living alone diaries: taking small steps to find my light again, matcha oatnogg & decorating my tree

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7 ай бұрын

hey boos 🫶🏾,
it's tiiiiiiime 🎅🏾🎄
i'm slowly starting to get into the holiday spirit, but when you're single and you live alone, it can be difficult to find all the motivation to decorate and go gift shopping for others. luckily, this Christmas I'm nt spending it alone and I'll be going back upstate New York to spend it with my mum, brothers and cousins.
i'm also really proud of myself for getting back in the gym and taking better control over what i'm feeding myself although i'm a one woman show right now.
also, what do we think about this hair?! because yes ma'am. this is for sure going to be my new look during the colder months this season. i'm obsessed! anyways, i hope your week is going amazing! sending you big, big hugs. take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️
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camera: Sony ZV-1M2 & iPhone 13 Pro Max
editing software: Final Cut Pro X
music: Soundcloud & Epidemic Sounds
#livingalone #christmasdecor #motivation

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@amayadree 7 ай бұрын

Your friend is right...sit with the discomfort, learn how you can deal with it. It will make you stronger. You are young, successful at your job, you have friends, continue your therapy, do things you love and you will see life is full of seasons and you will know how to overcome it. Those moments are parts of life. You got it

@moribo_r.a.m 7 ай бұрын

I was gonna say babe, that boy made you hate the city but you don't have to leave because of that. Create new beautiful memories in a place that reminds you of hurt at some point. One day that'll be the only thing you remember about the city, beautiful moments 🤍💐🇿🇦🤗

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

chile, we working through it. i'll likely stick it out through my lease, but baby i gots to get outta here lol.

@trini.south.speaks 7 ай бұрын

a boy def made me hate and leave atlanta, but now that i'm gone i can clearly see it was him and nOt the city. now I miss it, lol!

@Mrschillpepper 7 ай бұрын

Yeah I agree with @moribo_r.a.m you just said you have a tendency of running with things don’t do your way. It’s all about growth bookie! We love and We learn 😘

@dadra.d 7 ай бұрын

Ik this comment was meant for her but thank u for saying that . I’ve decided to take over the apartment where I previously rented with my boyfriend and i was thinking there are so many different memories hear how can I move on and focus on me

@dadra.d 7 ай бұрын

Thank u ❤

@Bowing2TheAncestors 7 ай бұрын

No matter where YOU go, there YOU are. 💖

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

my favorite quote! ❤ thank you for the reminder :)

@PleasantlyIntroverted 7 ай бұрын

I always love your vlogs, always aesthetically pleasing, informative, and relaxing.

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you so much for watching my love! i appreciate you!

@jasminedowell4295 7 ай бұрын

Your energy was so UP in this video. Glad to see you smiling!💝💝

@BABYXJAY 6 ай бұрын

I feel like I’m living in my future when I watch your videos. They’re so classy and luxurious which is what I’ve been manifesting for myself. Thank you so much ❤️

@holly_kalonji 7 ай бұрын

I absolutely love your personality; your aura; your energy! So, so vibrant! Also, you've got such a beautiful smile, chiiile!🥹🫶🏾

@jr9941 6 ай бұрын

Girl, your hair and hairstylist is awesome! She did that!!!! I can't wait to see my hair magician..... Nothing like a great hairstylist! ❤❤❤

@belinbevdenise 7 ай бұрын

I am a fan. Love your channel. It's relaxing and nostalgic of my younger years.

