I really need to experience a bmth show at least once, its one of my biggest dreams

Watching Evangelion with a big fat slug of ketamine I lost the plot a little while ago, oh-oh My dog just died, my friends hate me, I saw myself on MTV And my ego is not my amigo Oh, maybe I don't belong on this planet Red crescent moons all over my hands It's too much to take, I can't understand it Someone, tell me Why am I this way? Stupid medicine not doing anything What the hell is fucking wrong with me? I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost Imaginary enemies, suicidal tendencies Serotonin's proper on its arse, oh-oh I used to go to therapy, but the doctor tried to section me The next time that I open up to someone will be my autopsy because I don't think I belong on this planet Red crescent moons all over my hands It's too much to take, I can't fucking stand it Someone, tell me Why am I this way? Stupid medicine not doing anything What the hell is fucking wrong with me? I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost If I keep this up I think I'm gonna break down If I keep this up I think I'm gonna break down I think I'm gonna break down Afraid I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh) I think I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh) Someone, tell me Why am I this way? Stupid medicine not doing anything What the hell is fucking wrong with me? I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost Why am I this way? Stupid medicine not doing anything What the hell is fucking wrong with me? I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost