No matter what happens, my GOD those 2 kids are gonna look back on these videos forever and be so proud of their strong momma ❤

R.I.P Jenny. Jenny lived 3 months and 3 weeks after this video was filmed. So very sad. We will miss you Jenny. My heart and love goes out to Kyle, Ellis, Winnie and their family and friends.

She looks so strong and healthy in this video. Can’t believe she’s no longer with us. Sending love to heaven, Jenny.

Jenny, I am 50 years old. I've been a nurse for a long. I've experienced a lot of loss. I have never seen someone with so much grace, strength and selflessness. We all miss you.

I had late stage ovarian cancer at 29 years old.. I had wills done, advanced directives, but also funeral planning. I am 58 now. I still have survivors guilt to this day after seeing people in chemo suites who had a better survival rate than me who did not make it. Praying for your peace, grace, and gladiator style fighting mentality. Acceptance does not mean defeat. At least for me. Sending you light and love.

Tomorrow is not promised to any of us. The present, like Jenny said, is a gift. Never feel pressure that you HAVE to fight. When it is time, go peacefully. The prayers will never stop.

You’re no longer in pain. You’re no longer scared and suffering. There are no more uncertainties or timelines. You fought until the end. You didn’t lose your cognition or ability to recognize the ones you loved. They were by your side, and Kyle held you in his arms in those last hours. You passed away safe and greatly loved, in your own bed, in your home. You had less than 4 months after this video, it really isn’t fair. But as you said, you finally beat cancer. The cancer is competently gone.

The mental strength these 2 have to share this tragic situation is beyond words

My husband was diagnosed with advanced Stage 4 bone cancer when he was 50 - and knew with absolute certainty he had months left. We scrambled to do wills, advance directives, financial power of attorney and medical power of attorney. There are so many details but those are the only extremely important ones. Because right now every minute is more precious than anyone else can know. It’s been 6 years now that I have been alone and I will share this: don’t focus on being task oriented. Focus on gifts of creativity - audio letters to your kids, adding special items to their memory boxes, holding onto each other - have ice cream for dinner. Have a silly hat day. Take lots of photographs and leave lists of favorite songs and your favorite color and other small things that will mean everything to your children. Surrounding both of you with love, light & peace 💚

Oh Jenny … please never apologize … the anger here is with this appalling disease. You have an army behind you. So much love to you both.

Jenny wanted to fight to the end. She wanted every extra moment she could get to be with her babies and for Kyle. I admire her so much.

Miss you already Jenny. Kyle is right, you have beaten cancer. Your cancer is now dead whilst your spirit will live on forever! Love you so much

Kyle is just now starting to talk and I am bawling. I am SOOOOOOO sorry. I am still praying for a miracle!

My friend was given a few months after being diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. She had all the invasive treatments. She is still with us 10 years later cancer free. Stay positive guys and keep up the fight. ❤❤❤❤

Rest in peace Jenny. I am so sorry you only had another 3 months after this video.

Having terminal cancer myself, this really hits home. I have children too. I know how hard this is. Watching you actually helps me to prepare a little better. God bless! Prayers, love and good vibes being sent to u all during this difficult time!

We are not following to watch your life end, we are following to lend support to you and your family. Stay strong 👊

As a nurse of 43 years, I learned several things, miracles happen, prayer works, keeping a positive attitude and humor is key, consider quality of life and quantity of life. Whatever you think is right for you, IS, right for you. Do as many bucket list things as you can, and keep your children as informed as their age allows, hold each other. God’s blessings to you and family.

She’s one of the strongest woman I’ve ever heard and seen speak about this. I don’t think I could ever be as strong as her . Such a beautiful soul ❤️❤️❤️

Jenny was right...making these videos was going to be of immeasurable comfort for her family, friends and folks like us who had the privilege to observe this heroic young woman exhibit inexorable courage. She was a blessing...

