Being an Onc nerd, I researched this treatment. It's the newest thing on the market targeting your particular mutation, and has good efficacy once you get through the initial side effects. Supposedly they diminish after the first treatment and become tolerable. IOW, life may be getting better shortly. I hope so and wish the best to your family.

Please don’t ever be sorry for sharing your struggles & opening up to us. This is a safe space & you are loved here!❤

For the people saying she is gaslighting with the crying thumbnails. She has cancer. Stage 4. I don’t care. She can do what she wants. How terrifying for her and her family. When my husband was diagnosed with Leukemia last year, all I wanted to do was cry a thousand tears. She probably has shed a million tears that are not in her videos. Glad she can benefit from her Go Fund Me. I wish she could have a million dollars a day for what she is going through.

I don’t think any of us can even express fully how very sorry we are that you are going through this.

Jenny, being a cancer patient myself I have found that cancer isn’t my biggest enemy. Fear is. Fear will steal our joy, our strength and ability to enjoy life right now. I’m learning to embrace the pain and sickness that comes with cancer and side effects that come with new treatments. It means I’m alive! It may not be the best quality of living but I’m living. Fear is stealing your precious moments of living of making sweet memories with your beautiful kids and your wonderful husband. I draw strength from prayer and from the Bible. The 23d Psalm says, “yes even if I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will not fear, for you God are with me, you comfort me.” I’m praying for you. I’m not praying about the cancer but I’m praying God will comfort you. I’m praying you will find peace of mind and heart. I’m praying in place of overwhelming fear you will find confidence and comfort in our Creator. I hope this helps you Jenny. Fear is our biggest enemy in this fight but we can conquer it and have peace of mind and spirit. Love you Jenny! 🤍🧡

You don’t have to say sorry lovely lady. I don’t have cancer, but I have MS, a cyst near my spinal canal , asthma and a host of other conditions. Every day I’m in constant pain, and my heart goes out to you. I read a scripture from a bible app everyday and I always find a morsel of encouragement to trust and carry on. Sometimes I want it all to stop,but I want to stay here for my family. I’m praying for you in-my little corner of the world which is South Wales, UK . Lots of love to you Jenny and family x

Dear Jenny, I am stage4 as well. I get what you are feeling... just sick and tired of being sick and tired. It is okay to be frustrated. It is so hard to accept that our bodies are too weak to do things that used to be so easy. Be kind to yourself beautiful girl. One day at a time. ❤

My mother fought cancer when I was a kid and I know she worried about how that affected my childhood. What I remember most is how brave she was and how she was always there for me even in the darkest days of her treatment.

What gets me is how beautiful your face is through this tough time. I think everyone is in awe of your courage and determination.

Jenny you are one of the strongest, kindest people. Those children are lucky to call you mom. And Kyle! What a gem.

The only solace i find in watching this is knowing that Jenny is finally out of pain! May she find eternal peace. ❤

Hi Jenny! I am a cancer survivor. I was diagnosed with two different cancers at the same time. That was in 2014. It was Ovarian and endometrial. I was one of the lucky ones because my ovarian tumor was classed 1a very rare to find it that early. I have to thank my other tumor for giving me symptoms that caused them to look and discover the ovary was tumorous too. I had radical surgery, chemo for 6 rounds and the 3 high density radiation treatments. Although I am NED for 8 years now you know it’s never over. There is alway the chance it could come back. I break out in a cold sweat thinking about going back into treatment if it came back. Don’t apologize for what you are feeling physically and emotionally. It is not easy! It’s always a part of your life even if you are a survivor. It never leaves you completely. Watching you as a young mother and wife is amazing. I have nothing but admiration for your strength and determination. I had just become a grand mother for the first time when I was diagnosed and I remember that ache in my heart not knowing if I would be able to get to know my granddaughter . Thanks be to God she is now 9 years old and becoming a wonderful young lady and I’ve been given the time to know her and her sister. I hope to be around to see them become adults but that’s something I can’t count on for sure. You are not alone! You are so loved! It is so wonderful to watch. I pray everyday for a miracle to be granted to you and your family. God is good in all things and I will always pray for you! Your story has touched my soul. God bless you dear Jenny ❤

