Big Jay Oakerson: Anxiety Ridden Time Bomb Of Self Loathing | Ari Shaffir's Skeptic Tank Episode 429

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Big Jay Oakerson: Anxiety Ridden Time Bomb Of Self Loathing | Ari Shaffir's Skeptic Tank Episode 429

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3 жыл бұрын

Standup comedian and host of The Bonfire and Legion of Skanks (in that order) Big Jay Oakerson talks about his struggle with anxiety disorder with comedian and host of nothing Ari Shaffir. Jay really went through it, man. He was fine and then one afternoon, he wasn’t. He couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t think straight, and the walls started crashing in. Ari has always been intrigued by mental disorders and this is the first time he has been able to really take a deep dive into anxiety. It was a very revealing and interesting discussion.
I’ve known Big Jay for a long time. We became really good friends when we did the Nasty Show in Montreal together for two weeks with Jeff Ross and Anthony Jeselnick. We would all hang out and smoke pot for hours and just shoot the shit. It was a great, great time. Am I still friends with Jay? 6 months ago it woulda been an easy answer: Yes, I’m friends with Big Jay Oakerson. But today after finding out that he considers Avenged 7evenfold his all-time favorite band, I’m not so sure.
Check out Big Jay Oakerson every week on the Legion of Skanks podcast. Ari Shaffir is the President of that podcast. Shane Gillis is the Vice President. Big Jay holds no office.
Check out Ari’s Patreon. This week he & Chris O’Connor riff on the topics and questions you submitted in a really fun mailbag episode. / arishaffir
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CHAPTERS:
00:21 - Ari Shaffir Owns This Song
01:02 - Intro
29:39 - Commercial Break
32:55 - Ari Shaffir's Skeptic Tank Episode 429 Starts Now!
02:08:33 - This Song Is Owned By Ari Shaffir
02:09:09 - Outtro
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For more Big Jay:
Get tickets to see Big Jay: www.bigjaycomedy.com/live
Watch the Legion of Skanks ‪@PowerfulLOS‬ & The Bonfire with Big Jay Oakerson & Dan Soder on Sirius XM Faction 103: bit.ly/3znfSCH
For more Ari:
Ari's Upcoming Tour Dates - www.arishaffir.com/tour/
Patreon - / arishaffir
Instagram - / arishaffir
Merch - bit.ly/arimerch
More - linktr.ee/arishaffir
#arishaffir #bigjayoakerson #comedy #standup
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Editing: Marisa Pellegrino - @marisa_pellegrino
Episode artwork photoshop: Steve Torelli - @torellipics
Music: "Ari Shaffir Owns This Song"
Vocals: Raelyn Nelson @Raelyn Nelson Band
Written by: Pepper Goins - Rushmore Podcast
Ari In Wonderland t-shirt design by Nick DeLorenzo - @nickdeezcomedy

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@arishaffir 3 жыл бұрын

📣 The new t-shirts are AVAILABLE NOW! Hurry up and get your tie-dye limited edition - only available until June 30. The rest you may buy forever. Here is the link: podcastmerch.com/collections/ari-shaffir