Keep on fighting. My dad had stomach cancer. The doctors gave him six months to live. He lived a year and a half with the Lord's grace. I'll keep on praying for you. God bless you.

I heard of a beautiful gift a hospice worker gave to the children of a young dying mother. Each child received a Build A Bear with their mom’s heart beat and a message for them in her voice. You are both amazingly strong. Your strength and love is a wonderful lesson for your children. God bless you!!

My lord I feel bad for Jenny but I also feel so incredibly bad for her husband. The different looks in his eyes kind of seeing the future and knowing what pain awaits is surreal to see. The feeling of wanting a moment to last forever knowing it wont, it cant, and what is to come just breaks my heart. I'm so sorry man, you did such a great job staying positive all the while knowing it was only a matter of time until you were shattered. We are all here to help you pick up the pieces, sending you unconditional love my friend, so very sorry.

I find myself coming back many times missing🐞Jenny🐞I can't imagine Kyle & the family's pain. The courage & strength they shared is so inspirational.

I have to say one more thing upon finishing this video. We always see Kyle taking such care of Jenny. I feel like we see Jenny really taking such care with Kyle today. I just can’t imagine what y’all are going through. But your love for each other is truly truly beautiful.

I know someone who got diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and they told him that he only had a few months and it’s been 4 years. Please don’t give up hope I am praying for you ❤️

She’s with Jesus now and no longer in pain!! Rest in peace sweetheart!!

I was watching this video again. I keep viewing it over and over like I think something is going to change. But it never does. I could never be as accepting as Jenny was, even as she continued to keep fighting. In her calmness, there is unbelievable bravery. That is true strength of character. What massive integrity she had from the first diagnosis of her cancer. Jenny's life was cut short, but how gratefully she lived with the time she was given. She was the apitamy of amazing grace.

What an honor to be a part of your lives. Thank you.

Write a letter to your children, so they can read it on the day they get married. It would be special for them to feel you close to them. My 22 month old daughter was diagnosed with brain cancer. She fought so hard. God walked with us the entire way. Now she's in heaven waiting on us! Love to you all!❤️

My mama , was just givin the bad news. They gave her 6 months , after fighting stage 3 cancer & doing 25 chemo treatments and radiation treatments. A few days ago they gave the bad news. 💔 I’m so heart broken and devastated. Keep us in your prayers please 🙏🏼

I want to be more like Jenny....ever since I was introduced to her channel, I just find myself wanting to be more like her. Trying to be more like her every single day. What a beautiful human being. I love you Jenny, Kyle, Ellis and Winnie.

I used to work in a cancer care center, and many many times people break the odds. Remember this. Get prepared, but live life to the fullest. Write many love letters to leave your kids, and family and friends. Take all the help that is offered you. I am sending you all my love and blessings.

You are so brave. You DO NOT HAVE TO APOLOGIZE. My goodness, the good you have done for other families, cancer patients, and caregivers is beyond selfless and helping so many. My heart is breaking for you but my prayers continue for a miracle.

Rest with Jesus Jenny ❤.. our deepest condolences Kyle, I know nothing we say will lighten the heaviness you feel in your heart, we are grieving with you

HUG THE PILLOW KYLE! FLY HIGH JENNY... NEVER FORGOTTEN 🙏🏻💕✌🏻🦋🐞🌠🌈🎚️🕯️🕊️🧚‍♀️🌹💐😥

I lost my husband 5 years ago. I didn't have time to prepare emotionally. I was basically useless and his family had to take me by the hand and walk me through funeral arrangements. My advice is to have everything planned out from palliative and hospice care to funeral arrangements. Kyle should know who is going to do what, when, and for how long before the situation ever arises. All he should have to do is make a phone call and have things just start to happen as needed. He is going to be under a lot of stress and if he is like most people thinking and decision making will be difficult at best. I have been praying hard for you and will continue to do so. I'm an optimist at heart and still believe in miracles.

