THE VOICES ARE WINNING 🤣❤‍🔥🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣

Day number 568 without her and its leg day

"incase no one's asked you this TODAY, are you okay?" my brother in christ. no one has ever asked me that.

Happy valentines (I'm here trying to keep a straight face)

The forbidden pre workout

If she breaks your heart and says she misses u don’t go back. I know it’s tough in the moment but things will get better.

Its been 4 years , why am i still like this?

listening to this entire audio literally broke me

Why did i put myself thought this

This shit hits really hard. I ended a relationship a few months ago, but I recently found out they were lying to me about so many things. It's hard for me to believe that their "I love you" were sincere. I thought I'd finally known what being loved meant, but now I'm not so sure.

Been single for over 4 years since she left me and I still haven't been the same. No one brings me the feelings I once had. Nothing helps. I miss it even though it was all fake.

cant let gng know i fw this frl

i dont know why but i have been listening this for the past half an hour on repeat

god i miss her

i watched it 20 times in a row

Since she left i love leg day

Dawg this song gives Unlimited rep power on every gym sesh

this song brings out a new type of emotion i’m not aware of

It's times like this where you are all alone and it's okay to cry

Shoulder training again(she was my everything)

Training shoulder’s again(i saw her with another person)i loved her so much

She is married and i still look at our photos and cry ,even now its 1 am and I’m not good ,I’m sad and depressed.my body is very good but I’m not fine from inside

She was diagnosed with cancer after she decided to break up with me. We reconnected and the natural order of life took her from me a second time… for good. We were 14 when we met, cancer took her at 25, I am now an empty shell at 27. I’ve never loved anyone since. I died with her 😢

If only she ever said anything remotely this sincere

the most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

We met each other in Year 7. The first friend in Secondary, and for a while he was my only friend. Like two peas in a pod, yin and yang, bread and butter. You never saw one without the other. We've shared so much, so many embarrassing moments, so many timeless evenings, so many goofy sleepovers. The jokes we shared while in cooking tech, the times I put his hand between mine on a cold winters day to warm them up, the times I spent leaning into his shoulder staring into the clouds, picking out shapes and saying they looked like animals. Making a paper aeroplane and seeing how long it could fly for. Its been 5 Years since we stopped talking, and still I can't get over it. I'm almost 18 now, and never did I think it would still hurt, never did I think that the one stupid word that was so stupidly small could hurt me so so much. How much it would hurt to not laugh about the same things, to miss being made fun of for being short. Sometimes I consider typing a message, just a little hello. But deep down I know it will never be the same, never be how it used to be, buying his favourite chocolates, the twirl bites. I still remember, 5 full years, and I still remember. I remember everything, the Koi fish in his pond, the Cat which brought us dead leaves, the time he went to a music festival, or the time he invited me to his Cinema birthday party but I was too scared of the film to go. Life has gone by still, on autopilot. Sometimes I find myself laughing with people, but it feels fake. I feel fake. Then I come home and open KZfaq and sit here, endlessly watching the same thing on loop for hours at a time, I feel empty, wasted, useless. Because I know no matter what I do or who I meet, it will never be the same. It wasn't love, not that. Love is too small, almost cute. that small, stupid word cannot describe how I felt, how I still feel. How I wish he felt. Compassion? Infatuation? Attachment? Lust? No. There's no word I can use to describe how much I want to simply be talking to him, hearing his laugh just one last time. The world gave me it all just for it to be snatched away. I wish I'd never had it at all. I wish I could start again. HEY GANG. lil update on life (if ur interested) I met a new person who is the most incredible person in my life, they are kind, he shares my love of planes same and hes in army cadets! genuinely living my best life rn.

You ever look into a mirror, and hate what you see. And I mean really hate what you’re looking at so much that you want to purge everything you’ve become. You ever look back at what you’ve done and regret every second, every ounce of what you’ve placed for yourself, every lie, every fact, every tear and every smile. You want to erase yourself, eradicate your name and soul, and destroy what you’ve made. Cause I do.

it's been 2 years and i'm still struggling but grinding everyday or at least trying to. I try to consistently lift while my 6 days a week work and I think I'll return to my fighting routine, so I can clear my mind better. this audio is the only pre-workout I need for today.

ngll this shit got me crying

I just woke up from a dream that single dream has been better than my whole life

15 years without a Valentine, going strong

Back day again (she didn’t back)((i thought she’s going to be my wife))

Was doing bicep curls…and just broke down crying. Why did I do this to myself

day 1,840 and I still think abt her everyday

i miss her :(

Its raining hard,I’m thinking about her,think about her beautiful face,her voice when she told me i love you,i miss her

Chest day( my heart is broken)

Shoulders and triceps training to make her happy (our relationship ended 2 years ago)

Man to think I'm struggling, but once a month I get back to this video I always see Farzadansari comment here like once a week or so, I hope this guy suceeds and wins in life. You are worth more man

Saw her again in bakery because she works there(i go and buy bread every day just to see her

The photo of Edward Norton from Fight Club just makes the vibe and atmosphere even better

Start swimming and training hard at the gym to forget her(i love her)

its been 3 years since i broke up with my ex, since then i have not heard a single word from her. This is probably for the best

Im never getting in another relationship, ill be alone forever 😂😂😂😂

Ngl I wished she would say this to me, everyday I play this imagining it’s her apologizing and explaining to me why she did what she did

its been 8 months it never gets better love for others is temporary but when i love it's forever

Leg day again ( always thinking about her)((she left me 2 years ago))

Tbh I really miss her, if my friend didn’t talk to her we would be still together, she thinks I’m enough but I didn’t think that, because Ik im ugly, and she’s so beautiful I couldn’t forget her even tho it’s 2 years ago, me holding her hand and her head on my shoulder I just couldn’t forget about her, maybe me and her is not meant to be.

It's been 5 months and she was the only girl who ever told me she loved me

Day 600 and its leg day again ( i loved her so much)

Its chest day ( she broke my heart very bad)((i still love her so much))

you dont miss her, you miss who she was when you knew her

Day 601 Back day again I saw her at bakery,she was happy and i am so fcking sad,she didn’t even knew me anymore because it’s been 2 years since we broke up

I just got a new PR with this in my ear

Listening to this at the gym, you boys stay safe n keep getting them gains 🤝🏼💪🏼

Day 11 since she decided to cheat on me after 5 years of relationship, getting back to the gym

that fucked me up real good i miss her.

I'm happy with my girlfriend of 7 moths but to be the best fighter possible I have to listen to these

Its hard to see her with another guy because in the past she was mine she loved me but now she isn’t mine anymore and I think this is life,life is not fair

Listening this at the gym (lifting 350 kilograms)

Yk, it's bad when u would rather this over normal gym music

Chest day again(still thinking about her every night)

Shawty hurt me so bad I can’t even cry nm

This is what I listen to on repeat in my mind everyday. Everyday, I here this damn thing

Almost 3 years now without you

This did give me tears frfr. The only reason is because these are words I've been told before in one message, but another message is also something I want to say to a certain someone. The hardest part of relationships is letting go of someone that you want in your life. Once they're gone, they're gone, and they will only become a memory of someone you once knew. Life is brutal in that way, people will always come and go, but that should motivate us to discover new people and enjoy the memories AS they are happening. Anyways, to everyone also grinding in the gym for 2024, keep at it. Consistency over intensity, you got this.

Reading these recent comments is sad yet some what comforting to know others share your pain

I was swimming at pool today,when i was underwater i heard her voice

This audio is my therapist

a girl i knew, a year ago, never really dated, i loved her with all my heart, i would have constant dreams were she came over and we were happy, than i'd wake up with that feeling you get when ur really happy, then i'd try and figure out why i was happy, thinking through my day ahead, wondering what i had, then i remembered it was cos of that dream, then i'd remember every little thing we did, now, it's hard ever talking to her, without remembering we used to be so close. It's crazy how quick you can go from the closest person in your life, to strangers. You will be ok, no matter the loss, it is temporary, how intense it is, temporary. Have a good one

Day 584 without her(shoulders)

My heart is broken and my soul is in pain but my body is so good(she left me)

Day 281 without her, still healing from it, To all my brothers reading this, keep pushing man. Find your purpose, renew motivation, grow your mentality, get back in shape. Not wanting to force this on anyone but Christ loves you ✝️. Please when you get the chance read Matthew 11 28-30. I wish you guys the best, you are doing a great Job. Hang in there, love you man ❤.

