this really is perfect.

small, quite odd and specific, things that make me happy: - plants - doodles - mushrooms - ukulele playing - flower pots in odd forms and patterns - books - vinyl players - sitting on the windowsill and just looking out - old vines - crying(in a good letting-it-all-out type of way) - strawberry earrings - complete silence - songs put in slowed and reverb - bumblebees - colorful makeup - pride flags - bird singing - pieces of art where the colors fit each other absolutely horribly but somehow are beautiful like this anyway - jewelry with suns or eyes on them - baby animals - the smatter of rain on a window - laying on the floor on your back and simply listening to the silence i don't know what you think but i argue that it's these things that lighten your presence in life a lil bit and i think if you have nothing else, these are worth living for

This song takes me back to the time when me and my ex started our relationship. It lasted 1,5 years. ”Sorry I didn’t kiss you” were words I said when she left my house first time. Those butterflies in my stomach. Now it’s over. She fucked my friend and lied to me. Now I’m just sad and think about those good times. No sadness, no depression. Just me, my gf and love.

I have came back after reading “the galaxy is endless” and “in another life”.. that shit hurted 😭😭 I’m sobbing rn-

When i tell you i have listend to this 100 times... i have listened to it 100 times!

I do matter I do matter I do matter I do matter I do matter I do matter I dont. I deserve to do what my thoughts decide for me. My adventure has ended.

i loved this song originally but now that im hearing this i feel as if I'm going to simply ✨evaporate✨

Sorry I didn't kiss you But it's obvious I wanted to Bubble gum down my throat and it's a curse But my luck couldn't get any worse 'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb Pink flowers grow from my skin Pepto Bismol veins and I grin You look so nice in your shirt It's sad because it just hurts I'd do anything for you But would you do that for me, too? 'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb Oh, pink flowers grow from my skin Oh, Pepto Bismol veins and I grin Oh oh oh

I feel terrible man why I can’t even cry

sometimes, when i need a good cry, and not because i have anything to cry over but simply because i have to let it out and just.. pop the cap off the bottle.. then i choose this song.

this hit different its better than the original!

I swear, I meet all these girls and I immediately fall in love with them. Then they tell me about their crush, how much they love them, and I smile. I give them advice. I help them get together. But deep down, I’m hurting so fucking much I just want to end it all. I get attached so quickly. I just want to be loved by someone, and I wish they would look at me the same way I looked at all those other people. The way I look at them. But I just want the best for those people I’d fallen madly in love with. When you really love someone, it’s so hard to let them go. And when you do it, it’s like your eye has been ripped off. When you let them go, try to move on, you don’t see things the same way. Everything just gets a little less beautiful.

Am I the only one waiting for them while also growing as a person and becoming a better person not only for themselves but most importantly them?

sometimes in my best days, i feel so lonely and miserable, I can't explain why but I just do, It sucks since every single day I try to smile and be my best for others... god why do i feel so dead.

This is perfect thanks!

0:01 you can hear her cry and say its okay 😭😭😭

when you arent sad or anything but still listen since the song is good

pain 🦧

Is it just me or does slowed songs, especially songs like this, hit different-?

this is the one reverb+slowed i'll listen to tbh. :} phrogs 4 everyone

This song is good even without the reverb and slowed. I am in love with this song!!

Thank u I so needed this my grandma just passed like an hour ago

0:22 hits harder than a brick

Best vibe song

who ever is reading this know i love u

i need this but 1 hour

swag music

*immediately adds this to late night serenity playlist*

ok y’all hear me out, hear me out... *put it on 0.75 speed.*

This was our song, you didn't know. I used to listen to it whenever we fought. Now I've completely lost you.

ayo it's been a while since i've hear this slowed down + reverb, but man it's hurting a little extra.

Gosh idk how ppl can’t cry to this song🥹

I just wanna know what i did so bad to deserve this.

i loved listening to this song in 2020. thank you for this.

this is perfect.

