this song always put me in a special state of mind i can’t properly explain it. that’s just how i feel all the time when this song starts playing. 🖤 i tried to hold in the night (because i pretend i heal) while you’re sleeping next to me (i still remember damn..) but it’s your arms that i need this time (yeah i fucking don’t want to admit but.. at the end, it’s only yours) “look at the cards that we’ve been dealt” (destiny, shitty timing..) “if you were anybody else.. probably wouldn’t last a day (but it’s you, and you have done something to my heart idk what, and it lasts..) “every tears a rain parade from HELL” (because i know it was almost impossible. but i was already attached) “you’ve been so understanding, you’ve been so good, and i’m putting you through more than one ever should” (i remember how you were kind, sweet, gentleman,i was feeling peaceful, safe, authentic, myself) “and i’m hating myself cuz you don’t want to admit that it hurts you” (but you won’t) i know that it breaks you heart when i cry again over him (that’s why i don’t tell you girls that i’m still hurt and not healed..) “though i wish he were here instead.. don’t want that living in your head” (that’s why i’m not ready to find someone else, that would be wishing him instead.. i know it deep down) “he just comes to visit me when i’m dreaming every now and then” (and when i wake up i just feel i’m dying because it was just a dream and we’re back to reality) “and after all that we’ve been through, there’s so much to look forward to” (because we are in different situation, environment) “what was done and what was said” (damn. i can’t..) leave it all here in this bed with you…. (I WILL NEVER..) “BABY YOU DO IT SO WELL..” (cuz) “you’ve been so understanding you’ve been so good..” (at the end i can’t hate you, you’ve been such good too..we’ve been so good towards each other.. and i know you feel that way too.)

thank you so much, the other day i saw that moonlight mashups took her account down and i was so sad because i love this edit so much.

İs this heaven?

I LOVE U FOR BRING THIS SONG AGAIN TO LIFEEE

i felt like i was floating during this entire video, thank youuuuuuu for putting this back up, i missed it!!!

this edit means so much to me thank u for posting and pls never take it down

Omg please never delete this! 💗💗💗

omg this is so cute i love it sm its giving me christmas lullaby vibes

I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR FIVE MIINNUUUTTESSSS 😭😭😭😭

I loved this version sm😭💕

this version is beyond than beautiful 🥺

YES THANK U FOR THIS IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS FOR AGES

thank uu! I couldn't find moonlight mashups video :(

This is art♥️

Thank you so much for saving and reuploading her beautiful edit, a song I'll forever listen to ❤

THANK YOU

this is so beautiful🤍✨

SO BEAUTIFUL !!! pls add on soundcloud 😔🙌

When i listen to this version of GHOSTIN when I sleep it’s like I’m in heaven

2 years after that’s so crazy because i got detached from this person i thought I’d never Yeah time passes, time heals, that’s real That’s also crazy because I could write almost the exact same things about this man I had the love at first sight for but that wasn’t the good one too but I know now that was the real first one in my heart

Why did moonlight mashups delete their channel?

I love u

Do you have the mashup “Remember” that she made?

does anyone have an instrumental for this 😩