Attempting DBD's Most Impossible Challenge!

Attempting DBD's Most Impossible Challenge! | Solo Hardcore Ep. 1

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Жыл бұрын

Welcome to the Solo Hardcore Survivor Challenge Episode 1!
Rules - If a Character dies… they die PERMANENTLY and can no longer be played, if I run out of Characters the Challenge is OVER, I am allowed to switch Characters whenever I want BUT all points earned on a Character MUST be spent on that Character, if a Character is lost due to uncontrollable circumstances then the game is Nullified, for example: the Killer is Hacking, teammates are teaming with the Killer to get me Killed, the Killer is Lag Switching (a.k.a Teleporting) to the point where it is physically IMPOSSIBLE to do anything against. I am allowed to search Chests for an item and as long as I Survive with that item I can bring it into the next match, I am also allowed to bring offerings that I earn by levelling the Blood Web. To make this Challenge EXTRA HARD I have decided that any matches where a teammate DC’s or gives up even at 5 gens, the Match STILL COUNTS!
2nd Channel - ‪@NotAyrun‬
Killer Channel - ‪@moreayrun‬
Discord - / discord
Twitch - / ayrun
Twitter - / ayruntv
Instagram - / ayruntv
Edited by ‪@TithiDBD‬
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@Ayrun Жыл бұрын

Welcome to the Solo Hardcore Survivor Challenge, where I have to reach Iridescent 1 before I run out of Characters, the thing that makes this Challenge so hard is exactly what you'd expect... Solo Queue. I managed to reach Bronze IV by the end of this Episode, I hope to see you all every Saturday for each new episode of this series, I really hope you enjoy!

@wilyg9807 Жыл бұрын

Love your vids man

@user-nz7ll3dm7j Жыл бұрын

congrats on 600k

@askinator7850 Жыл бұрын

Hey Ayrun, I love this man! Do you know if you'll ever do another with otz and the guys?

@craigcombes Жыл бұрын

Bro this will be insanely hard

@Fingers6969 Жыл бұрын

you need to klatsch brou

@alexschoute4893 10 ай бұрын

It’s incredible how Ayrun can loop a killer for 10 whole minutes yet still 0 gens are done.

@rukinngg750 6 ай бұрын

I only focus on generators. It will be easy win if I play with him

@PedestalPrime 5 ай бұрын

And that's with editing, the chases are actually 30 minutes long.

@MrWayneDX 4 ай бұрын

Dude i got bored of this bit. Thought... Is this the same game still... then Noticed there was only ONE GEN done. wtf is this team haha

@Arbigod213 3 ай бұрын

Relatable sorta

@youreprettygood1414 3 ай бұрын

Doing gens, you?

@freakybeast5068 Жыл бұрын

That moment in RPD "I wont throw this pallet its too good, oh wait its gone". 😂 a usual solo que game moment right there!

@GoofyAhhBoy69101 Жыл бұрын

Is it “I won’t throw this one it’s too good, oh it’s gone.” Or am I too early in the vid.

@freakybeast5068 Жыл бұрын

5:15 against the Billy.

@crewd00d Жыл бұрын

That kobe into the hatch against the Billy was so unexpectedly amazing. Keeps the dream alive to get those Laurie teachables for the rest of the run.

@MusicalGixxer Жыл бұрын

That happening makes all this look like paid actors

@quelquunparla824 Жыл бұрын

Honestly wondering about rigged chances though, I don't remember for me but I remember teaching a friend DBD and they kobed on the very first attempt of their account too

@Nazbaz6 Жыл бұрын

@@quelquunparla824 that's wild it took me literally years to get my first kobe

@Careless-sv6cf Жыл бұрын

You know that billy was punching air after that game.

@mysterymaster180 Жыл бұрын

@@Nazbaz6that's wild when I first started playing I got like a Kobe everyday for a week

@GodfreyFirstEldenLord Жыл бұрын

The wraith was actually pretty damn good but at the end he just was so confused to the point the couldn’t keep up with the game anymore. You could see he was specifically chasing you in order to learn how to play better but the overload of things happening and new information prolly confused the hell outta him

@ceilingfen9878 Жыл бұрын

That's why I was glad Ayrun was observing this and giving Wraith his props, because he's easy in a concept, but not the easiest to fully master, especially with him being part of the OG 4.

