I totally agree i dropped my on hidden black ice in colorado being from california boy i was upset then a almost parking lot crash which cause me to drop mine on my foot and a year later while parked a hit and run while parked on my street which i had to pay a hefty deductible to get it repaired.

Better work on your hand strength, you keep shaking off your left hand. Keep that right foot on the pegs, you’re going to break your leg. Yeah take the beginner class again, that would be a great idea. Research Ride like a Pro on YT you will learn a lot 😎

I'd like to give you an opinion of a person who's been riding 11 years, and I clearly remember my beginner stage. Don't get the expensive Harley Davidson for your first bike. Everybody drops their first bike. Start off with something fairly inexpensive like a Vstar 950 or something. Spend a season or two getting used to making all of your beginner mistakes on that. Gain the wisdom and knowledge. First bike : The question is not IF you'll drop it. The question is WHEN you'll drop it. IF you're set on a Harley, then a used Iron 1200 should suit your beginner needs. 883's are a little weak IMHO. You'll get used to the 883 too quickly, and the 1200 accelerates better for safer passing. Then later, when you've had some experience ...get the bigger Harley. Make it your forever bike.