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"Another Raw Foodist Is No Longer Vegan" AKA surprised pikachu face part 26

I like when you “end” videos in the middle and then keep talking because everything at the end feels like a chill afterparty with Swayze where we talk about whatever

she didnt have her period for 10 whole years and she didnt go to a doctor??? i would go after 2 months not having it

I love how pragmatic and logical you are. You don’t take any bullshit and that is soooo refreshing to see. You make me want to be vegan at some point.

Me: why isn't she vegan anymore? *reads former channel name* Me: that explains it

I see so many people jumping into heavy fitness right after an eating disorder, same thing happened to me. It usually continues with ex-ED person trying to compete, starving themselves and sadly getting back into ED mentality. She lust jumps from one extreme to another, but her body dysmorphia is still there, telling her she's not good enough (this time too small if she started serious weight training).

I think we should talk about everything. Yes content warnings should be used when talking about sensitive topics but no topic should be 100% taboo

When I came across this I thought it was 3 hours and 40 minutes long and I was like let’s go I’m ready

Another raw vegan. Interesting. If only we could extrapolate something from this current trend.

I think competitive body building lends itself to eating disorders because they still restrict their foods and counting macros, etc. That's kind of what I've seen with a couple of women and men that I personally know that are into body building. They are obsessed with "clean" eating and make a HUGE deal if they indulge and eat anything "unclean"

I've been binge-watching you, I admire how you make statistics and data fun to listen to, invaluable trait tbh

Swayze definitely inspired me to go fully plant based a year and a half ago.. (after sitting on the fence for so long as a vegetarian.. ) I love the fact that she doesn't come across as judgmental and is approachable and open minded.. I wish more were like her! 😊👍

I’m so happy for her but I feel like this fitness lifestyle is just as intense and extreme as her vegan lifestyle before and also completely focused on how your body looks it may be a different type of look but it seems like the same idea.., so I rly hope she’s good but it concerns me...

I don't understand why she didn't ask Miles from Healthy Crazy Cool who she was friends with to set up a nutritionally sound food plan.

Idk why but it’s seems to be a thing for those who have EDs to get into weight lifting. I did it and let me tell you, it’s soo much easier to hide your disordered eating and thinking bye saying you want to be “strong not skinny.” It was just another way for me to obsess and control my intake and body.

To be honest I just don't think people who eat raw or extremely restricted diets are going to get better physically or mentally without going to therapist, registered dietitians, and doctors. They seem to go on to some other extreme regiments, they continue to disregard science, and/or follow other misguided people who are completely clueless. I never see them say "I went to real medical professionals and learned how to eat a balanced diet and get mental healthcare to work out my issues." I feel bad for them because they still need help and the longer they cover up the problem the worse it's going to get.

I have a question.... So many vegans following the vegan diet quit, especially those originating from Freelee's diet advice. Should Freelee be held responsive for imploding other vegan's diets by setting them up for failure in the first place?

I am SO glad someone is connecting EDs and bodybuilding during recovery... I have been through that and I feel like I see so many you tubers/ instagrameras doing the same? I find it so frustrating as it’s hard to critique as I don’t want to appear to being overly sensitive but also these people have improved their eating habits but don’t seem to notice the connection between their eating and exercise ...

Finally someone acknowledging that veganism is difficult with a soy intolerance, thanks. I have that plus nut allergies, some seed allergies and seitan makes me sick as well. Almost only legumes left for protein gets miserable. Honestly, I tried veganism twice and both times just felt worse instead of better and more energetic. I know all the tips and tricks, but most are useless because I can't eat the things advised.

You’re one of the most reasonable ppl on the internet honestly.. like I feel safe whenever I come to your channel

Freelee was so bad for the vegan community.

I remember when she gave nikocado such a hard time for not staying vegan and now she's doing the same.

I would love to hear you do a podcast. When you let yourself run a stream of consciousness it's always interesting.

Excuse me why vegans that have difficulties to be vegan don't become vegetarian? Is this so Hard?

Rewatching literally every single one of your videos because I need at least one unnatural vegan video a day to listen to (podcast style), when folding laundry and doing dishes haha. my daily dose of rationality and balance

Also, vegan with IBS here- it’s taken me a year of experimenting to figure out what my trigger foods are. Even then sometimes I have days where my stomach just goes crazy for no reason. It sucks but as long as I’m on track 99% of the time and I’m saving animals in the process it’s worth it. ❤️

So glad I ditched the raw til 4 bs early on. I enjoy my oatmeal with 3 tablespoons of peanut butter, tyvm

I just wanted to let you know that you helped influence me in a positive way. In the high days of fruitarian youtubers I was also young and easily influenced and still in an eating disorder mind. But you being critical of these youtubers helped prevent me getting too deep into it. So thank you. 🙏 I am now a healthy vegan :)

There was a post on social media going around a few years ago that compared body builder with anorexia....which if you replaced body weight with body fat in the definition of anorexia it's a definition of a competitive bodybuilder

Can you make a video about your thoughts on Stephanie Buttermore’s “all in” journey?