Sweetheart, please don’t ever apologize for openly sharing what you’re going through. You have an army of support & love behind you and we’ll be here for you no matter what. You’re so very strong & inspirational. Praying hard that you get to feeling better both mentally & physically. 🙏🏼❤️

Dear Jenny, Please remember to take your pain meds around the clock. It is easier to prevent pain than it is to try to “catch up with” existing pain, especially once the pain has a hold. I’m sure you are already doing this. 🫶🫶 Please just consider this a loving reminder from a chronic (non-cancer) pain patient.🤍💛🩷💜🩵 I have always heard how bad cancer pain is. Now I have you as a friend, and I can see for myself how much pain you are in. I’m glad you were strong enough to give us a quick update today. I am so incredibly sorry you’re going through such terrible pain and apprehension. I continue to pray 🙏in unison with all of your prayer warriors!🤍🩵💜💙🩷❤️💛🧡💚 May Our God Bless and Keep You, Dear Jenny ✝️ 💟 ☮️

💜🐷💜 I have stage 4 lung cancer with Mets to my liver and lymph in my neck. Almost a year since my diagnosis. I'm 60yo and already disabled with emphysema 8 years so I declined treatment. After seeing how you and others are suffering from treatments I know I made the right decision for me. I've felt good most days and get out with friends and family often. You'll catch me on the back of my ex-husbands Harley with the wind in my hair. Not running to apps or sick from treatment. Stay strong girl. 💞💞💞

Never say sorry for sharing your feelings. This is your outlet to let it go and clear your head. You are a true inspiration to so many of us. Also, tell Kyle he is good man, husband and father. It’s beautiful to see him take his “roles” seriously. You’re in my prayers to healing and comfort. Take care!

"I just can't believe how hard cancer treatment is." No truer words have been spoken. I understand completely. As a stage 4 fighter right beside you, I don't remember what feeling healthy was like. My immunotherapy journey was rough as well. It gave me colitis, appendicitis, pancreatitis, and sepsis all within a short month. They're restarting that same treatment again soon to make sure it will be ruled out. I appreciate their tenacity especially since ruling out a treatment as a stage 4 patient is tragic. Just the thought of that ordeal a second time is unnerving. You're an incredible warrior and I am so blessed to have your videos to watch to know I'm not alone. You and your family are an incredible light to all of us. Much love and prayers are being sent your way! ❤

Your a warrior Jenny it’s ok to cry you are only human and you have handled it with grace. I pray that God heals you miraculously and thank you for allowing us to be a part of your journey! Don’t ever give up all be praying for you everyday!

Jenny, you have a network of so MANY people supporting you from far and away, in addition to that of your supportive family that’s as near and dear to you as you are to them. We’re ALL here for you, to support you emotionally and, even at that, there’s no doubt that some can relate to the physical aspect, as well, due to similar personal experiences. Therefore, there’s nothing you need to feel sorry about sharing. We’re here to listen and to let you know we’re listening. No matter how many times a day you might feel the need to reach out, we’re here, and never feel afraid if you feel that you need to do so. You’re loved by so MANY. I’m kind of a newbie compared to some viewers but it took me no time at all to fall in love with your sweet, kind and warm demeanor plus that of your family. You’re all very special people.

Know you have a mama in the Pacific Northwest who hears, understands and weeps with you. 💕🌸

My continued prayers for you Jenny on a full recovery. We hold you in our hugs and prayers.

Oh Jenny, I’m so very sorry. I’m sure this IS overwhelming, & you never need to say you’re sorry, friend. YOU are one of the strongest people I’ve ever seen with stage 4. You have such a beautiful soul, and you are always in my prayers. We love you, and send you all things good. God bless you. ❤️

Jenny, I am praying for you every day and for my daughter too. She has stage 4 breast cancer. I am so encouraged by your positive attitude and bravery. You are so loved. 🙏❤️

Jenny, your videos have touched my heart, I even told my fiance about you, (he doesn't watch you tube) but I told him a beautiful, young wife and mom is going through a lot right now, and it makes me sad. Wish I could do something. I can listen and respond, you have people out here cheering you on. This video made me cry WITH you. Sending PRAYER, HUGS, and LOTS of ENCOURAGEMENT from Ohio.

