Arcade - Duncan Laurence (Lyrics)

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Arcade - Duncan Laurence Lyrics
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Lyrics Arcade - Duncan Laurence
A broken heart is all that's left
I'm still fixing all the cracks
Lost a couple of pieces when
I carried it, carried it, carried it home
I'm afraid of all I am
My mind feels like a foreign land
Silence ringing inside my head
Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home
I've spent all of the love I saved
We were always a losing game
Small-town boy in a big arcade
I got addicted to a losing game
Ooh, ooh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
How many pennies in the slot?
Giving us up didn't take a lot
I saw the end 'fore it begun
Still I carried, I carried, I carry on
Ooh, ooh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
Ooh, ooh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
I don't need your games, game over
Get me off this roller-coaster
Ooh, ooh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
Ooh, ooh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game
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@souravbar4097 4 ай бұрын

Anyone in 2024 ?

@David-xi4ng 3 ай бұрын

@sitayabehera2970 3 ай бұрын

Yeah.......me😅😂

@noahphilippe7558 3 ай бұрын

@Alissalester8801 3 ай бұрын

@Maria_luvs_u 3 ай бұрын

HERE

@toomjerryjerry9647 8 ай бұрын

Whenever this comment is liked i want to remember this song

@random-human749 6 ай бұрын

Get reminded

@sweetswisha 6 ай бұрын

Love to you❤

@toomjerryjerry9647 6 ай бұрын

@@sweetswisha love you too

@ElizaaKin 6 ай бұрын

Imma coment too, just in cas3

@Darlyy_Slayz 6 ай бұрын

Remember this song now

@seanlambert7364 Жыл бұрын

A MESSAGE TO THE FUTURE LET THIS SONG LIVE KEEP IT ALIVE

@Beau-Blue Жыл бұрын

man don ell wha o do

@togahimiko_psychotic Жыл бұрын

this song is still alive!!! ❤❤❤(one day into the future)

@debbiechandler3523 Жыл бұрын

Okay *comes out my time pod thing* hi my my yes yes yes yess

@emmaribatto882 Жыл бұрын

Yes ❤

@Quit_1254 Жыл бұрын

@@togahimiko_psychotic yep still alive 1mo later

@RedRiot-ur7xs Жыл бұрын

Thank you Duncan for this song. I realise that this song has a deeper message than just an emotional song. It really has inspired me. I will never forget this song. You inspire us all.

@Thefoxloverishere 5 ай бұрын

I agree

@user-qw6zb9zz1k 5 ай бұрын

I well cry

@user-qw6zb9zz1k 5 ай бұрын

😢😢

@Thefoxloverishere 4 ай бұрын

@@user-qw6zb9zz1kand that's ok, me too.

@charlottescraper4461 Жыл бұрын

I do not miss my childhood. I’ll never go back. I am broken though fixing the pieces as an adult. Learning to heal on my own. Being an adult has given me more opportunities to be happy than childhood ever did.

@dreamcost7227 Жыл бұрын

Whaaat really? I miss it because I was a better and happier person than the person I am today. Not understanding things was great 💀

@charlottescraper4461 Жыл бұрын

@@dreamcost7227 I envy that 100%. As a child I just had so much responsibility at a young age and people around that weren’t the best to have around children. Lots of anger and sadness type of energy as well. I’m happier as an adult making my own money and getting myself things that I want or need. Growing up poor was really hard. Inflation makes it almost the same but, currently taking it one day at a time and healing my inner child while keeping myself as safe as I can be.

@dreamcost7227 Жыл бұрын

@@charlottescraper4461 aw that sucks, I also grew up poor (just had better ppl around) glad ur happy now as an adult

@sushilx9515 Жыл бұрын

Nope bro! I also hate my past.. Not bcz It was bad, but bcz I always expect my future to be more brighter than today. Past memories always hurts even if it was good. So why should I recall them?

