BTS - The Truth Untold - My first Reaction.

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BTS - The Truth Untold Reaction from the Love Yourself Tear album.
This one strangely got me.
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@ohumhi1203 2 жыл бұрын

I've watched this again and again. The Truth Untold was already on my playlist, but listening to it with someone... It's just better somehow. And I know that this is a recording and you aren't really there at the same time I am, but the connection is there, even though I know it's an illusion. Thank you!

@tlady1313 2 жыл бұрын

Find one of the live concert videos. Especially the Acapella version featuring Steve Aoki! Blow your socks off!

@chantikastore 2 жыл бұрын

If I'm not wrong the story behind the song is La Città di Smeraldo’ (the emerald City) , is a place in a small town in Italy in the 16th century. It's a story about an ‘ugly’ man who has locked himself into an ancient castle to hide himself from the world, the thing he loved to do is growing flowers. He saw a woman trespassed his garden stole his flowers from his garden. She did that many times, so without him knowing, he became interested in that woman. Finally he found out that she's selling those flowers in the town for her living. He wanted to help her but he afraid that she wouldn't like him bc he's ugly. So, the only way to help her is to keep going plant the flower so she can steal and sell them. he created a special flower that doesn't exist in the planet, esmeraldo flower. But after the special flowers growing beautiful but she stopped coming, he waited 'n waited until he found out that she had died. It's heartbreaking story. If see again the lyrics ; V- This garden is filled With blossoming loneliness I tied myself To this sand castle filled with thorns (resembles himself) JK- What is your name? Do you even have a place to go? Oh could you tell me? I saw you hiding in this garden Jin-And I know Your heat is real Your hand picks the blue flowers I want to hold it but JM-This is my destiny Don’t smile on me Light on me Because I can’t go to you There’s no name to call Jin-A flower that resembles you Blossomed in this garden of loneliness I wanted to give it to you As I take off this stupid mask ...part when he wanted badly to help her selling flowers but he was afraid bc he knows he's ugly. V-I’m afraid So pathetic I’m so afraid In the end, will you leave me too? So I’m putting on a mask to go see you When he found out she had died, he has so much regret that he didn't have courage before to talk to her. Jin-Maybe back then If I had just a little more Courage And stood before you Would everything be different now? Even he knows she had died, he still wants to her. JM-I’m crying At this sandcastle That’s disappearing And breaking down As I look at this broken mask And I still want you

@jolienbaeyens7687 2 жыл бұрын

The Truth Untold is based on La Citta Di Smeraldo. It’s the story of a man who kept himself hidden in a castle because he thought of himself as an ugly person. One day a woman came near his castle and picked his flowers. He was angry at first but eventually became curious and waited for her. He found out that she was actually selling those flowers for a living. The man fell in love but didn’t want to show himself because he was “too ugly” which is shown in the lyrics as “You know that I can’t show me, give you me”. So he decided to plant a flower that didn’t exist on the planet so she could sell it at an expensive price. Eventually, he managed to fill his garden with them but the woman stopped coming. After some time, he found out she was dead. That part in the song where they sing “But I still want you” is about him regretting not telling her his feelings all because he didn’t love himself first.

@nahidamammadova4294 2 жыл бұрын

Omg🥺🥺🥺

@kallisc 2 жыл бұрын

wow. I did not know this and now the song hurts even more.

@theBallisticMystic 2 жыл бұрын

Oh 😞

@datchinh6436 9 ай бұрын

Actually that story has made by a shop flower's blog which only sell one type of flower thats called Smeraldo and as some theories of fans, that florist's actually has made by Bighit cause that florist's blog only opened when BTS prepared for comeback

@sutharya 2 жыл бұрын

Jungkook's adlibs on this song are phenomenal ♡

@mcm6918 2 жыл бұрын

If you got emotional with this, imagine watching the live version, one of my favs songs

@crazycatlady6396 2 жыл бұрын

Same! The live version is outstanding!

@leahwarburton 2 жыл бұрын

I was actually going to say that myself. The Truth Untold is just such a beautiful song. It, and House of Cards, truly show the beauty, and emotional resonance, of the Vocal Line 💜. And the live versions are even better.

