@@GTClassicPlastic You have been through so much. I'm praying for you. You are a miracle and you have a great testimony like Job in the bible. He still believed, do you? My life is not or never nearly was and still isn't perfect. I'm not going to try to compare notes with you but my family struggled growing up. Single parent family, moved from place to place. With a college degree still not earning enough to make ends meet. My family still lives together now to help support each other except for my brother and his wife. My Sis has MS and needs help daily which we all pitch in with her. I'm a cancer survivor and lost a breast to cancer. I fell in love last year with someone I thought was a great person. Turns out he was still married. They had been separated like Will and Jada and I asked him to resolve things in a year. He pledged to do so and marry me and changed his mind only two months later for no reason. COViD has affected my livelihood, my self esteem, my mental health. I have never had many friends and always felt the outcast and the misfit. But I'm still here. I have a friend in Jesus. I can only imagine how much more broken I would be because of my life struggles but God keeps me wanting to get up from bed every morning and keep on. He gives me the morning sun, the opportunity to breathe and exist and that alone is so big. He is truly my Father and friend when I had no one. Like I said this world could care less and hasn't nor would offer me a thing. All blessings come from my God Father and friend. He's here for the broken, the lost, the broke, the grieving. He's not here for the perfect man though they need a God and He is there. But for people like you and me that's what he's here for to help us carry on. Carry on in His love. I can never match your traumas I wouldn't try. I'm just glad to know you're still here and in spite of it all I hope you treasure every blessing, all the good times with your loved ones lost and through it all I hope you can feel God's love. ❤️

Beautiful 😢❤

last time i was heartbroken the lord took the heartbreak away and mended my heart

@GTClassicPlastic take some time, for you know and understand. Take as long as you need but repent for all the times you’ve felt pain even at the slightest… it’s a long journey. I’ve felt this and questioned, but we’re spiritual beings whether we like to acknowledge that or not. Learning ourselves and unraveling the truths we once left hidden. In some ways, the yin is always working with the yang. It’s no easy task for how confusing it can be but we only know truth by true discovery of our Heavenly Fathers long suffering love. It will surely be better, worth every step. If we don’t set up goal posts we’ll never see the goals and reflect on them. For each day, remind yourself the new life whether it still feels the same. You’re a soldier of the kingdom already just by the slightest thought of searching for the Heavenly Father God. Trust and seek the love of God.

I was shared this scripture today and would like to as well with you, kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bdyVh6Zjs6iqf2g.html @GTClassicPlastic

@isabelaa1437 So sorry!

you go to the gym and keep lifting weight bc of growth. There’s no gain without pain. Trust God bc you never know why God is doing it and what God is doing. I’ve experienced pain but what I gained from it is far more than the trauma I’ve experienced.