Antihoney - Dove but you’re dying on a hospital bed.

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Antihoney - Dove but you’re dying on a hospital bed.

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James Television

Күн бұрын

All credit for original music goes to Antihoney.
/ @antihoney

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@monkiegurlx3 Ай бұрын

i hope everyone of you in this comment section feel better soon, times are tough, but you guys are strong for pulling through it all. keep yourselves safe and well 💜

@james.television Ай бұрын

@9zyuk132 2 ай бұрын

as a person dying from anemia in a hospital bed rn this is what i needed

@dipstick7125 2 ай бұрын

What? How long do you have until you die???

@james.television 2 ай бұрын

Bro, I can’t handle this.

@melaniaflowers3572 2 ай бұрын

are you alive? :(

@lusiciaxwildcraft Ай бұрын

please tell me your alive 🥺

@Freeingthetruth Ай бұрын

Rip…

@user-yq6xk7tt5s Ай бұрын

i'm not physically dying but i feel like i'm dying on the inside. everything hurts but this helps me cope! thanks 💞

@james.television Ай бұрын

I hope that time will give you peace. Whether it’s severe, or simple, struggle is struggle, so I hope you get better. Pain is never eternal❤️

@Gayzoid Ай бұрын

You are physically dying, every second you live you age another second closer to death

@iincubos 24 күн бұрын

let it die. when something doesn't feel right or is unbearably hurting and you want to change it, follow the light bro. this is just a reminder that u can always start over! stay safe!

@Qhari-vj7yp Күн бұрын

You gae or smth?

@R0s3nh3ll Ай бұрын

I don't eat,i don't feel hungry, i don't sleep unless i take medication. And guess what, i met someone who have such a good heart. Please God, don't let me die right now.

@lumilumii Ай бұрын

you are strong. sending much love

@R0s3nh3ll Ай бұрын

@@lumilumii oh,how sweet! thanks! 🩷🩷

@heartifyy3963 Ай бұрын

I hope you have a long, fulfilling life with that someone. You deserve it, and you’re doing so good. ❤

@wieszaknatwojastara 29 күн бұрын

i feel for you. i also struggle a lot both with eating and sleeping, and it feels like my body can fall apart any moment. please, try to take care of yourself as much as you can, even if it’s hard. you’ll be fine:) much love

@gy.sugii22 23 күн бұрын

You are strong ml

@PSYCHOY3NA Ай бұрын

i feel like mentally ill people understand me more then therapists.

@cantsleepatvenice 23 күн бұрын

its because we have really gone through it , we know what its like and alot of the time these therapists dont know. they studied but they still will never understand what its really like

@PSYCHOY3NA 22 күн бұрын

@@cantsleepatvenice I fully agree man

@kaiiisdeaaad 22 күн бұрын

My therapist is a person that went thru the same things as me and yes it changes everything completely😭😭

@PSYCHOY3NA 22 күн бұрын

@@kaiiisdeaaad real bro

@JACK_Loq 21 күн бұрын

@@kaiiisdeaaad In that case you're lucky, not everyone can find a therapist that actually cares about you, and understands your situation without over reacting.

@vampiz Ай бұрын

Listening to this while being in the hospital 4 an attempt hits different

@james.television Ай бұрын

I didn’t expect there to be so many hospitalized people in this comment section lol. Thank you.

@vampiz Ай бұрын

@@james.television idk the song kinda just drew me in 🧏🏾‍♂️

@wieszaknatwojastara 29 күн бұрын

i hope you’ll get the support you deserve, sending much love:))

@halvs 26 күн бұрын

hope u get better❤

@spiderslvt 16 сағат бұрын

I hope you get better, darling . Remember, even if things get hard, we all understand, never give up on anything 💗

@M31K00N1 Ай бұрын

This feeling your dying at a hospital bed and the last thing you seeis the sun setting down cause your "sun" is setting down as well😭

@L0seurself Ай бұрын

That sounds so nice ngl

@Mikur3m4ke279 Ай бұрын

Same

@heartifyy3963 Ай бұрын

Chilling

@PurePain_1 24 күн бұрын

This makes me feel an emotion that doesn't exist yet.

