{ hd makes things pretty } I just remembered I made this audio like 9 months ago and I never had any use for it so I figured might as well make it public. You don't have to ask, just please / credit / me if you use it.
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@rileycaraway66577 жыл бұрын
I don't want this to be over Because when this is over I have to admit that I'll miss him Forever
@brendaviggiano52807 жыл бұрын
You know where this audio is from?
@dianalopez-fs8hs6 жыл бұрын
Hi..my name is diana lopez..maybe by the time u read this I'll allways be a,goner,imvisible....forever,I can't do this anymore..what's my purpose here..I can't find love,I don't him to be go e forever.im not ready.but I have to.You may not read dear crush love one,I can't do this without u,u probably hate me or dislike me,I may not have the prettiest face or smile for you to look at but I promise...I have the biggest hearth to love you with..goodbye.forever crush.
@sem27096 жыл бұрын
Ditto true
@feliciadunham91642 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way @riley
@sweetcandy36777 жыл бұрын
He hurt me so bad. But for some reason I still miss him. He was everything to me. I would have done anything for him. That's how much I loved him. I miss him so much. I don't know what to do. He just let me go like I was nothing. The memories we had are alway in my mind. And I just can't shake my feeling for him. I miss you...
@dramaqueen75837 жыл бұрын
Sweetcandy this is how I feel.... he hurt me everyday and I still love him. He is everything I've ever wanted... and him leaving just broke me... I can't eat, or sleep without him....
@babbycaceyy_71865 жыл бұрын
Sweetcandy I know what your going threw ok and your gonna get threw it I promise I was once in your shoes
@melissabobadilla85925 жыл бұрын
Sweetcandy this hurt the soul
@stephanieflenner83785 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling I feel the exact same way and it’s been months since he left me and it’s sad to say I feel like I’m never going to stop missing him or even loving him. We gotta stick together and just believe that we’re going to get better. I say maybe in a different time we’re gonna be meet then we’re really going to be perfect for each other and that I’m gonna be enough for him and he would never leave me again. It’s hard to say but you can’t give up.
@emmagraceee38015 жыл бұрын
angel. I feel that. 💔
@-heyitznahnah-61727 жыл бұрын
If you ever actually loved someone, from the day you broke up.. you wont stop missing or loving him. ever. even if he did break your heart. but people aren't meant to be together forever.
@dalilagaribay30357 жыл бұрын
Amen
@alaynalomax90724 жыл бұрын
But that's the hardest thing about life to swallow
@srhprice4 жыл бұрын
I broke up with my boyfriend for a dumb reason. And it's been a month. And I miss him so much and idky I only realised my love for him now
@Miniikittyy3 жыл бұрын
Still dealing with trying to move on, from my break up a year ago.. it doesnt get easier, you just learn how to live without them eventually .
@janeycooker31733 жыл бұрын
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@sandy-fo5rh6 жыл бұрын
hello everyone, i hope you’re having a lovely day so far. and if you’re listening to this at night; the tears streaming down your face and your hand over your mouth because you don’t want anyone to hear your sobs: it’s going to be okay. i know i’m being very cheesy, but it is going to be okay. alcohol, drugs and selfharm won’t heal you. time will. and for everyone losing the love of their life. losing the person who’s still alive but you are dead to them just remember that the love of your life would never leave.
@invaderrash6 жыл бұрын
this made me cry harder???
@jonathanssandwhich86065 жыл бұрын
Or could he... but thanks for the hope anyway❤️
@briaeads28525 жыл бұрын
sandy, thanks you too
@lilithxx33175 жыл бұрын
Thank you :)
@buddychloex78775 жыл бұрын
Thank you, that is everything and more for what i needed to hear😘
@kerrybecker44865 жыл бұрын
he left, then he left, he was never there, and now im losing him too
@kerrybecker44864 жыл бұрын
he’s gone
@cindyreyes1283 жыл бұрын
“I don’t want this to be over because when it’s over I have to admit that he’s gone FOREVER” hits different 😔
@noureltair81147 жыл бұрын
he was everything to me I dont know how Im going to do this but worst of all I cant help thinking what if he can do it without me
@jennaherbert12877 жыл бұрын
nour eltair exactly what I feel.. just got out of a 1 year 2 month relationship and I want it back but in scared he might like it better without me which is what he's showing to me atm..