Tips for y’all: 1. Make a mold/cast of Mom’s hand holding each of your kids hands. Y’all can do that at home. 2. Gather pictures of you (Mom) with each child and make a quilt or blanket for each child. Make it a good size for each child. This would be good to give each child before the end. Let them know whenever they miss Mom they can wrap the quilt around them like a hug from Mom. 3. Get a bear for each child with a voice message from Mom. 4. Get a copy of your heartbeat and frame it for Kyle. I really am sorry. The positive thing is y’all have some time to take tons of pictures with family and friends. I know y’all are being prayed for. Hugs and love.

How brave you were dear Jenny. Looking back on these videos makes it even more obvious . Always remembering you.

This woman has so much grace.

We love you Jenny. Still believing and praying. 🌻✝️💕

Jenny and Kyle….my heart hurts for what you are going through….I have been a silent viewer and think that I need to speak up and say this:::::loooooong story short I am a 2 time cancer survivor-in 2006 I was given 4-6 months to live-I have 2 children and an amazing hubby-at the time my kids were 3 and 6-as I write this I have been in remission now for 17 years!!!!!!!! It’s been a difficult road but remember that there are miracles!!!!! God bless you and prayers continue!!!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Everyone watching can feel the bond you two share.

Bravest women I have ever witnessed what a beautiful person.

A friend of mine in Australia was diagnosed with cancer of the brain...stage 4....she had weeks to live...she was offered to participate in a trial...that was 7 yrs ago...and her cancer has gone.Like you said...miracles do happen...love you guys xxx

I’m so sorry guys. I don’t know what else to say. I hate cancer

This was filmed 3 months ago and Jenny just went live to let us know she’s on her way out. It’s too bad she couldn’t make it the 6 or even 9 months. No one deserves this but these 2 don’t deserve it even more.

I miss you Jenny 💔 you will be truly missed. Life is so unfair. Sending your family love

I went through this with my husband and sarcoma. Leave your kids as much as possible to cling to: cards, letters, videos. I’m so sorry you’re all going through this. Know that the love survives, it is a living thing that will go on long after the body ceases. My heart is with you all. ❤

“One thing that we’ve never lacked is love” Kyle, You’re the best!! ❤

Man. I saw these videos here and there randomly in my KZfaq and watched a few. Crushed me to read and see that she has passed. She was so strong. Rest easy

I lost my husband to cancer in 2017. He was told he had two to six months to live. They were right he was gone in 2 months. I just so admire the love and strength u two give to one another. U r in my prayers. Your husband is so supportive of u. He is very strong. Every day a gift from God. Bless u ❤️

Hi guys my husband died two years ago from aggressive form of colon cancer. Few things you guys need to make sure you have organised: 1. medical directive this is sooo important so that you carry out jenny wishes 2. Living will which gives you authority to act on jenny’s behalf with banks, etc 3. Jenny should ensure to give you access to all her medical records 4. Get counselling now for Kyle and the children as grief starts before the person passes , it’s called anticipatory grief

Make every moment count. Spend time with the loved ones. But know that miracles do happen. Praying for all cancer patients who are deeply suffering from this evil illness. 😞

Hug the pillow kyle. The exact brown colored pillow in this video. Jenny has asked me to tell you to do that!! Love you man.

RIP 🙏 such a beautiful strong lady. She put up a good fight. ❤Jenny will be missed 😢

I'm going to join medical school next month and I promise that one day I'll cure cancer patients .I will treat which is considered untreatable on this era. I'm listening what you guys are telling and tears r falling down. You guys are absolutely strong !! Only thing I can say is that I wish your recovery .

This notification just popped up on my phone and it literally took my breath away, I’m so sorry praying for you, Kyle, your babies and all your family.