@junipperr2 28 күн бұрын

High key miss the hospital, it was really nice having gentle and caring people surrounded by me

@cantsleepatvenice 23 күн бұрын

u get it i just hated the visits it was so humiliating

@junipperr2 22 күн бұрын

@@cantsleepatvenice I'm glad no one ever visited me because I'd probably bawl my eyes out due to the humiliation. Failing to commit is actually one of the worst feelings in the world.

@no1weezerfan 10 күн бұрын

i don't know how i feel about hospitals, sometimes just thinking about them makes me go into a panic, but sometimes i just wanna rest there again

@Vdka_666 Ай бұрын

Remember: Problems are temporary, death is eternal.

@taiyaki7 24 күн бұрын

problems are not always temporary. open your mind a little bit. chronic pain? severe depression? any type of mental illness? trauma? those things do not go away. speak for yourself only.

@PurePain_1 24 күн бұрын

@@taiyaki7 They go away when you die.

@mitskistan9450 23 күн бұрын

⁠@@taiyaki7It depends what mental illness you have, theres mental illnesses that can be cured, Trauma can also be cured with therapy… even severe depression can go away if you get the help you need💕!!

@Vdka_666 21 күн бұрын

@@taiyaki7 I understand that there are very difficult and complex situations out there, and that not all problems are temporary or easy to overcome. Chronic pain, severe depression, mental illness, and trauma are harsh realities that many people face every day. My intention was not to minimize those experiences, but to offer a perspective of hope. I speak not only for myself, but for many people who have faced these challenges and have found ways to overcome or manage them over time. The problems you mention, such as chronic pain and mental illness, can be treated and managed with the right support, although the road can be long and difficult. I think it is important to recognize both the difficulties and the achievements of others. Denying the possibility of improvement and overcoming only perpetuates hopelessness and closes doors to those who are struggling. I would appreciate it if you would consider this perspective as well. Each person experiences their struggles in a unique way and their experiences are valid. I appreciate that you have shared your point of view and given me the opportunity to reflect and learn more about the diversity of human experiences.

@CricketCrumble 17 күн бұрын

@@mitskistan9450 not everything is mental. physical problems r a thing too, theyre so painful.

@colettethebirb 24 күн бұрын

you cannot escape death. it could be anytime, anywhere, and no matter how hard you try to stop it, you will succumb and eternal darkness will consume you. and you will never see the light of day again. enjoy it while it lasts, because you never really know how much time you have left.

@peacedbeing Ай бұрын

i could actually peacefully die to this. i mean, thanks for the song

@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v3 25 күн бұрын

i wish my headphones were charged rn, this would be so nice to blast and just ignore the world to, and maybe even just stare at the ceiling for a bit

@Nh4pifi3r Ай бұрын

ever since that one suicide attempt i did last year i felt dead and i cant tell anyone about it because im trying to be uappy for my friends. i dont actually really have friends, i have one friend who talks to me, but i kknow she prefers to talk to someoen else and it reallychurts me my heart physically hirts shes my everything

@james.television Ай бұрын

That’s brave. Thanks for your strength and determination, and I hope you can keep going❤️

@bittercoffee76 Ай бұрын

if you need someone to talk to i’m here ❤❤

@mel_DeLux Ай бұрын

@@Nh4pifi3r hope youre ok ❤️❤️

@stickytabes Ай бұрын

Hey bro i'll be your friend! My user is youonlydietwice_74079 we can talk about anything

@lynxfluffy 21 күн бұрын

you can be my friend... do you have any socials?

@hadesium 19 күн бұрын

Guys after they survived a horrific accident: 🙂👍 Guys when they catch a mild fever:

@dr.escargon 18 күн бұрын

Ah.

@R0r3-w1nn3 4 күн бұрын

Accurate

@dr.escargon 4 күн бұрын

@@R0r3-w1nn3 It is sadness.