@crazycatlady6396 2 жыл бұрын

@@leahwarburton yes! I was lucky enough to see it at MetLife. The whole place was screaming, But you could hear a pin drop when this song played, it was that beautiful and touching!

@tlady1313 2 жыл бұрын

Mine, too!! 😌😉❤️💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

@kesha2412 2 жыл бұрын

One of their best... and as is the case with every BTS song... the live version is even better.

@ayram5320 Жыл бұрын

Jimin tiene una hermosa y dulce voz… es lindisimo, talentoso, un bailarín de primer nivel !!!

@FarhanaK 2 жыл бұрын

I was expecting a note from Jimin near the end but then I realised he does that in the live version. I loved your reaction to this. This song is a masterpiece and it makes me cry so hard.

@noniLaus 2 жыл бұрын

I love songs that tell a story that can play in my mind while listening like this one. The message is so tough, but a true one... "I breathe as the me that you know", man that just hits. Thinking of yourself as wrong or full of flaws so you hide yourself behind a mask to the point where you don't even know if any of that is "you" anymore (Singularity), not letting people know your real self and therefore, and now were're jumping to Fake Love, feeling like the love you're receiving from others isn't real, or at least not meant for "you", as the people giving you love don't know the "true you", fake love. I'm so glad this album came out at the time it did, because it was a vital time in my life, personal development wise. When armys say BTS' lyrics truly have a deep impact on us we mean it, because delving into their lyrics also means reflecting on yourself. And man, did it have a deep impact on me. RM's solo mixtape "mono", which came out a few months later, too. Those two albums had the biggest impact on me.

@halaham4210 Жыл бұрын

Jimin’s voice gives me goosebumps 😭😭😭👏🏻❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

@melovechanel772 Жыл бұрын

OMG Jin...4 of them are amazing, but Jin is WOW for me! 😍😍

@LisaMT1218 2 жыл бұрын

Jimins vocals in this always gives me goosebumps. They all sound amazing in this song.

@rayanevitorassi2492 2 жыл бұрын

imagine this live, crowd singing the "ooh oooh" in unison... and then jimin crying in the middle of the song I was there, looked around and there was not a single soul not feeling hurt and crying. That all happened at the Speak Yourself Tour in Sao Paulo...

@rajiasultana6597 2 жыл бұрын

Jk omg...his honey like voice 💜💜💜💜🥰.....our main vocalist indeed 😭😍😍😁😁

@nahidamammadova4294 2 жыл бұрын

I love your expressions whenever Jimin singing 🥰I guess Jimin is your bias as well😉 He is my bias

@bonjoon 2 жыл бұрын

"that sound sad but that's what the whole album is about" WHY DID THIS MAKE ME LAUGH LMAO thank you so much for releasing your reaction to this song, I was so excited for this!!

@dalebrown6563 2 жыл бұрын

The live version is fantastic, they are all so good, but Jin gave me chills! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

@zeyv4551 2 жыл бұрын

They are all great singers and sang beautifully in this song, but for me JK is the MVP in this song...with all his adlibs...just wow.

@blarmy827 Жыл бұрын

Right ! The thumbnail just showed the other three vocalists and cut JK out which I thought was a little sad. They’re all top tier vocalists.. but jungkook is the main vocalist for a very good reason.. and his harmony and adlibs in this song .. or any sing actually are just always chefs kiss. His emotional execution is so underrated and under appreciated in this fandom. If another member gets some positive review of something in a song.. it trends with fans and then it’s only their thing… and it always turns into something dismissed of the other vocalists. Unless it’s JK though.. it’s always been a little different towards him and I don’t understand why.. like people pushing the one performance where tae did some adlibs instead of jk… and I love tae tae but JKs adlibs are just god tier… imo jungkooks adlibs are special and not just a couple notes at the end of his last word or something.. the variety at the end just feel so essential.. without them it’s just not the same . They all have their major strengths and are so talented.. but jks adlibs are untouchable imo especially in this song… jimin has some good ones in other songs that I love.. especially earlier songs… of course Jin’s iconic scream ones in Dionysus.. but jk it’s every song lol I’m so passionate about adlibs 😂 don’t mind me lol end rant

@Mirrie_8957 2 жыл бұрын

My absolute favorite bts song!! Hits me every time 😔

@mikitanaka9675 2 жыл бұрын

Oh you should definitely watch the live performance of this song.. I was blown away by their vocal ability. One of my favorite live videos of them.