You're still positive and you're still pushing forward which is incredible..as we say here in Ireland "you're some woman for one woman" ❤🙏

Please do not apologize for your tears or when you are frustrated. You are such a strong woman and I have no idea what lies ahead for you but I do know that God is carrying you through this storm. None of us know how hard it really is for you and your family. Whether it’s smiles or sad tears we care for you know matter what and the fact your are sharing the journey your going through. 🛐💜✝️

You are the strongest woman I know of. A hospice nurse mixed liquid Benadryl and Milk of Magnesia together and put it on my dad's mouth sores. It numbed them and helped them heal. You're in my prayers

Jenny.. I stumbled upon your videos about a month ago by happenstance. You have my heart. Your family is a gift for all of us to watch. Your love with Kyle is a storybook love(I think a pop up book). So special, beautiful and a one-of-a-kind love. As a mother, you are remarkable. When my daughters were young, I don’t think I could endure. Yet you do, with the most contagious smile, grace, and humor. You are truly a gift to all of us that are given the honor to be a part of your brave journey.

It's so important that you speak your truth here because we all understand. I have terminal stage 4 lung cancer so I'm sending you a hug from Canada. 🇨🇦 I had a special mouth wash for my past mouth sores when I did chemo it helped a lot as it numbs the environment. Sending you love and prayers to you and your beautiful family ❤🙏

I’m so sorry Jenny, please know we are all praying for you and your family. It is ok to cry, you have been a true hero through all of this. Sending hugs, prayers, love to you.

Our Mother the Virgin Mary did appear to me twice at the St-Joseph Oratory in Montréal Québec 🙏 And I'm gonna pray her for you to asking her to bless you and protect you also my dear Sister 🙏 Amen Amen Amen 🙏

I watched your update last last night. I then went to sleep as I cried and prayed for you. For some relief from the sores, the other side effects, and the sadness. You have taught me more about how to live life, and for that I'm grateful. I will keep storming heaven for you, for hope, for healing, for a day when you have no evidence of disease and are no longer in treatment!!! Sending you and Kyle and Ellis and Winnie and Flower and all of your loved ones many hugs and prayers and love.

Dear Jenny, up to now, I never commented on your channel. Just reading and feeling deep empathy for all you are going through. I am from Germany and struggling with stage IV breast cancer, HER positive. I am doing a support group and one of my girls 😊 recommended a product named Kamistad for mouth sores which is available here in pharmacys. It is an ointment or spray consisting of Lidocaine and soothing things like camomile. Sure your pharmacy can mix it or something similar is available in the US. I wish that you will feel better soon and that your therapy will bring all the results you wish. Love and hugs from Germany, Beate Schierle PS: Absolutely loved your big night out ❤. May you wear these beautiful rings for a long time by yourself!

I can't imagine the amount of pain and discomfort physically and emotionally you go through almost daily. It must be very tough and I can't begin to imagine not only what you are experiencing but the amount of stress and worry Kyle must go through as well. All we can do is pray for you and hope it works out well. Keep fighting we ❤ you

FIRST JENNY: The pictures at the end of the video are absolutely beautiful!!! Second: Your honesty is amazingly appreciated. When I had cancer I had no one to talk to my family scattered like they were afraid to help it was strange but 8 years later here I am healthy following you. Your rawness has actually helped me heal emotionally all these years later. So Thank You!! You are tired, and feeling down and that is alright it's part of your journey. You are in my Prayers and thoughts continuously. I love you and your family ❤❤❤❤

I’m so, so sorry you are going through this. I’m praying hard for you and for peace of mind🙏🏻✝️❤️

I’m so sorry you’re suffering Jenny. I’m right there with you. God bless you and Kyle and the fam praying for you all. ❤

I’m praying for you Jenny. I know those mouth sores are horrible. Have your team prescribe a mouthwash for that. I’ve had mouth ulcers from immunotherapy and my Dr. prescribed this mouthwash that numbs your mouth. I kept it in the fridge and that cold thick mouthwash felt so good. I’m hoping your therapy goes well tomorrow. Much love from Montana! ❤️🙏

Still rewatching the videos missing jenny and sending love to all that loved her!!!

