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It was his best friend who commited suicide by jumping off the bridge,his body has never been found thats who he misses.

I love you guys reacting together. It's very funny having Jordan look so bored in the back. Like when your mum says you can only go to your friend's house if you take your little brother. 😂

I definitely saw puppy dog eyes too 👀 😊 Ren's newest song is utterly devastating. He picks the perfect words to convey his emotions, and delivers them in such a way that you feel them too. He's just a master at this. ❤

That was a beautiful reaction Anthony & Caine! Don’t ever think it’s rude to speak in your native tongue, language is beautiful, I enjoy hearing your Dutch. Have a great day guys, and much love!

The semicolon throughout is powerful too. Suicide awareness symbol. These two are synced in a powerful way.

This entire song up to the last line was song from the point of view of one of Ren's best friends Joe; who committed suicid... Joe was calling everyone saying goodbye. Ren rushed out the door and got to where he jumped from mins late... "I don't feel safe in this bed, voices in my head" "over the hills and valleys below it follows me back home; and it suffocates me". Sin and Fear follow him everywhere he goes. "I wish I could get up and walk out of this tomb" (the tomb here is Joe's mind that he is trapped in with cycling thoughts). The live version to me... Is OUT OF THIS WORLD amazing.... Face to face singing/eye contact SOOO many raw emotions and thoughts of real life experiences while remaining in pitch, beat, note, and harmony. Masterful...

Ive been binge watching reactions to Rens Suicide. Ive never felt a song so deeply as its a subject embedded in my soul personally so ive been crying all morning thats how truly raw it was. That said im now trying to resist that long term sadness ive carried for decades now. Im listening as im typing and idk this one's deep as well but ill be good now hopefully. Enjoy watching my friend and glad to see your friends with you bro💪🧡🙏

My favorite part of this adventure is the shared camaraderie between all three of you. Anthony, always enjoy your insights. Caine, lovely that you opened up a bit and Jordan, kudos for nodding when your brother said he has you to count on. Although Jordan doesn't have a mic, we can see his silent appreciation with his head nods and his smiles. It's been a joy watchin' you all. Thank you for sharing!

He speaks of his friend in his latest track Suicide its so good.

You should show him Chinchilla doing her song Fingers live. Her voice is out of this world.

I love the cry that Chinchilla has in this song, her voice is enchanting and haunting at the same time. So much emotion. In the live version Ren is singing so soft and like they said totally in the zone. The Studio version they are more balanced, but still amazing. Its also awesome how this hits people different, also a great thing about Ren, here is a song with Raw emotion (insert your emotion here)

This is hauntingly beatiful always play it after chalk outlines.

You should do 'Chalk outlines' with Caine too. Their harmony in that is also magnificent. Great reaction as usual guys 👍

if this one hurtyou, just check his new one, Suic*de ! Strong and devastating. Ren is a God of Art. So unique. So precious.

"I didn’t have puppy eyes. I was just checking on you." 😂😂 Right. 😉

And your newest music video is my favorite…being intense and showing emotion, as you brought up in this video, made the song/video fire!!! Keep being more vulnerable.

A great thing about Ren. Since he has such a wide variety of music and subjects. There are people I come across that I feel need to hear a particular song.

I just love the love you guys have each other ❤ it’s beautiful.

❤Love this song so much. It should be on the Radio. Her real name is Daisy. They are so good together. Hope they do an album together. Chinchilla's are not good pets. I Rescued a male who had personality, but they wont sit still, thier hard to catch and they eat any cable or cord they find. They also live for 26 years. Kids are threw college and your still cleaning cages. Ended up rescueing a female as well. When the kids were all moved out I sold her for the price of all her gear. Unfortunately the male got a hold of the vacuum cord while it was still plugged in and passed away period but he was 20 years old. And it shocked me he didn't do that to himself ahead of time he went through 3VCR's Chords and 1DVD player 12 game ChargersI can't count how many other things he ate up but somehow he never electriculated himself before. He also ate a 5" wide whole threw my drywall. All this from his cage. The female was like a paperweight. Probably over bread. Thier cute but thier bones are like toothpicks and thier not good for family pets. Coats either😳

Great reaction ,thank you ❤

Love hearing you guys speak Dutch and you're great together. Really appreciate the genuine banter and emotion, it's very refreshing

That song is so hauntingly beautiful. Thank you for doing a reaction to it with your friend.