@sarrabd9545 Жыл бұрын

I wish that I become a kid again when people were kind the world was big ihad no mistakes no responsibility no problems I have only my barbie and a small car to drive when my family used to love me 💔💔

@harrisonwells3999 Жыл бұрын

My ears : listening the music My lips: singing along with the song My eyes: watching and reading the comments My hand: scrolling down My legs: moving with perfect sync with the song My mind: recalling old memories Never ignore a person who loves u, cares for u, misses u. Because one day, u might wake up from ur sleep and realize that u lost the moon while counting the stars Tears Have no weight but it carries heavy feelings sometimes it's also present in smile and silent tears always hold the loudest pain uk? Cuz we can't force someone to feel like the same as we feel for them ☺ ⠀ ｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ﾟ。｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟ︵︵ ( ╲ / / ╲ ╲/ / ╲ ╲ / ╭ ͡ ╲ ╲ ╭ ͡ ╲ ╲ ﾉ ╭ ͡ ╲ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ︶

@Tony_bad Жыл бұрын

My Hurt My grandparent is dead 3:02

@anirudhnagaich2507 Жыл бұрын

😢❤

@pinkiewinkie5094 Жыл бұрын

thanks...😊

@__sleeping__beautyb Жыл бұрын

True

@christineissac5440 Жыл бұрын

@NoahRogers19980618 Жыл бұрын

No matter how many times I listen to this song, I never get tired of it. Maybe because it is relatable to me in a way that I can't really explain. Also I'm here before this blows up.

@qamaruddin3572 Жыл бұрын

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@shefikoseranaj734 Жыл бұрын

Its true😀😀😀😀😀😀

@haroldsalvador5664 Жыл бұрын

@Ashton-kr1ff 10 ай бұрын

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@BarbaraKeith-yx1ds 6 ай бұрын

Nice bro

@Angrypanda4163 6 ай бұрын

KEEP THIS SONG ALIVE BECAUSE THIS IS SO GOD DAMN BEAUTIFUL AND I WANNA CRY ❤️😭

@AndienSalonOfficial 2 ай бұрын

Same😢😢

@user-ui9fj8ms3k 6 ай бұрын

I used to listen these songs when I was at my lowest, so heart broken and the pain felt so deep and raw. Couldn't stop crying. Now I can listen to the same songs and smile. I'm healing, I feel stronger, finding my inner strength and light...loving myself more. Realising the person I was crying for wasn't worth it. I gave a lot of me, a lot was taken. But the fact that I loved him so much does not mean I will not be able to do it again. I loved him because I have a lot of love to give and this is who I am..if some people choose to hurt and abuse our love and kindness, because they don't know better, that should not stop us from loving. Never say that you will stop loving and trusting, just because someone took advantage of your beautiful loving soul. This is who we are. Also, as human beings we are all messed up sometimes and bound to hurt each other. Just learn and move on. Cry and grieve the loss. But know that is not forever. I know it feels this way at the moment. Much love

@cryofreeze8756 6 ай бұрын

This helped me so much I just had broken up with someone who had done the very same and found she had cheated on me I will keep this to heart and share this with the everyone around me to help them as your words have helped me❤

@user-ui9fj8ms3k 6 ай бұрын

@@cryofreeze8756 I am sorry that happened. The truth shall set you free, they say. Of course, the truth hurts like hell, but we need it. People like this do us a favour when they hurt us. They show us who they are and unfortunately how the world can be and remind us of who we are. You might feel empty for some time and will want to fill that void, numb the pain fast, forget... Don't try to numb it with alcohol, or start dating too soon. If you can, although you might not feel like it, spend more time with family or friends, people that know you and love you. Remember the things you love doing and you haven't done for a while. Plan some little things you can look forward to. Right now it might feel like the future is really blurry, because obviously you were planning everything with someone else. You have to think for yourself and plan for yourself only. Sometimes it can be liberating. And soon enough you will wake up and the first thing you think about will not be her.

@athvii 4 ай бұрын

Exactly same case here. These were bandages on our wounds, we healed.

@elli8986 Жыл бұрын

This song will never die it will stay alive ❤❤❤😭😭😭😭😭

@jennafinley6908 Жыл бұрын

It describes some people's childhood

@ANA-ku9og Жыл бұрын

this song is so beautiful🎤🎼🎹🎶 there's no way not to cry😭

@zahrahaiyubi4801 Жыл бұрын

This masterpiece always makes me feel Duncan Laurence's pain that resulted in such an emotional song..