@becm7026 Жыл бұрын

yeah good on him!! was a good match and he played very well against ayrun

@MiffyBlack Жыл бұрын

That's a real Chad

@vibrantoucan8890 6 ай бұрын

I like how you said "the wraith" even though most killers this game where wraiths.

@DerekTZS Жыл бұрын

29:13 Claudette starts self-care through sloppy 29:31 Leon using medkit through sloppy 29:58 Claudette finishes healing 30:00 Leon fishes healing

@Libellulaire Жыл бұрын

I loved that game. Ayrun ran the Billy forever yet both Leon and Claudette did literally nothing. It's like they were taking strolls around the map... :P At least Claudette seemed to have tried to do gens (and I'm guessing left/hid as soon as she head the terror radius), but Leon didn't seem to be doing anything at all.

@taintedmatic1530 Жыл бұрын

Screw playing this game solo, honestly.

@yomama2376 Жыл бұрын

Fr that game had me so mad 😭

@shadesteel9247 Жыл бұрын

@@taintedmatic1530the solo queue keeps me coming back though 😭😭😭

@bloxer9563 Жыл бұрын

😂

@Dazeja5 Жыл бұрын

Good to see this series again, even if it is solo this time. Looking forward to seeing more episodes from you!

@LOOKATCJ233 Жыл бұрын

For real tho!!

@user-gh9nd5ph6u 9 ай бұрын

The fact it’s not solo tho 😂

@Dazeja5 9 ай бұрын

@@user-gh9nd5ph6u hm?

@freestyler1405 Жыл бұрын

The biggest Problem I see in the beginning are the other survivors. Ayrun is running the killer like mad, and there are sitting somewhere doing nothing. 😅

@sanban6766 Жыл бұрын

Facts that wraith game bro did like 8 chases and they still couldn’t finish that last gen

@kerkertrandov459 Жыл бұрын

Theyre new to the game, what u expect?

@freestyler1405 Жыл бұрын

@@kerkertrandov459 Absolutely. No blame to them. It’s just hard for Ayrun to go through that phase :)

@mackavelli968 Жыл бұрын

i mean not every takes this HORROR game competitively some people play it for fun

@kerkertrandov459 11 ай бұрын

@@freestyler1405 well maybe he shouldn't make a new account then to ruin others' games

@michaelosh8229 Жыл бұрын

Ayrun should adopt me

@CTSGamlng Жыл бұрын

that is kind of wild i can't lie.

@joshuaorozco2539 Жыл бұрын

same

@ines8147 Жыл бұрын

me too. repectfluly

@craigcombes Жыл бұрын

He should adopt me and I'm 30😂

@HanzoX11 Жыл бұрын

He should adopt me too.😢😢

@Cheeesyplays Жыл бұрын

Quiet honey, Ayrun is doing his solo hardcore survivor challenge

@getranbydrew1511 Жыл бұрын

I tried saying that and got my nips twisted 🫤

@taternater7495 Жыл бұрын

@@getranbydrew1511i’m sorry what

@Deathsonia Жыл бұрын

@@getranbydrew1511gud

@ggeerrppeess Жыл бұрын

This 'Hello friends' from Otz always cracks me up, seriously dude this is the funniest thing I've been seeing in a while.

@mrbagel2214 Жыл бұрын

Hopefully the 3 gen Skull Merchants don’t ruin this run 🤞🥺 Good luck Ayrun!

@mafia5296 Жыл бұрын

He's not on an escape streak. Dying in one game is fine but he should reach the Iridescent rank.

@kousik8042 Жыл бұрын

@@mafia5296 dying in any game stops the character and moves on to next character

@ThatRandomDude123 Жыл бұрын

Fr, I had a 3 gen skull merchant the other day and it was impossible to break, the game went on for about 30 minutes of her just patrolling gens, it makes me want to run deja vu

@bob69927 Жыл бұрын

he'll go just sit on the hatch if he sees a SM

@YellowFi3lds 3 ай бұрын

That and the OP pigs. They should nerf pig 🙄

@carlthepumpkinman Жыл бұрын

The problem I've run into with the idea of solo escape streaks is that they often require you to play selfishly in order to escape, which isn't very fun or fair to your teammates oftentimes

@steeledcelestial2958 Жыл бұрын

Luckily ayrun ain’t playing that selfish and still tries till the bitter end

@p2c331 Жыл бұрын

@@steeledcelestial2958e's saying that sometimes you are forced to play selfishly due to how incompetent solo q can be. ayrun probably cutted some footage too

@Aci_yt Жыл бұрын

@@steeledcelestial2958Usually thats the case thankfully, but in some situations he'll have to choose between hiding in a corner for 20 minutes or dying, which ends up being a problem

@qoopertrooper Жыл бұрын

I'd much prefer to have ayrun playing a bit selfish on my team, rather than the usual solo queue teammates.