Your right Anthony - Express your emotion through your music - Dont be embarrassed to do so - It sounds great on "Self Reflection". infact, I'd like to see you get a bit more fierce with that low growl - You should own it with the depth in your voice. 😘❤❤

It’s wonderful in this time. The people are starting to feel empathy again I think we went to period of darkness last two years I’m ready.

I love this. Guys talking about emotions.... how many times have you guys talked about that

Fking love that you did both versions of this song. Both are soooo amazing! It is sutch a hard hitting song, that can be interpitet in many different ways. -Master Piece- I've lisened to and loved Ren for many years. This song is the most amazing, in a libray of amazingness.

Great reaction guys...love from Australia xx

I love your reactions with best friend

His new song "Suicide" will bing it full circle . Much ❤️

When she follows him with the chorus it’s called a round or canon ❤❤

@anthonyray don’t know how I missed this reaction. Been on one of your lives when you had Caine on and he seems such good and genuine guy....hope whatever he was going through at the time you made this, that he’s in a better place in his own head and life 🤜🏻🤛🏻

Love seeing you two together. Keep showing up, loved your reaction ❤

Hi Anthony. I love your channel! This is one of my favorite Ren songs, adnd the performance is stunning. I wanted to clear up some misinformation that well-meaning people pass on about the How To Be being shot on the bridge Joe Hughes jumped from. There are several moments in the video in which a light-colored brick wall is visible on the right, glass doors or windows on the left, and the railing is too light-duty to be that of a bridge. I'm not sure how this story began, but I've only heard it in the last few months since Ren has become more well-known. Joe jumped from the Menai Bridge, which connects mainland Wales to the island of Anglesey. I've been across the Menai Bridge two times and can tell you that it's a beautiful, substantial, stone and wrought iron Victorian structure, and I can't imagine that it's the location of this video. There are some great photos of the bridge online. I'm not sure, but the Menai bridge may have been the first modern-engineered suspension bridge in the world. I kow it's at least one of the earliest. I've never seen or heard the location of the How to Be Me video spoken about by anyone who would have been there, but an outing of 90+ miles from Brighton would likely be documented and result in more than a single video It could have possibly been shot in the same location Bongo Bong was shot-the roof outside the flat shared by Gorran, Romaine, and Ren-but I can't see the same view in any other Big Push video. I don't have expert knowlege, and I could be wrong, but it seems better (for me) to not repeat the story until it's confirmed. We all know how social media can perpetuate misinformation. Someone should ask Ren about the location the next time he does a chat.

Shame you didn't watch the live version with them in, awesome to see their faces performing in that version

...sooo captivating, Ren and Chinchilla. They compliment one another its beautiful. Love both your reactions, comfortable and truthful. Puppy eyes..Miharo te reo😆👍☝️🖼☝️🎇😌

realest reaction to this song ❤

I have watched this easily 50 times and I still get chills. I really appreciate your reaction ❤😊

Puppy eyes - Yeah, Anthony, I'm proud of him too. He's doing a good job and you're a good role model. ❤

Chinchilla has said that she is very shy and the fingernails are like her armor ❤

Enjoyed this so much. Thank you 💕

Ren and Chinchilla are amazing together

I love you played both of them the first is so much better to me with headphones in the live one is good cause of emotion

20:00 I haven't read all of the comments that would explain what you are wondering about. Ren had one of his best friends jump off a bridge when they were teenagers and it made him really sad. The thing is that when Ren was suffering with his misdiagnosed illness and was suffering horrendously and having a severe breakdown, he wanted to S-word; but, chose not to because he did not want his friends and family to suffer like he did when his friend passed.

Such a lovely reaction from two lovely guys

It's called safety....u have a legit care for each other n vulnerability is natural ....that's why it hits y'all different.....not sound off ...but y'all have a soul connection

god bless you both ANT LONG ROAD TRAVELED BEEN A GRIP STAY BLESSED

❤ great reaction! And the Dutch was more Vlaams broeders 😂❤. But yeah, this song is amazing. And I have no idea how to say "in kaanon" singing in English either. 🤔

i love yall together....

🎶🎶❤️🎶🎶 joined at the soul with a pair of headphones 🎧❤️

Thank you for sharing some of your story.. We are ready for more if you want to share it.. ;) Seems like you have some good friends.. Hold on to them.. ;) Great reaction..

And his new song suicide even address his best friend way more. More of his guilt and pain clearly.

Great reaction.