@aaliyahfaith99096 жыл бұрын
nour eltair same
@Missbestofselenademi6 жыл бұрын
Thats the worst they always can
@alisiadecoteau98056 жыл бұрын
Same
@bxbyjordan68876 жыл бұрын
I feel the same exact way what if he CAN do this without me.. not saying he needs to rely on me all the time but just every now and then would be nice and what hurts even more is that I know I can't do this without him... I dumped him for his friend and he fought for me for a little over a week and I told him to forget about me so when he finally listened to me he dated his ex and I broke up with his friend bcuz that's when I knew I could not do this with out him but it seems he can without me fml
@lunaronald2144 жыл бұрын
letting go of someone you love is one of the most painful things on this earth. but, sometimes, it’s for the best. you met for a reason. you parted for a reason. keep living. keep loving. don’t hold back. i love you
@brandonbean27484 жыл бұрын
You love a person you stay with them through good and bad times
@jmorales81jm2 жыл бұрын
That’s so true. I am holding onto a small hope that my wife still loves me. Even though she admitted her feelings for another. We still laugh joke. She said she feels we are better as friends. But again I wonder the same If she met me for a reason and now we must part for a reason. Sucks because when I was diagnosed with cancer she was there for me and in my denial I hurt her to the point she felt unloved. Now I have to start all over gain wit a née cancer and she is now Miles away from me. I will love her always as she was the first to break down my walls around my heart.
@idkwhattowrite62094 жыл бұрын
He passed away 2 months ago. I feel like i can’t breathe.. I’m still here because of him, he taught me how to live and love. I live everyday honoring his memory. He truly was an angel on Earth, everyday I spent with him I asked myself what I did to deserve him. He gave me everything, with him I was whole. You’ll always be on my mind baby, you saved me and I will live on for you.
@minyoongi70052 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry i hope your okay..
@prarthanadevu57912 жыл бұрын
I'm srry to hear that hope u r doing well 💞my worst fear is losing my bf I luv him so much he's too precious 🥺my poor baby
@jessicaratekin2718 Жыл бұрын
I know your pain. I'm so sorry but I know that doesn't make anything better. How do you live on ... Without him ?
@SamsungTab-zu4ih Жыл бұрын
My boyfriend passed away 1 year and 5 months and it feels like yesterday..I AM 21 now but I feel like I am 19 ...I feel like I will always be stuck
@SamsungTab-zu4ih Жыл бұрын
Um .. life sucks ..I get it ..
@lizzieann73667 жыл бұрын
He promised me that he wouldn't disappear. I can't do this
@savannabanta44154 жыл бұрын
Lizzie Ann my bf promised he wouldnt disappear anymore too....and hes currently gone now and it hurts....ive waiting for along time and he comes back for a few days and then leaves....its given me so much pain
@meghanwuersig13886 жыл бұрын
he’s slipping away. he’s here but he isn’t.... I miss him. And the person he used to be. It’s heartbreaking.
@sarahcavero11777 жыл бұрын
I'm about to loose the guy who made my life the happiest. But I can't. He made it seemed like I was living. He brings me joy. I just can't loose him. I'm talking to him tomorrow. Idc if he said we are too different because I know he likes me too. I don't care if my guy friend said don't do it. I can't just let the most real thing I have felt in a long time go away.
@mikaelizabeth66826 жыл бұрын
sarita c how did it go?
