Hello From Oakland.Ca What a great interview :-)

and so that week in jail, thank you very much,, i learned a lot about politics as a tv was place in my cell, so being out of school a while unwilling i took the opportunity to work on my reading skills and politics being i have been sheltered and out of touch, not by my choice but reasons i have talk about, it gave me my time to take advantage.. so yah ,, lol,, loll,, prob the most lightest punchment i ever had,,, lol lol

so as brother was killed/and i got kicked out over my blue jeans, what happened to my and brothers cards, cause with him gone, i am the only one who had right to that and not for the money, but for the fun time we had,,,oh thats right these people get thrills when other are unhappy, like it turns them on

Then as i placed them back in pile, (by the way JANE WAS GOING TO PAY ME $7 hour,, )))as I was filing a bit, put my hand through the pile and pulled out this legal paper that had Shawns name on it from a lawyer and no other names,, what i saw was the 1st thing my eye came to was $10,000 with a lawyer and Shawn Barrs name to it, with no others names on it,,, i found this the same time Jane came back down to check on me,, as i asked her did you pay $10,000 for Shawn, she said no, it was lawyers fees, i said for adoption, she said but it is like it in another that was made legal,, Jane told me Shawn came from a 15 year old teen that had a drug prob and was unable to care for him, as jane told me she took Shawn rate out of the hosp, and watched him be born,, and that his father did not want anything to do with him and her was a crook in jail and loser and not worth even having Shawn,,, being with shawn over the years was like he was also treated bad with me, as he was so afraid just the same,,, Well Finding out I was taking 1963 as My dad in the ER I was TAKEN With a Doll rate out of the hosp, but me it was a man not a Women i think..,, I will get more into Shawn Later so Getting back to were Shawn was left home while Jane, Kattie Kyle, Kayla in NY, and i would just go check on Shawm

Oh then Jane took the paperwork about Shawn with her as she left the room,

As jane and them are in NY, telling her that i was not able to get there, i tried by asking Carla Golden, but never got a call back if she could go, as jane said that if i came to new york that i would have to find my own hotel, and that are cheaper one around then the one that they are in,, as i looked i could only find rooms for a 1000/or so nothing cheap, she said that the girls were paying her way that i needed to find my own way, to look at other places, she said that they were in like a chalet/house type,,,,,, I told her that i was not able to go, and she said it was to fast pace that i would not beable to keep up, cause they were going to check out the location of 911/Coyote Ugly Barr, and a lot of other places,, so i told well just do me a fav as during her walking at there pace if i could really handle it and what it was like there, like i was there so i could visal it, for not being able to travel, even so that i really wanted to,,,,, so talking to jane she told me that i would have not made it, to much too keep up with , i said thanks for letting me no, as she made me feel like she was right,,, but, as she always belittled me my whole life...

Jane REported to me as well as Janessa, that they went to the Coyote Ugly barr three time, and 911 location mainly and they did a lot of walking that it was so so much ground to cover... I asked her what it was like at the Bar she said there were Bras everywhere in the bar and it was fun,,, one trip to the bar as Janessa went with them without her boy friend,,, jane was texting on her phone as they all got on the subway, well the door to the train the doors closed leaving jane outside and janessa in panic looking for a estop to open the doors, jane said janessas face was priceless in fear trying to help her/Jane as Jane laughed, i asked jane how did she get to the bar she said she took the next train,,i asked how long did it take she said only a few min,, i asked her were you scared, she said she was like never before,,,,, as they were leaving the bar that night,,,,, NY had a power outage/Blackout all over NY and everything was shut down, i asked how did you guys get back she said she walked and it took hours that everyone in NY in this blackout was so lost what to do,,,HUM ME THINKING WHAT HAPPEN TO JANEESA?????????????,,,, so it was a really bad night,,, me thinking thats what you get like CARMA?HUM GOD,, as they got back jane bought me souvenirs and gave my a book bag and a key ring that i ended out given to janessa boyfriend later cause i was going to just throw it away,,,as far as the book bag i trasted it,, cause having these things in my mind made it look like i have been to NY or anywhere she goes and alway gives me gift, but necer pays me for helping,,,normal i would not ask her to pay me, but it was like a habit, and being used as she travels alot, as i being burries in her dog shit in her unkept up home,,,,,, anyway as i talk to Janessa after the NY trip with Jane and THem, I told her I was sorry that I could not go,,cause I was not invited,,, as sorry that i hurt janessa this way for not being there with her as she always wanted me to see her in NY,,,, Well,,,????Welll what i found out,,,,,,,,,Janessa told me That JANE TOLD/ASKED IF I WANTED TO GO TO NY,, and I said no that I did not want to come to New York to See Her/Janessa,,,, I told Janessa that was a lie that i very much really wanted to come to NY, BUT JANE DID NOT ALLOW me to go even that i asked Jane if i could as Jane told me there was no room in the place they were staying in, that if i went i would have to find my own by my self, i told jane .. Jane expected me to get on a air plane and find my own room by my self, i told her I can not travel along of lack of rarly traveled, she said to bad,, then i did try and get Carlas tony wife with no call back to answer na or yah

OH HUM DADDY JFK HWY 635 tryed to take my out with crashes but failed, and the air port in NY IS HUM HUM GUESS WHAT John F K???????????????????????????does this mean anything to me or anyone,, CONNECTION