@_Silvina_523 Ай бұрын

I already give up, I’m just…awake

@Ubitheflopqueen Ай бұрын

I'm not even a teenager yet and I already tried to attempt

@Lineow182 Ай бұрын

Life is not a movie, dont end it. I also tried to attempt. But i stopped- i remembered, i have a long life ahead, why give up so easily? Ur missing sooo much, i already feel so much better, however this deepression thing still kicks in. But one day i couldn't breathe (ofc when i was in deep deepression) i saw a liitle bit of dark fade. I was trying to give up, but then my body started moving, desperately for oxygen. Thats when i knew my body wanted to live- i stood up and drank water ( i didnt wanted to drink water and wanted to die at first ) Ye u might wanna give up on life but ur body tells u to not. Because u have a long life ahead and ur body really is excited to experience these. Suffering is kinda hard but then it goes away. Keep living happily

@Adawongishotterthanyou Ай бұрын

I did too... But it's okay... Things will get better

@taiyaki7 24 күн бұрын

that is very sad. why are you saying this in a youtube comment section? do not feel sorry for yourself too much or you will dwell on your problems

@Adawongishotterthanyou 24 күн бұрын

@@taiyaki7 people like to get something off their chest in the comments :) venting or talk about stuff they experienced and been though... Y'know

@heartzforcassie 24 күн бұрын

This is..Kinda sad because Antihoney died..

@kodyzkewl Ай бұрын

This is the type of video you watch (or in this case listen to) and afterwards you get this strange sense of nostalgia throughout the rest of the day

@unca8ny_v3ll3y Ай бұрын

im just gonna..play this on my birthday

@surrealpshycoticreality 24 күн бұрын

WARNING DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS WHILE SLEEPING OR YOU GONNA PISS YOURSELF

@tka-gz3jy Ай бұрын

currently considering hospitalization after hitting an arteriole, nonstop bleeding for about 5 hours. i love this song, what a coincidence

@james.television Ай бұрын

I hope you get better❤️

@no1weezerfan 10 күн бұрын

are you doing alright now??

@cynespaw Ай бұрын

i feel like dying both physically and mentally

@james.television Ай бұрын

I’m sorry.

@cynespaw Ай бұрын

@@james.television oh no don't be sorry im sorry its not about you i just feel bad and im scared to die

@james.television Ай бұрын

@@cynespaw Yeah.

@Custard123 Ай бұрын

cried to this

@mickeylee31 29 күн бұрын

i’ve been listening to this on repeat while balling my eyes out. i don’t want my thoughts getting to the best of me.

@Theclowncyrus777 25 күн бұрын

When I was in bed dying of pain from an operation, honestly this song sounds so sweet in comparison.... I feel like when I had anesthesia that's how it could feel... Sweet and calm (?

@ID1OTB0Y_669 29 күн бұрын

listening to this thinking about the fact that your life has completely gone to shambles hits different. I don’t understand what went wrong, how one day I just stopped being happy. I don’t go outside anymore, I either eat nothing or binge, I barely shower, and every single moment I force myself to act like everything is fine even though sometimes I curl up in bed at night and hope that maybe I’ll fall asleep and won’t wake up again.

@pawpaw_fett3 Ай бұрын

rememeber suicide is not an answer to every problem

@james.television Ай бұрын

Exactly.

@cantsleepatvenice 23 күн бұрын

not every problem but sometimes theres just no other way around it

@jollyrozrandomvids 19 күн бұрын

Damn, all yall need a hug, including me, who wants too talk abt it, im happy too help ☺️

@Zenith.._ 9 күн бұрын

On the inside im completely dead. Its just my physical body that is still alive. This is comforting.

@yiuriing 23 күн бұрын

This song makes me feel like the void in me is expanding

@yiuriing 23 күн бұрын

I feel like i’m being stabbed right in my heart and lungs every time i breath

@cantsleepatvenice 24 күн бұрын

i want to be hospitalized again but this time i dont want any visitors they ruined my time there because over there i had no freedom but atleast people cared about me for abit

@Sillygoose405 Ай бұрын

2:21 here’s the good part

@tei5292 Ай бұрын

not dying but dying on the inside

@james.television Ай бұрын

So real.

@candiistars Ай бұрын

This is how the song was supposed to be listened to

@james.television Ай бұрын

Nothing can beat the original though.