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

aww, thank you so so much! this was such a sweet comment! 🥹💗

@zintlengcolomba1189 6 ай бұрын

I love you Amani,you are a breath of fresh air ❤❤❤

@childlikekait 7 ай бұрын

This vlog is beautiful. Believe it or not, you still have such presence and youthful/lively energy in Atlanta that you didn’t have in LA. Sometimes people suck, but we don’t have to let them ruin everything else. Sending you love! 🫶🏾

@princesswilliamsmommyof5 7 ай бұрын

Very relaxing and your hair is beautiful either way straight or curly. Thank you for sharing you look happy. Stay blessed

@xoxozell3507 7 ай бұрын

new subscriber here, you’re the very first youtuber in a WHILE that i’ve fully enjoying sitting through vlogs. I love the balance between the visuals and you talking to us🤌🏾

@shermaine7579 7 ай бұрын

Always excited for Sundays, when I get to watch another vlog, I love your hair, and yes when you go get your hair done it makes you feel a way❤, watching you makes me want to try out new things, I mean why not. And I understand about the moving around part, I've done my share, it's all about what makes you happy.💜💜💜

@slayedbyjordan 7 ай бұрын

Cheers to you still pushing through, and looking beautiful doing it . Loved the vlog as always ❤.

@SCARSKINCARE 7 ай бұрын

Girl you make me wanna get my life all the way together. Thanks for your content. I look forward to vlogs dropping!!!

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

aww, this makes me so happy to hear! i keep trying to get my life together too, lolll. see you next sunday!

@lbacchus 7 ай бұрын

I enjoy these vlogs and eagerly wait for the next ones to go up. You film really well and have excellent taste.

@NurseBabe98 7 ай бұрын

amani you are slimming downnnn baby girl I see you!! So happy to have you back on youtube ❤

@benaquaknight7626 7 ай бұрын

Girl, the hair style look good on you Boo, keep smiling in the vlogs 😊

@cupoftea434 7 ай бұрын

I love love love your videos sis, so relaxingggg!

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you so much sis! i appreciate you! ❤

@jadathompson9247 7 ай бұрын

Love this weeks video boo! I’m so happy you decided to stick it out until your lease ended. But not you about to leave before I get there! 🥹 you are a vibe girl, keep shinning!

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank youuuuu! let's see how long i stick it out. i'm notorious for breaking a lease, LOLLL. we'll see each other in due time boo!

@lexxlovelyness 7 ай бұрын

Haven’t watched in a while. Your energy is Sooooooothing

@shopvoodoochild 7 ай бұрын

just found your channel recently and I’m so so glad 🖤

@dewanajohnson6028 7 ай бұрын

Glad that you are sticking around until your lease is up. I do believe NY is a different vibe. I like that you are going out because those 4 walls will feel like they are closing. Thats how I feel at times. Especially on the weekends. Love this vlog.

@nishasmitty9345 7 ай бұрын

i love your vlogs sis keep them going 💪🏾🙏🏽🤙🏽

@BABYXJAY 6 ай бұрын

Friends that pray together stay together! ❤

@alisonbell7438 7 ай бұрын

Hey Amani!! Love love LOVE your videos! The aesthetics, music selections, and editing is top tier! Just one small request from a new subscriber? Can you overlay your text on top of a box? I am visually impaired (and I know I’m just one person commenting but there may be others) and it’s really hard sometimes to read the text. It doesn’t take away from the video, I just listen to the music and watch you do what you’re doing lol. But I would love to read the text you took the time to include in your video. Just a thought. Keep going!! You got this!! Channel is 🔥

@DrRuthMwangi 7 ай бұрын

Our baby girl. Love you always 💕

@thehumblehen 7 ай бұрын

Awww man Amani, I'm so sad you've decided to leave the city! ...but, I'm so glad to see you're feeling a bit better. BTW, loving the sherpa coat, where it is from. I've been looking high and low for a sherpa jacket with a drawcord! Also, try Orient Express in Vinings for habachi on the next go around, you'll love it! Happy holidays love!

@era.nelson5050 7 ай бұрын

Happy Sunday enjoyed another great vlog ❤

@ThelifeofNoel 6 ай бұрын

I love your straight hair 😍. And girl I can relate about the thinking on leaving ATL. I’ve only been here for 30 days and I already thought about going back to FL lol. But I’m giving myself at least a year to see if I end up liking it.

@itskhemistbaaaae 7 ай бұрын

i love your vlogs, keep going sis

@janaynichelle 7 ай бұрын

The buss down middle part and the glasses look so 🔥on you

@rubenvictorinobalderas9530 7 ай бұрын

Todo de ti es maravilloso!!!! 🌷🌷🌷

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

awww, you are too kind!! thank you so much!!

@trini.south.speaks 7 ай бұрын

happy holidays! 🎄🎄🎄

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

happy holidays to you too!!

@anavalenzuela3223 7 ай бұрын

I LOVE your hair like this. It suits you very well and I see the confidence exuding. I’m happy you saw your pattern because I didn’t want to be negative Nancy to bring it out to you. I’m happy that you are using the disappointments and converting them to BOSS moves. Do not allow these little boss dictate your happiness and decisions! You have so much potential! On another note, I was wondering what body spray you use before the gym.

@cb4664 7 ай бұрын

Proud of you ‘Mani girl. Try to go with no expectations. ❤

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

aw, thank you so so much!!

@MindHeartBodySoul 7 ай бұрын

Love, love, love it boo.🤌🏾

@VibrantPeace 7 ай бұрын

Omg I was the same way once somebody or something makes me mad I get up and moved I had to break that cycle ! I love that peppermint matcha at the end❤️

@sanelen_ 7 ай бұрын

I love your content so much, I'm such a fan. You help me relax. You have a fan all the way I. south Africa.❤❤

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

awww, thank you so much my love! i appreciate you 💗

@girllikecintu 7 ай бұрын

Obsessed with her videos😍

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

awww, you're so sweet babes!! thank you so so much 💗

@jessicafianko 7 ай бұрын

Hiii Amani Happy Sunday 😊 I'm so happy you uploaded for us today I love love how you decorated for Christmas 🎄 👏🏾 We decorated the house already too minus the Christmas tree How was it making matcha oatnog for the first time I love egg nog 😁😅 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

hi beautiful!! i'm so happy you enjoyed the vlog! thank you so much for watching. i hope you love your decor for the holiday! the oat nogg was sooooo good!! i decided to go with strawberry flavor, but you can do brown, or whatever floats your boat!

@Sierra-Nicole 7 ай бұрын

Love your videos! I need to try the oat nog.

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

you must! it’s so yummy ❤❤❤

@I-Beauty01 7 ай бұрын

OKKKK bussdown middle part baddie

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

you seeeee ittt?!! it's giviiiiinggggg

@user-le8lw6qj1q 7 ай бұрын

Sooo happy you decided to stay... I'm new to you channel and I LOVE it here...💛🙏🏾💚

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

we'll see how long i can stick it out! New York is calling me and I keep declining. it's tiiiime! lolll. and thank you so much for being here!

@user-le8lw6qj1q 7 ай бұрын

I understand fully... NY was my 2nd home throughout my childhood and I will always miss it. ATL has been my home since 1999...Give the A a fair chance

@Kawaiicutiebaby 7 ай бұрын

Love the vlog ❤😊

@dadra.d 7 ай бұрын

I love ur videos ❤❤❤❤

@user-rw4ef1ik5z 7 ай бұрын

Love your vlogs! 💚❤💚

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you babes! so happy to have you here ❤❤❤

@Alexis_Samone 7 ай бұрын

Chile that blender was cuuutteeeeeee!!!!

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

girrrrrl this beast health blender is everyyyything!! ❤❤❤

@roseleandre9353 6 ай бұрын

Hello Amani, late question, will you be doing a video about the office space, the desk setup. Would like to see a video like that? :)

@audreanaburgess8371 7 ай бұрын

New Subscriber! Your vlogs are so relaxing & inspiring 🩵

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

omg, thank you so much for subscribing!! i appreciate you ❤

@lindymsiza8715 7 ай бұрын

Aesthetically pleasing vlog 👌❤

@thatgirlct 7 ай бұрын

I’m so glad you’re spending the holidays with your mom, what I would give to spend just one more Christmas with my mom 🥹 as you continue in your journey and life events begin to happen you’ll see how important it is to have your parents present. hope you keep up posted on that. love you down per usual 🩷

@miyakemp106 7 ай бұрын

I love Kobe’s steakhouse and hibachi! Their daiquiri’s are amazing!

