the fact that he still thinks he isn’t the best leader ever saddens me a little, he deserves the whole world. he saved so many stays without him knowing at all, he worked hard for us, he got so little sleep too. channie best leader 🥺

"I'm never gonna leave you behind" *TRUE FRIENDSHIP*

"always find me" "i'm never gonna leave you behind" holy FUCK my heart

The way that Channie took the blame for Felix’s elimination was just so sad :( they are truly the best Aussie bros I’ve ever seen..

chan telling felix that he won't leave him behind is still the greatest pain in all of stray kids

"I should've been there" You can't be everywhere, Chan. You did your best! And look at you now, a world-wide known artist. You deserve the world, boy ❤️

Seeing Woojin hug him closest last made me so heartbroken. Chan used to have support from an older member, but now he carries all the burden himself.

Chan waited so many years to debut, and I couldn't be more glad that he got to debut NOW, as the leader of a group, really the best leader a group could have

chan in his secret account disliking this bc he’s embarrassed

“I’m never gonna leave you behind” from someone who actually knows how it feels to be left behind. This will always always break my heart.😷

(Trying to bring positivity because we are all crying) The legend says in the 7 years Chan was a trainee, he lost a piece of himself every year *Pieces of puzzles he was meant to find later* He was missing his home *He found his home in Felix* He lost friends, some debuted without him *He found a friend in Changbin* He lost his teenage years *He found his childhood in Jeongin* He lost his reason to go on *He found his inspiration in Hyunjin* He was missing his family *He found a brother in Seungmin* He was filled with dark thoughts *He found his hope in Han* He lost his happiness *He found a reason to smile again with Minho* He was meant to find *THEM* (Not original by me. The video I took this from: kzfaq.info4Ct-qay5Bzg?feature=share I may have word it wrong but you got it)

sometimes I just wish I could hug him and thank him for his existence

We are all gangsta until Chan starts crying 😭😭😭

He is so sweet and amazing. He blamed himself when Felix got eliminated he takes all the pressure and burden so the other members don't have to. He is the most generous, humble, sweet, and caring person to exist. He deserves the world but the world doesn't deserve him. Please protect and love him with all your heart Stays.

Chan is just like a dad who loves his kids and protect them and works hard he don't even get his sleep Broooo I really admire this guy

Sometimes, years later, when I see so much happiness and joy radiating from Stray Kids, to see them all grown up and matured, I forget that once, Chan was just a kid too. That he once left everything he knew when he was only a boy, his whole life behind for a dream. He, once, lost friends even after just making them in an unfamiliar world, to be left all alone. He watched them move on without him, while he stayed behind. Chan, once, was a young child who was still trying to figure out his place in the world, trying to figure out who his people were. I sometimes forget, that once, he went through pain and loneliness so unimaginable, so dark and empty, it is impossible to fathom. All these years later, when the boy named Chan finally found his people, when he found his home and his purpose, his REASON, he returned the light that those seven boys gifted him by cherishing their love, support, and everything that came with it. We may never know what Chan went through, throughout all those seven years of his life when he was endlessly washed with setbacks and depression, where the rug was pulled out from underneath him too many times to count, where he didn't want to be on this earth anymore, at times. We may never know. But what we know and what we will do for him, as just a small token of our appreciation, is that we will love him forever and ever, through all the ups and downs, through all of the forks we may come across in the windy road called life. We will support and protect him, "shelter" him, to show him that he no longer has to be alone. Because he's not alone. Stray Kids and STAY gave him a home, a haven, a warm hug. We gave him a reason, we gave him hope. We love you, Chan. We always have, and always will, no matter what. And we'll never forget.