Jenny, you would be sooo dang proud of Kyle and your babies!! Ellis is taking care of Kyle so lovingly, he is giving him such encouragement and showing such kindness. Kyle is handling your loss graciously.. but we know he is a broken man. He keeps pushing on and doing positive things and keeping making you proud. Kyle was filming the other day and the kiddos were playing in another area, and we could hear them playing so kindly together. Jenny Apple’s love and kindness will live on forever in them!

My heart literally breaks, 3 months after this she was gone, oh Jenny Apple we will all miss you and will think and pray for Kyle, Elliot and Winnie at this saddest time xxx rip beautiful Jenny Apple 🍏

As a teen, my brother was in palliative care with stage 4 aggressive cancer w/ zero chance of recovery the doctors were clear they were just buying time and making him comfortable - and he is still here 20 years later. Planning and preparing for yourself and your children is smart and practical, but it also never hurts to create space for healing and miracles. They happen.

I have cancer. Someday I will be where you are now in your journey. By sharing this part of your life you have taught me how to live my own journey with courage, grace, love and laughter. You are always in my prayers.

Rest in peace Jenny. It has broken me scrolling through your videos and seeing the life slowly fade away. And now you are gone. We love you, and I pray for your family. You are in a better place now…

Such a beautiful lady,Wife,Mom,daughter, sister etc. Gone way to soon but will never be forgotten 💔

At the age of 39, my mother passed away. I was 13. One thing that I can suggest is purchasing birthday cards for your kids. On the envelope, write down what year it is for. I wish my mom would have written to me, given me advice for my teen years, even up until my adulthood. But we lost her unexpectedly, there was no way for her to prepare for her passing. I know your children would love getting a card from their Mama on their birthdays. ❤

When my husband was dying, he wanted no regrets. He didnt' want to feel like a patient. We lived all out. If we were frustrated with each other, we treated it like we would normally have. When his time came, I really felt like we had no regrets. You are both so right to be staying in a normal, positive time.

I can’t believe she is gone . So sad

Jenny is so incredibly brave and inspiring. Such a wonderful human.

Jenny, you did not fail treatment. Treatment failed you. Much love and prayers going forward. ❤

Just lost someone to lung cancer who never smoked. They thought it was COVID at first. You are pretty amazing Jenny as is your entire family. I am seeing you well in my meditations. As an ICU nurse for 30 years, I'd say your views on what is happening are so healthy. You are realistic and know what's happening but still have some hope. You talked about a living will and re-doing one for yourself now that you know more. In Illinois, we have something called the 5 Wishes which lets you choose exactly what you do and do not want in the event you are unable to make those decisions. Maybe they have something like that in California. Sending you so much love Jenny and Kyle and to your entire family. I have come to love you all.

Jenny is at rest now. Jenny beat cancer!! She is withJesus now. God bless this young family and let these two children always know what a strong woman their mother was!!!! 💝💙❤️💗🙏

Pillow hugs all around😢 damn Jenny we miss you! 💙💚🕊️

Jenny & Kyle, I've been watching you all for a few months now. I have Stage 4 Lung Cancer and went through Radiation and just finished Chemotherapy. I am doing the Immunotherapy for the next 2yrs. So I kinda know what you have been going through. I'm praying for you all. Your strength is amazing. The love that I see between you both and your children is wonderful. My heart is hurting for you and your family. I will continue to watch. Just know that with God all things are possible. Which I know you know that. And my saying is if I don't get a healing here I'll get it when I get to heaven. Hey I love you guys.

I, for one, am praying for a miracle. Cancer is SUCH a thief! 6-9 months is time for a cure and I'm praying for it to happen. If I'd love anyone to be healed, Jenny, it's YOU!

I had grade 3 to 4 kidney cancer and only found out because I had gallstones. My tumour was over 5cm and was growing perfectly without spreading. 10 months later I had surgery to remove 1/3 of my kidney and no follow up treatment. I'm now 21 months clear post surgery. I have the most amazing girlfriend and a young family. I'm so lucky and although I'm not religious "I'm so thankful that somebody was looking out for me" to find my tumour the way I did. 5 months after surgery I lost my dad to bowel cancer and I lost a close friend who fought for 3yrs against cancer. I fully understand the survivors guilt after losing 2 people who were so important to me. The strength, love and support of a partner, family and friends can never be understated and I see this in this video. I wish him and his family the very best.