@JustinAviles 7 ай бұрын

Hi I’m from your tiktok live of hellllll i love your vlog you a cool lil vibe 💆🏽‍♂️

@godismyvaccine8 7 ай бұрын

Heyyy I don’t usually comment but I enjoy watching your videos 💙🙏🏽

@Allthatmadders 7 ай бұрын

Hello!! New subbie hereeeee. I live a little outside the city but I think you should stay. I’m here by myself and I honestly love it. You will learn to love it as well. If you still can’t deal with it, pray about it and God always reveals the best option.

@Peaceonearthplease-lg9hb 7 ай бұрын

Your hair looks great🙂

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you so much! i'm obsessed with this look 💗

@JESUSismysavior22 6 ай бұрын

Hi I came across your video talking about healing with you and your mom. I was thinking that maybe mom didn't want you to get hurt by maybe a man in her life that she knew could hurt you, As You get older you will think about what her could have been. Give her more grace and Love. God will bless you.

@anodetolocs8028 7 ай бұрын

Always enjoy your vlogs. The aesthetic and commitment to self is admirable:) Where is your gym bag from if you don’t mind me asking?

@bunnybear9883 7 ай бұрын

So proud of you girlfriend 👏🏾👏🏾

@theepitomeofstylez4740 7 ай бұрын

You look amazing!

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you so much my love!

@sweetfeet425 7 ай бұрын

Hi love, love the vlog. Where is your headband from?

@user-mb9jx5tx9y 7 ай бұрын

Hair is hairinggggg okkkkk

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

aww, thank you babes! loving the bone straight look on me!!

@salston7002 7 ай бұрын

vlog day! always makes me smile 😃 where is your gym bag from?

@QueenC180 7 ай бұрын

Hiii was it clip ins in your hair at the beginning of the video? Love it! Love the new do too!

@alainacommander2657 7 ай бұрын

I like the full video.😁

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you bookie!! always supporting 🥹💗

@cherb3145 7 ай бұрын

You look great!

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you so much boo! ❤

@indira2484 7 ай бұрын

Hey Amari, I got my heart broken a year ago by a man that I was in a 3-month situationship with. It has taken me an entire year to accept it: I still don’t equipped yet to say that I’m fully over it. You aren’t alone in your recovery process and I’m hopeful that both of our hearts will fully heal very, very soon.

@chrisjowers 7 ай бұрын

Merry Merry Merry...

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

chrimuhhhhhh!! 🎅🏾🤣

@crysiiheart 7 ай бұрын

I loved the gym bag ❤and didn’t see a link for it. Can you link it?

@Naomiworldd 7 ай бұрын

Love from Kenya ❤️

@dewanajohnson6028 7 ай бұрын

Your hair is beautiful. I have to try the clip-ins for the New Year. New Year New Look. You linked everything and I appreciate that but that Teddy coat at the beginning were is that from? Thanks Smooches

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

thank you so much!! the clips-ins are so versatile. when i want to make my silk press last longer by putting in a bun i can always take them out and just play with my natural hair. two styles in one :) the sherpa is from Alo Yoga, but I got it like 2-3 years ago in LA and i don't think they have it in stock anymore, but i will link a similar one!

@nishasmitty9345 7 ай бұрын

we be over here in bermuda🇧🇲🇧🇲 watching the vlogs love them...

