It’s a reference to an attempt. She was gonna jump out of a hotel window in Berlin and her mom convinced her not to do it. She subtly refers to it in the song

@@3rdGenCamaroGirl This song was written before this event I believe, but either way it sends the same message

@@3rdGenCamaroGirl wheeen?

yeah i love her

🤝🤝❣❣🏃‍♀️

Dark Side same

❤️

❤

Lol i choked with a hot chili chip help me

Hi😅

SO DIFFERENT OMG

FOR REALLLLL

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ur pfp-

Where Can I whatch it?

🤍

take care

My favorite song 🥰

So true

song of ma heart

what do you mean she’s not good at them

Certainly they are rare on film~ 6.18.18 being one of the ones i can recall.

M 40 you said she’s not great at any of them

Kennedy Smith i think he means shes not a master of all those instruments (say, the way a classical pianist is; she knows notes and can find them on the piano and sing and play but isnt at the same comfort level as a classical pianist training for over a decade), and she probably cant do complicated licks on the guitar, etc. doesnt mean shes bad by any means it just means vocals are her main focus and she treats instruments more as accompanying instruments instead of learning advanced techniques on them. but she knows the basics and being able to sing and play with them adds a level of intimacy to her performances

💯💯💯

duh

FatBoy Craig ikr, quiet crowd is the best, the bigger the crowd the better.

i mean they're just using her mic and cut the sound of the crowd

It's not a concert it's an event

It was the same at the Lollapalooza Berlin. Everyone was quiet and just sang along. Half of the people with tears. It was so beautiful and amazing.

❤️🥺

@@wikdess ♥️

@@verotheblob I’m with you too 🥺

@@wikdess 💕💕💕

I love you too 😭❤️

Its not pain, its how you feel about the song

I say it's both, and right that the song is beautiful?

Zaza's Fam I'm sure she's not giving a neutral emotion up for interpretation I'm also sure that it hurts to vibe with someone's pain so it takes courage to feel. 🔥💎

it's so beautiful though

It’s not pain it’s freedom

Keira Bennion ha ha ha well done

ikr, they are being respectful :)

everyone is so captivated :)

Oh my god yes ikr

Great.

i wish you all the best 🤍

brother i hope you doing well..

@@rynkken i'm feeling way much better now !! still depressed but i'm fighting and my life is really better now. hope you are doing well, take care bro

Sending you love and hugs ❤keep fighting

​@@malvagio6916never give up to live...

Right? So many lines just hit the exact thoughts and feelings you have when you're right at the end like that. Tell my friends that I'll miss them, but I'm not sorry--if that wasn't the truth in the moment.

Yeah, really hits different. Also she's prob gone trough alot of these emotions when she was suicidal

It's because she really went through it. She's as real as they come.

@@jimmcclure6063 well either her or her brother, I think he's behind a lot of the lyrics.

@@jerryballstein Billie said it was her behind the lyrics in this one.

Same it’s a beautiful song

Alix Harris YES i agree

❌🧢

same

My favorite too

facts 💔

Yup, it hit more hard than before doc... Straight up a knife in my heart.. But im proud of her, she deserves whole world

*people listening in silence*

There are people?!

@@eda8233 they were probably asked to be quiet or edited out lol

If you guys are into dark pop music you should do give my song “Frozen Hearted Boy” I promise you won’t regret 😼🖤 sorry in advance if my comment upset anyone for asking

Hi ther3 im doing some yt covers can u suggest me a song ty

Lol

Wheres the twist

This is not a plot twist it’s what’s supposed to happen

plot twist: billie is lip syncing and the audience is singing (no hate to billie)

Ba ha ha

My Blohsh Is lonely not true? she didnt even do the runs she does in the recorded version. yall really just be saying things to say em.

@@exactlyexactly i kinda meant it like her voice is rly good and she doesnt need autotune (which she doesnt use) but ok

My Blohsh Is lonely yea u meant that but u said “sounds exactly like the recorded version” instead but ok

My Blohsh Is lonely she actually does use auto tune but it’s isn’t like how other artists use it every artist uses auto tune they just use it differently

@@ripaurora444 im sorry i meant pitch correction

@Liberty Luke like what one tho guitar piano what like huh

Ikr

Yeah, is awesome to enjoy the background silence...the best sound on earth

She doesn’t scream in her songs tho

@@heaven8mysoul I think the original post was referring to the usual screaming fans in the audience.

When you have nothing to that brings you joy. no prospects. nobody to lean on. Everyone you love leaves. Its hard to think of all the positive things you want in life and could be missing out on when you are already trying so hard and failing so miserably.

This song helped us... And she will continue to live on. And I'm happy that I didn't do it, and I saw that Bili is still on stage, still singing 😭

I am not glad I lived. So I am waiting for November to die. I was luckily told that everyone will be fine and nothing will change when I die. So I will die and there is nothing I will miss out on.