😱😱😱😱😱 am I even surprised though? I'd actually forgotten she even existed

I am glad this girl is making the choices that are right for her in her recovery and support her in that. I also for sure agree about holding ourselves and others accountable. I used to follow people like Freelee/FullyRawKristina & an online cult leader (teal swan 🤮) and I am deeply ashamed of promoting their content online as well as parroting their dangerous beliefs in real life. Even as someone who doesn’t have a platform, when I finally came out from under the spell of these influencers I went through and deleted all mention of them/their dangerous advice. I felt so ashamed & worried people may have listened to me. So I posted publicly about how dangerous following this advice was/how I never should have done it & it definitely eased my conscience. And I apologized privately to everyone in my life who I directly impacted & influenced their involvement in those same worlds. It’s embarrassing to directly own up to things so I can understand why influencers with huge platforms might feel too ashamed or embarrassed to do so. But they still need to! We are all human and all make mistakes and I respect people who own up to them. It’s possible to still say “that was my journey and I’m not ashamed” like so many youtubers do, while also still saying “I don’t condone my past actions though & I’m doing xyz to make up for it”

Your "post-main-topic chat" section is getting longer and I am here for it

"If you're just gonna be dismissive, don't respond" I feel like if way more vegans took this method, people would take veganism SO much more seriously. It's sad but in today's world the burden of proof for choosing veganism still lies with vegans, and if your attitude towards people who don't agree is dismissal and rudeness and not engagement in discussion to show why those ideas are wrong, it's a surefire way of keeping people far away from thinking of veganism as something that good and rational people do. The most ironic thing is that veganism IS what good and rational people do so...... it really doesn't require that much effort, the case is basically made for us and the decision is up to others at that point. A little patience and critical engagement goes a long way, but so does being a jerk about it to people, in the wrong way. Pick your weapon :)

Idea for a video: Could you look at Stephanie Buttermore jorney? She used to be very focused in fitness, and in the last months, she decided to "go all in", allowing herself to eat as much as she wants every single day. She uses science, and set point theory, to back up what she says. As a follow-up to your intuitive rating videos, I think I would really like to see your opinion on what she follows and says

My soy intolerance combined with my IBS is the biggest reason I’m not fully vegan. I only eat eggs, and the occasional fish (I actually hate fish, and most meat, so in general it’s difficult for me). However, increasing my chickpea intake seems to have actually HELPED my IBS symptoms. Edit: I also about die when I eat wheat, so I can’t even have seitan.... and I really really want it.

The link you bring up is important honestly. I’ve been on a weight loss challenge and the fine line of trying to lose weight/eat healthier with watching what you eat can so easily become obsessive and lead to eating disorders

Raw vegan diets are not sustainable, not a lot of protein, fat, and definitely not enough to sustain yourself, even babies need more nutrients to support themselves than just eating fruit. Imagine trying to build muscle as a raw foodist😂

Orthorexia is generally considered an eating disorder. So going from anorexia to orthorexia isn't a "cure".

thank you for acknowledging that intuitive eating works best for people inclined to eating disorders or disordered eating. not all people w eating disorders but once you’re well into recovery it can work a treat

As someone recovering from anorexia I also get sensitive around people recovering from eating disorders going wayyyy into body building. The obsessions around appearance, and still what you consume to be able to get that appearance, seems fishy to me. Not saying all body builders have some eating disorder, BUT I would say that people in recovery from eating disorders should be wary of going into body building.

A comment on the intuitive eating. It was recommended to me by my nutritionist. And we worked through it together. My main thing is about hunger and fullness cues. With intuitive eating the main thing is learning the difference between physical and emotional hunger cues. Am I physically or emotionally hungry or full. I often am so “full” of emotions I’m not hungry, or I’m afraid I’ll get sick if I eat one more bite. But that’s not physical reality. Intuitive eating is recommended for someone who is well into recovery. Who has already learned the difference between emotional and physical hunger/fullness cues.

I love how you made a video of her about nick no longer being a raw vegan and how she was being extra...and WHOOP THERE IT IS

Pelvic floor physical therapist here, I have not dived into research for the effects of heavy lifting (also the term heavy would need to be quantified and individualized per person depending on their body). But I would only have concerns if the person is holding their breath and trying to achieve stability through their core by filling it with air rather than engaging the muscles. A lot of people breath hold and that is a lot of intra-abdominal pressure downwards on the pelvic floor. There can be obviously a lot more to it but that would be my first concern with heavy lifting is that people would be lifting more than they should and using compensatory methods to do so.

When I was plant based for a year it was 100%, in retrospect, to fuel my anorexia. It was subconscious at the time. It’s a bummer, but it’s more common than people think.

Can you do an Ellen Fisher update? Or one on the Fairly Local Family?

I need you to be my personal tutor, you do such thorough research and explain things so well hahaha

Honestly, I'm relieved she's no longer vegan. I remember watching her videos years ago (circa 2014) and thinking she looked really unhealthily skinny. She just didn't seem well and looks so much better now.

I would love to see a video from you on how to do research.

I used to follow Brianna back in the day, and I'm so glad she's finally out of that dark place. I really hope she can see this video and learn how to get to an even better place with how she feels about herself and finding closure with her past in a better way. I'm sure some of these ideas you're suggesting (e.g. the compilation of growth instead of keeping up and monetising misleading videos) are things she perhaps hasn't thought of - either way, I really hope she can be open to these ideas and find peace in further growth, and move on with a better life. :) Also - perhaps if she didn't want to go to the effort of making a compilation, she could still rename those old videos as *OLD, BAD ADVICE, demonetised, just keeping up to show my growth* and maybe put something in the descriptions about why she no longer agrees with this advice. Although maybe that's more effort at that point :P

literally was trying to convince my self that I woke up late and therefore I shouldn't eat until dinner and you saying that it was stupid just snapped me out of that, so thanks!

With a few exceptions, I’ve noticed that vegans that quit are usually following some specific diet and are emphasising weight loss. Seems the key to staying vegan and not have problems is to just eat a balanced diet but without the animal products. The vegans I see on KZfaq and that I know in real life that have been vegans for 5+ years just eat anything they want that isn’t animal products and they have no problems.

Man... I'm pretty convinced Freelee does not eat the way she claims she does / tells other people to eat, but she's built this empire and is now stuck selling the "go fruit yourself" lifestyle as her only source of income.

Wow, she has stopped being vegan. She was like the most vocal vegan on youtube even dissed those who stopped being vegan. Interesting.

my top surgery went well! I had some complications - post op infection's suck, but i'm healing well now and I'm getting the shirt asap!! kinda wish it was available as a zip up hoodie though, i'm still struggling with the overhead stuff lol

I have issues with too much gluten. I don't eat too much soy either but that is just me. People don't need to judge others.

Mock meats aren't an option for everyone. They certainly weren't for me. Even though we have about 30-40 different mock meat products in our local supermarket, I can't have any of them. First of all, they are all rich in fibre. Secondly, they contain either soy or wheat gluten. Even the ones that are made of pea/ sunflower/ almond/ or mycoprotein all have ingredients in them to which I am allergic or which make my intestines tear and bleed (e.g. lemon juice concentrate, onions, garlic, carrageenan, inulin, apple fibre, ...).

I would love to see a video on you talking about exercise. I find you one of the most trustworthy content creator on this platform. And I am really interested in your views on it. Not saying I blindly trust anything you say, but you very often start me on a new path of research and I think that is simply great! I love listening to you talk while cooking or doing any household chore.

just wanted to let you know that as someone who still struggles with ED, i think you're doing fine in warning people about ED content. there are videos of yours i skip for when i'm feeling fragile about this topic, and then watch them when i'm better

I loove how rational and compassionate you are!

Can you make a respond to the "Milk. White Poison or Healthy Drink?" from Kurzgesagt, and the responses from some people of the vegan community like Mic the Vegan?

What you're saying about the stomach stretching is so true. That's why intuitive eating doesn't necessarily work for everyone. I was in wrestling in high school and had to maintain a weight class. My stomach shrunk so maintaining that weight class wasnt hard I never felt hungry. But as soon as I started eating normally again it took way more food for me to feel full.

I love you for being so transparent.

For me exercise is a little about controlling how I feel about my body because I feel like I'm being more productive with it (which is dumb, my job is being on my feet for hours), but it's also such a huge endorphin rush for me, and a pain management tool. I feel proud about how strong my body feels since I'm fitter than I've been in years, and I also just feel a reprieve from the depression cloud for like an hour or two after if it's a really bad day. Also chronic pain from anxiety... mostly I do yoga and it helps immensely to manage it, along with medication and therapy. Having been addicted to exercise it's something I'm careful about, but I still think it's a valuable part of my life. Finding a balance is freaking weird because society tells you that you're better if you do it. Tired rant/self explanation to the ether over. Your videos bring me peace.