Teenagers get alot of crap. My point is that they have such different perspectives on life and for some reason anothers feel the need to put them down for just being there and having a opinion. The are changing and going through alot and they all have there reason and some may be a bit dumb, but its how they feel rn and people really need to learn to respect that. When I was a teen I would see normal complements like, "Wow you got such a good report card" or "You should wear that shirt more, you look nice in it!" But I would see it as "so my report card is my only worth other than all my other achievements and work I've done on stuff that actually matters to me" and "So I look Ugly wearing anyother shirt." I also struggled with my body type. I tend to be a bit more on the bigger side and I felt like I was reminded of that 24/7 like some sort of guilt. But, I've learned now that I am so much more then that. But that doesn't mean my younger self is dumb or really any the things I said. I also suffer from OCD and anxiety and depression during all that. So please if anything, give teenagers slack. They deserve it.

This song hurts a little bit more when you are in love with your best friend but she’s straight….

I love music its the only way to eacape from everything i dont know how long ill be around cause the music doesnt help anymore but look guys dont ever lose hope like I did and dont let the world ruin you

will she ever come back:(?🥺

Alright so I’m gonna vent because I need it out of my system, keep scrolling if you’re not interested, I just wish I wasn’t such a good actor and such a good liar, I just wish I spent more time with me friend before she moved, I’ve had no contact and I don’t wanna let go, not yet. I miss her so much and just as we started to share the same feeling she had to move, I feel betrayed but also as if it was my fault, as If I could have been a better friend to her, I’ve lost so many friends and I just wanna see them again and I’m tired of feeling this way every single night, I just want to see them, make sure they’re okay, but I can’t because they’d never forgive me or they have forgotten about me, I just wanna call my friend again, I just wanna hear that they’re okay, I just want to see them, and I’m tired of crying constantly and I’m tired of the feeling of missing them, and I’m tired of feeling like it isn’t natural when it is and it hurts, and I can’t open up about it to my Christian family because I started to feel for a girl and that’s a “sIn” and I just want to feel like somebody cares, like somebody would notice if i was sad, somebody to accommodate me, I feel so alone when I have everyone around me and I just wanna feel loved and needed again.

Lyrics: 🎵 Sorry i didnt kiss you But it’s obvious i wanted to 🎵 Bubble gum down my throat and its a curse but my luck couldnt get any worse 🎵 Cause I swallowed the bubblegum… 🎵 Oh and these 7 years will be pretty dumb… 🎵 Pink flowers grow from my skin Pepto bismol veins and i grin.. 🎵 You look so nice in your shirt! 🎵 Its sad because it just hurts… 🎵 Id do anything for you But would you do that for me to? 🎵 Cause i swallowed the bubble gum.. 🎵 Oh and these 7 years will be pretty dumb 🎵 Oh, Pink flowers grow from my skin? Oh, pepto bismol veins..and i grin.. Ohhh ooh Oohh ohh oh 🎵 (*music slowly fades out*)

can you make an hour version? 💛✨🐝💛✨🐝💛✨🐝💛✨🐝

i used to be expert at solving a rubik's cube, but i stop playing it about 2 years and now i wish i could solve the rubik's cube again

Imma add this to my collection 😼

i love clairo music

Very nice

i love ittttttt

It's really beautiful

Music >>>>>

This is the one 😌🥺

sad because it just hurts

lol so we all sad? huh

POV your watching this on New Year’s Eve cuz ur not ready to let go.. just me?

just watched 5 feet apart on netflix and im in tears. ugh.

I’m not sad I don’t listen to sad songs if I’m sad they are more quiet and calming

Its my birthday today I always use to feel happy but I just don't feel like it anymore everything changed and changed me

His speech just hits different I survived my suicide and I know I’m weak for even trying, but his speech make me even think I can make A Difference in this world. It would be minuscule but still.

I don't wanna let people know that I love slowed reverb ver. cause they always felt it was cringe :< I just love the sr vers cause it felt like the world is slowly turning.

im gonna show this to my crush...and the are my bsf so im scared

When you realize she passed away and raised the daisy's :{

im not sad this is just a vibe 😳

2 days after my birthday you left me. I don't know why. Please, come back. i miss you...

Que música, que perfeito ouvir isso enquanto estou de madrugada no silêncio e escuro enquanto penso se você existe garota e se tá em algum lugar, pra eu achar você finalmente...

So for anyone who doesn’t know what this song means So from the girls pov she wants to confess to her crush but ends up not doing it and she ends up regretting it tremendously the bubblegum part basically means instead of chewing and enjoying the bubblegum she swallows it just like how she’s swallowing her feelings and bottling them up

I miss her bruh

When did I go wrong

POV: Falling in love, but at the wrong time...

