congrats getting this far champ you're a real warrior 💪

sounds like a very peaceful existence

Living legend 🙌

You´re doing right. You have life experience, worth more than gold...

It's those special moments where you really feel alive that make it all worth it.

Храни тебя Бог

Beautiful🥲

You will live to see your amazing child flourish,just by your appreciation I know you will be a wonderful mother❤️

Esta música la marcará positivamente para siempre. Que bien!

good luck to the both of you :P

ad blockers my dude

Haha who still watches ads these days? Just use Brave browser and it blocks them automatically

Same with lichen too

hi ena

Absolutely my friend, rhubarb hits somewhere special

Yes it’s heavenly

I thought it was Bioshock - KF1 was legendarrrrry!

@@rjs3590 kf-foundry :)

@@kaloryfer1218 next have fun thinking consciouly and we'll about others GTFO out the mirror how :)

@@rjs3590 I too thought it was from Bioshock but I recognize the level now.

It has such a small bigger than life feeling to it, like concentrated focus.

Nice assist bro 🤙

/@Sillis_Movement Thx Captain Obvious comment I seen 100 times

Legend!

Banger

Thank freaking You!

Those little ticks that are not even hi hats or any type of drums are just.. so much better than drums. Thinking about it now.. Aphex is such a legend. He makes the absolute most relaxing ambient music while at the same he creates the most insane crazy sounding music like Vordhosbn. And he does them all well. It wouldn't be farfetched at all to say that he may very well be responsible if not for creating than for Inspiring many many new music genres

The sound of psilocybin

​@@Speedster189 Plus he doesn't even have any musical training, it's insane. and you're right - a lot of huge musical artists have said he influenced their work.

I recommend everyone who enjoys it to listen to Bibio’s Phantom Brickworks

@@lucasskovgaard3526 gotta love bibio

It may not ever be easier, but you will be stronger. Be proud of that strength.

Why do I have to though? I never asked for any of this. I never asked to be here.

​@@xiclops Sorry if you may be going through something hard but, You need to give your life meaning and purpose, I know I may be sounding naive but you have to give your life meaning and purpose in order to keep going. Have a good day.

​@@xiclopsit may be hard but keep going, time is so precious, try and make every second count❤

​@@xiclops i believe in you

he didnt make all his synthesizers from scratch. Yes, he made the synth _patches,_ but that article was really overblown

@@Otocol Yeah, i was gonna reply with that

I also doubt that legend that he is self-taught, he reportedly had music teachers in Cornwall.

He's also a well known liar in interviews. He even says this much. He just used to take the pish. Most of this stuff was either an Oberheim rack, DX7 or sampler.

@Baltazar Razatlab See as much as a like your fervour it's just no as true as you would like to believe. Yep he maybe has made some adjustments to some gear. Apparently he started an engineering course but never finished it. My mate could solder his broken guitar leads at 14 years old, doesn't mean he made guitar leads. A lot of the titles of his songs mention gear that was made by companies and he happily admited he just used to tell lies in interviews for a laugh.

me too. btw whos this richard fella ,Ted?

@★luxih★ you might wanna read about "schizoid disorder" on wiki. I got this diagnosed some ten years ago.

Ahhm another Dissociative Daydreamer in the wild! I still do this but I'm trying to balance it out with studying how to paint so I can put the ideas on paper now, too.

@@BrgArt schizoid is far different than the average day dreamer. Shouldn’t be so quick to diagnose people on the internet…

❤

What a time indeed yes! Do we know those were the best times? I did not, I did not enjoy properly back then, now almost all is gone, almost.

@@larvancioramos9748 Even when I was young I have always been very aware of the value that youth and being a kid/teenager holds. Looking back on it now I am grateful that I enjoyed that time of my life as much as I possibly could. I wish more kids could realise what I realised very early on in my life.

@@NvmThemHereIAm well done, really dificult to see on these current times. Nowadays generations seems lost, I dont blame them, we, the older ones did nothing to prevent or stop this mess. God luck to you

It's the only song I know that can consistently jerk my brain to engage in a certain type of rumination. Always remembering the past

This song doesnt make me think about the past at all. It makes me think of the distant future a bit maybe, one beyond my lifetime. But more than anything it just brings me peace, and makes me happy that i am alive.

a couple months ago every night i would just turn on aphex and listen in my room with my lights off, truly nothing like it

@@boxmold5861 I suggest Brian Eno's 'Music For Airports' or 'Neroli'....

@@MrTomb789 Don't forget Eno's _Apollo_ and _On Land._ Budd and Guthrie's _Bordeaux_ is right there, too.

Idem

What about Eno’s Thursday Afternoon?

Someone definitely was and I am now.

I am very lucky to have someone for that and she is as beautiful as the song for me

We all are together

@@catturnstotee3722 Amazing

@@catturnstotee3722 I once had that special someone as well... Though we listened to this together in a bad moment, in fact we broke up shortly after I discovered this song, and the few times we listened to this together, it made her cry and as a consequence of this, I felt terrible and now I feel like this song has sucked up all the sadness of that moment of my life. Enjoy the precious moments with your girl, especially when listening to masterpieces like this and the atmoshpere is not polluted with sadness and the acknowledgment of an imminent break-up..

That sounds magical

A Perfect Circle opening for NIN in SF was good but I’d take Aphex over that any day haha

His name is Richard D. James, from Cornwall

@@TheReapersSon that explains it then

A very cool thing about Aphex is the breadth of his musical feeling. Sure these are beautiful, transcendent, relaxing songs, but he also produces fun, gripping, exciting music too. He's a very cool guy, and my life is definitely better because of this man. I'm an atheist, so the best I can say is, may the universe bless this man with many years of life and bless him with more inspiration to craft wonderful music.

Welcome to a voyage of discovery :)

i think all intelligent people have both a wild and soft side. aphex really shows he does with his music

the sounds do have a resonance with melancholia and a yearning for changing things in the past. I have to be careful how much I listen to this but it does have a place in the medicine chest of music playlists..

music therapy is real

@Shmuzhin Phuzin you know, when I listen to it nowadays, it depresses me too. But in a good and pleasant way

@@nairamdiam same. I think it’s very melancholy and hiræth. Music is a gift from a higher power. It’s transcendental; it’s like a tool to be used when spoken language becomes obsolete. Something that has never left me is the feeling I got reading The Silmarillion, when the gods created the universe with music.

Agree, it is surreal how he just came up with these tracks and nailed the atmosphere so well and so consistently. One of my most pleasant surprises.

Rhubarb

More like relaxing floor.

get KF2 and play with me lmao

i was looking for this comment, KF was godlike. maining the santa skin all year round, spamming voice lines while flipping scrakes with the hunting shotgun, one-shotting patrick on wave 11 with pipe bomb hat before they nerfed it... good times. patriarch: "What have you done to my children?!?!?" 20 stacked pipebombs: *"BEEP BEEP BEEP"* I must say also that the nutcracker fleshpounds were super intense too, personally found them even more intimidating than the default model. I remember plenty of times where that face being 90% of my screen was the last thing i saw before instantly dying 😂

was just about to ask if this was a shot from Killing Floor lmao - amazing

oh man i thought this was from half life 2

You really understand the value of some tracks on there a lot later.For example #7 sounded so unlikable at the first listen but after a few more i understood it wasnt trying to be like rhubarb or stone in focus this was its own thing and it made me appreciate it more.

you sound so annoying i know u didnt mean it like that but wtf

Good luck

My brother has been learning Japanese for 4 years now, he may be moving soon as well. If you have any tips send them my way and I'll give to him!

Enjoy making new memories in Japan! You will do great

good luck

good luck !

it really isnt. this is more of a childhood memory that you forgot but you somehow remember it out of nowhere. im kinda tired of the feeling that doesnt exist comments since you know, that feeling does exist

@@bbb-dk7pz L comment

@incognito i just keep seeing the damn '' feeling that doesnt exist'' comment under any vaporwawe or ambient music video and its just annoying now

@@bbb-dk7pz I think it’s just relaxing and peaceful music, and that triggers memories from when you were relaxed or however you felt at that time. Maybe in your childhood you were more relaxed because you were less stressed, and maybe they can’t describe a memory like that as there was never a time of complete peace in their lives. You are right that a lot of people say that exact same thing though, but maybe they genuinely do feel that way. Who knows.

It's god beckoning for us to come home.

(This comment doesn't make sense)

@@pb913_ maybe to you, not the 13 people that liked my comment 🤷🏾‍♂️

@@elijahdashawn3789 Being an introvert or not doesn't change your taste in music.

@@pb913_ who said it did?

@@elijahdashawn3789 you

I love that soundtrack too

LMAO

thanks a lot, thought i was different

Realest comment here

you're so me

Mentally noted. Say the most obvious crap about a genius and get tons of likes lol… so this dude makes ok music to you?