@agustd132 Жыл бұрын

to all of those people who are still going through a lot like me. I just want u to tell that Your perfect and never loose hope in lives. U will get someone who will treat right and u will always be happy , just wait for that day . Keep going buddy , i am proud of u❤

@rajeshnair7751 Жыл бұрын

Songs like this will be never forgotten

@Just-Narutoo 11 ай бұрын

Yea frr

@IChangedMyName_123 Жыл бұрын

THIS SONG WILL NEVER LEAVE MY PLAYLISTTTT😁

@hvckk Жыл бұрын

Also from my playlist

@moonwolf5130 Жыл бұрын

Same

@carterwilliams7638 Жыл бұрын

I y/o 19

@MystizMeYT Жыл бұрын

same

@nexace 10 ай бұрын

same. it is still there

@lolgal2922 Жыл бұрын

I can’t describe the feeling that this song gives me.It’s just magical.

@nexace 10 ай бұрын

i feel you. the sensation is magical.

@shinycr5906 Жыл бұрын

After hearing this..... I remember how my friends suddenly started to ignore me like i didn't even exist whenever i think about that my eyes are filled with tears i don't know why, i tried to talk to them but they just left me alone like i was just a toy for them

@_Angelxfeels_ Жыл бұрын

don't worry everything will be fine🙂

@justkeepswiming27 Жыл бұрын

I'll be your friend 🥰

@Aroii_writes Жыл бұрын

Cause they don't deserve you 😌 You deserve much better than this ❤️ and one day you'll find the person who deserve you!!

@samanthacrowell9317 Жыл бұрын

Friends come and go. And it's one of the most painful parts of life. Hang in there.

@shinycr5906 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for your sweet words guys😊

@Kirishimaslove Жыл бұрын

Music gives me a reason to keep going. Thank you for this

@lubavasilchenko2895 Жыл бұрын

really sweet

@Foreverwinter8 Жыл бұрын

the most beautiful song with pure emotions. Loving you is a losing game, the most brutally true lyric.

@sweetcindy5927 Жыл бұрын

It was a loosing game bt no matter how heartbroken I am, I'll never give up on love . This song is lit 😭

@aleenajunejo2842 Жыл бұрын

Yeah😭

@misatobathwaterenjoyer8364 Жыл бұрын

u got the point😭

@sweetcindy5927 Жыл бұрын

@@misatobathwaterenjoyer8364 exactly

@donkeyboyeie444 Жыл бұрын

This is one of the saddest songs I’ve ever heard but it’s good

@dilnozaqambarova6545 Жыл бұрын

One of the great masterpieces 👍👍I love it ❤️❤️💜

@___krish_na___916 4 ай бұрын

Wearing an earphone and hearing this is a different kind of feel......love this song.......

@Nothereanymore.7 Жыл бұрын

I'm depressed all the time this song makes me happy I lost my Bunny 2 years ago and I still miss him

@chaoticquiin0321 6 ай бұрын

this song can never set old because its not just a song but also a feeling♥♥♥♥♥

@smfightgaming6240 4 ай бұрын

Anyone's listening in 2024😊

@editsyourmom8441 2 ай бұрын

YESSSSSSSS\

@renastephen2007 Ай бұрын

Yes 💯

@missperegrine8998 Ай бұрын

@EmilyEthridge-nh6vy Ай бұрын

@7fttallamerica Жыл бұрын

I love this song. Part of the reason is cause I can sing it really well. Also because its relatable. And just amazing.

@fspanda3009 4 ай бұрын

Can you upload a video and pin it in the comment I wanna listen

@Dream_of_aspirants06 Жыл бұрын

I pray every one should shine in their life ❤️🙏

@Rums4 Жыл бұрын

I used to hear to this song and now after 3 years I am hearing it again and I am feeling like this 🥹 I was gonna cry🥲……KEEP THIS SONG ALIVE!!!🥺🥺❤️❤️

@jennyradovan2214 Жыл бұрын

I love this song for many years. Since i was a kid i never get tired of this ❤️

@milicamilic6072 Жыл бұрын

@EmilyEthridge-nh6vy Ай бұрын

same

@kennakowalesky8130 Жыл бұрын

my aunt passed away dued to cancer and i cried to this song so much she was the best aunt id ever had...😭