Perfect

There's no curse crueller than love

Hey. It's 2024. I'm 15 and I'm in the 9th grade of school. I'm from lebanon and I'm to be honest scared of the future. I fear that the current war hurts my family and friends inside my country. I really love them. I'm also scared I don't find a job in the future and don't become successful. Crying to this at 2 am. If your reading this, just know that you will always have family and friends that love you. And if you don't, I do :)

I don’t know why I keep coming back here, it always j make me think of her

Where did I go wrong in life when did I take the wrong path when

God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son so whoever believes on Him should not perish but have everlasting life❤

shinji's SDAT is one of the most famous SDAT's ive seen LMFAO

When the comments are so sad you dont know what to say 😭

alpha kennyone :)

me desahogo aquí porque me imagino que nadie entiende español jdndskdk... mi novio y yo apenas llevamos 2 meses, tenemos una relación a distancia y bueno, mierda, es duro pero está bien, porque nos queremos demasiado y lo intentamos olvidar... le conocí por una amiga, una amiga que tenía muchos problemas, con sus padres y tal, siempre se iba o desaparecía por meses según lo que ella me contó y una vez hizo esto, desapareció y bueno yo obviamente me preocupé, y empecé viendo por cosas pequeñas cómo sus redes sociales y asi a ver si podía sacar algo o saber que al menos se encontraba bien, y en una de sus cuentas encontré que en su biografía tenía el perfil de un chico, el que pensé que evidentemente era su pareja, de la cuál me contó. Le hablé con fines de ser consciente de su bienestar, del bienestar de ella, con fines de saber si este chico sabía algo y bueno, cuándo le hablé le expliqué quién era y que pasaba y ahí hablamos. No sé el qué tenía, algo, no lo sé, no sé el qué pero me llamó la atención, OBVIAMENTE no hice nada, joder sabía perfectamente que era el novio de una amiga y yo apenas le conocí de un día yo no quería tener comunicación continua con él nada más que para hablar de ella, pero hablamos de otras cosas y me contó cosas suyas. Al paso del tiempo noté cómo él me decía que perdía la esperanza de que ella volviera, y yo no la perdía así que le animé pero me temí que sirvió de muy poco. Empezamos a hablar, todos los días, él era bastante agradable, era respetuoso y siempre me preguntaba cómo estaba, qué hice, qué tal me fué el día, me decía que él me escuchaba y cosas que raramente me dicen yo que sé, igual mi mejor amigo quizás cuándo está borracho o cuándo se lo pido... o cuándo estoy con él y nos ponemos a hablar de temas serios, o mis amigas, pero luego me responden cortante y no hacen nada. Todo eso no era necesario con él, él lo hacía porque quería y me llamó la atención un poco. Él me contó cosas algo malas por parte de ella, y bueno, entendí ahí que su relación se volvió un poco más distante por parte de ella, y me dió bastante pena porque vaya, era un buen chaval. Nada más un par de semanas después de todo esto, un 20 o 21 de diciembre me dijo que le gustaba, y literal no sabía que hacer porque él me llamaba la atención y no era cómo para decir 'No, lo siento no me gustas' pero tampoco cómo para decir ' Sí, tú también me gustas' era algo raro, así que le pedí un tiempo para pensarlo. Y bueno, que es obvio, al tiempo le dije que sí. Y comenzamos la relación, él era bastante cariñoso y yo también... me puse empalagosa, saqué mi lado cómo tierno que apenas sacaba con gente de mi alrededor. Cómo dije él me trataba diferente al resto y él era diferente al resto, y eso fué lo que mientras transcurría el tiempo realmente me llamó toda la atención. Un día de estos alguien me envió dos cosas; un link a un servidor de discord, y unas capturas y mensajes. Yo con una multicuenta, entré al link del server y ví que era el servidor de él, y al principio todo bien, pero cuándo me digné a ver los mensajes que tenía con una chica, mis celos realmente saltaron, porque le decía cosas cómo 'mi amor, te amo, mi vida, te amo más' etc... también se daban besos con bots de discord... Me sentó de putisimo culo, me sentó de la perrisima, y cuándo vi las fotos y los mensajes ya fue la gota que colmó el vaso, si lo de discord fué un cuchillo clavado en el pecho, las imágenes me sacaban y metían el cuchillo repetidas veces. Eran conversaciones con su ex, y vaya. Era una relación bonita. Bastante bonita. En los mensajes me relataban las promesas que se habían hecho y cómo se decían que eran su primero amor y el que nunca iban a dejar por nadie, que siempre iban a estar en sus corazones y cosas demasiado lindas. Me cuestioné el porque yo estaba ahí con él y me sentí la mierdecilla más pequeña de la puta Vía Láctea. No quería decirle que vi eso, porque soy realmente insegura y tengo miedo de contar las cosas y afrontarlas, así que directamente le empecé a responder cortante y mal, y sí, estuve bastante mal porque si yo no quiero decir las cosas es mi culpa no la de él. Me enfadé con él y me comenzó a llamar, recuerdo me envió cómo 17 audios, 17 audios sacando y cuestionandome las posibles conclusiones de que es lo que me pasaba. Hasta que le conté porque estaba así, mas solo le conté lo de las imágenes de conversaciones con su ex y bueno ahí igual me lo aclaró un poco. Pasó el tiempo y hasta hace unos días que estábamos algo distantes, porque yo siempre le prometo de hablar por llamada y joder si lo prometo es porque SÉ que en el momento si puedo para x fecha, pero luego se me vino todo encima y no pude hablar por varios días... Él me presionaba y me sentaba mal porque bueno aún así no me puedo quejar, es normal querer comunicación jdjbfcksls, es completamente normal. Ayer estuve apunto de dejarlo todo porque me frustré demasiado, pero le contesté las llamadas y hablamos de las cosas. De repente salió el tema de su ex. Me dijo que queria decirme algo sin que me enfadara y le dije que bien, que me lo diga. Me dijo que se encontró capturas de sus conversaciones con su ex y le dió bastante nostalgia. Me dijo que tenían una relación bastante bonita pero que ella la cagó y era cómo: wow jaja yuju. Me dijo que lo sentía, que le dió pena y me contó que cuándo ella se fué se puso a beber cómo descosido. Y pff luego ya al final me dijo que meh que luego vine yo y que le alegré que era la única y tal... Pero no era la primera vez que me decía que su relación con su ex era bastante bonita. También me di cuenta que a pesar de que empezamos a salir le decía aún cosas a su WhatsApp cómo 'Te amo, Vas a a Volver? Te extraño' Y bueno. Es la misma mierda. Siempre me siento la segunda opción. Sé que él le extraña y a veces cuándo pienso en esto realmente siento un dolor en el pecho muy feo, me duele demasiado porque yo realmente el primer día que supe que me gustaba wow, de verdad dije 'Eres lo único que busco y quiero' Un poco cursi sí, pero es buen chaval, pero seguía de vez en cuándo sacándome de tema a su ex. Y me di cuenta de que él conmigo no pensaba igual. Y me dí cuenta de que jamás volverá a ser lo mismo que él tuvo con ella. Qué sólo busca en mí lo qué alguna vez ya buscó y obtuvo en otra persona.

