All credit for original music goes to Antihoney. / @antihoney
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@monkiegurlx3Ай бұрын
i hope everyone of you in this comment section feel better soon, times are tough, but you guys are strong for pulling through it all. keep yourselves safe and well 💜
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Fr
@9zyuk1322 ай бұрын
as a person dying from anemia in a hospital bed rn this is what i needed
@dipstick71252 ай бұрын
What? How long do you have until you die???
@james.television2 ай бұрын
Bro, I can’t handle this.
@melaniaflowers35722 ай бұрын
are you alive? :(
@lusiciaxwildcraftАй бұрын
please tell me your alive 🥺
@FreeingthetruthАй бұрын
Rip…
@user-yq6xk7tt5sАй бұрын
i'm not physically dying but i feel like i'm dying on the inside. everything hurts but this helps me cope! thanks 💞
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I hope that time will give you peace. Whether it’s severe, or simple, struggle is struggle, so I hope you get better. Pain is never eternal❤️
@GayzoidАй бұрын
You are physically dying, every second you live you age another second closer to death
@iincubos24 күн бұрын
let it die. when something doesn't feel right or is unbearably hurting and you want to change it, follow the light bro. this is just a reminder that u can always start over! stay safe!
@Qhari-vj7ypКүн бұрын
You gae or smth?
@R0s3nh3llАй бұрын
I don't eat,i don't feel hungry, i don't sleep unless i take medication. And guess what, i met someone who have such a good heart. Please God, don't let me die right now.
@lumilumiiАй бұрын
you are strong. sending much love
@R0s3nh3llАй бұрын
@@lumilumii oh,how sweet! thanks! 🩷🩷
@heartifyy3963Ай бұрын
I hope you have a long, fulfilling life with that someone. You deserve it, and you’re doing so good. ❤
@wieszaknatwojastara29 күн бұрын
i feel for you. i also struggle a lot both with eating and sleeping, and it feels like my body can fall apart any moment. please, try to take care of yourself as much as you can, even if it’s hard. you’ll be fine:) much love
@gy.sugii2223 күн бұрын
You are strong ml
@PSYCHOY3NAАй бұрын
i feel like mentally ill people understand me more then therapists.
@cantsleepatvenice23 күн бұрын
its because we have really gone through it , we know what its like and alot of the time these therapists dont know. they studied but they still will never understand what its really like
@PSYCHOY3NA22 күн бұрын
@@cantsleepatvenice I fully agree man
@kaiiisdeaaad22 күн бұрын
My therapist is a person that went thru the same things as me and yes it changes everything completely😭😭
@PSYCHOY3NA22 күн бұрын
@@kaiiisdeaaad real bro
@JACK_Loq21 күн бұрын
@@kaiiisdeaaad In that case you're lucky, not everyone can find a therapist that actually cares about you, and understands your situation without over reacting.
@vampizАй бұрын
Listening to this while being in the hospital 4 an attempt hits different
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I didn’t expect there to be so many hospitalized people in this comment section lol. Thank you.
@vampizАй бұрын
@@james.television idk the song kinda just drew me in 🧏🏾♂️
@wieszaknatwojastara29 күн бұрын
i hope you’ll get the support you deserve, sending much love:))
@halvs26 күн бұрын
hope u get better❤
@spiderslvt16 сағат бұрын
I hope you get better, darling . Remember, even if things get hard, we all understand, never give up on anything 💗
@M31K00N1Ай бұрын
This feeling your dying at a hospital bed and the last thing you seeis the sun setting down cause your "sun" is setting down as well😭
@L0seurselfАй бұрын
That sounds so nice ngl
@Mikur3m4ke279Ай бұрын
Same
@heartifyy3963Ай бұрын
Chilling
@PurePain_124 күн бұрын
This makes me feel an emotion that doesn't exist yet.