@p2c331 Жыл бұрын

@@qoopertrooper yeah same

@Maxitoes Жыл бұрын

I’ve been waiting for the boys to do another hardcore survivor. Happy Ayrun said “fine, I’ll do it myself “

@triforcerb Жыл бұрын

I was really disappointed when Dowsey decided to discontinue the hardcore survivor series. Seeing you guys on Season 2 was some of my favorite DBD content of all time. Maybe next year you and other members of the community can organize it and collaborate again.

@ruthhoover566 Жыл бұрын

i agree but it will never be the same without dowsey

@Name-ql7jf Жыл бұрын

They should bring in Hens! He is insanely good and super fun to watch.

@shortyned7140 Жыл бұрын

Didn't dowsey quit dbd altogether

@triforcerb Жыл бұрын

@@shortyned7140 Yes, but before quitting DBD he said he was going to do another season of it. When I watched his video on quitting I thought that he would still do that last season like he said but he said he wasn't going to.

@The_Pyromaani Жыл бұрын

@@Name-ql7jf I think Hens has said in past that he doesnt like smurfing. So i don't think he would join.

@aimlesslion Жыл бұрын

I really like how at 29:32 while ayrun is being chased, both survivors are self caring themselves 😂

@elite_m97 Жыл бұрын

Hells yes, I missed hardcore survivor so much. This is going to be an amazing series! Been loving the content lately, keep it coming

@RumplesWorld Жыл бұрын

I love how he’s so good that he can literally do challenges 😭

@user-wj6oz9tf5b Жыл бұрын

While almost everyone cant survive few seconds in chase without hit or pallet 😪

@BraveBelievers Жыл бұрын

@@user-wj6oz9tf5bwhat? Bro just W key if you suck at looping you’ll get a lot more chase time if you suck at looping

@deputyd5422 Жыл бұрын

He failed his challenge. He wasn't suppose to keep using characters that he lost.

@user-wj6oz9tf5b Жыл бұрын

@@deputyd5422 Do you have any proofs?

@samtb7533 Жыл бұрын

@@deputyd5422 where

@stevesotherdogg Жыл бұрын

Ayrun is AWESOME! My gf recently got me into dbd and i LOVE the game! Ayrun has helped me so much with tips&tricks, perks, strategies and etc. Thanks for helping me and others in the dbd community! Keep up the great work!

@taintedmatic1530 Жыл бұрын

The fact that the Billy chased for that long, and there were still FOUR gens, reminds me why I stopped playing the game since I was always solo. Thank God for the new group I found. Ggs

@michelle6337 Жыл бұрын

One of the things I enjoyed about the past Hardcore series was seeing the evolution of the killer skill set as the games went on. I am excited that we now get to see the evolution of the survivor skill set in the solo challenge. I'm sure it will be maddening at times because that is the nature of solo queue, but it will be fun to watch. Good luck!

@sujiiyt Жыл бұрын

Thank you for bringing this series back. It's enjoyable and you'll always be my favorite dbd content creator :) you've taught me so much over the years I've been watching you.

@Dante28CM Жыл бұрын

26:50, Leon wasn’t summoned, he saw the future and knew he had to be there. If you look closely there was a blood stain on the ground a little before Ayrun vaulted.

@Justlov4 Жыл бұрын

That first match was already so stressful. OMG. There were some really insane chases and clutch hatches. My tiny heart can't take this series but I am so excited!

@canadiankazz Жыл бұрын

I'm hoping to become a better survivor player, so a series like this is very inspirational. Thank you for doing it and sharing it on KZfaq! It's also reminding me, as a killer main, not to waste too much time chasing one good survivor, like that Ghostface on Cold Wind and the Wraith after him, etc. etc.. (Also I died laughing at the Otz "hello friends" sound bites! great editing!)