@rowlemal6 жыл бұрын
sarita c what happened
@leylaromero35116 жыл бұрын
sarita c this happened to me. It's been a month, I cry every night. I miss him so fucking much. 😭😭
@millsg89504 жыл бұрын
i wish i had your confidence
@skyelasykes22394 жыл бұрын
Whatever you do don't break up with him cos you will regret it, I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday after 7 weeks cos I didn't realise how much I meant to him and how much he meant to me, now I will always regret the decision I made of dumping him cos I was happy with him but I threw it away so don't make yourself unhappy like I did, make the right choice
@madhatter10357 жыл бұрын
I'm angry! I'm angry at him! I'm so angry at myself! Why did I believe someone would actually stay?! Why did I let him in! Why did I let myself love him and believe that he loved me! I feel so stupid! I'm angry at everything, I don't and can't do this anymore...
@madisonconner93476 жыл бұрын
Mad Hatter things will get better
@creativehacks26186 жыл бұрын
how r u? now? hope everything is fine now
@teoo01106 жыл бұрын
I feel the same..
@jacobjhonson89516 жыл бұрын
I feel the same. He's about to commit suicide, he doesn't see how beautiful he is and he's blaming things on me. He made me the happiest girl alive and I'm the stupid one in this so of course I have to fuck everything up. If I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone else around me
@teoo01106 жыл бұрын
jacob jhonson try to explain he is the most wonderful person you ve ever met,just try to stop it,no one should commite suicide
@shayoui6 жыл бұрын
Sometimes you can almost feel him.. I imagine him being with me and what he would say... I don’t want it to be over because then I would have to accept the fact that... he’s gone.. forever. I’m not ready. I can’t do this. He’s the only thing that kept me going and he made my worries melt away. But now I’ll never see or feel him ever again. And it hurts. It hurts a lot. I will still hurt years from now. I will still cry and think about him years from now. I miss him so much. I just want him back. That’s all I could ever ask for.
@evie70723 жыл бұрын
ummmm its been 3 years, did the hurt go away?
@shayoui3 жыл бұрын
@@evie7072 LMAO I WAS 13 WHEN I WROTE THAT AHAHAHAAHAemmendnd i wrote it about my cat that died. it doesn’t hurt anymore im content but i still miss him. that’s kinda weird how i mentioned i wondered what he would say bc cat’s cant talk but i do wonder what he would say if he could’ve talked... ok anyways back to doing my homework
@jessicagranados84016 жыл бұрын
what hurts the most , is that we're friends. how do you stay friends with someone your madly in love with ? i can't. losing you would cause me to lose myself , and it's already begun because i'm losing you slowly . bit by bit. and i'm afraid that if i lose you i'll become my old self & you know me more than anyone else , you know me so well . i can't do anything without you ;
@analiesengelsman634 жыл бұрын
No... the pain won’t go away. You just get used to it. There’s always a part of it that will hurt you. It still hurts me... even a year later. He hurt me.... and that will stick with me... But I believe that I will find someone.... someday.... somewhere....
@dakotaray27937 жыл бұрын
in the end you have to accept that you're never seeing them again and the worst part is you know that not even in the next life I won't see him I won't get to ask him why he chose to leave why he didn't stay what on earth was so horrible that you decided to leave this earth, and most precious life without even saying goodbye? he committed suicide before he accepted Jesus he's gone and I'm never seeing him again not in 200 2,000 2,000,000 years from now I'm _never_ seeing him again. and in the end, that's why I am terrified of having to accept.
@creativehacks26186 жыл бұрын
why?! why he commited suicide?? btw i also attempted suicide coz a girl rejected me
@tomasasoriano94626 жыл бұрын
creative hacks that girl doesn't deserve u..idk who u are but if someone doesn't like or love you for who you are or ur looks then they don't deserve ur good heart..❤
@faithalucard26505 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling..
@rose-mg9wt5 жыл бұрын
this is my situation omg..💔
@apple81274 жыл бұрын
Dakota Ray you just put all my thoughts on paper, my brother committed 3 weeks ago
@otakugirl60315 жыл бұрын
I’m in love him but He likes someone else and I’m the one who pushing him to be with her....so he can be happy and I’m hurting myself like an idiot...
@otakugirl60313 жыл бұрын
@@yunasele7832 yes I am ok now...honestly it was hard to move on from someone who wasn’t yours but as time pass I accepted it. Thank your for asking and it will be ok :).