@vich3359 3 жыл бұрын

Noice ✌🏼

@CoreyCashRiff 3 жыл бұрын

Lots of love

@sephiroth2847 3 жыл бұрын

Tell Jay that he didn't experience the full effects of LSD exposure from your trap because the Lexapro chemical and its vast buildup in the brain very seriously renders many of the most common, and most commonly exploited, neurotransmitter levels, functions, and junction activities very closely controlled and essentially inert. A standard dose of psychedelics / hallucinagens for individuals recently exposed to antidepressants in even small quantities (let alone large ones like with Jay's chronic buildup) is almost always completely or partially disaffected and completely powerless and useless. Similar effects of blockages are common with the chemicals found in "molly" (i.e. MDMA, MDA, MDMC, etc.) So Jay inherently requires more Molly to adjust his neurotransmitter ratio such that he approaches the effects of empathogens or entactogens. And he never experiences the full effects; hence his desire to use compulsively and his ability to avoid or recover from the post-session depression and brain drain. Ultimately, you could call this Lexapro impairment a shield. Or you could call it a waste of fun with chemicals. You decide. -Top 1% of my graduating class: Enrolled in the world's absolute premier (or runner-up ranking depending on the year) graduate institution for neuropsychology, biochemistry, organic chemistry, abnormal psychology, psychometrics, Psychiatrics, Medical Schooling, Medical Research, University, Corporate, and Classified Public Laboratory Institution Experience, Real-world Application of the Sciences, etc. -Firsthand experience with chemical exposure experiences for over a decade. -Undergraduate, Graduate, and Post-Graduate Doctorate Research, Education and Professorial experience exceeding ten years. -Similar experience of fandom of LoS (~10 years). -Lifetime fan of comedy - Including George Carlin HBO Specials at age 3 (that I know of, maybe earlier) and George Carlin narrating Thomas the Tank Engine tapes since my first weeks of life; well before my first birthday. Obviously I digress... The takeaway is that you have a world-class professional, as well as recreational, Neuropsychology and Biochemistry professor and doctor in your corner, and your content is definitely funny. Keep up with the good times Ari; hopefully our paths will cross soon. I'll think about bringing... Er, "showing" you "info on" some exotic samples. Only if you're interested, of course. Until then... Xanax, Valium, Methadone, and Fentanyl to feel better and have fun; Soma to relax the muscles; a bit of Adderall and Dexedrine to go to sleep (yes this is the correct order); and a few more secrets to keep me busy.… ...Stay safe, yeah? -9

@rworded 3 жыл бұрын

@@sephiroth2847 While true, he talks about dropping mushrooms with Luis and Dave before he was on Anti-Depressants, having no effects. He also uses molly regularly while on AD and it works (MDMA is dulled by AD also). People are effected diffrently by diffrent drugs, e.g. I've never had visual effects on halluciogens, only auditory.

@johnedward8352 3 жыл бұрын

Hi Ari

@ATX-Hi8 3 жыл бұрын

The Big Jay pods are some of my favorites

@adamh6420 3 жыл бұрын

Jay is the best

@TheCAPSLOCKrage 3 жыл бұрын

Best storyteller in the game don’t @ me

@ClayF403 3 жыл бұрын

Everything with Big Jay is my favourite

@NoNippleNarc 3 жыл бұрын

Big Jay for president

@JakTbh 3 жыл бұрын

This was a great episode, it definitely helps hearing people open up about these struggles.

@kmdudich 3 жыл бұрын

@@AgendaInMind did you read that or just copy and paste it

@squidincsquid 3 жыл бұрын

@@kmdudich lol

@WardWyatt 3 жыл бұрын

Big Jay is one of the best. So relatable. So funny.

@ajfernandez1430 3 жыл бұрын

Man dude ima glad i clicked on this podcast cause ive been feeling like jay for about a year now and i could never pinpoint why. Thank god you guys talked about this.

@theronskier1 3 жыл бұрын

Jay's description of anxiety like being terrified of dying so you know when those weird self-loathing thoughts arise, its a brain fart" is unreal dude. Helps a lot.

@farinfisher6338 3 жыл бұрын

never heard someone have same issues as me glad he knows himself so well helps me a lot ty

@Aaronlovesmusic970 2 жыл бұрын

Same glad to know im not the only one ha were not alone

@Aaronlovesmusic970 2 жыл бұрын

You have the running up stairs thing to thats me as fuck haha

@TrollHunterxXx 3 жыл бұрын

Looks like Ari lives in the Ghostbusters basement where they keep the containment system.

@zaadmaada6666 3 жыл бұрын

Im so glad someone else thought the same 😂

@mrgalactus7264 3 жыл бұрын

And he's a pencil neck too

@inappropriatern8060 3 жыл бұрын

They're at Jay & Christine's in this one; but, you're right about Ari's place.

@arishaffir 3 жыл бұрын

I'm gonna do so many more intros in this place! As soon as I found it I was like, "This is a perfect moronic spot to record."

@mz4036 3 жыл бұрын

Holy shit. You nailed it

3 жыл бұрын

That was the best 20-something minute "Better Help" ad ever

@SolidRollin 3 жыл бұрын

Two of the All Stars right here.

@MM-zs7rp 3 жыл бұрын

Am I the only one who walks around singing This Song Is Owned By Ari Shaffir all day? Cause it gets in there and I bop to it for days....

@bp5400 3 жыл бұрын

You are not. That song is so catchy I'll have it stuck in my head until at least Wednesday.