@dicti0nary_ Жыл бұрын

I was there for the livestream but I gotta say, even while knowing everything, this video was really fun to watch!!

@josephjohnson6764 Жыл бұрын

Definitely my favorite series you’ve done already so entertaining to watch man!

@emmawills4112 11 ай бұрын

I’m obsessed with this series!!! Also just sayin, I like that you’re nice about your solo q teams, and compliment them when they’re good. :) it makes your videos really fun

@HeisenbergFam Жыл бұрын

Ayrun has officially gone insane

@gibbybtw280 Жыл бұрын

You.....

@icantthinkofaname9651 Жыл бұрын

I see you everywhere

@lolseffy Жыл бұрын

yessss i love the concept of hardcore in dbd im so glad one of the members is continuing it

@yourzippersdown Жыл бұрын

Thanks so much for continuing the series with EVEN HIGHER STAKES and JUCIER PLAYS!

@Mhill08 Жыл бұрын

I love the concept behind this challenge! Good luck Ayrun!

@snarkbotanya6557 Жыл бұрын

Big shout-out to that one Wraith player who was going for the mind games! I think the tilt may have gotten to them a little bit at the end, but they do seem to understand the game well and be experimenting with new things.

@ceilingfen9878 Жыл бұрын

"Jill it can't be that painful!" I don't know Ayrun she went for about 20 years worth right there. I can tell this is going to be a rather entertaining series.

@ceilingfen9878 Жыл бұрын

I also I like how you were being a good sport to that Wraith (I think game 12), because I never seen those mindgames either. Please, keep that up

@redrespect5678 Жыл бұрын

i already loved the hardcore series with the 4 man group, this is going to be awesome!

@LegitGirl Жыл бұрын

I'm glad we get a new hardcore series and I can't wait to see how it ends x.x but it's a bittersweet feeling knowing that one like last year's might never happen again. Good luck Ayrun may you reach Iri 1 🙌

@plattypus9768 Жыл бұрын

the wraith was super sweet ngl and hes the reason why starting wraith as killer is nice because you learn mind games

@MavisXe Жыл бұрын

Moonwalking to Iris’ theme somehow fits so well. Chad move Cynthia’s theme against the Billy at the end was also very fitting. Pokémon music just slaps.

@aaroncantwell8729 Жыл бұрын

So happy to see you take on this challenge one of my favorite series on KZfaq

@Arosda1 Жыл бұрын

Really cool! Love these challenges!I enjoyed the Trails music around 28:00

@HordesOfHorror Жыл бұрын

Game 11, the mind gaming wraith 😳 I wasn’t expecting such good plays from killers this earlier into Hardcore Survivor

@Kori_KorinTTV Жыл бұрын

Do you really think I would watch a 44 minute video Ayrun? You’re insane. Of course I would watch every single second twice😤

@alecsarcade555 Жыл бұрын

I'm so glad you are doing this solo! I loved Dowsey's series but was so upset it never finished

@matttymajor8507 Жыл бұрын

So happy this is back. I would love some guest appearances in future episodes? The JRM otz etc

@Hydrodictyon Жыл бұрын

It breaks my heart to see a hardcore series, but a solo one this year. The team-up you guys had will be missed, but at least it created a lot of fun memories

@xwehn Жыл бұрын

great series 🔥

@Glaceonics Жыл бұрын

This video sums up the solo cue experience big time on my end. I love it. In a several minute long chase with ONE person probably doing a gen

@Dizzleon 11 ай бұрын

As a killer main and someone new to the game, this was a treat to watch. Great music choice as well

@dietryinundeleted423 Жыл бұрын

that locker move at the end of game 6, one of the biggest brain dbd plays ever, so fuckin good.

@chrishernandez2301 Жыл бұрын

It would be really interesting if you did a hard-core survivor challenge with friends except with No Mic, meaning nobody can hear each other.

@itsartline 2 ай бұрын

Even though I play DBD very rarely, this is still so entertaining to watch 😂😂😂. The chases and the sound effects are golden

@Iron-Blurr Жыл бұрын

Please keep hardcore survivor as a team going! I loved watching the interplay between you and JRM and Otz and dowsey. Sad to see dowsey quit but you gotta keep this show alive!