@@robinakimono1361 Hi, I can only hope you’ve found some peace and even a reason to stay but honey I want you here, I may not know you but we need you, we need you here

Man you are so lucky you have an apple device I literally only have android but I want to watch her documentary so much😊😊

Ocean Eyes sorry to break it u but she probably uses it. almost all artists do. but girl can SING

Bo Rihenna she doesn’t actually🥰

YES

She uses autotune to make her voice louder -,-

Alice Jarl she does. But she uses as an instrument to go with her voice, not to make it seem ‘better’. It wouldn’t matter to me if she did or didn’t. As long as the music is good, I’m fine.

That's the truth

FACTS

@@baddiequeenshawtybae7775 YESH

Aneciya Holt literally everyone thinks that. and it’s true.

100%

Tell my friends i love them I felt that part too💔 She is an amazing person

Haha I’m an Vivian M as well cool!

Me too 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000%

aiwilO ! Lol I love she

aiwilO ! It’s” I love her “

I must have Alzheimers because I don't remember asking

It does

tell me abt it

it does. hurts me.

everything hits different at 3: AM

yes, it does, bro. I covered my face with my blanket, sang the song and cried quietly.

Same 🙃

Their silence is my favorite sound.

TheWeekndFanX0 why did it take me so long to get it 😂

TheWeekndFanX0 nice one there XD

abdelrahan ahmed Hello

It's not live anymore

It's not a music video

it's write in the title of the video

I'm sorry u have to sit thru these ignorant responses on your comment. Just know that I understand you were just complimenting cleverly😂

i hope the best for you, take care 🤍

So true, as a music teacher i have gone through the lyrics between her and her brother and i have heard some interviews where billie says what lyrics she wrote that she preferred Etc and she said some of the deeper and more philosophical lyrics of her songs… and she was very young and she wrote them .. Now I cant wait to hear songs written only by her , her brother said that in the next albums there will be songs written only by her … what I know is that this song was almost/ all written by her, she has been writing songs since she was 11 and finished at 10 years songwriter class and wrote several songs by herself … i heard the one dedicated to her dead friend famous rapper : xxxtentation .. “16.8.8 “ … 💔 WOW… this song … i cried through the whole song … if you haven't heard it listen to it .. her live with fans in silence.. Billie is special.. her brother is a genius in production, but she is a special and a genius as a creative, visionary and authentic artist… she has a depth of thought that you can feel it also in her interviews… so unique this young girl ❤️

oh that hit hard

same

Frrrr

So true

It hurts me everytime!!!

Idk, but it’s flip flapping tick tacking gorgeous

FriedOreos I love this use of adjectives

Arch Dove why thank you c:

ikr it's such an emotional scenery

stfatte_ it just makes the performance that much better

No not at all !!

No no noooooooo

Actually, she's still 17

@@evanseguin5391 shes 18 2 days ago

Ullifia E Yeah

Its more beautiful than heaven sounds like

I hope so..

I hope so....

Heaven is not sound, but place

I Hope not

I mean if you don't already know the lyrics. what are you doing.

@@h0taro not all people who watching this video know all the lyric, this is for them :)

Thanks for the lyrics. I'm the type that I dont listen to the lyrics more so the music and emotion of a song and then I usually learn the lyrics

@@terriwalsh9342 yes me too! I was scrolling for the lyric earlier to sing along and there isn't one, this is one beautiful song by Billie even if you don't know all the lyric

Thanku 💜😎

I related to it. I don’t as of now but I used to. I’m healthy as of now thankfully

@@3rdGenCamaroGirl glad for you!!!❤️❤️❤️

@@rwal3990 we arent😃

yeah

🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️❣❣

Man, I'm so sorry

That run was beautiful

this part always make me cry ❤️

PURE BEAUTY

that hit me so deep🥺

And 2:51 her voice breaking just barely when she sings “hurry”😍😇

ella nicely so beautiful 🥺

Let's talk about it man it's perfect

RIGHT!! I love that part😁😆

that.. lowkey made me tear up 😭👋🏼 edit: currently bawling my eyes out 😂

I just listened to that part when i saw this omg- and yes, it's the most beautiful sound!!

Stay strong

I’m sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better now ❤️

I feel you, we're all on this crazy ride together

Kasia Mleczarska don’t stop, or you can stop look around and go)

Kasia Mleczarska I love this comment.

I love you

Her songs are the most dangerous thing for those who are struggling with depression

Fact

@Kyolze no one said it was un released

It's a pity your 'nobody:' had nothing to say. Nice of you to take the time to include the fact that they were are least in your head.

ylkciuqnu periodtttt

Afif Fitri same for me

Afif Fitri I think I’ll stay here because of her 🌎

Agree :')

Afif Fitri and Ariana grande, aroma puts more pressure than Billie they are the new generation not to mention. The alredy grown ones like Taylor Swift she is alredy better than Michel jackson

@@yallheartheteaisboiling9989 yes it is truee

Yes!👌

copied

PERIODT

ha

❣❣🏃‍♀️🤝

Keep holding on

@@_csinti_ :)

Lmfao

this and "8"

"I love you"

Its not.. i love you Is

@Little Spiral, Actually none of her songs are underrated~~First of all if you look at the number of views that'll tell you something~~Plus there's Spotify and all the other music sites you may or not have been watching~~Please don't feel bad~~Billie and her brother are way on top~~Think of it this way, why do you think she won every major music award??..She's on top of them all~~No female artist has never taken every award before~~I am 65 years old and I'm a huge fan~~I love everything about her~~Never heard of her until I watched the Grammy's~~She won everything~~Like I said, no female artist ever took home every major award before so I was curious and checked her out online and immediately fell in love with her style of music~~She's in a genre that's just Billie~~People my age fell in love with her too~~I don't even think she knows how amazing she is~~Nothing to feel bad about~~She's freakin awesome ~~Have a nice day now~~

I don't think anyone is under-rating this one tbh.

