Ashley Rawls - Pressure, Perfection Pageants

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I Am Second

I Am Second

15 жыл бұрын

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Ashley carried the weight of the world on her shoulders. While they watched a beauty queen win pageant after pageant, she began to lose herself. “I didn’t know how to be normal. I didn’t know how to have a normal relationship with food.” How do you let go of control without losing control? Who do you talk to when you fear judgment of a huge secret you’ve harbored? Her dilemma was never about image it was about control - the control of having a normal life. Stability. Balance. It was about security and at her lowest point she found just that.

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@dalibofurnell
@dalibofurnell 7 ай бұрын
Thanks for your honesty. God bless you
@martinxbeck9863
@martinxbeck9863 Жыл бұрын
ver esto me dio nostalgia, nos mostraban esto en 2018 en mi colegio a modo de reflexión todos los días algún video inspirador. jamas prestabamos atención... hoy fue lindo volver a escuchar la frase "yo soy segundo" gracias por tanto Hogar de Bethania
@mihearteddy
@mihearteddy 14 жыл бұрын
God is so good! I just happened to stumble on this video and it's exactly what I needed to hear. It's amazing how God speaks through people and right when we need it too
@JoeyCamilleri
@JoeyCamilleri 15 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for putting these together! I am doing my video testimony Tomorrow with Saddleback Church! God Bless you
@MOVIMKR7
@MOVIMKR7 11 жыл бұрын
Brilliant! Pretty woman speaking the truth !!!
@rachaelblackburn6551
@rachaelblackburn6551 8 жыл бұрын
does anyone know how I go do a I am second video? Because I have a story I want to share...
@heatherfrazier4229
@heatherfrazier4229 7 жыл бұрын
get into contact with whoever runs the show
@elimelech12
@elimelech12 13 жыл бұрын
"it fell open Romans 14" LOL...sweetness
@gerbils4
@gerbils4 14 жыл бұрын
@mihearteddy Amen! God has such a way to speak to us. He can even use youtube to show us his love! God loves you :)
@dattrax7
@dattrax7 11 жыл бұрын
Avery touching and real
@esca8652
@esca8652 11 жыл бұрын
Jesus is first always and forever with me! I couldn't care less about the worldly things here, I just want Jesus :)
@BitcoinWillFixEverything
@BitcoinWillFixEverything 12 жыл бұрын
@MorningGloryForGod I was only kidding! I didn't really stone my wife and kids, I'm not religious, after all. I was catholic, then later christian for over 35 years. I read opposing views, defending my holy book the whole time. Then one day I realized it was all a huge lie. Most people will never be brave enough to do what I did, I'm not going to try to convert you. If you are a good person, you will continue to be whether you are atheist or not.
@PresidentChristopher
@PresidentChristopher 9 жыл бұрын
Well... Gotta commit suicide to show y'all bastards JUST HOW REAL my pain is! Not ONLY am I displeased with HOW BUTTUGLY average I am, i am in constant physical pain. My blood pressure has plummeted to 122 / 48 and I constantly feel like I wanna pass out, except when I take my medicines. Doctors think it's in my head and laugh at me and think I'm hypochondriac. Here's what I plan to do. Set up my live webcam on the internet and KZfaq and Google, have my front door open, my meds out on the table, my "suicide" letter", and bottle of strong sleeping pills. I will live on the internet start popping the sleeping pills to a cup of grape juice, and call 9-1-1 and tell them I am committing suicide to demonstrate how bad I constantly am feeling, and since I cannot get on Doctor Oz, maybe if this videos viral, and they get to my house on time to revive me from dying. No one is f@#$ing listening, so I have to SHOW THEM how bad my case REALLY IS!
@MrSerberker
@MrSerberker 9 жыл бұрын
Please dont. Im sure your pain is real and hard, you dont have to prove that. Im sorry i dont know how to deal with this and what to tell you. But please just dont do it. God loves you and everything works for good for you if you love christ which isnt possible to have on your own, god has to show you his love so that you learn to love him back. I will ask him for that, please do that too.
@PresidentChristopher
@PresidentChristopher 9 жыл бұрын
Well... Will you PLEASE PRAY I cat AT THE VERY least, be FREE of these pains and bizarre queer head sensations? ... And BELIEVE God willDO IT, not ust hope so?
@MrSerberker
@MrSerberker 9 жыл бұрын
I will pray for you to get to strongly believe that god is with you in that pain. Also i will pray against that pain. But i have to tell you, this life is a life of faith, your flesh makes it not possible that you never doubt. Same goes for me. Is there anything else i could pray for?
@PresidentChristopher
@PresidentChristopher 9 жыл бұрын
Yes, that I can rap again. That I can become a good looking guy, with longer arms as I got troll T-rex arms AND IT EATS AWAY AT ME, and that I can STILL look young. I am WILLING to give my life wholly to God.
@clevelandstreetpreachers
@clevelandstreetpreachers 7 жыл бұрын
President Christopher watch my channel
@BitcoinWillFixEverything
@BitcoinWillFixEverything 12 жыл бұрын
@MorningGloryForGod Because I have read the entire bible- and not just cherry picked the nice parts out of it. My morals are better than any god that calls for the stoning of unruly children, or gay people. Or commands soldiers to cut the unborn fetuses out of their mother's womb. Have YOU read those parts. What more evidence would you like that the bible is a load of garbage? I do plenty of good works, and nice things and am not worried about hell, heaven, the devil, etc.
@BitcoinWillFixEverything
@BitcoinWillFixEverything 12 жыл бұрын
Wow, she is beautiful! It's too bad she only read the nice parts out of the bible. If she read the ridiculous parts, then she would know there's no way that a god wrote that load of crap! Hah, divine scriptures- lol! Excuse me I have to stone a woman, and my kids for being unruly. BRB...
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