@milliexoxo7719 Жыл бұрын

dambro sad 😢😇😆

@Noname-xf2qn Жыл бұрын

Oh my god, i am really sorry for you

@kamelandalousie1191 Жыл бұрын

Mee too i sorry to upur aunt dued its so sad 😭😢

@kamabokogonpachiro2335 Жыл бұрын

@@milliexoxo7719 why would you laugh, thats so evil

@TropicGal777 Жыл бұрын

My aunt passed too...💔 A few months ago. She had such a beautiful, positive energy that I miss so much. My household has gotten so unstable and toxic since she's been gone. Its sad but I l know her heart is breaking watching my family and I fall apart

@nothwen Жыл бұрын

Can’t believe I ever forgot this song but the beat at the beginning made me remeber it I love it❤

@ZayeedBaksh Жыл бұрын

I love this song it brings back memories, thanks for making the video and you just earned a sub from me!🙌 Good luck on 100 Subscribers!

@azuthuths7816 Жыл бұрын

This song is the best it gives me my childhood memories ❤

@Caulkpunch Жыл бұрын

Bro you’re a child then😂 this song is a year old lol

@bloodthirstycryptid Жыл бұрын

@@Caulkpunch doesn't matter how old a song is,it can still remind you of things.

@user-hc9cq7ye7u Жыл бұрын

Eu acho esta música incrível , com uma batida incrível. Top1

@hanseo4770 Жыл бұрын

The song is so touching and sad in the same time,the lycris is kinda deep,I love this song.💕💕 And reminds of my old friends,who was fake all the time,thanks God I took my road before it does go wrong,and yeah I agree:"Loving you is a losing game".

@KallMeBlu3 Жыл бұрын

That is so true… I’ve realized all my friends weee fake so it’s sad

@keshav-gw1kc Жыл бұрын

Thank you for making me cry AGAIN

@luc224kyu Жыл бұрын

Lyrics Arcade - Duncan Laurence A broken heart is all that's left I'm still fixing all the cracks Lost a couple of pieces when I carried it, carried it, carried it home I'm afraid of all I am My mind feels like a foreign land Silence ringing inside my head Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home I've spent all of the love I saved We were always a losing game Small-town boy in a big arcade I got addicted to a losing game Ooh, ooh All I know, all I know Loving you is a losing game How many pennies in the slot? Giving us up didn't take a lot I saw the end 'fore it begun Still I carried, I carried, I carry on Ooh, ooh All I know, all I know Loving you is a losing game Ooh, ooh All I know, all I know Loving you is a losing game I don't need your games, game over Get me off this roller-coaster Ooh, ooh All I know, all I know Loving you is a losing game Ooh, ooh All I know, all I know Loving you is a losing game

@Evie29x Жыл бұрын

This wasn’t relivent but ok😊

@ollie.1564 Жыл бұрын

@@Evie29x it helps some people to see the entire thing and what’s coming up, so uh, it is kinda relevant.

@KallMeBlu3 Жыл бұрын

U just copy and pasted that from the description

@bhimavarapupraneetha1506 Жыл бұрын

Thank you

@souksavanhfamily1387 Жыл бұрын

.....

@FaithAfton_1983 Жыл бұрын

Makes me cry everytime I sing or listen to it

@aleenajunejo2842 Жыл бұрын

Same😢

@skyleighshorts 7 ай бұрын

Love this song ❤

@tecnobladeneverdies203 Жыл бұрын

I can't go back to my childhood 😢 I had no friends every body bullied 😔 me so I left my family 💔 also and now I'm alone 💔 thanks for making this song.

@THEBEST-yo5hc Жыл бұрын

I’m with you 💛

@goodgamer-uc7cf Жыл бұрын

Ja me too if you want too be friends we can if that isn't a problem

@Noname-xf2qn Жыл бұрын

Dont say like that everyone are not bulling you bro btw i am really sorry for you

@leonardofagundes2405 Жыл бұрын

rb fks ver

@megavanan3784 Жыл бұрын

Me too. I didn't have true friends when I was standard 5 & 6. Now my bestie change to another school. I am feeling left out. I miss her very much. With her help I found many of my friends were not true friends most of them were fake friends.