@leehenson15783 жыл бұрын
Don’t let him go off with another girl
@sxxrosee6 жыл бұрын
‘Eventually everything will get better’ Eventually...when’s eventually? Because in my mind, when I was told eventually, it meant never. When I was told eventually it didn’t happen or they didn’t do it! So don’t tell me that “eventually” means everything will be fine because I know damn well that not everything will be fine! • • • Sorry. Just how I felt. Only me? Okay. I’ll leave.🙂
@laurenbrennan3720 Жыл бұрын
I feel the pain but in a different way. I lost a friend last January from drowning. I miss him so much. I'm not ready to say goodbye or forget about him.
@bekahkinnear30675 жыл бұрын
My brother died from overdose January, the 28th, 2018. I was eleven years old. Three weeks before, my beautiful niece was born. I’m beginning to realize with life comes *death.* From that day forward, I promised myself to never have to let my niece experience the pain I’ve been going through these past months. A couple weeks ago I found out she’s gonna have a baby brother in December. With that, I burst into tears. How lucky is she to have the opportunity to see her brother soon because I wish I could say the same about mine. Matthew, I miss you more than anything in this whole shit-filled world. Just, come home, *please*
@t.f.53575 жыл бұрын
Reading this broke my heart. I'm so sorry.
@serenitythesiren503110 ай бұрын
Your brother isn't dead. He's alive. In your heart. You're never far apart. He's still in there. And when you finally pass on...the first one you'll see is your brother, welcoming you into his arms.
@carrottwinklestar69965 жыл бұрын
Hurting and being hurt is 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. That’s just how it works.
@tatumbarker94667 жыл бұрын
Rest In peace Joesph Matthew Myers💙 5/4/17💙 you were everyone's favorite.
@melic19998 жыл бұрын
I miss you so much. Why'd you have to leave me I love you. I can't do this without him
@LCops697 жыл бұрын
My boyfriend and I just broke up. He decided that he liked my best friend more than me. We were together for 3 1/2 years, and now he says i ruined his life and he hates me. I don't know how to live without him... he was my world.... but he used me and not i want to die...
@izzy-pw1li5 жыл бұрын
He never loved you someone thats with you for that long dosent move on like that if he really loved you he wouldnt have done that or maybe hes a good faker Cuz god damn either way you deserve better💗
@2young4you134 жыл бұрын
@@izzy-pw1li preach now thats words of love
@dominicanmaa29415 жыл бұрын
I miss him so much 🤦🏽♀️ we just don’t make eachother happy anymore .
@sophiedeacon47066 жыл бұрын
This has litrally brought me too tears😭My ex broke my heart but I can’t move on coz my heart still belongs too Him💔
@brina45067 жыл бұрын
oh my gosh, this is so emotional but it's beautiful
@himoonlightkid56164 жыл бұрын
I thought I was over him but when I saw him with her my heart felt something that it has never felt 😩😞
@xoparadigm7 жыл бұрын
this was amazing, it brought me to tears...
@jasminehaule72946 жыл бұрын
I love and miss you so much rip so many memories and your bright smile
@mattySon123 Жыл бұрын
I've never been in that same boat K' but When I was down in the dumps as a teenager, when I went A wall everyone I ever loved. You may not think it , I believe Most people on earth deserve something. It took me 24 years too find what I've been searching for my whole life, Life is full of it's ups and downs yet having heart and being determined. Anyone can dream big it's why it's called. Dream, The good people suffer. They really do.
@alexisellsworth65454 жыл бұрын
I love him. I couldn’t possibly stop loving him. And I know he hurt me pretty badly but even then I still love him. No matter what he’s done I can’t bring myself to hate him. I’d never wish anything bad on him even though he did me bad. I thought he was the one. I was so sure of it this time. I miss him. I miss him so much. All those “I love you’s” all those promises all those goodmorning and goodnight texts all those falling asleep on FaceTime and all those memories..he..he just walked away. Like it was nothing...like I was nothing.😔
@pistemutaagio6 ай бұрын
I can't live in a world he is not part of. I love him.