So im gonna tell u guys a story of a boy A amazing brilliant kid left home at the age of 12, to pursue his dreams. He came to a whole new country not knowing anything. He had to find his own place there. He became a trainee in one of the 3 biggest companies in korea. (Only boy out of 800 people who auditioned). He trained for 8 whole yrs. His friends debuted and he worded harder. When he was in class 9, he lived all alone in the huge dorm. Still worked hard. He was going thru so much mentally. Still worked hard. Then came 7 new amazing boys in his life. (As he said "these boys came into my life and ye basically saved me"). He worked even harder. He worked till 5am in the morning, and showed up at the office at 10am. He guided his boys. After all he debuted with his most cherished people on earth. Things didn't get easy tho. He still worked hard. He slept so little, that during promotions and preparing period be got up to 6hrs of sleep a week. He (and the kids, especially 3racha) made about 100 song in 3yrs. He did vlive every week for his fans. Then he and his boys won their first win. They cried. They won their rookie of the year. They won the 2ed most number rookie of the year award. They has the brightest smiles on their face. They say the most comfortable word for their fans. They put out the most amazing stages. They make thousands and millions of people's day not just there fans'. They do their best and tries to do better every time. The boy's name is chan and the boys are skz. The fans are stays Best leader bang chan, best boys skz Stays are here to stay by our 8 amazing boys. ‼️ *EDIT 4: (I had decided to not edit this comment ever again but this is important) SO I DID NOT ADD WJ CUZ SKZ IS 0T8 !! WJ GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH SKZ OR STAYS!! HE IS A SOLOIST !! STAYS NEED TO REMEMBER THAT!! IF ANY OF YOU DONT LIKE HIM OR HIS FANS THEN DONT BOTHER ABOUT THEM!! SIMPLE AS THAT!! stays have taken this way too far!! The tiktok incident was UNACCEPTABLE!!! PLEASE!!! PLEASE DONT RUIN THIS FANDOM!!* ‼️ I personally don't Stan him or have anything to do with him since I started stanning skz as OT8... BUT AS A STAY THIS IS SOMETHING I MUST ADDRESS!! *DONT HAVE TO READ THE REST* Edit: something very personal: the most precious person to me, my grandpa died today.... He was someone very different and special to me. The person he loved and adored the most was me... I don't cry easily... After seeing him lay there I cried a lot... We used to talk over call everyday.... Even day before yesterday we talked so much and laughed... He was so strong. I'm not asking for pity... But just needed to open up cuz I can't open up to people... Edit 2: hey I'm sTrOnG 💪🏻😁. So don't worry. And tmrws (18th Dec) my 15th birthday day. I have exams thoo 😩😩 Edit3: so apparently I ain't that strong after all... After 41 days of my grandpa passing away my mom's younger sister passed away.... I couldn't leave my bed for 2 entire months, my social anxiety got so worse that i couldn't be with my family even. I cried to myself. Got bad insomnia. And my mom noticed I was going through a lot, she knew I am terrible with expressing myself. I used to ghost my best friends. Then At one night it got soo bad, I didn't sleep the entire night and cried... The next day Han droped alien... I remember texting my friends saying "isn't it crazy how there are songs that just exist which speaks exactly what your feeling and going through".... Alien became a song meant a lot.... I realized to me skz ain't like the other groups/soloist that I Stan.... Anyways after that study pressure increased and thighs got better eventually... But honestly my social anxiety is still a really big thing... Yet again mom noticed that (moms really are amazing huh)... I don't go out of my home. Leaving home is overwhelming and tiring... But Chan said *"we fight what we fear"* so imma try me best and fight it... 😁😁

Dude... honestly from man to man... i have *SO* much respect for this guy, the way he talks to the members, the way that all the members are close family to him, how he care for them, how good of a leader he is, and many many MANY other things... really makes me have a lot of respect for him

Fun fact: He doesn't even knows i exist but he's a literal father to me, the father i can wish for, the father who protects me and motivating me, cheers me up after a breakdown, Thank you Chan. (I know he doesn't sees it but yea)

Bangchan is literally the most supportive, best leader ever. He'll always have skz's backs.

the moment chan apologized to felix when he was eliminated, my soul left my body. IN ENGLISH TOO

I can't imagine SKZ without Felix and Minho. There, I've said it.