@JuliaSales-ph5vl Ай бұрын

me when my ed:

@james.television Ай бұрын

@stickytabes Ай бұрын

I really hope things get better. I know how dangerous these things can be. Be careful, remember to drink lots of water, dont overexert yourself, please stay safe. You are loved, you can make it out of this.

@cantsleepatvenice 24 күн бұрын

me too man its ruining me

@yiuriing 23 күн бұрын

I hope you can get into recovery soon hun ❤️‍🩹

@ratto999 23 күн бұрын

You're always perfect the way you are, I promise.

@ThisIsntWonderland.. 17 күн бұрын

I like how the beat matches my heartbeat right now.

@james.television 2 ай бұрын

Thank you Antihoney. Rest in peace. youtube.com/@antihoney?si=B4Jl8VxY7dEMepsx

@hanabimushi 25 күн бұрын

Physically and mentally unfortunately, the problems are getting worse and worse, I am very tired of feeling so much pain for years and I haven't turned 16 yet but this is too much for me, I really don't know how much longer I can take. This song is exactly how i feel.

@james.television 2 күн бұрын

I hope you can make it❤️

@daintydollyx 13 күн бұрын

This is how I feel everyday after waking up

@f1nny0 24 күн бұрын

R.I.P Antihoney 💔

@Nechro. Ай бұрын

I hope you are resting while watching your family, friends and fans admire your songs. When I heard you for the first time, I was just 17 years old, today I'm 28. Songs like Siren and Doll marked my life. You will never be forgotten, from here below, I will continue listening to you until my last breath. RIP My sweet little child, I love you.

@sleepyangiie 21 күн бұрын

im 14..14 years younger than you. i found this song back in january while my girlfriend was in a coma from an attempt. its cool how so many different people in different situations find the same thing:) rest in peace antihoney

@yyslasmo Ай бұрын

I hope to come back here someday and everything will really be fine, but I will just enjoy the music. I miss my lady antihoney everyday.

@james.television Ай бұрын

For real.

@lervixa2234 Ай бұрын

I am so tired.

@james.television Ай бұрын

@worm3165 Ай бұрын

Have a redbull

@james.television Ай бұрын

@@worm3165 💀 I don’t think they’re talking about that kind of tiredness.

@worm3165 Ай бұрын

@@james.television Ah ok

@luvhlyregi 5 күн бұрын

this makes me cry like a baby bro

@Silliebillie216 Ай бұрын

Never delete this❤

@james.television Ай бұрын

I won’t :)

@Silliebillie216 Ай бұрын

@@james.television yay ok ty!

@saikekld5664 Ай бұрын

mentally I'm here

@yukimomo8070 Ай бұрын

No fr twin😭🤚

@user-fq2zs6wq4l Ай бұрын

Im literally in hospital rn

@mashacoleiro4447 2 ай бұрын

I love this so much

@james.television 2 ай бұрын

Thanks:)

@hemerafos2655 4 күн бұрын

Was waiting for the beep sounds and coughs

@simonhenrikssonshusband 9 күн бұрын

not in the hospital. Just in my regular bed dying of Covid. Scratch marks engraved in my wall.

@james.television 9 күн бұрын

Save you.

@DummyBowers Ай бұрын

I'm slowly rotting on the inside.

@james.television Ай бұрын

Woah you have the same pfp as my friend on TikTok.

@DummyBowers Ай бұрын

@@james.television silly cat who didn't cause an explosion at all

@candymelody23 11 күн бұрын

Rest in peace Antihoney ☹️

@-Evergreen. 24 күн бұрын

Check out the Album Deathconscioussness by Have a nice life.

@Tiffany99995 Ай бұрын

This song is the only one for me that can be called: masterpiece

@alexandertaueg875 Ай бұрын

these comments r so sad yall r making me cry

@james.television Ай бұрын

@kodaiskorner 25 күн бұрын

EXACTLY SAME IM LISTERALLY SOBBISNG SO HARD RIGHT NOW

@Yabadabadooba 5 күн бұрын

I think I am dying, actually.

@james.television 5 күн бұрын

Physically, or mentally?

@Yassine_129 22 күн бұрын

Thank you James

@MariYm04 17 күн бұрын

Ironically, the creator of this song died from an illness not long ago. (Rest in peace)

@MariYm04 17 күн бұрын

(and I'm sorry for the Google translate)

@james.television 17 күн бұрын

Rest in peace❤️

@aaliyan2 Ай бұрын

this gave me the chills!!