@xxhollyherexx39574 жыл бұрын
To anyone reading this, no matter what has happened or who hurt u. U are u and u can overcome anything. It may take time and they will be tears but u can do this. If u love someone tell them. Try be true to yourself and keep smiling. If u feel something follow it just stay safe and have an amazing day
@andreeagamer75734 жыл бұрын
I remember every single thing he has ever done to me. Everything he said, it stuck with me, I remember it everyday. I will always remember him. I fell in love. I love him. I just want him to be happy. I miss him.
@msthing_a9604 жыл бұрын
you know you are hurting when you watch this 10 times and you can quote everything they say
@dummy90604 жыл бұрын
“Eventually it’ll get easier” Well, “eventually” is taking its sweet ass time.
@kaitlynb84494 жыл бұрын
Omg 😭 this is stabbin me but i cant quit watching these i relate so much i wish i could just crawl in a hole n cry n scream his name 💔
@danaziacrawley60565 жыл бұрын
The ones that I've heard so far have really made me realize that itis ok to cry over what has happened to me over the years and it has helped me feel like I CAN heal. Thank you so much for that. Thank you
@amysmith16364 жыл бұрын
He means everything to me, he’s done so much for me, but I’m too broken, and I need to let him go, because I can’t bear to hurt him any more..
@andrewquisquinay61732 жыл бұрын
Letting me go? What!!!
@MyahDerepentigny Жыл бұрын
he caused me so much pain and it was a toxic environment to be In, but after everything I’d still go back to him in a heartbeat because he is my world. He’s my everything, my person, my bestfriend, he’s my happiness. After everything he’s the one who truly gave me hope, motivation in everything. he brought happiness in my life.
@archanakuppachhi97644 жыл бұрын
you know, it's hard. when your heart just feels SO heavy. day and night. everyday you wake up with the same feeling. feeling sad and regretful. like you just go about life breathing...but not living. but i cannot stress this enough...you HAVE to keep going. you HAVE to. do not give up. you didn't get this far just to get this far. you have been surviving for so long, that is something to be proud of. at the end of everyday that has passed, you only had yourself, and look, you still do. don't give up on yourself. i promise, better days are already on their way for those who didn't give up. i love you, angels. you got this.
@madison_0884 жыл бұрын
Losing someone you love is harder than a breakup because it's impossible to ever see them again.
@nicolepaulsonrandall15773 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel. My husband passed away 4 months ago. I'm so heartbroken and lost without him. I miss him so much.
@noname.7072 жыл бұрын
Aww ):
@houdaarch48906 жыл бұрын
He broke my heart and i still miss him everyday, i can't do my life without him
@bethanyreneeo2 жыл бұрын
I loved him so much and he knew that. He knew I’d stay he knew I’d forgive him. He knew I’d give him any other chance. He knew I was strong when I didn’t even know. He knew I could handle the pain he put me through. He saw me time and time again pick MYSELF up and put myself back together. He knew I’d be okay. But he never knew I’d leave for good. And I’m proud to say that.
@KatherineRoseArt4 жыл бұрын
I spent literally years alone after my ex-fiance left me... like 5 solid years and then more in between a few failed relationship attempts with other people... well I felt like this too ... for most of that time. I just wanna say to whoever is feeling like this after a breakup or losing someone... no you never forget, and nothing ever is the same, but things get better and you'll meet someone better. I met a nice man eventually. I've been with him like 6 years now... he makes me feel safe and loved... and appreciated. I have a lot of deep seated trust issues due to my ex-fiance and those won't ever go away, but my man is understanding and patient and good... and it doesn't bother him. You'll find someone like that too... when you least expect. it. Hang in there.
@carolinadunning56385 жыл бұрын
reading these comments honestly breaks me
@emmanuellaogbonna3 жыл бұрын
Me too. The degree of hurt we all feel
@Swamp-King Жыл бұрын
He was the only thing keeping me here, now that he's gone I don't know why I'm still here. He was my home, and now he's gone forever and I'll never get to see him again because I'm not good enough to go where he went. Even after 6 years I'm convinced I could have saved him from the storm in his mind.