Ok so as baby baby stay of just two weeks old and celebrating Bangchan's bday first time with him I came here searching for more of him.. I've seen only 1% or less than that of stray kids or chan in these two weeks and after listening to some of their songs from this album and thinking that "yes this music is my style" and after seeing members being funny and finally I saw this human.. This human After listening to him just a few minutes I decided to stan this group for a lifetime.. I just heard from him everything I needed to hear at this point in my life. He told me "some ppl have some point in their lives where they go astray. And I've been there too. Not being able to work towards your dreams. On what you want to achieve. But that's okay it happens to many ppl it happens to me" I just want to let out everything outta my heart idc even if nobody is gonna read this but I just feel like wanting to out my truth on somewhere public. I had a dream. I have a dream. I started working on it since college days. But after some point I started to laze off too much, almost became irresponsible and addicted to smartphone. I've spent like 3 whole years wasting my life when I know what to do, when I could have everything I wanted to do perfectly and I could have achieved my dreams already. So many ppl who have put their trust on me are still waiting for me..trusting me.. but I became more and more corrupted when I started to lie, hide and fool ppl. No matter how many times I've tried to come out and tell to my close ones that I'm not working towards my dreams, I'm just playing around using that as an excuse.. even after many confessions I couldn't find myself going back to reality. I kept lying again. And again. That I was hating myself literally all throughout these years. That is the worst part cuz I know this is not me. Why am I like this? From when did I become such a person? How can be this evil? How did I get courage to fool ppl so easily when I couldn't even utter a lie before? Who am I? Which is me? What is real? But I knew I still have some kindness in me, goodness me, humanness in me. That trust on me is what led me survive it otherwise I would have done something worst. I had crazy thoughts but I was not brave enough to end myself. I'm just a coward and I just had thoughts and played with words as if it's so easy to say I should die. And that I don't deserve the love and trust of ppl around me... Some times I just gave up on me I was acting like Ok yeah this is me. I'm evil. I'm ugly. I'm destined to go to hell. Lets keep living like this. I even thought if I'm just living a phase of my life to write on my history that "I lived like this Too". And Some nights I just cry silently hating myself. While at this point today I was on the gave up phase but But I knew.. I'll change. Life keeps going on thru its own flow so I know I cannot defy it for a long time. 3 years was definitely a long precious time wasted but now at this point here I am, watching this video I just, at one moment in the middle, idk why I put my phone down and started bawling my eyes out and feeling shameful and asking sorry to God.. I just wanted to write this out and sign off. Idk if this time too I'd break the promise. But I just don't want to spend anymore time on anyone apart from my dreams. Just like them.. just like him.. ten whole years he was alone just working for his dreams. With nothing else in life. With just hard work, hope and dreams. Good bye

1:28 his "I'm so sorry" broke me...this is the first time I see Chan from this side,the broken side💔please give all love to Chan cuz he's the best leader in the 4th generation 💜

He's seriously the best person in the world. Plus the best *boyfriend* material.

him and namjoon 🤝 being two of the best leaders there ever was

Chan saying he is embarrassed Because all his fellow trainees had debuted already and he was still a trainee wrecks my heart. I read somewhere that BamBam and Chan were supposed to debut as a duo but he got put in GOT7. They were close friends, and I know how it must have felt, watching your friends move forward. (GOT7 could've not been the same without BamBam and I know putting him in that BG was the best decision)

It's sad because he's tired, stressed and going though alot and I can't be there to hug him. Bang Chan your doing great ❤

4:58 everyone:hugging chan Hyunjin: 🕴️

So....anyone else’s eyes sweating? 👁💧👄💧👁

Without chan there is no skz He is what is holding the group together one of the best human being and leader Always being there for them I love him and wish him all the best