@foamdawg5952 3 жыл бұрын

Reminds me of the song on euro trip “Scotty doesn’t know “

@helpis0ntheway 3 жыл бұрын

Days later it'll pop in my head & I'll catch myself singing it...d'oh, got me again Ari!

@portlandsamber 3 жыл бұрын

I've finally learned to skip it otherwise it's 2 days of the jingle in my head.

@Vicegrips11 3 жыл бұрын

Anxiety attack feels like dying. Ive been very catastrophically high on all sorts of drugs and anxiety attack is the wildest shit by a mile

@mattw6705 3 жыл бұрын

Yo a high anxiety attack is no fun..

@bickyboo7789 3 жыл бұрын

Yeah it's almost like ego death, fuck that shit.

@nyuzoo 3 жыл бұрын

This ep. should be titled Dudes taking drugs like theres no tomm. and wonder why they have mental issues.

@alexchat3020 3 жыл бұрын

@@nyuzoo ari had issues before all of his drug use.

@brendanriley1968 3 жыл бұрын

Just saw Big Jay in Indianapolis this past weekend!! He killed on that stage for the entire time he was up there...truly! 👏✊⭐️🥳🤣🤣🙌 Hard to believe someone who can kill on stage like that can also feel anxiety ... you would not have never known other wise.🤔 Thanks for sharing your experience, Big Jay!! You are not alone.👊💕

@zerocool5395 3 жыл бұрын

Jay's 4some story on This is not happening is legendary.

@ruby4268 3 жыл бұрын

Jay was person 1,2 @3 in that scenario

@j-mohunter5670 3 жыл бұрын

Bacon cheeseburger! That's what I'm gettin!

@christinafujimoto8582 2 жыл бұрын

thank u for this discussion. u comedians help me 24/7 when i listen to ur podcasts

@MattttG3 3 жыл бұрын

yo i love this real talk shit it's exactly what i needed but didn't realize lol

@ClayF403 3 жыл бұрын

Ari's had some fantastic podcasts dealing with depression and mental illness. His episode with Brodie while he was going through his manic episode is legendary. RIP.

@jacobalderman105 2 жыл бұрын

This intro is exactly what I needed to hear right now. Funny how that works.

@samsrt7647 2 жыл бұрын

this just made me feel so much better i’ve never listened to big jay but hearing him talk about this just made me feel okay, i’ve had these exact feelings for years i thought i was literally out of my mind 😂

@jackhancock8655 Жыл бұрын

It was cute when Big Jay had no hesitation checking his buddy for ticks. Lol

@olslap85 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being so open. You are amazing.

@julesanderson2083 3 жыл бұрын

Always nice to start with a new special at the beginning of every episode

@gergs4538 3 жыл бұрын

This podcast has to have the best format

@Guttermitts 3 жыл бұрын

Great day for podcasts today! Mondays rule.

@Guttermitts 3 жыл бұрын

@@user-kr6jg6qb7l I guess. Today might be the day. Mondays still rule though.

@Meat.Shank1 3 жыл бұрын

Hell yea, Tons of Anarchy, and the Jew King it’s a must watch!

@roymakescomics 3 жыл бұрын

Jesus is the OG Jew King. Is Ari the second coming?

@rworded 3 жыл бұрын

Tons of Anarchy is hilarious.

@joeblow1006 3 жыл бұрын

Zac amico’s joke. But yes still hilarious lol

@rworded 3 жыл бұрын

@@joeblow1006 ZzachAttack!

@kacefranks3703 3 жыл бұрын

@@joeblow1006 Zac slays Everyone in the quick jokes whenever he's on LOS I love it

@alexandersupertramp6793 3 жыл бұрын

"it was like a witch cursed his leg" lmao love you ari. This podcast is great

@Fashunh8r 3 жыл бұрын

Thanks man...I needed this more than I can express

@terrancehanley2970 3 жыл бұрын

Hang in there dawg

@jacobknx 3 жыл бұрын

I go oh VM VM B no o

@timmybrowzen 3 жыл бұрын

Great work!

@andybrown4839 3 жыл бұрын

Love big Jay I've battled depression for 20+ years. It's hard to do what hes doing. I bury it because I'm irish.

@lilkafkaf 3 жыл бұрын

Same

@jamesled90 3 жыл бұрын

That jab at Jeselnik during the mushroom shirt ad was great

@newa0nn 3 жыл бұрын

This just in: Edgy comedian moves to LA and becomes politically correct douche.