That shirt just cracks me up every time.

I just wanna say how much I truly love and appreciate your videos!

This seems to be the trend with these young children looking for some kind of justification to their lives. Everyone goes through it whether they are vegan or not, people want to fit in. They also quit one addiction and move to another. Same happens with drug addicts, alcoholics or smokers, they quit their one vice and then move to some other one. Whether that is AA meetings, religion or some other vice. They have addictive personalities. It seems that Eating Disorder people tend to move to body building to feed their addiction because they get to still control their bodies but now people praise them for it instead of chastise them.

Omg I really love your videos ....thank you so much...you help me a lot and you talk a bout every thing ....thank youuu💕🙏 Your channel is very useful...

Your pragmatic approach to being vegan is so refreshing

What you said about the way you're exercising right now sounds a lot like the start of an exercise compulsion. Especially with your ED background. Mine started just like this and I hadn't even struggled with food in the past. Please be careful. If I could make a small suggestion, I think you'd benefit from going without exercise for a couple of weeks, just to remind your brain that it's completely fine to rest and that nothing bad will happen if you do. I sure as hell wish I had done that five years ago

Not talking about eating disorders (of any kind) does not make them disappear -.- I would rather hear someone's honest opinion about it and their personal experiences with it then no one talking about it at all. Yes, it can be triggering to some people. That's what disclaimers are for. Not talking about it doesn't help anyone.

In regards to the IE. I think an interesting resource is the channel, What Mia Did Next. She’s an eating disorder recovery channel and she’s a big endorser of IE. But I will say that she doesn’t treat it like the cure. She doesn’t say this is what will fix you, but that it’s a part her recovery that really helped her, ON TOP OF professional medical help and I don’t think she really recommends IE until you’re farther along in your recovery. It feels like a good way of eating for someone who is afraid that they might relapse in their recovery

You help inform my plant-based preferences. I strive for vegan, but I'm not as hard on myself as I would be. I appreciate your insights.

Re: your take on the intuitive eating book, I wonder if the heavily-implied-but-not-outright-stated eating disordered 'examples' are intentional, to appeal to people who do have seriously disordered eating but who might not recognise/accept that about themselves. If the book promoted itself as being for people with eating disorders, a hell of a lot of people with EDs wouldn't even consider its advice. People who are actively in recovering probably would, but the 'Kathy is an anxious dieter, she (binges until she feels sick and then hates herself), and intuitive eating can help her stop feeling guilty' perspective might make it more accessible to people who don't recognise the level or severity of their food/body issues. I've not read the book and don't know the authors, so this may be entirely too charitible, but that was my thought as you described the attitude it's written with.

I relate to the only eating a bite or so and feeling full. Sometimes I make the mistake of licking the excess peanut butter off the knife and it almost entirely ruins my appetite for the sandwich I made.

Please make a video about excessive amount of exercise! That is an interesting topic

It's amazing how one can be a KZfaq personality with just a camera and a bedroom. I mean seriously it's amazing. You have a roof over your head and a laptop, and now I in another country know who you are and what you think, and maybe even care what you think. Maybe that's why so many of them are so, oblivious, of their responsibility to the people watching. Why would they care. it's as easy as putting clothes on. You wouldn't apologize for the clothes you wear, why apologize for the videos. That "vegan intelligence" article already looks like rubbish😊. Looking forward to the video. I went into Cronometer to check my highest source(s) of B6 for the last week. And the vegan sources, from highest, were: Walnut flour, Yeast extract, Soybeans... with Walnut flour as the top source at 50% of my total B6 for the week. Ps thanks for the t-shirt. Your wearing it reminds me I have it. It is of such good quality, I'm really impressed. Really long as well (I'm tall).

I dislike bodybuilding since competitive bodybuilding is anorexia with muscle. I prefer strength training.