@@cafferacercalm down dude

agree, one of Aphex's peaks

I couldn't listen to it when KZfaq auto played it a few months ago - 3 seconds in, and I knew I had to immediately turn it off. It was bringing me back to the dark abyss I felt after my breakup just over a year ago. When the world turned a pale shade of grey, when the light inside of me flickered into darkness. When my hope dried up and my heart and soul shattered into a million broken pieces. When my world suddenly came crashing down and everything I thought was a constant became lost from view. But KZfaq just auto played this again, after I was listening to an old remix I'd made. I instantly recognised it, and filled up with emotion. I went to close the video, but this time, I did not stop it. I listened. I felt. Shivers racing up and down my entire body, tears swelling behind my eyes. "Is this a good idea?" I asked myself. Then it dawned on me. I have finally reached that final stage - moving on, acceptance, peace. All of my hard work has paid off. I can sit and listen, experiencing the existential pain I once couldn't escape... and realise I'm okay, realise she was truly so bad for me, but move forward with no grudges, no hatred, just forgiveness, acceptance, and peace. It's incredible that music can evoke such visceral emotions, such profound memories, and such deeply felt feelings.

If I may give you some recommendations, try Andre 3000's new album "New Blue Sun" and maybe some japanese new age like Hiroshi Yoshimura's "Soundscape 1" or his "Green" Album

Welcome to the club my friend. Be well.

Thanks for the info

🥀

you are a person who is also sad, not the other way around. do not condense yourself to your condition.

That is an extremely specific mood and setting thats hard to capture or feel and the fact that this song captures that and you're able to articulate it for me to understand the feeling perfectly makes me feel like I stumbled across the Alice in wonderland key and door at the same time and everything I knew wasn't real

Wow, man. Your description really took me somewhere else. To those days in past when i had different worries, and different dreams. When i seen world in more kind way. I was more naive, but actually closer to important things. I was thinking less but i was thinking about things which were actually important to me. I lived in the moment, in the present. Clear soul, simple mind. Just waiting for the tea to be prepared, enjoying time with people which i dont know where are they now. Watching old buildings, and thinking how it was when they they were "alive", how it was in the past. How future is going to be. For me ? For this world ? Actually no. Just for this place. If i am going to still feel this feelings which i have now. Just looking outside of the window, looking at the strangers, i see myself in them, its almost as a mirror.

I typed the following in a new comment, but I'll add it as a reply in here because I think it belongs with you guys too. Something I've begun to recognize as an older person-29 is just barely beginning to get older-is that some media is fun & gripping but necessarily narrow like a roller coaster or a racetrack, while other media is beautiful, transcendent & open like a relaxing day at the beach or falling asleep in an open field. These songs are clearly the latter. Maybe I semi-consciously recognized this difference a long time ago, but this is the first time I've tried to articulate this as an adult.

I felt the warmth and cold reading this

:)

@@WtfKZfaq_YouSuck there's still time to delete this comment homie

@@edcarroll2119 Ok

@@edcarroll2119 done

@@WtfKZfaq_YouSuck what did you say?

Buying down has its times and it goes strong on pure temptation. Sorrow and solitude these are the precious things and the only words that are worth remembering

Slipping into the liminal space. It’s making me cry as well. Just to be free. To be somewhere untouched. To feel surrounded by love in an elevated form. To feel held.

@@mclare71 That's damn serene and a very true to heart of this artist. I am not sure why the feeling of liminal places makes me feel comfortable and safe, maybe because we come from something like that once.. all of us. I'm not really sure but your words are so true.

With you there.

Check dis out kzfaq.info/get/bejne/Z51_mNeYrJu6hWQ.html

Off 📴🗣️ and whatever is best 😉 with a few things 😉☺️☺️☺️ if you can get in a bit to get back and forth to be a little bit less 😉 with a few people I know you got it but I think 💬 is it 🤣😜 and I have no idea how I feel asleep and I think 💬 is fame.

Wow, is their property in America??

Hey man, Love to you! What is happening in your life?

gigi masin

Bruh go get some bitches, you'll fell better

@@solgryn4974 I have no time for people who have no future.

@@Audikontroller1 Deep trauma that is burned into my every fiber. I have mostly been a passive person in life. People with greater control over me and my surroundings disregard what matters to my life because I'm not important enough for them to care. I am tormented by memories and cannot forgive many people because of those same memories. My brain makes me remember when I was made to feel bad or cheated. I can't escape. Hypnosis doesn't work because my mind refuses anyone to have control over it. I've tried DMT twice in the past, and the second time, my body and mind had recognized what DMT wanted from me: Absolute control. I remember, during the first time, the DMT wanted me to turn off my consciousness. It felt truly demonic, insidious. Because I had recognized this, during the second time, my body and mind recognized the request DMT had put forward, and greatly resisted it. I realize that some of this feels like it's coming from a random place, but I know people will suggest various remedies, including but not limited to "bitches". I am getting better. There are, however, irreparable existences to speak on. I retain that because it's not up to me if I feel good at the end of the day.

What map is it?

@@davidmckelvey2601 foundry

@@davidmckelvey2601 Foundry

Foundry