Jenny, I'm going through the same, it is very overwhelming after the bone infusion. Hope you find happy things to do on your good days with family and friends, we just live in hope an pray for you 🙏❤️

I'm so sorry Jenny....I wish treatment wasn't so hard. Please know that I am rooting for you and praying for your comfort on the daily. xo

I'm so sad for you, Jenny! You have had to deal with so much in your precious life. I'm sorry for anyone who is fighting cancer. I have a healing prayer candle I light for you every day. Prayers are sent! The pictures were heartwarming and beautiful! I lived in San Diego for several months and LOVED it! Prayers are sent to you and Kyle and your precious children!

Take one day at a time. Once you get over these rough side effects, I’m sure things will level off. You’ve got this, Jenny! My thoughts and prayers are with you.

If I had a super power, I'd cure everyone with cancer. My cousin had stage 4 colon cancer and beat it. Rest and know we are with you.

Jenny. I live in the Uk and have been utterly inspired by your incredible positivity throughout the terrible pain, fear and treatment you are going through. To see the world as beautiful throughout what you are suffering is such an amazing attitude. Although I am not religious I send you all my love and spiritual hope that your suffering will ease, that your treatment will be successful and that you continue to bring such light and bravery to this world. Sending a big hug to a wonderful woman. ❤

Everything you are feeling and going through is understandable and normal. Don't think that you are handing it badly, because you're not. You are beautiful inside and out. You are strong and will power through it, like you always have. Something that helped my Mom with her horrible mouth and throat sores is called Magic Mouthwash. Ask your oncologist for it. Keeping you in my prayers. Hang in there, you've got this. ❤

Please don’t apologize for sharing your pain and side effects and how horrible going through the treatment is. You have so many people who love and care about you. You are very brave and strong.❤

Sweet Jenny, I would love to wrap my arms around you and tell you how brave you are! I sobbed through the entire video and thought about how precious you and your amazing little family are, I wish I could give my life for yours, I am 68 years old and have be blessed to see my children grow into adults, I want that for you, the world needs more Jenny’s to brighten the days. I pray for you and your medical team every night….rest sweet child and know how much you are loved.

I so get what you going through! It sucks. Been through 3 diffirent cancers. Currently in remission for 3 years 🙏🙏 Let your faith be greater than your fear. Know that God is in control. Wishing you all the strength and calmness to persevere! You can do this! ❤❤

Oh sweetie , please, please don’t apologise for feeling so poorly, I’m totally in awe of how you do so well at carrying on as a mum, wife , sister and everything else. Your bravery alone deserves some sort of medal and if I had one I’d def give it to you! I will also be praying for you continually that God will make this painful journey as easy as possible on your body, he is with you always and we may not understand why these things happen to us but there will be a reason and you will understand why someday. I wish I cud hold you gently and give u a soft hug, you are so very courageous and strong, Jesus loves you so much🙏. Sending love from the U.K, Lucy x x x x x 💖

Sorry for all you're going through. I had Kidney Cancer and surgery Stage One Basal Cell Carcinoma. No Chemotherapy. I was lucky but it changed my life. Be kind and grateful to others. You never know what they are going through. Love and prayers ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏.

Thank you Jenny for sharing your feelings and don't think it's ever too much. We can handle it. I lost my husband after a 7 year battle from a terminal cancer diagnosis. He shared a lot with me and he had a wonderful friend he was able to talk to about his cancer. But I also l knew there were things he just couldn't say to me. Listening to you is like listening to him and maybe the things he was thinking that he didn't say. He fought with every treatment option, then on to clinical trials, then we moved for "compassionate care" treatment options (for drugs approved in other countries but not approved by the FDA. He fought until his body told him he couldn't anymore. You are touching so many people's lives in ways you don't even know. I thank you for sharing your story. I pray for you and your children and I pray for Kyle because being a caregiver to your spouse is an amazing gift and blessing but it is so painful and he is being so wonderful and I'm so grateful you have him. Jenny you are love and light. ❤

You are a strong lady! When going thru my chemo for breast cancer, I literally could not get out of bed. Towards the end of the two weeks between treatments I would start to feel better. A side effect was as the days went on between treatments I would start to move out of the deep depression I experienced only to have it returned two to three days after treatment. Your doing amazing. You always look so pretty. If this is kicking butt on the outside, think what it is doing to the cancer. Go Jenny!