@rosamonroy9644 жыл бұрын
THIS HITS ME IN THE FEELS EVERY TIME 😭😭
@yarissa1724 жыл бұрын
i still love him n i miss him more than ever. 🖤
@annelizelohane8314 жыл бұрын
God...... how this hit..... how I miss him....why...
@dontcallmedaddyk53003 жыл бұрын
on the 13th november 2020, I lost the person I love, my future, he was only 15, he died from a car crash and you know I cry and cry and cry because I know I cant go back in time and stop it from happening, I wake up and hes the first thing I think of, and now hes gone but its like I can feel him around me, watching me, and now hes gone forever and I cant accept that, maybe over time I will but now I cant, I have nothing to live for, I miss him so much and there's nothing I can do to bring him back
@shaonnipulsifer55126 жыл бұрын
The Aching Will Hurt Less...I Promise.
@heaventodd5597 Жыл бұрын
Hes been gone for 10 yrs now and I still have a hole in my heart. Sometimes I can’t breath all I can do is cry and scream. It’s not getting any easier I need him. I never needed anyone else’s love or validation. But why when we were together he would control and mentally and physically abuse me. But I loved him enough to stand bye him. Maybe that’s the only way he knew how to show love. I finally walked away 12 years ago and he spiraled down got into drugs and eventually lost his battle with heroin. I can’t keep asking my self if I’d stayed would he still be here? I wish I could feel his arms around me just to feel him kiss my forehead anything💔
@Brooke-of4si3 жыл бұрын
"I wasn't ready to admit it. Because the second I do- it becomes real. So very real, and I wasn't ready for that." It's from a book I read on Wattpad.
@36E364 жыл бұрын
He's hurt me more times than I can count, but each time I somehow managed to overlook it because I finally had someone who made me smile like in the old days. I didn't want to loose that supposed happiness, but now that I see him up to his old tricks again, I now know that enough is enough. I have to let go. I have to find the strength to finally let him go.
@livlucia117 жыл бұрын
we miss you baked potato CL
@user-cw3ut7bx5p6 ай бұрын
I lost my boyfriend last year in april and at that time I was so lost and confused and struggling to learn how to live without him and now 9 months later still single i am now learning how to truly love myself and I can say if you’ve lost someone you love i wanna tell you It will get easier your better days are ahead of you not behind you. yes i still grieve the loss of him but I grown so much since then. new beginnings are just now starting for you and for me love❤️ stay strong hold it down for it all.
@user-cw3ut7bx5p6 ай бұрын
I didn’t know how to live without him I Didn’t know if I could even ever love again. till this day i am still confused by it all. The pain I felt during that time was extremely painful. and scary at times. this has been such a difficult and rough ride but every day I wake up I make it through another day with him by my sice
@slimehubsubscribeandlikefo5026 жыл бұрын
I miss my cat he died
@lindseyrae44215 жыл бұрын
Is this what makes you think of your cat
@janice14694 жыл бұрын
SLIME HUB Subscribe and Like for more vids bro i’m sorry for your lost
@L0veKaii4 жыл бұрын
Saaaaaammmmmeeeee
@kaysibrown24204 жыл бұрын
@Lisa van der Veen someone who is hurting will bring others down, that's most likely what is happening here
@esterfear73764 жыл бұрын
Omg
@acey2918 Жыл бұрын
He died feb 25 2014 from a gun shot wound. Its been years, but i still hold on to what we had. What we could have now. Though i know i'll never see him again or even hear his voice ik hes watching over me telling me im doing a damn good job at what im doing (not rn tho hes probs looking at me like "wtf boy stop crying"). Though we may have been young and stupid, but oh did we care for each other. 2 peas in a pod we were.. He confessed he liked me a week before his passing.. I never told him i felt the same till he was in my lap slowly leaving the world that we fought so hard to stay in together. Theres times were i think "maybe i should join him?", but ik thatd makes him mad if i did. Ive still got a lot live for. Maybe he will come back as someone new. Maybe he already has and is looking for me.. Or maybe im just hoping for something that'll never happen, but i hope he knows how much i miss him, how much i love him. How much i hope hes eating some popcorn while i write this. (lol) I miss you jason.
