to the u to "you know the rest" and then remembered and laughed when watching it. I also had coffee, officially, for the first time of my life. That's disgusting, but that's only my opinion !!! So just imagine yourself : a sleep deprived lass who had had 10 hours of sleep in the past 3 days (roughly) + drinks + coffee + anxiety = mess. I'm the mess, nice to meet you. That's it, my rant ends there :)))))))))) I'll see you soon with proper content, bye bye :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
PS : Non Stop is actually the best song that could represent me out of the whole musical, Satsified and Congratulations being closly second.
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⦁ Program | Sony Vegas
⦁ Song | Non Stop from Hamilton : the Musical
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