@Hello-dv6lz Жыл бұрын

I love this song 🎶 it’s one of my fav and I actually didn’t know it was called arcade until I saw this vid 🎧

@ZayeedBaksh Жыл бұрын

Indeed

@Cowgirl98642 Жыл бұрын

OML this song is literally my life no joke, I am fixing all the cracks and I am afraid of myself.. This song means a lot to me, keep up the good work, btw love you're channel🤗

@stranger00582 Жыл бұрын

I don't know what the vibe I'm getting from this song but it takes me to all my dreams that I've in my mind

@jazzmsutwana5726 Жыл бұрын

I love this song ❤ I love how you sing you let all your emotions out when you sing love ❤❤❤

@LisaLisa-bc3kg Жыл бұрын

This song is very great. When i'm sad, i hear always this song

@tcance_111 Жыл бұрын

It takes me somewhere when I listen to this song!

@Evie29x Жыл бұрын

I used to love this song and danced to it all the time but now I realise how sad and deep it is 😢

@amirthakrish1453 10 ай бұрын

my heart has been melted to hear this song

@Shallow_hearted 10 ай бұрын

Songs like this reminds me of when times where easy,life got harder as I lost the things I loved and who I loved,wich is why I try to spend as much time with my loved ones as I can,because as you get older you’ll lose more and more,one day you might realize somthing or someone important to you is gone😔

@nazmoh1622 Жыл бұрын

This song is a great song. I love it. This song will always stay alive.🥹😥😓🥺😭😭😭😭

@Londonrodney Жыл бұрын

This song will always be my favorite song

@mathiyacruze8138 Жыл бұрын

Happiness can be found at even in the dark

@jhansipratap2749 Жыл бұрын

If one only remembers to turn on the light.

@prathappeeriz1062 2 ай бұрын

Yep Albus dumbledore

@vuvu6908 Жыл бұрын

love this!

@NightVision069 Жыл бұрын

this song touchs our hearts thats why i hear this song

@bablisingh5330 Жыл бұрын

This song recall all my memories till now from bad to good as the beats start my all good memories start singing the lyrics and as the beats start going high my tears are uncontrollable 😢

@BarbaraKeith-yx1ds 6 ай бұрын

*sighs* my girl broke up with me.

@BarbaraKeith-yx1ds 6 ай бұрын

So now this song will now make me sad.

@catanddoglover-lg2wr 29 күн бұрын

this song is magic whenever i am sad it works like a magic

@lillifranco5914 Жыл бұрын

This song takes away my depression

@ThePoppin75 Жыл бұрын

My great grandmother is in hospital and this song make me cry for her

@Alice0503 4 ай бұрын

People listening to this in 2024?

@ajx0207 3 ай бұрын

yesss

@dudu_games6141 Жыл бұрын

This song is perfect! Umas das minhas favoritas ♡

@anatolykim3721 Жыл бұрын

Какие по о да да да даг ну не гони😊😊😊

@anatolykim3721 Жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂

@anatolykim3721 Жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂❤

@coolz13-es8vf 5 ай бұрын

Me 2

@IshikaPathak 4 ай бұрын

I am writing this because this song I don't know why but it defines my current situation today i got my preboard result not that much good that i expected i was so broken 💔 but then i thought its life and no matter what happens you should not stop that's why i am listening to these songs so that i can feel relaxed and start again for next exam Wish me luck 🤞🏻 And i have a question Are boards really that much hard ? Please answer this if anyone wants to help me ❤

@user-gb2gs8fx7d 4 ай бұрын

dont worry be strong much love from kenya

@IshikaPathak 4 ай бұрын

@@user-gb2gs8fx7d Thankyou for your concern.. Love from India ❤️

@dibusengrai5145 7 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for the song

@emanmano5010 Жыл бұрын

LOVE THIS SONG I JUST START CRYING WHILE LISTENING THIS SONG 💔💔💔💔💔

@lindadaniel832muchiza6 Жыл бұрын

*I'm afraid of all I am*...this sentence is a masterpiece, it's the synthesis of our joys, our fears, our sorrows...we really have to keep this song.Loving you is losing game 😩😩😟😟😟😩😩

@minasenagisa4416 Жыл бұрын

This song is way too much relatable ❤❤

@nela.03 Ай бұрын

YOUNG ROYALS FANS WHERE ARE YOU?

