This video is a cover of a script that was on Reddit by the amazing u/lupinstolemyheart. This video is not monetized.

Imagine the doctors and nurses in the background standing at the door just listening to Nyx proposing....

Happy ending!? Does that mean you'll kill us later on with a bad ending?!.... Nyx... You better not. I'm begging you. Don't hurt us like that please 😅😅😅

Dear nyx/evan. I survived a suicide attempt when I was 15 years old. I was just in the hospital this last October for wanting to hurt myself again. Thank you for this. You do the asmr community so proud, and you're my favorite artist. Thank you so so much. This was what I needed.

I just got out of a crisis unit, also known as a mental hospital, and I haven’t been feeling like myself, then this video showed up. You’re always here at the right time, when I need it the most❤️

To everybody who is struggling with this, it is very possible to stop. I am exactly 2 years and seven months clean and it is worth it. Notice I didn’t say easy, but worth it. You are strong enough to do this, no matter what you’re going through it isn’t worth it to hurt yourself in any way. I’m just a random stranger on the Internet but absolutely here if you need to vent. Also, I’m proud of you for how long you’ve been able to stay clean. A month, a week, a day, an hour, it’s difficult to do it and I’m proud of you❤

NOOO HE DIDN'T TELL US WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF WE DIDN'T SUBSCRIBEEEEE! AHGHHHHG! Great video btw TwT ❤

This honestly helps me a lot.. I've struggled with self harm and my family told me that everyone would eventually leave me if I kept doing it.. so it's nice to think that people would actually support me.

My boyfriend found me doing this and I’m so glad he did…

I’m struggling in SH for year, but today I’m two days clean, and this video comfort me so much thank you so much nyx 💗

Oh my gosh, Nyx. This is one of the most emotional audios I’ve listened to and I think you tackled this storyline with such care. It is a heavy subject but you did well not only conveying those strong emotions in the moment as well as reassuring the listener that they are never alone. Your sheer amount of panic in your voice in the beginning was realistic and done well. Then, the gentle and reassuring emotion you share in the second half is so beautiful. Both of it was enough to make me emotional. This one in particular hits home for me as I’ve been in that dark place before (I’m a lot better now and in a happy place mentally now). You handled this with such respect, care, and alertness. Thank you for tackling this subject and reminding all of us that we are loved and never alone. I hope you know that it goes both ways as the same message goes for you as well. Thank you again and bravo to you, Nyx! 😊

To everyone struggling with SH, feeling that its impossible to stop, it is very possible. I promise you, ive been clean almost a year, its not easy but its possible. You are much stronger than you think and this is something you can achieve! I may just be a stranger on the internet, but I sincerely hope that reading this gave you hope, even if its just a little bit . And I want you to know I am so proud of you for how long youve been able to stay clean, even if its just been a week, a day or even just a hour, your doing amazing already! Stopping is a difficult thing to do but im proud of you for atleast trying ❤

The worry in your voice was so genuine i started to cry lol

I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts, and it hurts. Everytime. Thank you for this Nyx

LMAOOOOOOOOO WHEN IT GOT TO THE "you were reading the great gabsy" I STARTED LAUGHING SO HARD BC IT REMINDED ME OF THAT INDIAN GUY'S DUET MEME

You don't even know how much this is helping me. I'm literally crying so hard rn.

As a mid teenager whos been struggling with SH for about 3 ish years or so, i often turn to comfory audios instead of really people because people dont actually listen to me when i vent but audios like this make me feel happier, its a sad reality that i dont feel comfortable talking to my friends or my family about my strugglings and go to people online that live 1000s of miles away and dont even know me and get better comfort from them and if anyone wants to know or doesn't im 16 and was roughly 13 when i first started using SH as a unhealthy coping method

I have been doing she for 4 years now and hearing this made me realize that there is always someone that is there for you when you need them... I cried after this video... Shout out for him he is my favorite person that always puts a smile on my face. I love him with all my heart

As someone who still struggles with sh this really helps me specially rn as I listen to this at 3 in the morning for me just trying to calm myself

I cried so hard when I heard the intro of you saying that it felt like you were saying it to me and I haven’t heard those words in a long time❤❤ thank you

As someone who has struggled and is continuing to struggle with Sh among other things this was very comforting. I've been clean for over 3 years now and while the thoughts are still there, you can do this. Anyone who's struggling with stuff like that i believe in you, if i can do it so can you.