Just knowing he literally grew up elder training makes me think how AMAZINGLY patient & strong he is. The training days made ur life hard, being alone, choosing members, helping them, trying to debut as 9, eliminations, debuts, hate, leading, writing, composing, singing, rapping, speaking many languages, approaching as a leader, loosing a woojin, dealing w/ controversy about hyunjin,....... U passed through all & u can see u R getting stronger, clever & more handsome😘. I rly wanna say this to u, U are literally perfect for us stays & u will be to ppl who will need u but still don't know u & skz. Don't give everyone ur kindness & sweetness cuz not everybody deserves it. Don't be too stressed on haters cuz that's what they want. 10q for existing & for making & being leader of straykids. Ur worth is more than anything u could imagine so pls be sure that there are aLOT of ppl by ur side at ur best/worst. Skz is on the stair of success , don't stop from climbing bc a gum is stuck on ur shoes. We LUUUUUUUUUUV U❤💜❤❤💜❤! Cheese= kzfaq.info/get/bejne/j7KkeMZe0NyzoXU.html Thunderous= kzfaq.info/get/bejne/e8ejqrqa3LO6o2w.html

chan deserves the whole world, literally. :((( *im sobbing*

han: we are family me: *dramatically dies on the floor crying*

When chan said to Felix, “I’m not leaving you behind” that is the most saddest line of skz😭

Dang, I really wanna meet this guy someday and give him the biggest hug ever! Bangchan is literally so admirable to me. He's not afraid to show his emotion and tell people how he really feels, and as someone who struggles with that, it's refreshing to see it. 💜

I'm not a stay but I love stray kids and I'm thinking of stanning them after seeing this🥺💗 it's so heartwarming

That one dislike is Chan cuz he’s embarrassed about his emotions

We all know that out off everyone in the entire world Bangchan loves Stray Kids the most. Everyone there he chose. They’re all friends, all family. I hope as a fan that no matter what road they take in life, they can stay connected.

“Always find me, yeah?.. I’m not gonna leave you behind.” That line breaks my heart and it will even more if someone ever tells that to me.

seeing bangchan cry is like the whole world is falling apart, he's the best leader and always will be. bangchan, STAYS will always be with you the whole way, we love you so much.

I swear I just started stanning stray kids and I am emotionally tied to chan😭 I just love him sm

Thank you for not giving up Bang Chan, thank you for waiting patiently on your "Stray Kids".. I salute your talent, pure talent and hard work, your handsomeness is just a plus point. But we are here to always support and STAY with you 💖

I cried so much watching this. Channie I am so thankfull that I got to know you, the moments that us stays have shared with you will stay with me forever. I was going through such a bad time and then you came. Words are unable to express my gratitude. Chan is my safe zone. Thanks to him I feel like I can truly be myself. I laugh, cry and smile all because of you. When the day comes that you will all go your seperate ways I will never forget these memories. One day it will all end but these memories are forever. I love you so much Chan, and all the other StrayKids members. You truly don't know how much you mean to me.❤️😭

stray kids crying is the saddest thing ever.

chan is our emotional support kpop boy. but we only know a little about wat he went through and wat he still goes through. he hides his 'demons' just so we and the rest of skz can be happy. we dont deserve this man 😞

Omfg he used to be so freaking small now he is all grown up and he is doing such an amazing job as the leader of Stray Kids 😭😭❤❤

When I saw Woojin and their cute bond I started crying more

I really hate that he doesn't see how great of a leader is. He's done so much for the group and for the fans, he's not just a leader to the boys, he's a leader to all of us. I hope that one day he starts to see that.

Should not say. But I am actually jealous of people close to chan whom he adores. I really hope we find a lovable person like him.

In the first clip. I was already in tears. I loved that hug. Chan Is so precious

Chan deserves the world😭

Chan has done many sacrifices to save his group, and for STAY. Not only he has done sacrifices, but he also protects his members and his fans. He has passed many hard times during predebut ages, but he never gave up. Leaders are the people who take most of the responsibility, take Chan as an example. Take RM as an example. Take any leader as an example. STAY have two things to do, love them, and of course, love Chan. Thank you Chan for teaching me the responsibility each person has. Thank you for teaching me everything you know. Thank you for loving us. Thank you for being there whenever I was sad. Thank you for everything. ----love, STAY.

the bonus clip made me cry bc of the lyrics :" bang chan best boy

he recently in a vlive mentioned he was lonely and alone from 2011-2017 period and it was a dark period for him. that scene broke me

He is such a sweet genuine guy, who works so hard and waited too long to debut. But I'm glad he leads Stray Kids.❤

This hurts even more after you know who got exposed

do you know why im here?? I want to make myself cry because crying over bangchan is worth it- Periodt-

I very rarely see Minho cry so aswell as chan and everyone else crying this is what topped it for me

I am glad jyp brought felix and minho back after elimination or skz would have never been how it is now 😭

he’s the most hardworking and pure human being ever

0:27 I totally didn't just hug my phone.