Jenny I keep you in my daily prayers! Treatment is very hard!!!! When I went through it I had no quality of life at all. I couldn’t even get up most of the time, I still deal with side effects. I pray your body can accept this new treatment and you find comfort. 💕

Because of YOU, I am being more cautious about ‘signs’ my body is showing me. Thank you for that! You and Kyle are so respected and cared about! Keep sharing your journey as you wish! Love from OH!

Jenny, there is hope. I was stage 4 in 2014. It took 3 tries and I found my miracle. I’ve been in remission and w/o any tx for 3 years. Keytruda worked for me. It is a long road and it is unfair but there is hope. I so relate to you, and your love of family, and all you’re experiencing. You are dealing with so much but you’re doing all of the right things ❤ You and your family are in my prayers.

I was a care giver for my husband for 8 years as he went through all treatments for his metastatic breast cancer. You must always get your feelings out. Caregivers want to do what is best and it helps so much just not just knowing about the pain, but your fears and feelings. I hope you have many new friends going through the same treatments as you. I know that helped my husband. I am sending a big, gentle hug from Texas

In case you are ever thinking "I wonder what my viewers feel about my vlogs?", then let me tell you. I'm a pet sitter and the dog I'm taking care of sat in front of my laptop this morning while I was watching your video. I said, "Please move Hazel, I'm listening to my friend Jenny". That is how you make us all feel - like you are our friend and we are all with you on your cancer journey. Sending prayers and virtual hugs. 🙏💗

Jenny, the idea of slower infusion of your new treatment really resonates with me. I was on Opdivo immunotherapy for a year after diagnosis with metastatic melanoma. The first couple of infusions (that were to occur over 30 minutes) I had severe back pain after 10 minutes into the treatment. That pain then migrated to my chest and it felt like I might be having a heart related incident. They stopped the treatment & my oncologist ordered an injection of Demerol for the pain and then restarted the treatment but at a slower rate out to over an hour. She had never seen this kind of reaction with Opdivo before. The second treatment began with the same scheduled 30 minute duration but had the same effect on me so they repeated the slower rate and the Demerol. After that treatment I called the Pfizer help line to ask about this and their pharmacologist did some search and found that this had also happened with some other patients but not all. She recommended a standard infusion over an hour instead of 30 minutes (no Demerol). For the remaining 10 treatments following that had no further incidents. By doing it that way it gave me the ability to receive all of the prescribed dosage, but just over a longer infusion. I hope the same can happen for you. You are such a strong, compassionate woman and you are unselfishly helping so many people with your videos. God bless you as you continue your journey.🙏🙏🙏🌺🌺🌺👍👍👍

No-one should be suffering the way you are, it is heartbreaking, i really hope things sre bettet when they try the treatment again.

Sending you great big gentle hugs. I know how you do it. While I don't have cancer I live with a neurological disability that turned my families world upside down. Yet 9 years in with help I keep going. I do what I can. Rough days/weeks/months come along where everything just doesn't work and I feel awful, get down , frustrated with myself but keep going. How do you and other cancer patients do it? How do people with long term incurable illnesses/disabilities do it. It is because we have no choice. We have to keep going because if we give up we miss the beautiful moments, the better days. Hang in there Jenny. Its ok to feel awful, it is ok to feel sad in fact it's normal and expected. Rest, rest, rest. I know it feels daunting and it is difficult not to think ahead but try to focus on the love right here , right now. The love of your beautiful family, the love of so many people around the globe who care about you on this journey and the love of God who hears all our prayers. Big hugs from Scotland