@phillyspecial1393 3 жыл бұрын

Dude that story you told about having a job then getting a new better one, rang so fucking true dude. Thanks ari

@pugs2oh5 3 жыл бұрын

Ari is so slept on. These are amazing

@arishaffir 3 жыл бұрын

Can you just tell like 3 or 4 million people to subscribe and listen?

@pugs2oh5 3 жыл бұрын

@@arishaffir wish I could man, I'll do my part though!!

@ghagzor 2 жыл бұрын

@@arishaffir lol ari

@scottf3588 3 жыл бұрын

Thanx Dudes and Crewz

@kelcieglenn2088 3 жыл бұрын

Needed this 😢

@muttbull 3 жыл бұрын

Great ep!

@animalcracker2049 3 жыл бұрын

"Wrong Side of History" was the best.

@cryptorant 3 жыл бұрын

Favorite intro song of all time lmao

@cokezero1622 3 жыл бұрын

How fitting, Jay's favorite movie is the devils rejects and ari looks like sid Haig

@spaceghost8588 3 жыл бұрын

holy shit.. I started lexapro during this bs and it is a real game changer... symptoms exactly the same as big J. thanks for sharing dude glad it's not just me!

@stevenrinestuff4544 3 жыл бұрын

Loved this episode. Definitely have had the same issues as Jay has and this is literally the only time I’ve ever heard someone describe exactly what I’ve dealt with. Bravo 👏🏼

@mitchmontzu9081 3 жыл бұрын

Dont give up the fight 🎶

@jakee74 3 жыл бұрын

Great episode

@oderfhuerta6277 3 жыл бұрын

Man ari shaffir is for the people. A comedian who cares. Thanks for the words of encouragement especially rn. Love you man

@vintageludwig 3 жыл бұрын

Jesus christ your intros are like podcasts on their own. Love it.

@roymakescomics 3 жыл бұрын

Way too long lol

@rworded 3 жыл бұрын

I hate it.

@Kyle-es2yd 3 жыл бұрын

I've recently started taking Lexapro too and it's helped so much

@marcbosnack7512 3 жыл бұрын

Wow... another clue to help me figure these weird symptoms out. Thx for doing this ep big J and Ari 🙏 like it's crazy how relative this is. Big J or anyone if you have this issue like the heart attack/ passing out feeling get your spine looked at, it relieves the symptoms for me at least if I massage/ stretch back. In the process of getting looked at by docs rn. My blood tests were fine, physical, x ray mri next 👍

@marcbosnack7512 3 жыл бұрын

Or get Lexapro I guess haha I'm gonna try alternatives

@AKbroncosz4 2 жыл бұрын

Ari is such a good host, letting Jay talk uninterrupted. Still throwing in some jabs here and there. Love these Jews ❤️

@maklov11 3 жыл бұрын

Interesting episode. FYI, regarding the 2 min convo starting at 1:50:28 , Lexapro (escitalopram) which Jay says he takes is used as both an antidepressant and an anti-anxiety med. It's a depression med that also treats anxiety. Viva la harm reduction! thank you erowid etc

@bickyboo7789 3 жыл бұрын

That shits not safe to mix SSRIs with MDMA, you could get serotonin syndrome.

@TheDiebitchdie 3 жыл бұрын

Love you guys

@bh-gp2lk 3 жыл бұрын

much love Ari and Big Jay, really loved this episode. could def hear more on this topic

@joshkennedy2121 3 жыл бұрын

Damn..Thank you.

@tentailsjack 3 жыл бұрын

Hearing big jay talk about the exact same type of thing I’m dealing with atm is genuinely very helpful a few weeks ago I was at work, I work in a kitchen and the other chef I work with couldn’t come in that day and so I was all alone making food for everyone it was supposed to be an easy Sunday but turned into one of the busiest services of my life I was making food with out stopping for a solid 9 hours before I realised I didn’t have enough dough made to finish the long line of cheques I already had left n that combined with the type of person I’ve been for the past 3 years were I just try to show my strongest side at all times never giving in i just broke n had a full blown panic attack looked like Toney soprano as I slowly hyperventilated into a non conscious state ever since then the shakes n the fear and the panic attacks have been very prevalent on a weekly basis, I have a good understanding of my own mind n what sets it off so I’ve been taking steps to fix it n ease my self up but it’s difficult when I got responsibilities n my body just won’t let me take care of them, but honestly hearing big jay describe all the exact same symptoms n how it affected him has been the most therapeutic part of my week thank you

@lrkfam 3 жыл бұрын

dope intro!