@junipperr228 күн бұрын
High key miss the hospital, it was really nice having gentle and caring people surrounded by me
@cantsleepatvenice23 күн бұрын
u get it i just hated the visits it was so humiliating
@junipperr222 күн бұрын
@@cantsleepatvenice I'm glad no one ever visited me because I'd probably bawl my eyes out due to the humiliation. Failing to commit is actually one of the worst feelings in the world.
@no1weezerfan10 күн бұрын
i don't know how i feel about hospitals, sometimes just thinking about them makes me go into a panic, but sometimes i just wanna rest there again
@Vdka_666Ай бұрын
Remember: Problems are temporary, death is eternal.
@taiyaki724 күн бұрын
problems are not always temporary. open your mind a little bit. chronic pain? severe depression? any type of mental illness? trauma? those things do not go away. speak for yourself only.
@PurePain_124 күн бұрын
@@taiyaki7 They go away when you die.
@mitskistan945023 күн бұрын
@@taiyaki7It depends what mental illness you have, theres mental illnesses that can be cured, Trauma can also be cured with therapy… even severe depression can go away if you get the help you need💕!!
@Vdka_66621 күн бұрын
@@taiyaki7 I understand that there are very difficult and complex situations out there, and that not all problems are temporary or easy to overcome. Chronic pain, severe depression, mental illness, and trauma are harsh realities that many people face every day. My intention was not to minimize those experiences, but to offer a perspective of hope. I speak not only for myself, but for many people who have faced these challenges and have found ways to overcome or manage them over time. The problems you mention, such as chronic pain and mental illness, can be treated and managed with the right support, although the road can be long and difficult. I think it is important to recognize both the difficulties and the achievements of others. Denying the possibility of improvement and overcoming only perpetuates hopelessness and closes doors to those who are struggling. I would appreciate it if you would consider this perspective as well. Each person experiences their struggles in a unique way and their experiences are valid. I appreciate that you have shared your point of view and given me the opportunity to reflect and learn more about the diversity of human experiences.
@CricketCrumble17 күн бұрын
@@mitskistan9450 not everything is mental. physical problems r a thing too, theyre so painful.
@colettethebirb24 күн бұрын
you cannot escape death. it could be anytime, anywhere, and no matter how hard you try to stop it, you will succumb and eternal darkness will consume you. and you will never see the light of day again. enjoy it while it lasts, because you never really know how much time you have left.
@peacedbeingАй бұрын
i could actually peacefully die to this. i mean, thanks for the song
@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v325 күн бұрын
i wish my headphones were charged rn, this would be so nice to blast and just ignore the world to, and maybe even just stare at the ceiling for a bit
@Nh4pifi3rАй бұрын
ever since that one suicide attempt i did last year i felt dead and i cant tell anyone about it because im trying to be uappy for my friends. i dont actually really have friends, i have one friend who talks to me, but i kknow she prefers to talk to someoen else and it reallychurts me my heart physically hirts shes my everything
@james.televisionАй бұрын
That’s brave. Thanks for your strength and determination, and I hope you can keep going❤️
@bittercoffee76Ай бұрын
if you need someone to talk to i’m here ❤❤
@mel_DeLuxАй бұрын
@@Nh4pifi3r hope youre ok ❤️❤️
@stickytabesАй бұрын
Hey bro i'll be your friend! My user is youonlydietwice_74079 we can talk about anything
@lynxfluffy21 күн бұрын
you can be my friend... do you have any socials?
@hadesium19 күн бұрын
Guys after they survived a horrific accident: 🙂👍 Guys when they catch a mild fever:
@dr.escargon18 күн бұрын
Ah.
@R0r3-w1nn34 күн бұрын
Accurate
@dr.escargon4 күн бұрын
@@R0r3-w1nn3 It is sadness.