am I not worth to love?

:’)

`` But my luck couldn't get any, worse . ``

hi, do you think you could make an hour version of this. this is the only slowed version i will listen too.

it's so sad..

1:50

I imagine myself staring out onto the ocean, thinking about how I got there. All the traumatic shit I went through that I didnt know would be traumatic, all the voices that told me I was too skinny, I wouldnt get anywhere with my grades... you see growing up is bittersweet. It's fun, and everything's great. Then its shitty. No more Halloween parties, because everyone grew up and are too busy now, and no more Easter Egg hunts because we are all too old. Not everyone shows up to Thanksgiving anymore, and we will not be doing the wishbone on the turkey ever again, although I only got the bigger half once. There is no Easter Bunny, or Santa. No Tooth Fairy, or Leprechaun. Thats the way life goes I guess. People grow up, and move on. Sooner in life, our folks will pass on, and leave all the wrapping paper, and easter grass for us. We will be doing these traditions with our children, and we will live out our internal never ending youth, through them. Theres always gonna be things we find and never loose, yet things we loose and never find. Those things are called memories, and try your best to find them and never loose them, and not loose them and never find them. Because sooner or later they will be all we have, our memories. "Its sad because it just hurts"

Fuck feelings, I listen to this cause it slaps. (I am a happy mf)