@johngavin1448 3 жыл бұрын

" who the fuck would want a kid " lmaoooo I love Ari

@makeway305 3 жыл бұрын

Ive been getting really bad anxiety lately for the first time in my life. Im 38 years old and never had any issues. Now especially when im at the grocery store i kinda start to freak out in my own head. Its really weird. It feels like im getting a adrenaline rush out of nowhere. My freiends and family tell me to go see a Dr. And take antidepressants. But im not depressed and dont wanna get on some kinda drug. I feel really helpless which i think is making it worse. Nice to get this off my chest.

@Scoobay 3 жыл бұрын

Prescribing SSRI’s for anxiety is common. They may not work for you but they might help take the edge off. I got put on Zoloft for my anxiety but I didn’t like it, made me very monotone and zombie-like.

@makeway305 3 жыл бұрын

@@Scoobay im thinking about trying lexapro

@xoh_spaceboss 3 жыл бұрын

Thanks Ari 🤘

@HankyDank 3 жыл бұрын

Ari rules!

@XZLR8N 3 жыл бұрын

I've been waiting on a Big J with you for some time.

@bovice218 3 жыл бұрын

Anxiety sucks. I randomly stress about stupid shit that happened 25 years ago

@davidjacquez965 3 жыл бұрын

GodDAMN this is right on time!!!!

@Kzds4909 3 жыл бұрын

That's so fucked. He was willing to give up cause his therapist gave up on him. That had to be a terrible feeling. Smh

@Tacit_Tern 3 жыл бұрын

It's so hard to find the right pairing. .....shrooms legit saved my life after the military. A Marine buddy of mine said, "eating a mushroom is a hell of a lot better for your brain, than eating a bullet". Better than any therapist I ever had.

@Tacit_Tern 3 жыл бұрын

@@fisty539 Damn dude.... I feel bad for the guy. What ia Lexapro, a Benzo or SSRI? I know having those around can be useful for snapping out of a bad experience.

@fisty539 3 жыл бұрын

@@Tacit_Tern it's an ssri, basically cancels out mdma and most psychadelics, you'll feel something but it's like 40% (i'd guess just from personal), benzos are better for anxiety, sleep, panic etc so they're handy for heavy trips. They also work within 10-30 mins, so very good

@MattttG3 3 жыл бұрын

1:42:52 lol jays answer and head shake were so real

@Apexpurrfection 2 жыл бұрын

I have tickets for OKC. 😀

@logannorred3104 3 жыл бұрын

I’ve never related to big jay more, I went through the exact same thing

@ajaj3196 3 жыл бұрын

Do you also smoke a lot of weed like Big Jay? If so, cut back and thank me later. Very common, many such cases, a lot of people hit 30 and THC starts affecting them differently, has stronger effects regardless of tolerance. It doesn’t help that flower keeps getting stronger and stronger and concentrates more and more popular..

@chriskerslake1671 3 жыл бұрын

LOVE YOU ARI!!!!!!!!!!!!

@youneskerfis4805 3 жыл бұрын

Great ep! Big Jay is the best!

@Highnz57 3 жыл бұрын

32:55 Oh, thank God. Podcast finally started.

@rworded 3 жыл бұрын

Ari's Monolouges are terrible, Thank you, Lord Campbell.

@arishaffir 3 жыл бұрын

It's also in the description.

@Highnz57 3 жыл бұрын

@@arishaffir I thought I checked. Or I usually do. Thanks, Ari.

@69nites 3 жыл бұрын

@@arishaffir thanks time-stamp guy. I like to watch in the opposite order, interview then monologue.

@willswan7714 3 жыл бұрын

Jay Rocks

@joebob553 3 жыл бұрын

The Alien movie was Alien Resurrection. I think it's from '97. Came at a time of effects really enhancing movies. The last alien monster in it really freaked me out as a kid.

@shhmichael8986 3 жыл бұрын

Man I gotta get to one of Ari's shows.. never been to a comedy show before.. man I gotta go check an see where the closest show is to me this summer

@alexmcmahon1808 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for talking about this.