I watch your videos all the time but have never chimed in. I am so glad to see everyone else said the same thing I am going to say. Please, don't EVER apologize for your emotions. You are going through something most of us can only imagine the horror of. I watch in amazement of your strength and grace as you go through this journey. If sadness washes over you, let it out. It's okay to cry. If you're angry, let it out. It's okay to be angry. Processing your emotions is important and is not something you should ever apologize for. I don't have cancer, but my mom does. She is on her treatment journey as well and that's how your videos were recommended. Granted she has a different type of cancer and different treatment, but the emotional suffering seems to be about the same across the board for people fighting cancer. Your videos have helped me understand my mother's emotional lability a little more to be able to help her when she needs an ear, a shoulder, a sounding board. You and your family will definitely be in my daily prayers. You are all amazing and beautiful!

Please don’t think anything u say is tmi we’re hear for u ….it’s normal to feel like that u will get through this we’re all 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 for u always ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ loved ur pictures too…looks like a lot of fun…

Prayers for you Sweet Jenny!! I smile when I see your picture come up on my phone. You are such a beautiful woman inside and out. I pray every day for you and for your family & for cancer to leave you. Thank you for sharing ❤❤❤❤

Jenny, I don't know how you do it, either. But I think you figured it out: Your family and your will to experience love and soak in all of life's beauty - these are the reasons you fight, accepting the unpredictability, distress and pain. This is what courage is; understanding the risks, enduring any suffering, and still continuing to march on anyway, because there's something so precious at stake. One day at a time, you dearly treasured person. On this day, you are doing it. Tomorrow, you can decide to do it again. Beyond that, no one knows what's in store for us. But in your case, history shows you are strong and brave, because you have a life worth fighting for. You have reached a plane of richness and gratitude that many of us never approach. Great big hug.

I am so sorry you are experiencing these awful side effects. You are always in my prayers. I came across a quote today from Katherine Wolf, “Keep the end in mind.” And the end is to kick this dreadful disease to the curb so you can spend more time with that beautiful family of yours. Do you think drinking a lot of water the day before your next infusion might help with the side effects? I was thinking that with this initial shock to your body, maybe the side effects won’t be as great with the next infusion. I loved the beautiful pictures! 🥰 We got this girl! Your youtube ohana is praying for you. Father God, please relieve your precious daughter Jenny from these side effects. I pray that you bathe her in your love and peace. Give her strength to endure this journey. Thank you Father.

I am very sorry you are suffering so much with this treatment. I hope it will get better for you. Thank you for the privilege of allowing us to be on this journey with you. I admire you and Kyle very much. Love the pictures of your beautiful family. Your love for one another is so palpable. I'm glad you have family close to you, and always know that you have all of us out here rooting for you, praying for you and sending lots and lots of love and hugs.

Happy to pray Jenny. These pictures are so beautiful. You look happy, your whole family looks happy. That's nice to see in the middle of your miserable cancer treatment. Thank you for keeping it real. We all love you.

I am a TMI person as well! I love it❤ People relate to real honesty and it helps all of us who live in chronic pain! ( non cancer for me) I am glad you are getting away and being with the family! Best medicine ever🙏🏼 The Lord is with you! Psalm 34:18. I am believing that you will not be on medication forever and that in Jesus name your healing will be complete☦️🙌

Your photos brought tears to my eyes. There is so much love and joy in your family. I can see why you endure the huge challenges of your treatments, Jenny. You are a warrior....a warrior of love.

I miss u Jenny 😢....U should still b on this earth...u were an absolute beautiful woman. We all miss u soooo much jen .❤

We are just so sorry to see you going through this - it hurts to watch a person who is obviously so loved and cared about, go through this pain... our prayers truly are with you.

Never have to be sorry., you are strong and brave! I am a nurse and I am so impressed with your tenacity and positive attitude. You’ve got this, your amazing!🌺

Jenny you inspire me everyday! I’m praying for you. I walked the cancer journey with my husband, so I understand to a degree what you are going thru! Be encouraged, you are a light in a dark world ❤🙏😘💕

Oh beautiful Jenny we miss you incredibly! Your videos are all so amazing! You really left a mark on all your followers hearts. God rest your beautiful soul! You are missed beyond words😢❤❤❤

I am so very sorry your going through so much. You are such a beautiful person and this hurts my heart deeply .If prayers where stars in the heavens, the night sky shines brightly for you Jenny. If you only knew how your helping me on my journey, and my preparing for each next step I will face. There are..so many people touched by your open and honest words.I understand how your terrified, I hve to stop my mind from over thinking often. Jenny your one of the most loving people and your honesty helps me to prepare for the what if's that I've yet to experience. Prayers for you ...as always.