My heart goes out to all of you who are genuinely considering taking your own lives. I used to be one of you. Believe me when I say that with proper assistance and effort, things will get better. There’s still gonna be bad times, but you need the bad to know when the good comes around. Seeking professional help is the best decision you can possibly make.

The fact I would hide it beyond compare. I hate when people care for me, because if they start caring for me, they will end up leaving. But you kind sir, have broken down so many walls and inforcments, I kind of let people start caring. I love your audios.

4.09 am crying my eyes out to this

Nyx… I cried… it reminded me of me last year, I’m kinda over it now but last year I really wanted to hurt myself and I saw no way out of it, but then I told my best friends and our bond is stronger now and I’m doing better, I still occasionally have these thoughts but not as often, I had to listen twice because it was such a tear jerker

This genuinely made me ball my eyes out. I have a history of sh, i sh-ed since i was 9yo, thankfully I’m a few months clean. But this is a sensitive subject for me. Great video Nyx

I'm currently recovering after a relaps of SH, and this was surprisingly a big help right now so thanks Nyx! You so didn't make me cry 😅 but this video helped me and I am loving your videos sm ❤

As a person who use to SH them self the beginning really touched my heart and i want to thank nyx for reminding me since i was having a hard day but also thanking him for reminding others they are loved as well thank you so much i cannot tell you how greatful i am to be one of your subs thank you nyxmoon reads and i hope your doing okay

The intro got me in tears I love u so much and everyone watching ❤

I used to SH when I was in middle school. I did it to challenge me: if I overtook the pain of the cuts, I could've overtaken the pain of the struggles I was going through at that time. I was also bullied for being autistic, which means I could feel it more than the others. But luckily everything is over. I'm 6 years free from SH (actually 5 and half, cause I kept SH for half of my first year of high school) ❤❤ I really appreciate listening to audios like this, Nyx, cause I finally met again from my past lives, someone who would treat me like I would treat myself, caring and loving.

Thé intro got me in tears already cause I have tried to end myself 2 times and the fact that u said that made me feel so happy and I’m on antidepressants and I was in hospital for over 3 months from cutting my wrists

Nyx is the only person that has said the things I need to hear when I'm sad or stressed, he knows just what to say and brighten up thousands of people's day! 💖

Out of all things you addressed I am so glad with this as I struggle with it myself. I'm so so happy Nyx. Like you genuinely don't even know ❤😭 Edit: okay so I just actually watched it. And Nyx, this one was so good! Yes I did watch the last version but you showed a heck of a lot improvement. This one was so good it made me cry tears of joy (no joke) I think this was one of my fav vids yet. Also because I relate to it so much since I got depression and what-not. So again. THANK YOU SO FRICKING MUCH! ❤

As someone who struggled with SH so many times before , this brought a big smile to my face , especially your message before the audio, thank you nyx 😊

Nyx this genuinely made me SOB. The part about the listener’s mom saying crap about them hit close to home and I unfortunately suffer from not only thoughts of self-harm but I act on them every now and then. Thank you for making this audio. I loved it so much. The intro itself made me tear up. My family is never there for me and the only support I have is my online, long-distance friend. Again a huge thanks for this video. I love you so much. I love your audios so much. Sorry for the long comment❤❤❤❤❤❤

MANNN IM CRYING So bad this is soo good like this is good you did a great job. Don’t forget that.