I believe people can only hold up their self-righteousness in some areas for so long in life before they collapse in on them. A lot of these 'no-longer vegan' videos seem to come from people who were not only a) extremely underweight b) had extreme vegan diets which excluded major food groups but c) quite self-righteous attitudes towards veganism. This triad of personality traits seems to self-implode after a few years and, before long, they need to invert their self-righteous attitudes in a different direction (usually anti-veganism or some other extreme investment such as carnivore diet, bodybuilding, mukbanging, extensive plastic surgery etc). But people who don't fall into all three triads seem to find some balance in life which helps them maintain their veganism journey. Like Kateflowers, to me, is underweight, and does, by most standards, have an extreme vegan diet (mainly raw) - but she has a very good soul, she doesn't come across as judgemental or dismissive of non-vegans. She's conscious of her influence and demonstrates that by creating nutritionally balanced vegan meals and shows a lot of empathy for those struggling (something which a lot of former ex-vegan lacked). I'd be really interested to hear about the anorexia-bodybuilding connection. I'm a former anorexic who really enjoys weight training, but I am by no means a bodybuilder (I wouldn't count macros or anything like that). I'd love to hear about the possible connection though!

Always a pleasure. I listen to your videos like a podcast most of the time. Might be something you consider. Hope you have a good day.

I love how supportive and empathetic you are even though she’s not vegan anymore, so cool dude

Thank you so much for your content. I am struggeling going vegan because every time i have eaten fully vegan I have gone into a anafalactic shock for unknown food intolerances (I am getting help from doctors). Your videos are so comforting in making me take a breath and keep trucking. That all I can do is my best and that is enough. Thank you!

You really are the coolest person. Empathetic. Intelligent. Real. It really is a shame there isnt another women like you here in Madrid I could hang out with and have long chats.

Seeing that potato salad made me start making potato salad Also swayze, you look so good in this video! Your hair is so shiny and healthy looking omg

Ive tried to go vegan twice, my best friend has a vegan book and a big advocate and both time it triggered my bulimia and anorexia so bad i would faint all the time :’( i cant wait to be healthy mentally enough to start again

Shocking 😒

I feel like besides greed the reason why they don't take the ads/videos down is because its embarrassing. Its like when youre a kid and your parent makes you say sorry but then they ask you to hug/shake the other persons hand. The sorry you could grudgingly do but the hug was the worst.

Also Brianna does look so much healthier now, I'm vegan personally but I'm glad she is feeling better and finally has a period, I hope Freelee can see how dangerous her advice is from this... But we all know she won't and she will just probabaly say Brianna is "fat" now or soemthing.

I went vegan because of you!:D well, you and the soul rendering footage in Dominion lol (but really my soul will never fully recover)

Another One? I thought we wanted to leave this trend in 2019!

I agree with everything you're saying but I think it's important to note that there are a lot of studies on how exercising can improve mental health

Haven't watched the original Intuitive Eating video yet, but I know a LOT of people (myself included) who were bingeing as a response to their dieting but didn't have a full ED. Almost everyone I've spoken to about dieting in that way has offhandedly mentioned bingeing at least once. (Not necessarily using that language, but describing eating behaviors that would be recognizable to someone who thinks a lot about that.) These are just anecdotes, of course, but they do point to something that I believe--which is that bingeing is a *very* common response to restriction. I don't think it's just people with EDs who struggle with it--and recognizing it as a sign that there is too much restriction can be so helpful in putting someone on the path to recovery.

Also, i just wanted to say how awesome your channel is. While i’m not vegan, since any kind of restrictions or elimination of certain foods is super triggering for me and makes me fall back into disordered eating, hearing a logical analysis and breakdown of things, in a compassionate way and using actual facts to back it up, is really refreshing and i’m eating healthier, which just happens to include more vegan foods and dishes, and as a result i feel better and get triggered less 😊

*me at 1am* "well, guess im gonna go to bed. first ill casually pull up youtube for 30 seconds" *sees this video* TURNS TV TO GOOGLE CAST AND GRABS A SNACK

I really love your content and knowledge of being vegan and see the extremes and help us see them it’s so important your an amazing person please keep up your videos we need your guidance

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I've got a history of disordered eating and yeah, going from anorexia to bodybuilding seems a lot like clinging to the comfort of still getting to obsess about your body. I obviously can't see into her heart, maybe she's mentally super healthy, it's possible, but so much of the anorexic experience is about obsessing about one thing literally every minute of every day, and the notion that if you tie your self worth to a singular attribute and you just improve that, you'll eventually get to feel good about yourself. Bodybuilding is definitely physically healthier than starving oneself, but whether she's mentally much healthier, I kind of doubt.

I’m a vegan with a severe peanut and soy allergy and I can confirm it is ROUGH but as you say it is possible. For me ultimately my compassion for another beings and the planet will always trump my dietary inconvenience. I get so frustrated and sad seeing all these people who advocated vegan diets and brought me into this world turning their backs on it . Rawtill4 has a lot to answer for 🤦🏼‍♀️ Another interesting and insightful video 👌🏻

“Your body is healing” girl, your body is shutting down 😩