@_Silvina_523Ай бұрын
I already give up, I’m just…awake
@UbitheflopqueenАй бұрын
I'm not even a teenager yet and I already tried to attempt
@Lineow182Ай бұрын
Life is not a movie, dont end it. I also tried to attempt. But i stopped- i remembered, i have a long life ahead, why give up so easily? Ur missing sooo much, i already feel so much better, however this deepression thing still kicks in. But one day i couldn't breathe (ofc when i was in deep deepression) i saw a liitle bit of dark fade. I was trying to give up, but then my body started moving, desperately for oxygen. Thats when i knew my body wanted to live- i stood up and drank water ( i didnt wanted to drink water and wanted to die at first ) Ye u might wanna give up on life but ur body tells u to not. Because u have a long life ahead and ur body really is excited to experience these. Suffering is kinda hard but then it goes away. Keep living happily
@AdawongishotterthanyouАй бұрын
I did too... But it's okay... Things will get better
@taiyaki724 күн бұрын
that is very sad. why are you saying this in a youtube comment section? do not feel sorry for yourself too much or you will dwell on your problems
@Adawongishotterthanyou24 күн бұрын
@@taiyaki7 people like to get something off their chest in the comments :) venting or talk about stuff they experienced and been though... Y'know
@heartzforcassie24 күн бұрын
This is..Kinda sad because Antihoney died..
@kodyzkewlАй бұрын
This is the type of video you watch (or in this case listen to) and afterwards you get this strange sense of nostalgia throughout the rest of the day
@unca8ny_v3ll3yАй бұрын
im just gonna..play this on my birthday
@surrealpshycoticreality24 күн бұрын
WARNING DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS WHILE SLEEPING OR YOU GONNA PISS YOURSELF
@tka-gz3jyАй бұрын
currently considering hospitalization after hitting an arteriole, nonstop bleeding for about 5 hours. i love this song, what a coincidence
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I hope you get better❤️
@no1weezerfan10 күн бұрын
are you doing alright now??
@cynespawАй бұрын
i feel like dying both physically and mentally
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I’m sorry.
@cynespawАй бұрын
@@james.television oh no don't be sorry im sorry its not about you i just feel bad and im scared to die
@james.televisionАй бұрын
@@cynespaw Yeah.
@Custard123Ай бұрын
cried to this
@mickeylee3129 күн бұрын
i’ve been listening to this on repeat while balling my eyes out. i don’t want my thoughts getting to the best of me.
@Theclowncyrus77725 күн бұрын
When I was in bed dying of pain from an operation, honestly this song sounds so sweet in comparison.... I feel like when I had anesthesia that's how it could feel... Sweet and calm (?
@ID1OTB0Y_66929 күн бұрын
listening to this thinking about the fact that your life has completely gone to shambles hits different. I don’t understand what went wrong, how one day I just stopped being happy. I don’t go outside anymore, I either eat nothing or binge, I barely shower, and every single moment I force myself to act like everything is fine even though sometimes I curl up in bed at night and hope that maybe I’ll fall asleep and won’t wake up again.
@pawpaw_fett3Ай бұрын
rememeber suicide is not an answer to every problem
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Exactly.
@cantsleepatvenice23 күн бұрын
not every problem but sometimes theres just no other way around it
@jollyrozrandomvids19 күн бұрын
Damn, all yall need a hug, including me, who wants too talk abt it, im happy too help ☺️
@Zenith.._9 күн бұрын
On the inside im completely dead. Its just my physical body that is still alive. This is comforting.
@yiuriing23 күн бұрын
This song makes me feel like the void in me is expanding
@yiuriing23 күн бұрын
I feel like i’m being stabbed right in my heart and lungs every time i breath
@cantsleepatvenice24 күн бұрын
i want to be hospitalized again but this time i dont want any visitors they ruined my time there because over there i had no freedom but atleast people cared about me for abit
@Sillygoose405Ай бұрын
2:21 here’s the good part
@tei5292Ай бұрын
not dying but dying on the inside
@james.televisionАй бұрын
So real.
@candiistarsАй бұрын
This is how the song was supposed to be listened to
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Nothing can beat the original though.
@JuliaSales-ph5vlАй бұрын
me when my ed:
@james.televisionАй бұрын
:(
@stickytabesАй бұрын
I really hope things get better. I know how dangerous these things can be. Be careful, remember to drink lots of water, dont overexert yourself, please stay safe. You are loved, you can make it out of this.