@nevertherelast09 Жыл бұрын

When i first heard this song i brust in to tears 💔❣️

@salmahadidi5724 Жыл бұрын

This song has a way of making me feel again

@sanciyabrown7434 11 ай бұрын

Me im just dancing and singing to the song and thinking about my childhood memories with my family and my friends thanks because this song brings be back to my peace full past❤🙏✌

@benjaminrseplass 8 ай бұрын

I love this song

@faheem4392 Жыл бұрын

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG just the rhythm the beat it’s just so perfect for a song like this good work! Also nice background of it.👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻❤❤❤❤❤❤

@arailym.toktarbay Жыл бұрын

My ttgycc CCD yethc m 😢😮

@softkelebek6247 Жыл бұрын

i love this song i miss my memories my childhood ahhh i hurt

@bluediamond3869 5 ай бұрын

This song reminded me of my grandma and all my childhood friends and that made cry

@user-qp1fw9dc1f 8 ай бұрын

This song makes me remember a lot❤❤😢

@Shradha_168 2 ай бұрын

This is not just a song but an emotion

@That_girl_hufflepuff Жыл бұрын

this song makes me cry everytime 😢

@vetjavikahorongo9156 10 ай бұрын

Losing my uncle was the saddest thing I feeled my heart hurts so much I wish he was with me even for a minute 😭😭😭

@sisijr Жыл бұрын

i just get tears when i listen to this song🥲

@yummynena9930 Жыл бұрын

My childhood was filled with pain, agony, poverty, sorrow.the worst part is that I'm still in the mess, I can't wait for it to end 😢

@manobilli4703 Жыл бұрын

Yup this song is so relaxing and soo amazing I really like this song

@kyloben0073 Жыл бұрын

I love this song so much🥰

@NotThatGuy8848 Ай бұрын

Anybody from 2025💀

@Hi-12345 Ай бұрын

@zaeykun Ай бұрын

Wait until 2025 I will come

@alisa-parvin Ай бұрын

Yes I am from 2030 😅

@jeffreyamoroso06 Ай бұрын

I'm from 6969 💀 💀

@OfficialNASAreal Ай бұрын

I am from 3039 and there’s a lot of trash

@krazynetzy1351 28 күн бұрын

in my future son, or daughter... please dont lost this game, if you fail stand up, fight back, hold and you gain momentum push it to success

@27Maprang Жыл бұрын

I listened to this song on repeat for 3 hours straight while I was on the bus to El Chalten. Now that I'm listening to it again, it just reminds me of my trekking trip in Argentina.

@annaraven3615 Жыл бұрын

In my opinion this song is OK

@VidarbhaDiaries Жыл бұрын

its just perfect

@cyruszac Жыл бұрын

This is the song makes me remember what people have been through

@hannah.cb355 Жыл бұрын

I'm Afraid of all I am... One of many phrases that went through my head when I was all alone and scared of myself. The moment I first saw my losing game was truly an amazing moment but if I had known this would happen I would never have fallen in love with that person. She made me lose myself and initially she made me a fragile, broken and aggressive person. After a while I got scared, scared of myself and who I am. I couldn't see the end of all the thinking and the loud silence in my head. I ran away, but not too far so that I could still see her sometimes, but in all the moments when I actually saw her, I could have broken down in an instant. She made me a stronger person, but also someone I never thought I could ever be. Heartless, broken and cold. I started being someone I never was and so far this is the biggest mistake I've ever made. To let her in and let her guide me to who I am now. Everyone tells you that you're just learning to become the right person, but I don't believe it. We become what we're meant to be, and that's how it works. That's the truth of life, we break our hearts and then we get someone to pick up all the pieces we lost along the way but others just stay like that forever because who can handle someone like that? ... But honestly, I don't really think I'll ever love like that again... To love like I did for her, to love to die for her, I'll never do that again. I broke rule number 4 once not again And even if I won't be with her for the rest of my life, I'm glad I got to love her, even if it was just one chapter in my whole book. It was a chapter I wish I could have read over and over again but it wasn't meant to be and I kinda tell myself it's ok like this but I still have this small hope that it could have worked but it just shouldn't be. And I have to live with that... Because in the end she was just someone that was not supposed to be :)