Please don't apologize Jenny. Let us be your safe outlet when you are feeling overwhelmed. Who wouldn't feel overwhelmed in the situation that you are in! We hurt for you and want to help in whatever ways we can. I hope it brings you some comfort to know that you have thousands of people who want to listen to everything you have to say while we quietly hope and pray for your wellness! So glad you enjoyed the best bread in the world! You deserve this and more! Healing thoughts and hugs to you and your beautiful family! 💖 🙏💞😇💘

Jenny, I love your courage and I will tell you why. You are absolutely honest about how you are feeling because of the new treatment and it’s side effects wether it be to much TMI or not. You are very strong for your family, some are unable to do this because of how poorly they feel. You press on for them, especially the children, for them to have memories. Just think how many lives you are touching and giving people the strength to to go on and know that it’s ok to cry. Crying is a good release! I’ve read some posts and one in specific stood out to me. Pain creates fear and then fear drags us down. I will not lie, I still have a little fear of my cancer returning, but I am so so thankful for each day I have and I try to be the best that I can be. Even 16 years later that fear is always with a cancer survivor. I wish you all the best my dear and I hope your next treatment will go smoothly. You are always in my prayers❣️

My prayers are always with you, Kyle, the kids, your loved ones, your doctors, and for this to be a successful treatment while having as little side effects as possible. I’m so glad you all were able to have a nice vacation to relax some and spend quality time as a family, even if you weren’t always feeling the best. Sometimes it’s just nice to have a change of scenery and hit pause for a moment. And I have to say, I’ve always felt that Ellis and Winnie look like a beautiful mixture of both of you, but the picture of Ellis with I believe a ladybug? on his hand around the 13 minute mark, he looks just like a mini Kyle! Such precious photos! May God bless you with peace, comfort, energy, health, and a smoother and more successful week of treatment ahead. 💕

We love you so much Jenny♥️ you are such a wonderful human being. Prayers for you🙏

I'm so sorry you are having rough side effects . I pray that you will be able to tolerate the new treatment better next week. Always in my prayers .🙏💗💗🙏

Sweet, beautiful Jenny. I’m an RN and ten years ago I studied and trained to be chemotherapy and bio therapy certified to work on an Oncology floor here in San Diego. I was never able to administer chemo on our unit because just about every patient gets it outpatient as you know. I spent a day at the infusion center and was so impressed at how knowledgeable the nurses were, and surprised at how they would slow down or stop infusions completely if the patient had literally just about any type of weird symptom. They explained that even something as strange & minor as, “the bottom of my left foot is itching” or “my fingertips are tingling” can be the first subtle sign of an impending reaction that’s much more serious. I ultimately chose not to stay in oncology because the few patients that we did have really suffered from chemo. It broke my heart and for the first time as a nurse I felt helpless to make things better for my patients. In addition, most of our patients were in their 80’s and the doctors would convince them to get chemo because it may give them an additional six months with their grandchildren. What the doctors neglected to tell them was how horrible they would feel, the painful open sores in their mouth and GI tract, and all the symptoms that you have mentioned. I genuinely got the impression that our small group of oncologists place more value on quantity of life over quality of life. I know you have your sweet beautiful children, loving husband and supportive family to hold on for but don’t forget that they don’t want to see you in pain or suffering and that it’s ok to take your pain and anxiety medication before it increases to the point that it’s unbearable. Not sure if you’re seeing a palliative care physician or if anyone has suggested a simple NSAID like ibuprofen for the body aches. In addition, antidepressants such as Cymbalta help with pain (and also affects the way our brain perceives pain by tricking our mind that we’re not hurting as much), but I’m not sure if it’s used or beneficial with oncologic pain. I just wanted to mention ideas of things that you might want to ask your doctors about. You’re an inspiration to us all and really touch our hearts with your willingness to be vulnerable and share your journey. And don’t forget that you can do hard things and you’re absolutely more than enough… many blessings to you and yours.