Honestly i am so not surprised that skz and bts are reaching the heights they have reached and are still reaching. Namjoon and Chan are honestly the most heartwarming people i have ever seen they have only love to give

Thank you Chan for enduring all these years and all those hardships but you showed all of Us that without you there’s no Stray kids and how thankful we are for your existence you are a Gem of a person the most beautiful human We would never forget you please Stay with us Forever Thank you Stays all around the world for Making Bangchan stay and not be regretful of his life decision of becoming a Kpop idol and making him live his dream🥰😍Shine bright diamond king firstly and always be healthy and happy😘❤️

He is the reason why I started to stan Skz. I've fallen in love with him after knowing how sweet he is for the stays bcz of his weekly vlives. After that I started to like skz lil by lil. And now am a stay. And Chan is forever my bias. 💜

It's 1 am and I'm fuxking sobbing🥺

He always put others first before himself. He is the most kindness person I ever met. Before I became a Stay, I never knew how sweet and kind he was. He even blamed himself because of Felix's elimination. He has a very precious heart. He deserves the achievement and success in Kpop Industry. Thanks Bang Chan. I luv you ❤

We must protect Bang Chan at all costs. HE'S PRECIOUS AND SWEET. Just look, he's so supportive and caring towards his group members..just by hearing Bang Chan apologizing even tho it's not his fault make my eyes water:(..

Our leader chan is the best leader .

anyone else crying in the club rn 👁💧👄💧👁

This is the reason why I really love Bang Chan, he’s the best leader❤

Chan is such a good soul. He’s such an inspiration and an overall a very amazing person. I wish to hug him 😢

him crying over felix getting eliminated got me in tears too. 🥺🤧

Stays, a lot of us changed after we stanned skz. We became happier. They supported us. Let's support them too. Please support your fellow stays. Let's make sure not to spread toxicity, become solo stans, toxic shippers or just toxic in general. Refrain mentioning them in content related to other groups and don't mention anyone that was once associated with them. They've done so much for us, the least we can do is support them too. STAY FIGHTING!

when 'demons' started i started crying my soul out. Stray Kids gave me happiness whenever i needed it and Chan is the best leader i've ever seen. Demons is a very special song for me and it's like a milestone for my life and him singing this song really made me feel like everything was right again for a moment. Thank you ♡

I think one of the main reasons that chan is such a great leader, is because of how much he genuinely cares about his members. He cares so much that theyre like brothers to him, and he wants to deliver them even further. And he always tries to stay strong around them and Stay, so when we actually see him cry- it hits homeee

This is why I love him so much. Personally, he's the best leader in any Kpop group out there. When I saw him cry in this video I cried too. He's so precious. He trained for so lang and so hard, and now he finally is in skz, and we can't stop loving him for who he is. I love him too much, WE love him too much. This is our Christopher. This is our daddy jk. It was a good choice to make him the leader. Chan deserves the world and I'm not even exaggerating. Chan is too precious. I keep repeating these because I can't even explain and express how happy I feel for him through words. Chan, I know you're not reading this but the chance isn't 0%, if you are ever feeling sad or having a hard time, STAYS ARE HERE FOR YOU. STAYS ARE HERE WITH YOU. we love you so much Chan, you don't even know it. I'm just another broke stay here dreaming to actually meet you guys, but even though I know it will never happen, I will not, I will NEVER EVER stop loving you guys. Honestly Chan is one of the reasons why I stanned skz, when I watched his vlives, my face always lit up with happiness and delight. We really do love you. Chan, thank you. Thank you for being with us, thank you for spending your time just to make stays happy. We can't be even more happier to know that you actually love us. We love you more. Thank you Chan. Cheers to the Best Leader in the world!

now we can add in their victory in Kingdom too. Another golden feather. Props to Bang Chan for being the best leader that SKZ deserves.