@geo8367 3 жыл бұрын

Great conversation. Thank you

@selmanistar 3 жыл бұрын

Great episode. Thank you Big Jay. Thank you Ari.

@spac3pirat395 3 жыл бұрын

Intro ranking: 1-skanks 2-matt and Shane 3-broken simulation 4-skeptic tank

@1492Jam 3 жыл бұрын

Matt and Shane’s is by far the best

@connorlowis4774 3 жыл бұрын

Stick cumtown in there…. Scratch that actually is there a way to put cumtown on there without giving Adam and stav any credit? Because anything good on that show is 100% nick Mullen.

@Sonicthehedgefundmanager 3 жыл бұрын

Hell yeah!

@maoristutuff 3 жыл бұрын

That room in the intro reminds me of Die hard 2

@KentWoodsMusic 3 жыл бұрын

I love the way Ari intro-ed the show lol. It was very 80's children show in a chaotic boiler room kinda way.

@lh485208 2 жыл бұрын

Anxiety is hard. Got through it now but it really dictated my life for a few years.

@vekerIV 3 жыл бұрын

I appreciate this share Ari 🙏

@DWAC 3 жыл бұрын

Lol so weird I live on long island and I'm moving to SeaTac tomorrow. I'll be staying at my cousin's then I want to make it to Spokane. And you mentioned all three 🛸

@colonicbomb 3 жыл бұрын

One thing I’ve learned from KZfaq is this: a vomitorium ISNT a room where romans threw up all they’d binged. It’s the exit of a coliseum, because it looked as though the coliseum was vomiting people out onto the street. Thanks random KZfaq video!! 👈👈😉

@colonicbomb 3 жыл бұрын

And now, upon scrolling down, someone already said this. Good job, Andrew... fucking jack off 🙄

@GymAndSun 3 жыл бұрын

This is awesome. Mental health issues need to be discussed more and more. Fuck stigmas

@bangerofthasoith 2 жыл бұрын

Unreal jay just how many people have this same thing happen to them and never speak of it.

@andrewjacksonbr 3 жыл бұрын

I Want 6th and Jump back!

@anthonini66 3 жыл бұрын

Ari Shaffir owns this comment.

@Imwithtiti 3 жыл бұрын

Lol Ari’s eyes at 36:50 when they both try to speak at the same time

@bryanmckinney1098 3 жыл бұрын

You know what really helps with anxiety. Not doing drugs... I find (not judging anyone) The worst anxiety you'll get is xanax leaving your body. Only liquor withdrawal and benzo withdrawal can kill you...

@ghagzor 2 жыл бұрын

This is true and you need more likes

@farinfisher6338 3 жыл бұрын

i have same anxiety. Inexplicably overwhelmed & almost feels like audio hallucinations bc everything gets so loud & light sensitivity.

@chrisupchurch2884 3 жыл бұрын

I get your theme song stuck in my head all the time and enjoy every second of it

@dbz1414 3 жыл бұрын

From Wikipedia A commonly held but erroneous notion is that Ancient Romans designated spaces called vomitoria for the purpose of literal vomiting, as part of a binge and purge cycle.

@nineteen8122 3 жыл бұрын

FINGERLESS GLOVES.

@ReallyBigBrother Жыл бұрын

17:57 🤮🤮🤮🤮 ….. still nachos left …. ARIS BACKKKK ! 😂😂😂

@dowLoveTap 3 жыл бұрын

up here before my podcast place of choice, no skeptic tanking while biking :(

@BabyD576 3 жыл бұрын

Amazing episode! As an anxiety ridden time bomb myself this hits home.

@PuttaBeanInMe 3 жыл бұрын

I’m the same exact person as big jay as far as everything he’s said in this episode. I’m 2 days clean off drugs today and it’s the most present it’s ever been.. thank you for this episode

@rworded 3 жыл бұрын

I can't sleep unless it's silent (excluding white noise) and dark. My dad beat that out of me, but my anxiety pops in other ways, mostly in my night terrors.

@Aaronlovesmusic970 2 жыл бұрын

I didn't realize part of anxiety was the movie thing he was talking about that's how i am to, this episode is crazy im glad Big Jay was open as fuck cause i feel 100% less alone now I thought i was just weird and crazy running up the stairs knowing no one is behind me lol