@cristianabarsan4540 2 жыл бұрын

For me, the live version is even better

@Samantha-xm5gp 2 жыл бұрын

RM knows how to write pretty painful songs 😭😂

@bee12117 Жыл бұрын

Co- wrote Roland Spreckley Jake Torrey Noah Conrad Annika Wells RM Slow Rabbit

@MarinaEariel 2 жыл бұрын

Just to add something to the backstory: there is no actual Italian legend or lore about this, it's just a story BigHit created for the fictional blog which is part of rhe Bangtan Universe

@MarilynPF 2 жыл бұрын

I did some research that seemed to indicate that it was a Italian fokelore from the 16th century. But it doesn’t really matter. The song is so beautifully sung.

@zoeelovee2 2 жыл бұрын

Where did you find that information? Because the blog post was just BigHit in 2017, but there’s internet post that predate the BU storyline telling this same story of it being from 15th to 16th century northern Italian folklore. I’m confused.

@MarinaEariel 2 жыл бұрын

@@zoeelovee2 if you have that you can "predating" post please share, because all the sources I have indicate BigHit as the only source of the story (and that includes a post on the Smeraldo flower shop blog saying it is an Italian legend). If YT deletes your comment with the link, please give me some keywords to search on Google to find it

@MarinaEariel 2 жыл бұрын

@@MarilynPF I've asked help from people who speaks Italian, and I also got similar info from other ARMY who spoke to Italian ARMY, and nobody found anything indicating it's an actual legend. The places mentioned are fictional and there are no legends about other cities which are exactly the same. There are similar stories (including some versions of the Beauty and the Beast) but not this one. But you're right, the story is beautiful. if Shrimp can share the link, that would be great

@bonjoon 2 жыл бұрын

Yeaaaah, Tae's voice in this is SO soft, it hits me for sure 😭

@MariaChavez-ey5sr 2 жыл бұрын

This song is so dang beautiful and as someone who feels they mask a lot and related to this deeply this hits hard. Every time. I also feel like the guys feel like they don’t show their authentic selves to us, which feels ridiculous with how much they do share with us.

@itsme_david9579 2 жыл бұрын

I love this song 💓 and Jin sound so good 👍

@ohumhi1203 2 жыл бұрын

Wish I could leave multiple likes. Thank you for your honest and open reaction.

@dsimon2583 2 жыл бұрын

This is my favorite song. Love it!

@JimGames 2 жыл бұрын

It's one of mine too!

@allisonB123 2 жыл бұрын

This song is utterly beautiful - lyrically, melodically, vocally, instrumentally…And when you see a live performance, it will break your heart, the whole experience is so haunting…I don’t have the right words to describe it 🤷‍♂️🙈💜💜

@Luzimarj 2 жыл бұрын

It's a masterpiece!