This is so sweet that he can cry when the members mess up but they are a family that love their fans in the heart to them.😢❤✌.

Its being 8 months since I officially started to stan straykids and i just saw this video and the struggle he went through and him now is just wow. He and Rm know the struggle to be successful in kpop industry. He, Suga and Rm (also whole bts) are my idols and they keep me going when I am down cause they are the strongest people in know so far.

0:28 is it weird that I hugged my I-Pad-

I haven't been a STAY for a long time like others but it hurts seeing this because Chan is literally the definition of leadership. He is one of the only souls on earth who care a lot about their loved ones. He works hard to accomplish his dreams and goals. Seeing him cry is hard because he is a kind soul who waited for people to debut with, but that moment when you realize that you are losing them is hard. He is literally one of the most hard working people I have ever seen.

The true stay will never leave without tears, after watch this video 😭

방찬은 현실 세계가 보통 우리가 원하는 방식이 아니라는 것을 깨닫게 해주었습니다. 나는 그에게서 삶에 대해 많은 것을 배웠고, 그를 따르는 모든 사람에게 그는 매우 특별한 사람입니다 스트레이 키즈. 방찬은 세상의 모든 애정과 존경을 받을 자격이 있습니다. 그는 특별합니다! 우리는 당신을 사랑합니다 방찬. Bang Chan made me realize that the real world is not usually the way we want it to be. I learned a lot about life with him, and he is a very special person to everyone who follows Stray Kids. Bang Chan deserves all the affection and respect in the world. He is special! We love you Bang Chan.

hear him singing demos right now hits differently.... "it's where my demons hide" chan's room 56. 28/4/2020

Who disliked this beautiful video? Heartless...

It’s been so long since I’ve been with Stray Kids and Bang Chan always cheers me up with his love and hugs.❤

"Your eyes, they shine so bright. I want to steal their light. I can't escape this now, unless you show me how."

I'm not even a stay and I only know Chan from posts here and there..but I'm crying..he's so precious

He worked so hard and yet people hate him for not keeping the group as 9 even after knowing woojin left because of some family matter... Bang chan deserves the world y'all 😭💗💜✨

Suho and bangchan are very good leader. 😭👍🏻❤️

Bang Chan is a man of many blessings. Thankfully to all his patient's, sacrifice, understanding, loved and appreciated well as a leader. His talented and humble person. What you gained now, it's a deseving success to all your futures. Congratulations and more blessings to come to all the STRAY KIDS. 💯🙏💖🥰🤗😘🤩😍😊

1:58 chan being minho's hyung always makes me soft

I'm crying😭 (that part when Chan and Woojin hugs, waaaah I cannot 😭)

i lost it when he started crying, i was shredding tears 😭

tf i'm not even a stay but still i cried like a baby y'll !! The respect i have for this man is insane now !! love and respect ❤

I'm so tired and I feel alone... Stray Kids are the only thing that are making me feel happier this days. Specially Bang Chan... He's such a good and strong person. His laugh, the way he support his friends. I'm really proud. So, when he strarted to sing Demons... Wow, that touched my heart. Stay, please be strong, because this holly Corona is making a lot of pepole like me crazy. ♡ Thank you 4 the video, was amazing. ♡♡

words honestly cannot describe how much chan means to me. i've only been a stay for two months, but he has impacted my life and has inspired me in so many ways. i remember watching one of his vlives for the first time and he was talking about the lgbtq+ community, and i remember him talking about coming out, and as a closeted pansexual, it brought me to tears.

i’ve never cried sm because of someone i met online. he deserves the world.

HELPP I dont wanna cry today :( This is why Chan is my bias. He's so sweet and caring and funny and looks after his members and fans so well. Im so proud of how far he has come. PLEASE PROTECT HIM STAYS