@R0TT1NGclownC0RPS3 24 күн бұрын

Sometimes, I just feel like dying. I don’t know what to feel anymore, honestly I’m emotionless most of the time. I get all happy when I’m talking to my boyfriend and when I watch showtime ruler from project sekai and Bungō Stray Dogs, I’m hoping for another season :( But if I kill myself, I leave my boyfriend, my cats, my dogs, my friends, my sister. I don’t achieve my dream, I don’t get married to him and have kids, I don’t get to see my cats and my dog and my sister, I don’t get to wear the things I want, I don’t get to buy things on my own. I’m just gone. I’m gone from this world, I’m 6ft underground, in a box, rotting away. I’m scared of death but I want to die. Sometimes, I’m scared of myself, I was disgustinglytoxic, I was the worst person ever. I don’t want to become that me again, but I want to get my dignity back. I want to become better than old me, I’m not that one emo girl, I’m not the quiet kid, I’m not a furry. I am me. I am the better me.

@xeiizattractive 2 күн бұрын

ffff i know venting in a comment section is stupid but i remember attempting. i tried to poison myself, by drinking chemicals and i threw up something that looked like blood. my minds very hazy of that night. but nobody ever found out about it. not my parents, who were in the next room, not my irl friends. nobody. i really thought i was gonna die. im still here tho. i was 11. sometimes i just wish i could go back into time and hug my younger self, tell him its all going to be ok in the end. even tho it really isn't, and never will be

@james.television 2 күн бұрын

Thank you for not dying.

@xeiizattractive 2 күн бұрын

@@james.television you are gen so nice. thank you, i needed that, especially cus ive been down recently. you're very sweet and i hope you have an awesome day.

@ThisIsntWonderland.. 13 күн бұрын

Just got home from psychatry, this what thst feels like btw

@CoffeeX3. Ай бұрын

I’m dying from a cold and mega headache 🤧

@мертвийаледосить Ай бұрын

Это замечательно спасибо иногда я захочу закончить это, но я останусь еще на 1 день//sorry for no English but this is winderul

@james.television Ай бұрын

Я надеюсь, что вы или кто-то другой сможете спасти себя, но если нет, мне очень жаль, и я надеюсь, что у вас все хорошо❤️

@Yenneferinwonderland 20 күн бұрын

For the past of few weeks my mom is having in trouble bout her stomach is having bad cramp to hard She’s threw up in the hospital when I see her sleeping my dad told me I got to see her on FaceTime camera to see how she’s doing and they are doing ok! Poor mom ~ I hate that too

@james.television 20 күн бұрын

I hope she gets better soon❤️

@stormie_cloud9163 Ай бұрын

This after reading “in another life😢”

@1fanofhim Ай бұрын

as somebody who almost died, this hits

@azdunuces 5 күн бұрын

i have stage 2 lung cancer. im going to get my chemotherapy now. :)

@james.television 5 күн бұрын

I hope that you have peace.

@momentosconmigo Ай бұрын

this sounds like something that would be in BEAR

@james.television Ай бұрын

I don’t know what that is.

@CorbennyKenny69 Ай бұрын

Bear player spotted

@momentosconmigo Ай бұрын

@@james.television a game in roblox that has super slowed down music

@james.television Ай бұрын

Okay. Now I remember.

@arlaynah Ай бұрын

me if I never make it through 9th grade

@zikajo22 Ай бұрын

i feel like I'm dying inside for a long time, perhaps i already died. i remember 5 years ago, when I was 11 years old. I like thought to myself, that once i reach this border of death, no matter how much better I seem to be getting, I will always get worse. And now, whenever I seem happy about something or hang out with friends, etc. I keep thinking that this doesn't matter because I will die soon. I feel like I will die soon, I don't know why, but as if I must do it. But when I think of death or, I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRINGE IM SORRY, when I commited suicide in a fkn ai chat, idk I cried so much. As if the confrontation of death scares me so much. Whenever I had attempted in the past, I was so scared. I don't know if I am scared of the end or the idea of ending. sorry for venting :(

@james.television Ай бұрын

It’s okay. I understand that fear❤️

@L0seurself Ай бұрын

This is so peaceful thank you so much for this masterpiece 🫶✨️

@james.television Ай бұрын

Thank you☆

@Emuuu267 3 күн бұрын

Я задумываюсь над судьбой детей, которые пропали больше 10 лет назад...