This one hit me real hard, man. I had this experience too many times while I was in college; once from my dad, and three times from my mom. My mom's last one was very similar to the video, and my poor sibling had to find her in such an awful state. Every day I'm grateful that they failed, and I do my best to always let them know how happy they make me. 😊 Hugs to everyone who went through a similar experience. 🤗

Bro I needed this I’ve been suffering so much with sh and this helped so much, I love you Nyx x

Nyx your too good you need to be hired and usually I don't comment on bf rps cause I'm kinda embarrassed my self to even listen cause I'm so lonely but man you nee do be hired in voice acting for a movie or smth.ty for this audio your videos cheer me up alot with what I'm going through

I’m so happy you posted this today because I had a horrible day and I was thinking about sh but I saw this video and I stoped because I started rewatching your videos and I forgot I even wanted to do it so thank you ❤

I was tearing up but then that echo happened and I laughed so hard 😭😂

I've been through really hard times and this audio is so 😢 and I was in school the other people didn't like me because I was different than others I was picked on and my depression got worse through the year I wanted to end my carrier but Nyx your audios make my day a whole lot better

I recently relapsed.. left wrist too. Thank you Nyx.

I have been dreaming of this. Thank you so much nyx

I’m getting chills!! This is such a good video! I have struggled with SH and this helps my mind out so much!

Amazing work Nyx! Very touching. You deserve lots of love. 💞💞💞

OMG WE NEED A SAD ENDING

I just came out of school and I relapsed. But these kind of audios are realy helping me. Keep on going nyx!

Over the course of a year, your videos are getting better and better, and I love them!❤Keep up the good work, Nyx!

Amazing vid Nyx, but funny thing, this reminded me of that one time I got put on hold by the suicide hotline 😭

I needed comfort and I used to SH to cope and…still do I’m trying not to but it’s hard after my boy best friend left my country…

Daily crying session: ✅

I loved this so much I had some problems but when you said *everyone loves you and I love you* I cried soo much this was a amazing. Thank you! I loved it!😊

Why is this making me cry so much right now😭😭😭😭 This is so goooood but to look on the other side of things, this is such a comforting audio for those who may need this rn. I know someone who SH but he's getting therapy for it & it's going well for him so far. I love this & Nyx, I made such a good decision subscribing to you & when I do get enough money, I promise, I'll buy something from your store cause I love you so so much. Srry if I wrote a bit much 😅 but I just wanted to tell you how much I love your work & what you do.

Not me trying not to cry at the begginning tf-

This is why ur my fav youtuber ❤

Thanks Nyx! This video is amazing as always :)

I'm watching this in the middle of history class crying. This is too cute

Love the video Nyx appreciate every video you do. keep up the work 💖

I love this video❤ I hopes that those that are going to that state just remember tha you guys matter and you guys are not alone ❤

Sir i was trying to studying and then the intro nearly made me cry 😭

You've already posted a video with this script before, right? Well, you're a really good voice actor so I'm not complaining 😊. Anyway, I've been dealing with some SH crap the past few months so I really loved this video, thanks for making me feel a little less pathetic, that means a lot❤

Hey Nyx! I relapsed a couple hours ago and I am happy you said you love me/us. Tysm for making me feel better about myself

Thank you for this ❤

My first suicide attempt was at 12 years old. This really heloed and im glad i got my soark back.

wow dude, that fade out gave me chills!

Thank you for dis video 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

Me thinking about the scene at the start of episode 14 S4 when Eren comes with his hand cut

Thank you for this video!!! I’m currently alone at the hospital in the er waiting to go upstairs

Very recently relapsed after being 5+ years clean over a mental breakdown and this video appeared in my recommended at a great time

this is actually perfect because I have just tryed committing SH and my friend didn't do sh!t so this is perfect-

Awwwwww I've been doing that in my Brain 🧠 my brian has been thinking of SH for so long I needed this 😢😢😢😢😢😢 😭 😭 😭 😭 💔 💔

I just relapsed after being three months clean :// This is a huge help thank you!!

I’m a week and 17 hours clean 🫡 And, 14:40 I believe we said “bish if you don’t get up here right now, So help me I will rip every individual strand of hearing out of your head with tweezers!”

I needed this thank you.