@debbiemoodenbaugh9883 2 жыл бұрын

I described as hauntingly beautiful…🥹

@allisonB123 2 жыл бұрын

@@debbiemoodenbaugh9883 that is a lovely description 🙏💜💜

@allisonB123 2 жыл бұрын

@@Luzimarj agreed, it is indeed! 💜💜

@homeprint6841 Жыл бұрын

RM lyric

@mirapyaar8932 2 жыл бұрын

- one of my favourite From vocaline ..it sad but Beautiful,yes it can be inspired from "legend of Smeraldo flowers"(they had a lots of time smeraldo flowers reference as metaphor in Thiers BU UNIVERSE) but actually it just one meaning .."the truth untold" is one of those BTS song that can have many interpretation since it's 3 title track from album love yourself: tears that how I interpreted it : 1- it talk about inner struggles of peoples who are forced to hide their trueselves vulnerabilities under a mask in order to keep going, so it about fear to show true selves ,as not telling the truth to our loved ones because of fear that the truth will hurt them to the point where they will leave. For bts their lies (truth untold) is that it’s their fate to forever idols/artists. to keep putting on their best face and put that forward,cause they have no other option they want ARMYs to keep “lying” to them and be able to hear how much we love them despite the fact they can’t show us 100% who they really are for example lines like “You know that I can’t show you me, give you me” speaks on an extremely personal level. their reality of an idol is understood by putting on a mask and acting in a certain way to please the public, and meeting the standards of a perfect idol persona. They cannot show us their entire real selves, their fears and weaknesses for fear of being rejected, judged or even lose army,Another reference to this meaning of “The Truth Untold” lies in the comeback reel highlights for their “Fake Love” title track. One caption reads, “We can’t show you our pathetic selves, so we put on our masks to see you.” Their pathetic selves is further stated by Seokjin, who talked about many members being both physically and mentally exhausted. The pressure is mounting higher and higher, and there’s no relenting. Although the last thing they want to do is portray a fake persona in some situation, the “idol mask” is what they can only put forth for their fans. They don't like to do so, but sometimes must due to media and social pressure,

@miraagenvine9914 2 жыл бұрын

The Truth Untold wins the contest for the BTS song that made me cry the most (I relate hard). Considering it's BTS we're talking about, that is a big accomplishment.

@shellys873 2 жыл бұрын

I adore this song. So emotional.

@mochiwithjiminjam 2 жыл бұрын

It's hauntingly beautiful 💜 I've been staying in my castle for almost 13 years now. It gets lonely sometimes, but the sadest part is that you get used to it

@KathySwampQueen 2 жыл бұрын

I'm right there with you.....same for me but almost 20yrs....and I'll probably never leave....when covid hit...nothing changed for me...was like every other day....I don't have anybody to even talk to except my cats ...but they never answer me 😆

@mochiwithjiminjam 2 жыл бұрын

@@KathySwampQueen we're sad people 😂 I do go out, talk to my kids and other family members and occasionally also a couple of friends. But I mostly keep to myself. Like you, nothing changed for me when covid hit

@KathySwampQueen 2 жыл бұрын

@@mochiwithjiminjam I don't have any family here....all passed away.....I just moved here so don't know anybody except my next door neighbor.....pretty pathetic 😆 but we're alive!

@mochiwithjiminjam 2 жыл бұрын

@@KathySwampQueen yeah... Alive and kicking 😉 I'm in the slow process to find the door, so I can leave the castle and hopefully never return. I don't want to just survive anymore 💜

@KathySwampQueen 2 жыл бұрын

@@mochiwithjiminjam I wish you nothing but happiness! I'm jealous too 😆 I can't leave on my own....kinda disabled now but I'll manage!

@GABRIEl96571 2 жыл бұрын

Eu me vi nele segurando pra não chorar nas partes do Jimin kkkk

@debhouckscraftycottage9288 2 жыл бұрын

Such a beautiful song, and although it is based on a story, it hits many of us like you said. Thanks for the reaction. It's even better in one of the lives I've seen.

@rafaelagomes7710 2 жыл бұрын

❤️❤️The live version is amazing!!!

@burninhell7532 2 жыл бұрын

One of my favorite song Thanks for reacting to BTS

@sushmo7100 2 жыл бұрын

Loving your reactions. You are resonating so much with their music and lyrics. And you also seem to like the boys for who they are…that is icing on the cake for ARMY. Thank you.

@bonjoon 2 жыл бұрын

This song is so beautiful, thank you for letting it get you!!

@raquelarcienega839 2 жыл бұрын

You should absolutely react to the live version. It's even better!!!

@dkinla3408 2 жыл бұрын

The truth told!😉

@lachimolala3215 2 жыл бұрын

Loved your reaction. It’s such a beautiful piece

@dkinla3408 2 жыл бұрын

The album is "Love yourself Tear" like a tear you cry. Not like tearing your clothes. To me, this song is to the women (and possibly men) that the members of BTS have wanted to be with romantically, but can't be with because of the idol system & because of possessive ARMY'S who flip out when BTS are even friends with some people. It breaks my heart. They deaerve a life with love, passion, physical & emotional intimacy. Like "I can't be with you, but I really want to." Such a beautiful & sad song.

@TaylorCanada 2 жыл бұрын

The live is stunning. I hope you will react to it. Thanks for reacting.