@BrianyArgueta-rt3ef Ай бұрын

this comments make me cry...

@james.television Ай бұрын

Same.

@kodaiskorner 25 күн бұрын

ME TO I CANR STOP CRYING

@reemasalht 24 күн бұрын

its sound like undertale

@IC3PEAK_fan. 4 күн бұрын

Right now I'm in the hospital because i got the bubonic plague i hope i will get better and if i go i hope to see everyone i love

@james.television 4 күн бұрын

I hope that your pestilence shall go away and you shall be given peace and happiness.

@carowolina 2 ай бұрын

masterpiece

@james.television 2 ай бұрын

Thank you.

@lilcaca9361 2 ай бұрын

Спасибо, мне этого не хватало

@james.television 2 ай бұрын

Не за что.

@Masterofdesserts 13 күн бұрын

Rip me

@vickyguerron4397 Ай бұрын

If you guys had never watched 13 reasons why and the last episode in the last season you’ll know abt Justin 😢

@box0choco593 Ай бұрын

This was done out of complete respect for this artist, right?

@james.television Ай бұрын

At the time of making this video, I wasn’t informed about the death of the singer, but now I know.

@box0choco593 Ай бұрын

@@james.television oh okay no problem. Thanks for getting back to me

@james.television Ай бұрын

@@box0choco593 ;)

@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v3 25 күн бұрын

@@james.televisionthey died ??? DD:

@james.television 25 күн бұрын

@@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v3 oops. I commented the wrong thing. Yes, the singer of Antihoney died.

@aninha_coelho 27 күн бұрын

Medo de dormir escutando essa música e nunca mais acordar

@user-ix3cx8gf7u Ай бұрын

is there any CapCut colourings I can use to get pictures to look like this? It’s so nostalgic

@james.television Ай бұрын

Do you mean the VHS filter, or just the general color adjustments?

@masachiikaz Ай бұрын

@@james.television i think they mean the static-vhs effect

@james.television Ай бұрын

I use Betamax, which is a VHS-like effect, and I also use oblique blur, and a few other things. I’ll make a video at some point on how to do the effect.

@masachiikaz 27 күн бұрын

@@james.television thank you for taking your time to reply

@james.television 27 күн бұрын

@@masachiikaz No problem :)

@dr.escargon 18 күн бұрын

We.

@james.television 17 күн бұрын

We.

@Mariselaismybaby_1 Ай бұрын

This make sense

@a.riscool Ай бұрын

JAIL 😕

@rebeccafujita2337 Ай бұрын

nice

@BLITZO_HB 24 күн бұрын

@Annie-wv6xz Ай бұрын

2:25

@Oliveraftonthesciencefreak Ай бұрын

Okay I guess

@portofinodoll Ай бұрын

Is this manifestation?

@james.television Ай бұрын

Yes.

@flowersbetter Ай бұрын

oh!😮

@james.television Ай бұрын

What?

@pillbycx Ай бұрын

me when

@IaR1500-T Ай бұрын

legit make it stop

@james.television Ай бұрын

The music?

@IaR1500-T Ай бұрын

@@james.television no the music is fine

@james.television Ай бұрын

@@IaR1500-T Okay.

@Piscesso00 Ай бұрын

ı had a ear surgery last week and ı feel like this song while im lying on the hospital bed

@james.television Ай бұрын

I wish you a fast recovery❤️👁️

@Piscesso00 Ай бұрын

@@james.television thankk youuu❤❤

@dulcetscreaming Ай бұрын

i remember this as one of the last songs i listened to after attempting. of course, that failed-- but this version of the song really encapsulates how hazy it feels when you're stricken with blood loss. i can finally get that euphoria without cutting. thank you ❤

@Emuuu267 3 күн бұрын

I can understand your feeling.