Fun fact: the two older folks sitting in the circle are his parents. Love this song so much. Makes me tear up every time.

I wish I didn't know this feeling. But I am glad that I know redemption exists, and that we are now on the better side of it. And to anyone who isn't there yet, you can be. It's hard, but it's worth it. Life is worth living.

This song sounds like the pink cloud effect that addicts go through when all your senses and emotions start coming back and it's really nice but also overwhelming and uncomfortable.

Heroin addict for 7 years. 1 year clean. Love you, Anthony. Inspiration.

I'm still waking up from this shit While I was down, I witnessed everything In stunning black and white I lost sight and made excuses For all the damage that I did Singing, "I don’t wanna go out and get high again" I'm still coming loose from its grip What I saw while I was dreaming Made me want to stay alive I'll put every single ounce of focus that I have in it Singing, "I don’t wanna go out and get high" Tell the truth for once I want to bury every single thing Devour all the time I've lost Inside of every word I fear Singing, "I don't wanna go out and get high again" (I don't wanna go out and get high) (I don't wanna go out and get high, I'm begging) (I don't wanna go out and gеt high)

Along with the rest of his catalogue, this one resonates with me like no other. It's taken me YEARS. It nearly cost me my life and everyone I love. But I can finally say with full confidence that I don't want to go out and get high again. If anyone is here with me, just. keep. going.

i couldnt continue with the rest of the album until i repeated this one a few times. incredible opener

I can't stop crying... Can't even put in words how much Anthony art is important in my life. I feel inspired by him, I feel sorry for him, and I see my scars and my cure on him. I have no idea what it's like to go through what he went through, but the power of selfawareness that his music brings is just inexplicable. If I'm here, making art and alive, is because of him.

This has been a tough year for me. I picked up drinking, and slowly lost myself into the rabbit hole of addiction. I didnt care about myself, my safety, and most importantly those around me who chose to be in my life and join me in life at that time. It made me truly volatile. Ive dedicated myself to being sober, but also to work on these flaws that alcohol made me blind to. Im doing better, but its still a day to day struggle of being happy. Its not easy looking back, it hurts. Hopefully from a year now i will be 100x better than i am now.

I'm glad I randomly searched for Anthony Green, I wasn't aware he was still great

I have prayed and prayed for years for you anthony green. To see you now for what little I see I can tell the path you're on and it gives me so much strength and helps keep me here. I love what you have done man.

this is one of anthony's best albums

Such a powerful song.

I don't use drugs or drink, but I can still relate to the desperation of wanting myself to get out of a pattern of self-harming behavior, but the other side of me still not complying. I love the ambiance of this song, the mantra quality, and the raw honesty of the music and his expressions here. This entire album is wonderful, and I wish him and his family nothing but the best.

There's nothing more courageous than facing the world in naked sobriety. Cheers to those who know it. Prayers for those that are learning.

31 months clean and sober. I spent over a decade in and out of rehab. Love saved my life. Bless my fiancé for her sacrifices our first year, she really managed to see the real person behind the struggle of a person struggling with heavy addiction, and I do take one day at a time, but to my big surprise things was not all bright and shiny, like I thought it would be, as I glorified the straight laced people when I was homeless and alone. I just turned 33, and got in rehab when I was fresh out of high school, and all my friends went to college, but I could not for the life of me stop. It’s still a struggle, but thank you for being there with me all the way since I first heard your music in 2006 Anthony. I feel really connected with your music, so I really hope you see this so that you know that both my fiancé & I appreciate you and your music on a daily basis. Love from Norway, of all places.❤️

Damn listened 100x times today

Every time I see Ant and get to talk to him for a few minutes, I make sure to let him know how he has massively, in an indirect way, helped on my journey to sobriety. It's going to be 3 years this week. This song makes me infinitely sad, but infinitely happy as well.

When the seeds of addiction have been sewn, it's hard to get them to unravel again.

Thank you Anthony, thank you so much ❤️

9 months free from alcohol on the day this came out. Imposter syndrome was my sobriety anthem. So much guilt and shame swells up every time I listen to it. It gets better🖤

I love it so much. The whole album is perfection. 🥰

those big blue eyes are to die for

Thank god for your voice Anthony

He is such a beautiful artist and his music touches me on such a spiritual level. I'm so grateful to have this music.

This is one of his most beautiful songs.

Being an artist is in peoples genetics. Comes with it.

The vulnerability and rawness of this whole album is incredibly inspiring. I feel honored just listening to it. I can’t even put my thoughts into words, all I know is that I’m so grateful for this. I’m grateful for all of you. Please, don’t be scared to get help❤️

Always a place in your head for Anthony to live.