@rogerparker1688 Жыл бұрын

Glad the series is back. Was a cracking good laugh watching the squad. Just one question. If laurie was your first survivor, how did you manage to have inner strength from Nancy and hope? Both are teacheables are they not?

@CorrektSpelling 11 ай бұрын

Since the stranger things dlc isn't available anymore demo, Nancy, and Steve's perks are all basic pool perks available from the start.

@JulienPlays Жыл бұрын

Reminder to sign the petition to bring back stranger things to netflix

@dawahshi Жыл бұрын

Always a good feeling getting all them hatches and consistently too!! Noice play :)

@Keyourasa Жыл бұрын

im so happy that u started this after watching the group hardcore survs with dowsey that sadly ended with all the drama i really wanted more of this style of content gl on iri1

@saltinecracker6629 Жыл бұрын

lovin this already, do you think you could show us how far along you are getting her leveled so we have an idea of when she will be prestiged?? just so we can get an idea of where you’re at. show us ur rank too maybe?

@Neko_Nugget Жыл бұрын

He did at da end

@saltinecracker6629 Жыл бұрын

@@Neko_Nugget yes but like between games i mean, just seeing how far he levels up from each map i enjoy seeing the bp he makes and such idk im just weird like that

@tPlayerioT Жыл бұрын

you can cancel the fall speed forward if you crouch in the edges as soon youre about to fall (then dont have to slow walk)

@ookam9685 Жыл бұрын

Which moment from the video are u talking about

@tPlayerioT Жыл бұрын

@@ookam96859:55 - 10:20

@TheStarfishGaming Жыл бұрын

i was starting the game up as you were looping him on the fence at like 42:40 and right as you started i hear nic cage say theres nothing more powerful from the cutscene was great timing, love the videos!

@Domithan1 Жыл бұрын

great to see this series, and even better to see ayrun trying to do this on his own

@avocado9999 Жыл бұрын

I love otz's hello friends as Kate vaults the window 24:20

@CripplingDet Жыл бұрын

Please do a heart rate monitor for future episodes!! Really makes the intense games more tense viewing

@Ulvegito Жыл бұрын

You are the goat and i have learnt so much about survivors because of u, you are a legend

@viana9700 4 ай бұрын

First time I've seen the channel and I'm already loving it ❤

@sssniperwolfsbiggestfan1 Жыл бұрын

Yeah, this is not happening in solo queue at its current state

@deadvesu 11 ай бұрын

I am like 1 minute in and im already hooked , great series xD

@alexandervelez9507 Жыл бұрын

will be watching because i can actually count on you to finish the series.

@tomekjast5015 Жыл бұрын

By the end of the video you seem surprised that you're not at the soft cap, but (unless it got changed) Hatch escapes do not count towards mmr! Can't wait to see the next episode

@adambova8394 Жыл бұрын

Love these long videos keep em coming!

@mikolajm8121 Жыл бұрын

It is SOO cool watching Ayrun actually try. Looks so good and its so fun to watch. Im very much going to be waiting for the next ep

@GoiabaAzul Жыл бұрын

Congrats on the amazing content. Love your editing. +1 sub!

@sallyn7776 Жыл бұрын

Ayrun i love your videos good job man congrats about 600k

@SwearDie96 10 ай бұрын

I love rooting for the killer in these chases and being amazed at how you can outplay them each time. It's very educational.

@thysmajiro Жыл бұрын

This video is just perfect, the Music,the gameplay all is perfect

@KNDCHV Жыл бұрын

Watched the games live, knowing what's gonna happen, but still an Ayrun video is just pure happiness.

@Boysif_ Жыл бұрын

Found you through Alph and loving the content. The what are you doing (step bro) clip had me dead

@jjh.5515 Жыл бұрын

Excited for this series that was totally your idea that you did with otz and jrm last year and no one else. So glad that the non existent fourth person does not exist. Much more pleasant and fun 😂

@gojira4285 Жыл бұрын

Two things woooooo for 600k gang and wooooooo for ayrun bringing back one of the funnest to watch challenges 10/10 certified pog human being

@Predated2 Жыл бұрын

A few perks that you want unlocked ASAP: 1. Ace in the Hole. Seems like a weird one, but especially early on it allows you to gain and keep addons in a match. Especially handy on survivors that have no inventory yet. 2. Sole survivor, for obvious reasons 3. Wake Up/Left Behind. Probably Left Behind because Bill's other perks are also really handy to have, but Wake Up together with Sole Survivor basically guarantees opening gates even if they are close.