@minnamoon57348 жыл бұрын
this brought tears to my eyes, i feel like i need to use it but i dont know whether i can bear starting a video with benny clips as it will make me so sad :'( its really gorgeous morgan
@someonearound1004 жыл бұрын
I'm not ready for it to be over
@brookestiff67776 жыл бұрын
I miss him so god damn much. He really is gone forever... I just need to hear his sweet voice one more time. He hates me. and it kills me. I'm dying. And I need him.
@allylove17707 жыл бұрын
I miss my ex so much even tho he is hurting me... he didn't tell me anything, he broke up with me through a friend😅💔 he still is my everything, I'm trying to show him I would never give up on him like others even tho he gave up on me completely ☹ I love him so fucking much, I just I want him to hold me and tell me every thing will be okay..... I need him so much....
@emilywalton46436 жыл бұрын
Ally Love i relate to this hardcore and it hurts so bad
@lilpowpow35085 жыл бұрын
I relate😞😞😞💔💔💔
@crinamirunapopescu90865 жыл бұрын
You don’t need him sweetie ... You need yourself
@jazminekennedy38605 жыл бұрын
I relate 💔
@cypher83834 жыл бұрын
I have never had a couple, but, if have I want to tell you that you are special, beautiful, amazing, wonderful and you don't need to be dependent, you are strong. He/She will always be with you, in your heart. 💞
@mizphavaron86064 жыл бұрын
It's so sad to think that this quarantine makes us break our hearts into pieces.. Just continue to rememder it's okay to miss someone, love someone, feel it everything then drop it nothing last forever..
@Ninapatine3 жыл бұрын
It's now 4 yrs since my sons father passed away. The day he died I couldn't imagine life moving forward without him. Our son graduates high school this year and is enlisting. I wish his Dad could see us and how well we are navigating this new life without him. I will forever miss him.
@angelatrump63253 жыл бұрын
The pain doesn't go away, so don't try, just, remember, the good, and bad, and tell yourself, your love is special, and love is never lost, it just gets moved around, and is hard to find where it has moved to, you will see the love again, just, it won't be the same as with him, and that's Okay, he was special, and will always be to all of us, he was one of a kind, never forgotten💯💥😳😘😍
@TheKellie8906 жыл бұрын
10/28/16 ...... I won't ever forget. I still listen to this to remember him. RIP.
@guadalupeaguilar60784 жыл бұрын
I miss him even though he broke my heart we were best friend he was the only one who ever understand me he doesn't care about me it really really really hurt I can't stop thinking about him I need him I can't live without him in my life I so useless I just want to end my life because he not here he the only one I let in my life now I'm so much protect of myself i can't let anyone in my life again I always going to need him I can't live no more longer like this it been like 9 months without him I can't survive no more
@joshheard61523 жыл бұрын
My dad died a couple of month ago this popped up and I clicked it wondering what it was littie did I know I would leave crying and missing my dad more than ever if your parents are still around go give them a hug because they might not always be there the pain I feel from loseing my dad is the worst thing I have ever felt in my live so if your parents are still around go say you love them make sure they know you do before it's to late because even if they were or still are a bad parent it still fucking sucks to lose them
@rowlemal6 жыл бұрын
He was my childhood best freind...I loved him so much but I guess it just didn't work out. I stopped talking to him after he found out and rejected me. I guess I just felt like it would be too awkward to keep hanging out with him. But as years went by he found new freinds. And I became more depressed, anxious, and quiet. I was usually a very loud funny social person. But somehow, he just had that effect on me, and changed my whole personality entirely. He was different... It hurted so much without him, and I want to talk to him..but I'm just so scared of the outcome. I lost all my confidence in myself and always feel this...ache in my heart. I know that sounds cheesy, but it really hurts, Alot...to the point where I just feel empty, and alone...