Praying for you now ..may God send you relief from the pain you are in😇

I am waiting for a very suspicious ground glass lung nodule to get large enough to biopsy. I look to you for strength for this battle. Thank You. God Bless You And Your Beautiful Family ❤

I can't imagine how hard this journey must be for you. Remember, you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. It's okay to have days when you're feeling down. No need to apologize for that. Rather, give yourself the grace to feel what you need to and feel the strength everyone is sending you❤🙏

I had the terrible leg cramps that woke me up during my breast cancer treatments. I wrapped my calves with ice packs. This helped until I went back to sleep. I took gabapentin 3 times a day. I am praying for you. Love seeing your beautiful kids. I'm so glad you have Kyle.

we miss you so much. we love you jenny. RIP.

Praying for you 🙏🏻. Prayers for healing🙏🏻 Prayers for your children, husband and family 🙏🏻 Prayers for our Father to sustain you through this journey 🙏🏻

No need to say sorry Jenny . I feel for you . Praying for you ❤

Jenny don't forget that they are making new discoveries in cancer treatment all the time. Hopefully it won't be long before they find a treatment without horrendous side affects xxx

You’re such a strong beautiful person! Kyle is awesome. Stay strong and pray

Overwhelming is an understatement. Take any and all meds that help you both physically and even more so mentally.

Mouth ulcers are so incredibly painful! I understand that pain well. I was getting them from a medication I was on and I had to stop immediately because of all of the open sores in my mouth, on my tongue, etc. I was in so much pain (and I have a pretty high pain tolerance!), the only thing that would keep the pain down, not even away but at around 70% better was Fentanyl. When people haven’t been through something, they have no idea. I’m always praying for you Jenny. For healing, for comfort, for happiness. I pray for you to have a nice day, hopefully pain free or very close, and feeling mentally well. We all need ‘mental health’ days too, especially when dealing with something so life changing. This KZfaq crew loves you so very much and we are all here for you, in whatever capacity you want us to be! The photos at the end of you and your family are so beautiful. You have such an amazing smile! Okay, I’ll end my novel here, haha! Sending virtual hugs your way! And of course, so many prayers. I hope today is a better day, sweet girl. 💗💗💗💗

Jenny I am so sorry you are having to go thru this. I wont even pretend to know how difficult this must be. I do know that you have one of the most beautiful families I’ve ever seen and I know that is what gives you the reason to fight so bravely. Also, although that is why you started this channel …to preserve memories for them…..Inadvertently you’ve gained a community of people who love you dearly, have become a shoulder for you, and who pray for you daily. Stay strong sweet Jenny. You always seem to have that sparkle in your eye, no matter what. Thank you for sharing with us. Hugs to you. ❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️♥️♥️

You are in my prayers Jenny...what a strong and beautiful woman you are!!

Praying for you today, Jenny. You've been on my mind.

You have our sympathy for the aches and pain. The agony makes us upset. Treatments are just too harsh. It takes a will to live to sustain you. Pills will help, massages and little helps make a difference. We are so sorry and send hugs to you. Being on vacation is so nice, let the family play. We want you to relax and you are one day closer to recovery. Sending support! Prayers for every ache to be less today.

I’m so sorry that you are in pain and sad! I don’t have cancer, but I do have anxiety and depression and I know how bad panic attacks and sadness can be. Prayers and hugs sent for you! When you are upset in the videos, I just want to reach out and hug you! ❤🙏🏻

It’s Sunday afternoon and you are on my mind, dear Jenny. Just hoping you are feeling better today. It is a day-by-day matter. I am praying that you are receiving God’s mercy and comfort, that you are able to enjoy this day with your wonderful family 🙏🏻🥰🌝👏🏼

Our Jen..... holding you in prayer and love - you are not alone. Sending you strength and comfort to you from Carmel by the Sea xoxo .....our Carmelite Sisters are praying for you and your family! Much love to all, GL