“Sorry I didn’t Kiss you, but it’s obvious I wanted to” i wish I was able to kiss and hug my ex, but i couldnt since we were long distance. i made it obvious though, and so did he. but it didn’t matter because we were still happy “bubble gum down my throat and it’s a curse” the depression I dealt with for 4-5 years now is a curse. my depression caused me to become insecure and socially anxious. because of this, I became so selfish. i wanted my ex all to myself, scared he was going behind my back. i tried to be open about it but all it caused were arguments after arguments after arguments. it was draining the both of us, especially me. that’s when he dumped me. he said he was sorry but to know it wasnt my fault and that he still loved me, though he was starting to lose feelings because of how distant we became. he also said he wanted to end our relationship because it wasn’t a good one. it was draining us, especially with the constant arguments. he told me that he was hoping to consider being his friend still, and understood if I needed a lot of space. of course, I said I would be his friend and just talked to him “normally” after that. but I rushed it, fearing he would lose more feelings for me. after a few days, he told me he didn’t want to be my friend anymore because I’ve been acting like a jerk, and I told him I was sorry and told him about how I felt about him losing feelings. i was starting to accept the fact that i wasnt with him anymore but lucky enough to have him as a friend still, but hearing that broke my heart even more. because of this, my chest ended up hurting more than it was for the past few days since one of our last arguments before we broke up. i ended up in the er but no diagnosis as to why my heart was hurting. i assumed it was a broken heart and just went along with it. but because of knowing that he no longer wanted to be apart of my life anymore, I lost it. i attempted to end my life again feeling so alone and lost. he was the only person I ever had who loved, understood, and cared for me. my parents were never supportive of me, I lost a lot of friends because of the pandemic, and dealt with a lot of bullying and depression. but the only person that kept me going was now gone, and I had no reason to live anymore. i attempted in the restroom at school but I ended up snitching on myself, since it was been an hour since the teacher asked me to go to the counselor office and the side effects of the pills I overd0s3d on kicked in wnd I was out of it. i ended up being taken away by ambulance from school to the er. the whole experience in the ambulance was a blur, though I can also remember it clearly. i remember crying and apologizing to my dad, and the emts and passed out on the way to the ER. I woke up with an IV tube in my arm and felt really dizzy. i ended up in the mental health unit at the same hospital I was taken to that morning for two weeks and was discharged. i ended up back kn the er again a day later and was sent to a far worse hospital. it was really traumatizing to be there, especially since the patients were absolute shit, especially the nurses. the building was like a mental asylum you would see in movies - worn down, mice everywhere, bugs everywhere, and lizards everywhere. i was discharged two weeks later and left with more trauma and feeling worse. i was forced to a residential and stayed there for two weeks and ended up feeling a lot better. but after all that, I’m still mot over him.

1:50 - 2:04

The funny part is we have been friends for 7 years. Now, he has to leave..

A vent almost no one will see: I love her. Even tho i admitted i was asexual, i..change my mind. i never told anyone that i changed my mind, so they all think I'm still asexual. Her laugh, it could make me happy even for a few hours. We were friends since we were little. Every time we met, i was the happiest. She always supported me and i always supported her too. We grew up together, barely talking to each other. But thanks to social media, and even games, We talked a lot more. And then she revealed that she loved someone else. I was... like .. in the inside ... i was crying so much internally.. but i understand. I cried at night, for like 2 days. Shes so confident, unlike me. I want to hug her. But ... I never did. i love her sm..

where did i take the wrong path.

2:08

Vent: I have to move soon and leave my best friend.I have so many memories here.I'm scared.

im so sorry

Me and my best friend had a fight like two months and today while we were hangig out at his house HE showed me the texts between him and his friend and they’re basically talking shit about me and she’s like He seems toxic just stay away from him he might hurt you and he goes Ik I’m prepared for that,I just left the room and cried outside,we did break up once,but it didn’t work out idk what to do with my self maybe I’m actually a bad person?

desearía poder solucionarlo todo

I get married tomorrow. Absolutely scared that I'll actually be marrying someone. I'm a 20 y/o man, I work at a call center and my entire life I've been sitting behind a screen avoiding society as often as possible... I'm just scared xD...

here i am. waiting for a miracle to turn me from ugly shit to pretty boy

...it almost sounds like it's from the 1930's or 1940's

this sounds like it’s made by a really big person eating mcdonald’s

pretty face doesn’t mean pretty heart, they really often don’t give a fuck ab a lot