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

ahh! nooo wayyyyy, i love that! thank you so much for watching bookie ❤

@MarcieColeman 7 ай бұрын

New here love your content 😀❤

@thomasburrell9311 7 ай бұрын

☮️

@AlieshaNicole 6 ай бұрын

Seeing your new glasses made me think about that lady laughing at you for going all that time without getting your eyes checked 🤭

@janetmacharia2293 7 ай бұрын

❤🇰🇪

@karensullivan6445 7 ай бұрын

Can you link your keyboard and the desk Matt please?

@heather5933 7 ай бұрын

Love these vlogs! Also trauma response - fight, flight or freeze. Trauma can increase your emotional reactions and behavioral response. Your therapist could help you process your reactions, to allow that behavioral change. Just some thoughts!

@theasiaware 7 ай бұрын

Love you, hate that that was your introduction to the city.. 🫶🏽 praying for you.

@YahToldMe 7 ай бұрын

Hey sis! Another banger. Do you edit your own videos?

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

hey sissy! 💗 yes, i do! one woman team and I am tireddd 😭 lol. but i love how the editing brings out more of my creativity.

@YahToldMe 7 ай бұрын

@@AmaniRakeia wow!! lol yassss you do an amazing job with it babes! 🫶🏽

@ScratchmysoulASMR 7 ай бұрын

Hey❤

@princesskaha 3 ай бұрын

19:50 both were cute

@Courage34 7 ай бұрын

Curious to know if you wear makeup to workout and if so, what do you wear?

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

yes, i do! all i wear are the Gorgio Armani Liquid Bronzer Drops and the Charlotte Tilbury Micro Setting Powder in Deep 4 ❤. Finish off with Charlotte Tilbury setting spray :)

@manythingsmona 7 ай бұрын

Hi there! Didn’t see the cream Sherpa jacket nor the cream bag you took to the gym in your like to know it . Can you share the info?

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

hi my love! my apologies, the sherpa is no longer available as i got it about 2-3 years ago (still such great condition) love Alo! but i will link some similar ones in the description today. i will also link the gym bag. i loveeee it!

@manythingsmona 7 ай бұрын

@@AmaniRakeia Thank you!! 🥴

@Binahsol 7 ай бұрын

Can you please drop the link for the hair please ?

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

the clip-ins are in the description my love 💗

@thatgirlct 7 ай бұрын

also, as an up and coming influencer how do you determine how much to charge for campaigns and deals?

@jasminefrink5412 7 ай бұрын

May I ask what you do for a living?

@LoveLines8 7 ай бұрын

Loving or hating a city based on a man is interesting. De-center men and your emotional state will change. A lot of times it’s not your location, it’s you.

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

can you please share the time stamp in where i said i hated it here? these backhanded comments really aren’t necessary for someone honestly just find their way and face their traumas head on. talk about extending grace.

@Daughter.of.Yahweh. 7 ай бұрын

You and all your friends talk alike same tone and all😂 I’m like who’s talkinggggg

@Lemonpeel2021 6 ай бұрын

Girl come back to us. He didn’t make you. Merry Christmas sweetie.

@DeborahBrempong 7 ай бұрын

What camera do you use and what app do you use to edit please.

@AmaniRakeia 7 ай бұрын

hi boo, i always list this in the description of every vlog! vlog camera: liketk.it/4jJxh video editing software: Final Cut Pro X

@lexxlovelyness 7 ай бұрын

16:32 you look cute

@lexxlovelyness 7 ай бұрын

Not TEEZO, ..let me find out lol

@lexxlovelyness 7 ай бұрын

3:40

@Skyfall22 6 ай бұрын

I like when she’s cleaning and cooking. Had no idea how over the top and extra she is when speaking.

@lexxlovelyness 7 ай бұрын

Having sharp harsh objects exposed like your knifes on the counter might not be good for the energy flow. I’m not a reiki master or anything though lol so ya’know

@VPofSocialResponsibility 6 ай бұрын

You don’t have to try and do this Atlanta-Vlogger-Ghetto-It’s-Giving-Girl thing. It feels contrived. You will build your community by being your authentic self. You don’t have to be anyone else, they’re already taken anyway.