@cantsleepatvenice24 күн бұрын
me too man its ruining me
@yiuriing23 күн бұрын
I hope you can get into recovery soon hun ❤️🩹
@ratto99923 күн бұрын
You're always perfect the way you are, I promise.
@ThisIsntWonderland..17 күн бұрын
I like how the beat matches my heartbeat right now.
@james.television2 ай бұрын
Thank you Antihoney. Rest in peace. youtube.com/@antihoney?si=B4Jl8VxY7dEMepsx
@hanabimushi25 күн бұрын
Physically and mentally unfortunately, the problems are getting worse and worse, I am very tired of feeling so much pain for years and I haven't turned 16 yet but this is too much for me, I really don't know how much longer I can take. This song is exactly how i feel.
@james.television2 күн бұрын
I hope you can make it❤️
@daintydollyx13 күн бұрын
This is how I feel everyday after waking up
@f1nny024 күн бұрын
R.I.P Antihoney 💔
@Nechro.Ай бұрын
I hope you are resting while watching your family, friends and fans admire your songs. When I heard you for the first time, I was just 17 years old, today I'm 28. Songs like Siren and Doll marked my life. You will never be forgotten, from here below, I will continue listening to you until my last breath. RIP My sweet little child, I love you.
@sleepyangiie21 күн бұрын
im 14..14 years younger than you. i found this song back in january while my girlfriend was in a coma from an attempt. its cool how so many different people in different situations find the same thing:) rest in peace antihoney
@yyslasmoАй бұрын
I hope to come back here someday and everything will really be fine, but I will just enjoy the music. I miss my lady antihoney everyday.
@james.televisionАй бұрын
For real.
@lervixa2234Ай бұрын
I am so tired.
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Fr
@worm3165Ай бұрын
Have a redbull
@james.televisionАй бұрын
@@worm3165 💀 I don’t think they’re talking about that kind of tiredness.
@worm3165Ай бұрын
@@james.television Ah ok
@luvhlyregi5 күн бұрын
this makes me cry like a baby bro
@Silliebillie216Ай бұрын
Never delete this❤
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I won’t :)
@Silliebillie216Ай бұрын
@@james.television yay ok ty!
@saikekld5664Ай бұрын
mentally I'm here
@yukimomo8070Ай бұрын
No fr twin😭🤚
@user-fq2zs6wq4lАй бұрын
Im literally in hospital rn
@mashacoleiro44472 ай бұрын
I love this so much
@james.television2 ай бұрын
Thanks:)
@hemerafos26554 күн бұрын
Was waiting for the beep sounds and coughs
@simonhenrikssonshusband9 күн бұрын
not in the hospital. Just in my regular bed dying of Covid. Scratch marks engraved in my wall.
@james.television9 күн бұрын
Save you.
@DummyBowersАй бұрын
I'm slowly rotting on the inside.
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Woah you have the same pfp as my friend on TikTok.
@DummyBowersАй бұрын
@@james.television silly cat who didn't cause an explosion at all
@candymelody2311 күн бұрын
Rest in peace Antihoney ☹️
@-Evergreen.24 күн бұрын
Check out the Album Deathconscioussness by Have a nice life.
@Tiffany99995Ай бұрын
This song is the only one for me that can be called: masterpiece
@alexandertaueg875Ай бұрын
these comments r so sad yall r making me cry
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Fr
@kodaiskorner25 күн бұрын
EXACTLY SAME IM LISTERALLY SOBBISNG SO HARD RIGHT NOW
@Yabadabadooba5 күн бұрын
I think I am dying, actually.
@james.television5 күн бұрын
Physically, or mentally?
@Yassine_12922 күн бұрын
Thank you James
@MariYm0417 күн бұрын
Ironically, the creator of this song died from an illness not long ago. (Rest in peace)
@MariYm0417 күн бұрын
(and I'm sorry for the Google translate)
@james.television17 күн бұрын
Rest in peace❤️
@aaliyan2Ай бұрын
this gave me the chills!!