I’m comfortable watching this

Is it just me who found it weird and unnatural how concerned and caring he sounded like I have never heard someone care for me on that level ever this man has got to be an angel I swear not even my own parents sound like they care that much-

not even 4 minutes in and im already crying broooo

So like.. my school and fam like make fun of me doing sh and like this comfort audio is like.. 🤧😢😭

Oh, I love 'The Great Gatsby', it's one of my favorite books!

*hugs Nyx*

LOVE YOUUU ❤

I’ve never had to go to the hospital but sure as hell felt like I should but I’ve always been too scared I attempted 2 years ago and it’s been a struggle since and with a recent relapse thing have gotten pretty bad

I love your vids

I don’t remember how long ago I SH’d but I think it was about 2 1/2 - 3 months I think. I’m trying to stop and make myself better, the fact that I have like 13 or so scars (throughout the years since I was I think in 7th grade? I’m in 10th grade now almost 16), but I swear to god I’m trying to get better and change. Hopefully in 2024 I continue to not hurt myself and try to keep myself away from those thoughts. I love this video and this made me feel at least a little better, I have been struggling with depression for almost 6 years now, and I am glad their are videos and people to help with this stuff. And to the people reading this, you are so amazing and beautiful and caring, you can’t give up now, you have so many great things to come your way and if you don’t believe that then I will find you and tackle you with hugs and aggressive positivity. And nyx…thanks for the video, it means so much and I hope you are doing okay and I hope you have great days ahead, thanks again

I SEE A NOTIFICATION I CLICK FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT TO THE SECOND POWER 🏃‍♀️

Sorry for the longest comment (readers/viewers beware) I’ve always been feeling sad, lonely (and angry at myself of course) after graduating high school for 11 years (well in the beginning I wasn’t really depressed) the job’s okay, (I just wish I could’ve had the courage to leave and take care of my own without anyone to bother me) and before of thinking of taking my own life, I once thought of running away but I was scared, scared that once I’m found and returned, my parents would yell at me At childhood, I’ve been yelled not just for bad behavior As much as I’m aware that they wanted to protect me, sometimes I wish they shouldn’t worry about me too much and as for discipline, I wished they could’ve done it better like grounding me but they didn’t I felt they don’t want me to express how I’m feeling, how I don’t have a shoulder to cry on, even at school I never told anyone about how I’ve been feeling they only told me to be strong, never show weakness (I never liked showing weakness nor wanting to show kindness but I don’t like bottling my feelings/emotions) they’re always busy, thinking of some things and we hardly have time for ourselves much The worst part is that they all wanted to depend on me and I never liked that because they weren’t there for me much 2020 wasn’t much of a big deal to me and I apologize how much people have suffered the losses and dealing for staying home 2021 was the ultimate mess of my life and that’s when I had no choice but to vent at the comments I’m still here, even though I’m still crying and been thinking of negative thoughts and feelings etc I still keep reminding myself to stay alive and keep going even though it hurts and how I’m aware that not everyone’s gonna like me, and how not everyone can understand me whether I can explain what’s on my mind

I have a depression disorder. I was diagnosed at the age of 5 (idk how, don't ask) and I have been slipping in and out of depression since then. I also do sh quite alot

why i started to cry at the end 😂

To all of you always remember you are worth it never think you are not worth it because everyone is special in so many ways if you need some bye your side remember this commit and be reminded that that you are special.💞✨💙😉💗❤️‍🩹

IM HEREEE❤

Oh my God, thank you for making this video. I’ve been needing comfort like this for such a long time. Thank you. Nyx ❤(BTW, I love all your videos and I watch them every single week.)

*cutely watches this as I bleed out:3 * (I’m in the hospital too^^ live laugh love mentally insane)

Cute video ❤❤❤❤💓💓💓💓

Thank you Nyx 💜 as I’ve saved my girlfriend from this and she saved me, I’m really glad good people like you still exist 💜

Awh, w3 lov3 you, too.

Its kinda sad in the past but i did self harm from 10 to 11 but i did stop when the day that my birthday was😢 evrything is ok now even if im stil Young

I love you

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KILL ME!!!!!!! I’m crying…. MY RABBITS DIED AND I WAS ALREADY THINKING OF IT AND THIS MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!🫰🫰