You 2 are good together. More reactions with the both of you 😊

Good show anthony! Renegade 🇬🇧 ❤❤❤❤❤

I enjoy watching you guys react to Ren. I'm hoping someone suggests Ren's new video "Eden". I am curious. My favorites of you guys so far was 1) Your MOST AWESOME reaction to War Pigs, 2) the I Shot the Sheriff, etc reaction, I liked the Chalk Outlines better than this one, though. (not sure if I saw you guys do that one. But, Liking everything you guys do. Thanks. Have a Nice Day.

Good reaction 👌🏼

First videos I've watch of yours mate, gonna consume some more. But don't apologize about the Dutch please! If you are worried about us ignorant English only speakers, sub titles would be a okay fix. switch to that to get your point across to each other makes me feel Ren really had you thinking a feeling what you said. (also love that ren is bring all these new reactors and artists to my attention. Loving the Ren-aissance!)

thank you for reacting to this one love you guys ❤❤❤

This song has become so personal to me. I feel every word in it. He lost his best friend. He jumped off a bridge & they never found him. It's a hard one.

Chalk outlines with Ren and chinchilla

that guy in the back is high as fuckk hahahhahahahahaha

Have you done Chinchillas live version of Fingers?? It’s a must. Also cold water!! She is so talented. Please let’s blow her up as much as Ren!! Can’t wait to find the live fingers version!!!

Not sure if you’ve already reacted to “Little Girl Gone” or “Fingers” (live version) by Chinchilla, but if not, highly recommend

The harmony of these 2 beautiful souls is stunning! As for Chinchilla I could be wrong but you guys have the wrong “equipment” 😅

Power is a happy song…and most of his busking vids…

Lovely reaction with your bro. Not convinced about Justin Bieber though😜🦇

Ain’t no shame with puppy dog eyes Anthony (Justin Bieber on the other hand… j/k). Ren and Chinchilla are amazing together - definitely soul siblings. And this song _is_ incredibly moving. I hope you and your bud react to Ren’s Suic*de together. Also can’t wait for you to delve into solo Chinchilla ✌❤

Now as far as I understand, the live video was a performance where they/we lost rens friend, when he "Gave up the fight". Inform yourselves about the story. I think it is crucial to understand ren.

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What is that bottle of orange stuff?! More Dutch. 😊

Chalk outlines

This prob been said a thousand times, but this def about his friend joe who committed suicide, I believe he missed a text or call from him, and when he woke up he found out he lept of a bridge and his body was swept out to sea. The semi-colon is reference to suicide. Now this only my own theory. But at the end of the song he says "I miss you so" but I have this theory that the original last line was "I miss you joe" the friend he lost.

It's about his friend Joe that jumped off the bridge late one night. Ren ran to try and stop him but he missed him by only a few minutes. Joe's body was never found. Ren and chinchilla are actually singing this song on the same bridge. It was a live performance filmed in one take.

"she fine" "No, Ren's fine" Me: both of you are correct

you need to show Caine Ren - Suicide

Please show him Chinchilla doing her song ‘Fingers’ live!!

I think the reason this hits your friend harder in your studio is because you must have the top of the line sound system. because ONLY YOUR channel utilizes BOTH speakers on my cell phone. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I HAD TWO SPEAKERS!!!! the last line is for Joe. his friend he lost to starts with s and ends with ide. does anyone else feel this is not only censorship, but just ridiculous? some things NEED to be discussed. what if more s. ides happen BECAUSE they weren't able to reach out or hear others that found a way to get through on the breathing side of their situation? I thought it sounded very hot hearing you speak in your native tongue....I don't get to hear different languages to often where I live. I was listening to one of your songs and you were going back and forth using both languages and I thought it sounded amazing. it has a musicality to it. some languages aren't....like Japanese. I love to hear it spoken.....put it in a song and WHOA! it's all wrong! I would LOVE to hear Ren rap in Welsh! wouldn't that sound outrageous? probably give his tongue a muscle cramp! all the best to you & yours! ♥️🎶🙏🎶♥️ Ann

The. llve version, is so more powerful

I have been informed by teens in my area that the symbol of a semi-colon all alone represents suiciide. That S word YT frowns so fiercely on.

Chinchilla is SO fine though. something about her energy and power is so attractive to me, as well as her looks, as a woman in a straight relationship hahaha

Ren lost his best friend from a choice he made on a Bridge😢

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I wonder if S isn't allowed. Can you say zelfmoord? Is only English demonized?

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love song , not x

Mate you gotta melt your friends face off with that metal amazing grace

Ren being out of sync acting as a back up singer and them playingg with eachother and syncing in very specific places is fucking awesome

Hi, Thony! Ren- Su!clde, now. Thank you!