In case anyone wants to know how my break up went (2 days ago) this is basically how it went (the voice mail). I was in total shock still am but I don’t know she asked to be my best friend at least but idk what to do I still love her so much I’m so in love with her I’m practically begging for her back currently I just can’t deal with this. I don’t want to be alone in the world, i started 8th grade with her now im going into high school, I understand that I can find other girls but she’s so different from them she doesn’t expect me to buy her things and if I do she pays me back, she’s sweet she’s funny. I can’t dude. We’ve been tg for a little over 7 months and our bond was just superior we didn’t go anywhere without each other

Thank you bro for this pre-workout

I’ve already cried everything out. I don’t know what to do next. So I just listen to this and suffer.

Hard times creates hard men

She won't change

I can become depressed by listening to stuff like this

I have never been loved in my life, not even by my family. This audio makes me feel how it would be to have someone that cares of you, how it feels to be someone special in someone's life. But in my 15 years of being in this planet I have not had 1 girlfriend, I haven't even flirted with a girl. I have to sleep crying to myself all nights until 5 am thinking someday I'll hear this words from a real person. (Obviously referring to the "Hey, in case nobody's asked you this today", not to the breakup)

its been 113 days crying every night thinking about her man

Thank you this song made me reach my pr🔥🔥

The voices are gaining control 🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥

Its 2am im thinking about her beautiful face and her cute voice,her nice dress,her perfume,her lips and her body I don’t know what i have to do to forget her.its too hard for me to replace her with another girl but she replaced me with another guy so easy💔💔

I listen to this every day 😂😂😂

yesterday she hit me with the "could we talk" as soon as I seen the notifications and i knew i was fucked and was going to be hurt and more lost in my mind then i was but is live it is what it is. I wish nothing but the best for her and her family

I lost her(she was my everything)

I thought she is going to be the mother of my children ( i trained my back)

Now imagine how alone Christ felt on the cross. God forgive us all.

I’m given up on looking anyone, rather focus my goals like gym, money making, family I have, most importantly myself, being righteous man

I hate myself.......

Day number 569 its chest and biceps (she broke my heart and said bye)2 years ago

Day 82 without her and it was muscle failure day. (I wrestle my 12 gauge every night before bed)

We once dreamed about going abroad traveling to many different places, trying different new things, and just disappearing from this city. It was many years ago, and I'm often thinking about how things would have gone differently if we hadn't gone this way, I hate it I couldn't make the right choice to make her stay...

Day 475 it was chest day looking aesthetic now all the pain seems to have disappeared still have glimpses i see her with my friend whom she cheated on me with but i dont feel a thing

Yknow, i really fucking hate how everyone says "oh your depressed? Just go to the gym, itll make you feel great!" Without understanding what a real true depression. Not a breakup one or one from the death of a loved one, but one conjured from nothing, something unable to just simply become removed. To see people around you able to be in a relationship amd experience that pain and joy, knowing you can feel neither and wanting yet fearing those emotions, so you isolate yourself, hoping for someone to do everything for you, while also knowing that no one cares enough for that. Knowing that your suffering will never end and that you cant even remember its beginning is something absolutely nothing can fix. And trust me ive tried. The last thing i have is electric shock therapy to even hope for a somewhat better life. So i hope that maybe the future will be merciful, and itll stay the same

I was swimming at the pool this morning,when i was underwater i saw her beautiful face for a moment(i trained back after swimming)

this sound just made me burst into tears it just reminded me of my ex.

Sometimes I just wished everything did go the way I wanted it to go. I didn’t didn’t want things to be how they are now.. I tried my best in everything but I feel like I’ve always let her down, I just feel like no matter how much I try too I’m never enough for her.

How at 14 years old, am I listening to this