@xenshiin Жыл бұрын

So if I understand the concept of hardcore survivor, it’s pretty much the DBD Nuzlocke. I feel like this is a great content idea and is gonna be extremely popular among other popular DBD ccs,so keep it up Ayrun!

@shortyned7140 Жыл бұрын

No way U haven't season the old seasons with jrm dowsey and it's? Give it a shot it's legendary

@xenshiin Жыл бұрын

I don’t watch that much DBD ccs, so I didn’t know that dowsey and JRM started it. I’ll probably give it a go yeah.

@shortyned7140 Жыл бұрын

@@xenshiinfair, I'd say watch hardcore survivor season 2 and 3 in dowseys channel since he has the POV of all 4 streamers jrm ayrun otz's and himself. best dbd series in KZfaq by a long shot. Skip season 1 its dowsey solo.

@sava-sd9eb Жыл бұрын

@@xenshiinwatch dowsey's pov, but he didnt finish s3 so you will have to watch ayrun or jrm at the end

@Whitty__ Жыл бұрын

YOOOO im so glad someone is doing more of this lets go!

@Powerate Жыл бұрын

The fact that you bought the game and all dlcs again for this challenge makes it worth watching

@crypticarcanist Жыл бұрын

Imagine being able to get out more than twice in a row

@Decrimisi Жыл бұрын

as i finished the long video which i loved, i saw 600k congrats ayrun❤️

@NotLadyAnderson 11 ай бұрын

Should call this attempt 1! Who cares how long it takes! You will do it! Best series!

@danielsurvivor1372 13 күн бұрын

33:08 Man you styled on that Nurse, I was worried for a second that you might lose this time cuz you are fighting top 3 most op killers

@DMThisIsPam Жыл бұрын

I usually can't watch a youtube video without doing other things, but I was riveted that whole time. I wish I could loop like you do.

@Shiro_Sage Жыл бұрын

Game 12 was so frustrating to watch! Not entirely sure what happened with Meg, but to see Claudette almost finish the 2nd gen of the game, but then start a new one was bizarre. And then she self cared through sloppy butcher. And Leon! WHAT was he doing the entire game??? That kobe was so well deserved that game.

@Mart_ik1 Жыл бұрын

OMG I'm so happy to see hcs series! After dowsey quitting dbd I lost all my hope to see hardcore survivor content again

@dylanbranda3502 Жыл бұрын

Lets GOOOOO!!! I get to be at the start of one of these series!!! Love u Ayrun man ❤

@downokay6311 Жыл бұрын

Great video❤. Reminds me of the Valorant Nuzlocke by Keeoh, where if he lost a game he could play the chacter till radiant(highest rank)

@mrsavage69420 Жыл бұрын

This series gone be juicy cant wait 😊😊😊

@Thisone-ct5nk Жыл бұрын

congrats on 600k !!🎉🎉

@BellowLofi Жыл бұрын

I’ve been waiting for this aahhhh LOVE IT

@BasementDweller_ Жыл бұрын

I normally don’t watch survivor gameplay, but this I can get behind watching.

@mrneedful8886 11 ай бұрын

I’m still trying to found out how to do those jukes I just can’t… amazing video!!

@damiansLIFE17 Жыл бұрын

Good video. Have to stop at 8 min cuz I used to play dbd w my ex an it jus make me sad n miss the good times now. Love homie

@gaj7062 Жыл бұрын

That fast locker to get the hatch was the most impressive think i think ive ever seen in this game

@gorky4986 8 ай бұрын

i stopped playing after the bloodlust was added. im very impressed how successful you are with all these buffs for killers, still making them look helpless

@appleleptiker 4 ай бұрын

So you stopped playing in April 2017 because... they tried to balance killers?

@nocturnalverse5739 7 ай бұрын

This is good survivor content! I'm mid/low tier MMR. Probably lower than mid, idk. A perk loadout that has worked for me down here amongst other casual players is Windows, Lithe, Botany, Self Care. I know Botany/Self care is probably seen as cringe, but I find that I can't rely on the team. Being able to heal myself without an item lets me heal in a safe place. Being healthy is really important vs most killers.