@ericaelizalde1544 2 жыл бұрын

Waaa Jin claridad y potencia👏💜🇦🇷

@rosemarymillan5864 2 жыл бұрын

Before I fell into the rabbit hole, this was the song that pulled me in. I was vacuuming my house very late the night before I was meeting with my sisters who one was into bts and asked to join her to watch their LV concert movie at the theater. I was preparing myself by asking Alexa to play bts on Spotify. BOY I HAD NO IDEA I KEPT WALKING OVER TO ALEXA SCREEN TO MAKE SURE I WAS LISTENING TO THE RIGHT PLAYLIST BC I WAS SO IN DISBELIEF HOW GOOD THEIR SONGS WERE!!!!! Although I didn’t know what this song was about at that time I FELT IT.. I was in such a dark place and this was where I found bts and bts found me. The Truth Untold will always be apart of my step into happiness til this day. 💜

@B_Aver 2 жыл бұрын

I’m loving this. The live performance is awesome 😭💜🫰🏻

@lanzhanzin 2 жыл бұрын

I'm so excited for the next song, Paradise is one of my faves bts songs and really helped me face difficulties that I had in high school, you know? understand about how everyone has their time and it's ok to stop

@marcelacervigni8520 2 жыл бұрын

Es hermosa esta canción 😍 Gracias por tu reacción!! En vivo es increíble 💜❤

@apan189 2 жыл бұрын

You can also check out Blue & Grey

@tingtingboll 2 жыл бұрын

"Damnit Jimin.". ....same..

@subbylee8300 2 жыл бұрын

BTS..... Their all the songs are the legends

@tanc136 2 жыл бұрын

I’ve heard this so many times yet it still touches me everytime I hear or see them sing it. 💜

@alenkaaknela2793 2 жыл бұрын

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

@bonjoon 2 жыл бұрын

I'm so excited for your reaction to Mono by RM and LY Answer!

@jacquereid9958 2 жыл бұрын

Live! please I’m begging you!! Please please please do the live. It’s changes your life it is so beautiful live. 💜💜💜

@christinealejo5985 Жыл бұрын

Good for you for hearing this song one of my favorite thank you

@jesminaharapej2127 2 жыл бұрын

Very beautiful song, if you like the acoustic versions, check out acoustic, I need you, Danger,Boy in luv versions Japanese live by Jin,Jimin and V, 💜🔮

@subobing3551 2 жыл бұрын

Beautiful song. Love that you enjoyed it. Best tgg you said as that BTS are beautiful inside and out. Indeed!!💜

@MinSung931 2 жыл бұрын

This is such a beautiful yet sad song. It's so full of emotion and you can clearly here the emotion un the vocal lines vocals. This song brings a tear to my eyes when ever I hear it its so powerful yet poetic and tells such a beautiful yet sad story

@aditij890 2 жыл бұрын

I love this song :(( I cried so hard when I saw the lyrics for the first time

@luxykookie9393 2 жыл бұрын

You should watch their live stage performance of this 💜

@dollykelley8098 2 жыл бұрын

Such a beautiful song. You should see it live. 💜

@c.velosa2923 2 жыл бұрын

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜no one touches me like BTS. I relate so much with them...

@conchitapensi725 2 жыл бұрын

I love to hear your reactions about the boys voices. Thank you so much for that💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

@mhecyeuh3080 2 жыл бұрын

Hope you react to their live performance of Film Out at CDTV. The harmonization of the group is so amazing. Film Out was the OSTnof the Japanes movie Signal.

@ayram5320 Жыл бұрын

Adoro tu reacción, estoy de acuerdo contigo, a mi también me atrapa la voz de Jimin ❤

@leahwarburton 2 жыл бұрын

It's probably going to sound weird, but the first time I heard this, my thoughts were "Don't hide. Show me, show me the truth of you". I think I may have gotten a little too emotionally invested in the song - or maybe it was just a result of the emotional power they brought to the song - but I just wanted to reach out to the man in the song. To somehow ease his pain. To... Even now, when I hear it, it creates an ache in my heart. And a need to help. But there's nothing I can do. So I'm left feeling... I'm not sure how I feel - but I feel it so strongly. And now I'm going to stop, before I cry. Look after yourselves. You are all unique and beautiful. You all have meaning and worth. Borahae 💜💜💝💜💜💐💜💜

@c-dragon4286 2 жыл бұрын

I'm sure the Dream Team has it planned for you to watch the live version, but you REALLY need to. The emotion on their faces and in their voices is heartbreakingly beautiful!!