What a gentle sweet soul Jenny was...😢

Anyone else unable to stop thinking about this? I was trying to sleep last night and tears were just rolling down my face. I'm so sad for this family; I've grown to really love them over the years. I know the sadness I feel is only a fraction of what they themselves are going through, though. Love you dearly, Apple family.

Jenny and Kyle, I have never, ever commented on social media--this is my first time! Ialways make it a rule not to get involved or read much on the internet, as it tends to be negative. I don’t have Facebook, Twitter or Tic Toc. However, one day, I was looking for something on KZfaq and saw one of your videos. I was so moved by how special you both are. I subscribed and through watching your journey, you have inspired me through several rough patches. I have prayed for your family like I never have before and will continue to going forward. I know you and your children both will be ok as you are rich with God’s and your family’s love. Someday, if your subscribers are asked to describe, on behalf of your children, how wonderful and loving their parents are, it will be the one and only time I will make a second comment. Love, strength, and happiness to you.

😢 I don't know her but I miss her! I found jennys page after i was diagnosed with breast cancer. She was so strong and helped me through my journey. I find myself weekly going back and watching her previous video just to hear her talk. I never knew I would feel like this without knowing someone....even my kids know her. We miss you ❤

This is so unfair. I woke up this morning thinking about Jenny.

My very best friend was diagnosed with the same thing 6 years ago & he is still alive & doing well despite the fact that he was only given 2 mths to live. He did have spine radiation & it worked even though he was told that it was a “bandaid” treatment. I will continue to pray for you as I have been all along. You have expressed that you believe in a higher power. Please keep believing! I pray that you have a “peace that passes understanding” meaning that no human can comprehend your peace through the fight that you are going through. 🙏🙏❤ Kyle, hug her with all your might & plz pray for strength. I love you all. 🙏🙏

Oh, my heart hurts so much for you guys. Once you have the painful logistics and legal matters sorted out, please spend all the time you possibly can doing everything you cherish with each other and the kids. Proton therapy is a good plan, but try not to get caught up in chasing further trials to the point where you lose time with family and quality of life. This is so, so hard and I'm sure you'll do what is best for you all. I'm sending heaps of love your way. 🍏

I just can't get Jenny off my mind. Hang in there..we love yall😢

The strength , courage and fight this lady showed is so courageous. Now she is in peace may God send his prayers to the family and friends.

Jenny - I'm going to skip expressing my sadness and go to the gratitude I feel towards you and your husband. You are wonderful people courageously sharing your experiences, which helps all of us - because unfortunately serious illness happens and we need to learn about these experiences. You and your husband have been generous in sharing and helping all of us learn. Sending gratitude.

You are not dying, You are living, you have clarity that is truly amazing. Cancer will not win because it may destroy your body but it can not steal your soul. Of course this is not the news anyone wanted for you, but what is really a superpower you both have is how you are sharing with others is its not how you die but how you live everyday .I am still going to pray that Jenny has many, many good months ahead. God bless you and your family

My god what a cruel world we live in. I pray for Jenny and Kyle and every other good person in the world that is suffering right now from anything out of their control. ❤️

❤❤❤ Rest in peace jenny you are no longer in pain. Kyle, Your grief will listen with each passing day and the memories you've shared will live forever.

This one hurts. I’m a new fan but I’ve fallen in love with Jenny, Kyle and their family so quickly. My heart aches watching from afar but I can’t go without saying that your strength, Jenny and Kyle, is inspirational. I’m praying for healing, peace, and love (which I know you all have plenty of). Please take care.

My heart goes out to her husband, children and family. What a beautiful soul. My prayers are with all the family. Cancer sucks. I'm a breast cancer survivor. I know it took such strength to do what she did. Her light will go on forever. ❤

Rest in peace sweet one. You fought so hard. Kyle will love those kids with you watching over them.

My heart just shattered in a million pieces. 😢😢😢 I’m an oncology RN and so sick of what cancer does to families. I love you guys so much.

My oncologist talked me through this. Update wills (both of yours), advanced directives, funeral arrangements, letters and videos to back up your decisions and as many pictures with your kids as possible. Daily prayers of course and a positive attitude!! I’m stage 4 metastatic cancer and had to have a very real conversation with my kids who are grown, but it doesn’t make it any easier. Decide which hospice can assist with end of life transition and pain management. I’m a nurse as well and this is the same information I give my patients and received for myself. You are correct in saying positivity and live light hearted. I will be praying for you sister!! And we will meet on the other side. Enjoy life however you see fit!! 💖💚

I can feel the bond between you both is eternal ❤❤❤

When I read the title, my brain literally could not comprehend or process this. There is nothing to apologize for. You and your husband have been so incredibly strong and brave throughout this journey. I hate cancer. I'm 100% with Ellis. You're overdue for a miracle! Keeping you and your family in my prayers.

So I watched this video with a lump in my throat and tears welling up. I’m in awe how you are dealing with this. How incredibly transparent you are and I’m so thankful your not angry at God. Jenny and Kyle what a positive testimony you are giving the public about Jesus. Talking about death is such a hard topic and I must say you get an A+😇. I will continue to watch until Jesus takes you home and know that I will never stoping praying for you , Kyle, your children and extended family. Such a sweet sweet loving family you all are! God Bless 🙏🏻

Such heartbreaking news for Jenny. She has since passed away and she is no longer suffering. She desperately wanted more time with her children. Rest easy sweet lady. 💔

Absolute nightmare situation. So sorry for your loss. Cancer is a terrible thing to go through and witness.

Prayers for you and family. I was diagnosed with a lung issue and given 1-3 months...that was 37 years ago. My husband was healthy, exercised regularly, was active. He sat down to put his shoes on at age 64 and died from a stroke. My point is no one knows exactly how much time we have. Tell people close to you how much you care about them, write letters to your children for major events in their future. Wear those rings you bought so they identify them with you when you leave them to them and rest happy that you are loved- by people you haven't even met. Not many can claim that. Love and warm hugs...

This is for Kyle. I watched your video asking for support/advice on how to handle being a caregiver. Though I am not a caregiver, I am the wife of the caregiver. In December of 2020 I was rushed to the hospital with with two abdominal perforations. I was told the scan looked like that of a shooting victim. Within minutes I was being prepped for emergency surgery. The trauma surgeon shook my hand, told me everything he had to do, AND told me I probably wouldn’t survive. He insisted I call my husband, who was not allowed in the hospital because of COVID. It was THE most terrifying phone call of my life. I was pretty stoic until then. Nothing in this life prepares one for basically saying goodbye over the phone. Twelve hours later, we were done. I was in critical care ICU for a week, then sent to the “regular” ICU. I was released on Christmas Eve. My husband had to step right in as it was the holidays. He took care of everything. I was as weak as a kitten. Then a week later, I suffered a wound dehiscence, and required another surgery to repair the wound. Then another surgery, debriding, Hickman line for him to administer antibiotics. More surgery, then I almost died from severe dehydration. The nurses came twice weekly so it was up to my husband to care for me and close up the wound that compromised the entirety of my stomach. Every day, two excruciating wound dressing changes, etc. this is what I want you to know, Don’t let this happen to you. We both transitioned into patient and caregiver, rather than husband and wife, best friends, lovers. Things became very stressful and we resented one another from time to time. We had to work hard to climb out of that hole to get back to what we were. It took patience, understanding, love and respect. Stay husband and wife. Take respite time for yourself. She will have plenty of support. Take care.