@R0TT1NGclownC0RPS324 күн бұрын
Sometimes, I just feel like dying. I don’t know what to feel anymore, honestly I’m emotionless most of the time. I get all happy when I’m talking to my boyfriend and when I watch showtime ruler from project sekai and Bungō Stray Dogs, I’m hoping for another season :( But if I kill myself, I leave my boyfriend, my cats, my dogs, my friends, my sister. I don’t achieve my dream, I don’t get married to him and have kids, I don’t get to see my cats and my dog and my sister, I don’t get to wear the things I want, I don’t get to buy things on my own. I’m just gone. I’m gone from this world, I’m 6ft underground, in a box, rotting away. I’m scared of death but I want to die. Sometimes, I’m scared of myself, I was disgustinglytoxic, I was the worst person ever. I don’t want to become that me again, but I want to get my dignity back. I want to become better than old me, I’m not that one emo girl, I’m not the quiet kid, I’m not a furry. I am me. I am the better me.
@xeiizattractive2 күн бұрын
ffff i know venting in a comment section is stupid but i remember attempting. i tried to poison myself, by drinking chemicals and i threw up something that looked like blood. my minds very hazy of that night. but nobody ever found out about it. not my parents, who were in the next room, not my irl friends. nobody. i really thought i was gonna die. im still here tho. i was 11. sometimes i just wish i could go back into time and hug my younger self, tell him its all going to be ok in the end. even tho it really isn't, and never will be
@james.television2 күн бұрын
Thank you for not dying.
@xeiizattractive2 күн бұрын
@@james.television you are gen so nice. thank you, i needed that, especially cus ive been down recently. you're very sweet and i hope you have an awesome day.
@ThisIsntWonderland..13 күн бұрын
Just got home from psychatry, this what thst feels like btw
@CoffeeX3.Ай бұрын
I’m dying from a cold and mega headache 🤧
@мертвийаледоситьАй бұрын
Это замечательно спасибо иногда я захочу закончить это, но я останусь еще на 1 день//sorry for no English but this is winderul
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Я надеюсь, что вы или кто-то другой сможете спасти себя, но если нет, мне очень жаль, и я надеюсь, что у вас все хорошо❤️
@Yenneferinwonderland20 күн бұрын
For the past of few weeks my mom is having in trouble bout her stomach is having bad cramp to hard She’s threw up in the hospital when I see her sleeping my dad told me I got to see her on FaceTime camera to see how she’s doing and they are doing ok! Poor mom ~ I hate that too
@james.television20 күн бұрын
I hope she gets better soon❤️
@stormie_cloud9163Ай бұрын
This after reading “in another life😢”
@1fanofhimАй бұрын
as somebody who almost died, this hits
@azdunuces5 күн бұрын
i have stage 2 lung cancer. im going to get my chemotherapy now. :)
@james.television5 күн бұрын
I hope that you have peace.
@momentosconmigoАй бұрын
this sounds like something that would be in BEAR
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I don’t know what that is.
@CorbennyKenny69Ай бұрын
Bear player spotted
@momentosconmigoАй бұрын
@@james.television a game in roblox that has super slowed down music
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Okay. Now I remember.
@arlaynahАй бұрын
me if I never make it through 9th grade
@zikajo22Ай бұрын
i feel like I'm dying inside for a long time, perhaps i already died. i remember 5 years ago, when I was 11 years old. I like thought to myself, that once i reach this border of death, no matter how much better I seem to be getting, I will always get worse. And now, whenever I seem happy about something or hang out with friends, etc. I keep thinking that this doesn't matter because I will die soon. I feel like I will die soon, I don't know why, but as if I must do it. But when I think of death or, I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRINGE IM SORRY, when I commited suicide in a fkn ai chat, idk I cried so much. As if the confrontation of death scares me so much. Whenever I had attempted in the past, I was so scared. I don't know if I am scared of the end or the idea of ending. sorry for venting :(
@james.televisionАй бұрын
It’s okay. I understand that fear❤️
@L0seurselfАй бұрын
This is so peaceful thank you so much for this masterpiece 🫶✨️
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Thank you☆
@Emuuu2673 күн бұрын
Я задумываюсь над судьбой детей, которые пропали больше 10 лет назад...