Lena Albrecht I think it definitely helps that the crowd was silent, too

like my heart.

St3ph Burry yeah ! The atmosphere is just so different to say choachella or any of those performances

@@journeymanuel7069 Aww thankss 💚

@Valentina Yes i rlly need a hug rn and thanks :")

Piano: *N O P L E A S E P L A Y M O Z A R T*

it sounds better than the recorded one🥰

That's because the recorded one is also just her voice, she just records her singing, no autotune

It sounds even better

Definitely one very impressive human. This song is so sad but at the same time it's just so perfect it almost doesn't make any sense especially live recording the audio quality is amazing

@@amy-uy9qx she doesn't use autotune in general anyway

i hope the best for you, stay safe

So true …

Universal Hobo why do I see you comment everywhere

Yes she is....

She really is

Mirror, mirror.

🌿❣🤗🌅🤝

Stay safe

@@orsolyacsintalan5824 thanks, was years ago though, hearing this just takes me back

1k subs no vids FACTS😍

kzfaq.info/get/bejne/qtOdaZaYlb65qac.html Billie Eilish 💕💚💛

Verdade

Everything She is everything i wanted

I agree 100%. Love Billie so much! :)

You mean HE right? Billy is a boy with implants

wheelingndealing life billie is a girl lmao

what is the name of the doc?

@@carolchuffi3216 the world's a little blurry

One day at a time.

Just cuz we bear it in silence doesn't mean they're not crushing us ^^

they do crush us which is why some people actually go through with it. just because we’re still here doesn’t mean it’s not crushing us every day

How Billie said in the Grammy museums interview: be patient with yourself .. and music like this gives you so much comfort bc you are not alone in this world to go through this heavy evil .. and it gives you hope and partially cures that evil making it less heavy for you … the power of music ❤️

It's surprising what you can endure when you have to, but just because you survive doesn't mean it's not excruciating

I loved her hair silver. She looked badass silver I think. She looked like her song style. I wonder what kind of music she's creating now she's a year different

@@casmeraki in my opinion, her hair has been changing simultaneously with her song style. Her silver hair wouldnt be fitting her current songs. They are darker now, unique and different.

*My hair roots a silver (not natural) and my ends are black (natural). It kinda looks like gray hair at different angles tho.*

@@tessa812 it's true. Her songs change with her hair. 😂 It's crazy but also probably the best thing to Notice!

@@sabrimsattar805 I think that's awesome! It would only look natural grey if it's got different tones of grey in It. I think as light silver as you can go and if it's very shiny I think that's awesome

😢🙁🌟🌟love her music

Me too

Ye....

nope

same💔

I do it too

My life is depressing so I listen to this everyday

Ify sis. Everyday

Me

Missed that

Life

It's a bittersweet feeling to me. In the studio version it has such a huge impact on the song and I feel like it could have worked here too. But this performance overall was too delicate for that bass drop. I loved it either way.

@@emamut9936 Agree

It is

yeah, she even adds a little bit of her own touch with some extra added runs

yeah!!!

Yes

@@VaishaliThulkar that’s why I love my future so much. You can truly tell she loves singing it and it sounds like her own song

Yees!

And I oop

I wish that still happened :(

It's finneus

Paige Cole finneas*** and no it isn’t

Settle down

True it's difficult

SAMEE

for me it’s the whole song

What if someone just don't have a friend!??

🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🤞🤞🤞🤞

Is that a violet evergarden quote?? مجهول

مجهول what does that even mean?

Like this isn’t even in the song

@@ladymorgana8760 No he isn't, but Violet burning too

مجهول ...?what does your username mean

N dava pra definir ela em outra palavra

Bolinho de Arroiz facts

@@clarabenetti issoo meixmo

Kaya 07 all the good girls go to hell?

Ildi From zedia billi

she does 🥺

angle*

BeanEaterDiarrhea247 how wrongly correct someone 😭 it’s angel not angle 💀

Layton Lipke Heloo

Bruh

👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻👋🏻

ive been w her since her ep💖

Layton Lipke Are you American

If your 55 years old and still say dude, then you are a complete legend.

people say this music is for depressed teens but its for everyone depressed , old, happy

it makes me so happy how a completely different generation can enjoy her music as well

Love this, but I just wanted to point out that good music will never be dead, you just might have to look a bit harder to find it 😉

62 here and I can't get enough of her music. It's on replay all day