Another perfect song by Anthony Green

Beautiful.. so much being said here 🖤

wow, this comes at a time for me when i am battling alcohol... i told my family and they are trying to help me but i keep putting it off. This is just another sign for me, that it's time

This song is so good. I need a never-ending version. New theme music for my life. Thanks, Anthony, for everything you share with us. I'd be a lost soul without your music.

this is so amazing, thank you

Been down that path. It's good to know we're not alone

Brother, I’ve been there! Right when Descensus dropped you helped me through a rough time in my addiction, I’ve been clean since. Lost my dad to addiction, my brother and I met you at a pixie queen vip meet and greet. You gave us both a hug, and with no words being said it was almost like you knew and everything was gonna be okay. Huge turning point in our lives. So sorry for the long story but. Boom done has hit home for me again. Thank you for spilling your soul. We share your pain. Gladly.

Great song and video Anthony

I had no idea he had this problem…That would have been devastating to lose him. I pray for him to stay strong

This is like an alternate universe's Our Lady Peace. I love it.

I am back again, overly obsessed with this track.

Saw you at looney tunes with my brother, absolutely a beautiful soul! Thank you for your music!

One of the top albums for me this year and I know this is going to get me through this crazy ride for years to come. Real magic Thank you

I was pissed at AG for awhile for getting messed up and cancelling all his shows last year. Sorry man, we all hit the shit sometimes. You’re still a hero in my book.

I hope Anthony can stay sober. His music is powerful and I do enjoy listening to it. I saw him live one time he has so much energy and very entertaining.

Powerful song mate 💕

Beautiful

o músico gênio da nossa geração!

What an opener 👏

You really know how to get people in the feels my man, we all love you and hope the best.

Anthonys voice is perfection

love you man. you always help.

Nvmd. I found that song about good vs malevolence, already up ahead waiting for me. Thank you big brother. Rock on ✝️

I’m so grateful for you.

Such a beautiful song

God I fucking love Anthony Green so damn much

Beautiful song

Had to hide that dunkin cup 🥤 i see you bro!

Songwriting on the highest level. Punch you right in the soul. Powerful.

Heroin addict for 4 years! 1 year clean today 🎉

Speechless

Incredible video

amazing

Damn Anthony you made a master piece out of this song honestly this song for me is top 3 of your song I know you have ALOT of powerful songs but this one man….

Mac Miller - So It Goes 2 Amazing Musicians Whos Music I Cannot Live Without.

I just lost my bff/soulmate to addiction a couple weeks ago suddenly, he pushed a lot of good friends away the past 3 years, but I always let him know I was there for him no matter what , he was sweet and too smart , he was getting ready for work and that was it ….. this song kills me and soothes me at the same time

Anthony you rule the fucking world man.

You brought over that Violent waves sound over to your personal work and it's a master piece!

Amazing piece of Art! Thank you for this sir, you are such an inspiration. The emotion and soul in your voice is so unique and incredible. I will never forget waiting for ages at your soundwave concert in Australia when you came on your Circa survive tour to meet you. Ut was one of the best live performances iv ever seen, from your collective projects to solos its all heart and talent. Thanks for sharing it all with the world its had a huge impact on my life.

This is beautiful.

Hearing this as I prepare to take a drink that I know is going to eventually kill me

Thank you Anthony

Beautiful.

One of the best...

his album is just beautiful

so genius

This song speaks to me

Seven years

Thank you, Brother!

IM FADED. BLOWN🌬

😍😍😍

🖤🌌🖤

I can relate to this to song. I’ve struggled with cannabis addiction in the past and now am 6 months sober, but I can’t say I don’t miss the plant and getting high, because i do. I’d do anything to be able to get high again, which is totally bad. I just need to keep telling myself that sobriety is worth it.😢

Awesome song. Anthony looks pretty good here too. The years have been kind to this man.

The kid with the beanie reminds me of Badger of Breaking Bad

Ive been struggling with my demons lately Thank you anthony.

Wow..

Thank you!

❤

yes.

Been there

I guess it also surprised me that no one mentioned the Vonnegut quote as the title and what that reference means. oh well, So it goes.

Miss you Brian. Brian Cantwell is my hero.

"still waking up from this shit While I was down, I witnessed everything In stunning black and white" In my first of like five stints in rehab, I met a woman that almost stroked out from heroin. She was In the ER and seeing pixelated people that didn't exist. I think about that alot, even before this lyric

Hearing this song always makes me look back and think. Was it all worth it?

This song makes me cry … reminds me of my older sister, wish she would get clean and be with her kids (my niece and nephews) 😢it’s been years 11+ years now

I dig the nod to Kurt Vonnegut plus great song

Fuckin gorgeous mate.

Smoke that Tree 😍🍓🥳

Well time to light a fatty and listen again!