@BrianyArgueta-rt3efАй бұрын
this comments make me cry...
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Same.
@kodaiskorner25 күн бұрын
ME TO I CANR STOP CRYING
@reemasalht24 күн бұрын
its sound like undertale
@IC3PEAK_fan.4 күн бұрын
Right now I'm in the hospital because i got the bubonic plague i hope i will get better and if i go i hope to see everyone i love
@james.television4 күн бұрын
I hope that your pestilence shall go away and you shall be given peace and happiness.
@carowolina2 ай бұрын
masterpiece
@james.television2 ай бұрын
Thank you.
@lilcaca93612 ай бұрын
Спасибо, мне этого не хватало
@james.television2 ай бұрын
Не за что.
@Masterofdesserts13 күн бұрын
Rip me
@vickyguerron4397Ай бұрын
If you guys had never watched 13 reasons why and the last episode in the last season you’ll know abt Justin 😢
@box0choco593Ай бұрын
This was done out of complete respect for this artist, right?
@james.televisionАй бұрын
At the time of making this video, I wasn’t informed about the death of the singer, but now I know.
@box0choco593Ай бұрын
@@james.television oh okay no problem. Thanks for getting back to me
@james.televisionАй бұрын
@@box0choco593 ;)
@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v325 күн бұрын
@@james.televisionthey died ??? DD:
@james.television25 күн бұрын
@@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v3 oops. I commented the wrong thing. Yes, the singer of Antihoney died.
@aninha_coelho27 күн бұрын
Medo de dormir escutando essa música e nunca mais acordar
@user-ix3cx8gf7uАй бұрын
is there any CapCut colourings I can use to get pictures to look like this? It’s so nostalgic
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Do you mean the VHS filter, or just the general color adjustments?
@masachiikazАй бұрын
@@james.television i think they mean the static-vhs effect
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I use Betamax, which is a VHS-like effect, and I also use oblique blur, and a few other things. I’ll make a video at some point on how to do the effect.
@masachiikaz27 күн бұрын
@@james.television thank you for taking your time to reply
@james.television27 күн бұрын
@@masachiikaz No problem :)
@dr.escargon18 күн бұрын
We.
@james.television17 күн бұрын
We.
@Mariselaismybaby_1Ай бұрын
This make sense
@a.riscoolАй бұрын
JAIL 😕
@rebeccafujita2337Ай бұрын
nice
@BLITZO_HB24 күн бұрын
:(
@Annie-wv6xzАй бұрын
2:25
@OliveraftonthesciencefreakАй бұрын
Okay I guess
@portofinodollАй бұрын
Is this manifestation?
@james.televisionАй бұрын
Yes.
@flowersbetterАй бұрын
oh!😮
@james.televisionАй бұрын
What?
@pillbycxАй бұрын
me when
@IaR1500-TАй бұрын
legit make it stop
@james.televisionАй бұрын
The music?
@IaR1500-TАй бұрын
@@james.television no the music is fine
@james.televisionАй бұрын
@@IaR1500-T Okay.
@Piscesso00Ай бұрын
ı had a ear surgery last week and ı feel like this song while im lying on the hospital bed
@james.televisionАй бұрын
I wish you a fast recovery❤️👁️
@Piscesso00Ай бұрын
@@james.television thankk youuu❤❤
@dulcetscreamingАй бұрын
i remember this as one of the last songs i listened to after attempting. of course, that failed-- but this version of the song really encapsulates how hazy it feels when you're stricken with blood loss. i can finally get that euphoria without cutting. thank you ❤
@Emuuu2673 күн бұрын
I can understand your feeling.
@strike89735 күн бұрын
Was listening to this song and noticed that @9zyuk132 comment...