@sheilaheartsoul 2 жыл бұрын

Just wait until you see this live! Would love to see your reaction to their stage presence 💜💜💜💜

@sahargooki9365 2 жыл бұрын

thanx for reaction jim❤

@elviecarroll1924 2 жыл бұрын

One of my fav song & give me chills & teary eye every time I listened

@Suh888 Жыл бұрын

I love this song, I get goosebumps, it's so deep. they have great voices.💜💜💜💜🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷

@Belbecat 2 жыл бұрын

Yes… the live of this is so good too. So glad you liked it!

@rebeccabuxton1324 2 жыл бұрын

This was the song that caught my attention and made me want to listen to more from BTS. My daughter played it often and for me it was V's baritone soft soulful sound that hooked me. Thank you for reacting to this 💜

@fepacheco7112 2 жыл бұрын

Same

@camillefraser.123 2 жыл бұрын

first time to your channel, Love, love love how you listen to the music without cutting it, and at the end you give your opinion after that, you're the only one I see that does that ,I can't tell you how annoying it is,I appreciate you listening to the end to my babies 🥰😍😘

@christinealejo5985 Жыл бұрын

Master piece vocals ❤

@namastan5580 2 жыл бұрын

💜💜💜💜

@litttlemochi 2 жыл бұрын

Lovely commentary Jim :)

@mck3in Жыл бұрын

my favvvv 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@charnight181 2 жыл бұрын

I really love your BTS reactions

@Luzimarj 2 жыл бұрын

I don't mind if there is a real story or not, I really love this song so, so much and algso, is so good to watch your reactions, bc you're emotional and true to what you are and what you believe. It's really a delight! 95% of the time we are on the same page. Listen to TTU always makes me cry, especially when watching the stage presentation of day 1 in São Paulo Brazil in 2019. Jimin had a sore throat and was having a bad time singing this song. When he took off his ear piece and heard the Armys singing together, he broke and started to cry. It's very emotional for any Army to see. You find fan cams on KZfaq.

@jesjusie 2 жыл бұрын

This song is so beautiful 😭💜

@Loafyloop 2 жыл бұрын

Might be random but I love the intro animation! Is so smooth

@canadiansue2273 2 жыл бұрын

You have to watch this live. It's one of their many that sound even better live! Wait, don't they all sound better live??

@cherylwalker4242 2 жыл бұрын

I hear this song in alot aways. 1 from BTS's point of veiw as a group and individually. No matter if people think they know them or if they have to pretend ro be something that they aren't or if ARMY has fallen in love with this masked singer they still want us. And I feel for them. Fun fact the rise of bangtan is kinda showing this in episodes 18 on. 2 I think about my self who see herself as ugly and isolate myself. 3 this one was hard because I think of my children. I feel like I expect something from them that is not who they are. I am making them where this mask to meet me but they still desire my love. Since I have met BTS my life have changed. This album was my first comeback. I found BTS in 2017 DNA Era.

@sonyeogadui 2 жыл бұрын

This song will always be legend

@eliabiavalle3125 Жыл бұрын

AI jimin eu te amo em tudo

@tumbke 2 жыл бұрын

Tear or Tear? EDIT: It's kinda funny how you singled out Jimin's vocals in this songs and followed it up with the message of "not being good enough" because he definitely expressed sentiments like that in the past. It would be great if you could find a live version of this during their world tour, as during that time, the members caught a flu that gave them sore throats. Jimin was affected by this so much and it made him really sad to not be able to give it his all. In some recordings, you can visibly see him touching his throat because of how painful it was for him to belt out such high notes

@jenjin9492 2 жыл бұрын

As someone who suffered depression, I always felt I had to put on a mask for other people. One time I removed my mask & revealed the ugly side of me, the father of my son left. Anyway, I have come to love both the beautiful and ugly sides of me, I keep moving forward and will try to raise my son with empathy and love in mind.