@isabellas79974 жыл бұрын
I looked him in his eyes while i was crying, i told him i didn’t want to lose him again. He just wiped my tears away knowing he needed me to let go. I told him i loved him and i had to say it otherwise i would regret it. He looked at me with tears in his eyes and then walked away. I’ve never felt my body hurt so bad i couldn’t breathe and i had to let him go while i was still madly in love with him
@bandobssesd61904 жыл бұрын
I broke my own heart, I let him go, and now I can’t live without him... but I know that him not being with me was breaking me, but now I’m breaking into a million pieces without him, and I don’t know what to do, if I tell him I want him back, I’ll just end up hurting again, hearing his voice isn’t enough, I need him with me, but I can’t have that yet, I can’t have him back yet, and it’s breaking me. “I need him, I can’t do this without him, I can’t live without him”
@inevp9790 Жыл бұрын
I am in the same situation, did things get better for you by now? Are you happy again? How are you?
@bandobssesd6190 Жыл бұрын
@@inevp9790 I’m happy now!! I have a new boyfriend and now I can’t imagine life without him, it’s funny how things work out in the end, really. But I’ve been there and I know exactly how that feels man, wishing the best for you, hoping you can learn to heal and move past it like I did. It’s probably gonna take a while, but you’ll get there eventually and you’ll find someone or something better, it just takes time, I wish you the best of luck.
@gracepadillaa5 жыл бұрын
This pain i have on my shoulders is unbearable! I cant handle this anymore. I miss him, how can one ever get over this pain? No one can. Just the relization that they are never going to come back is painful. Years have passed and I still remember him, and i just have to deal with it every day knowing he is gone forever. Knowing he will never grow up and deal with real life issues, he will never feel love, he will never know the feeling of having a crush or becoming a husband and having kids of his own one day. I just miss him so much! I miss you Michael...
@MJG14916 жыл бұрын
I replayed this video probably 50 times, I cried so hard. It was the night me and my ex had broke up. I stayed up til 5am. The song was once our song... life is a trip. I lost this video after that night couldn't find it. It's been since Sep 5th and today I closed a chapter and found this beauty once again.
@anushkasingh99934 жыл бұрын
This was such an honest video because it told EVERYTHING i feel, exactly what i feel. Thankyou💕
@xoclare30737 жыл бұрын
I'm glad, I'm not the only one ~hurting.~♡
@tayrnation6 жыл бұрын
My dad didn't commit suicide, but he died. I was only 9. He went into his coma in September of 2015, a few days after my mom's birthday. January 1st, my sis saw a post on my cousins facebook saying that my dad died. My dad was in jail until I was 5, and i never told him that I loved him and i honestly just wish that i said i love him. I didn't even visit him in the hospital, maybe if I did there would've been some miracle worker.
@caramason564 жыл бұрын
I’ll never be with him 😞. He’ll never know how I feel.
@noone-ug4pn5 жыл бұрын
it’s almost 10 years to the day i lost my dad. i’ve grown. he never saw me graduate high school, he never met my first boyfriend, he wasn’t there to wave me goodbye as i left home for college. he won’t be there walking me down the aisle at my wedding. he won’t be giving me away. he won’t meet my children, his grandchildren. all i hope is that he’s proud of me.
@cynthiadanque82565 жыл бұрын
You know what’s hurts so bad... when someone is alive but it feels the same as if they are dead..you miss them that much, need them to be with you. The worst part is when someone’s dead they have no choice but to leave. When a person is alive and chooses to leave, especially when you loved them,and you know they are never coming back it hurts so fucking bad.
@whatthefuckrichard97696 жыл бұрын
he hurt me so much. he hurt me like I didn't matter. but he did make me feel wanted too. I got so quickly attached. he has now left me for 4 months, no goodbye, no explanation. he just disappeared. fuck, I miss him like hell. i hate myself for missing him, but I love him.
@junehavens26706 жыл бұрын
what the fuck richard same thing happened with me he just left without any explanation without any reason and I still love him and miss him everyday
@sashadiaz64815 жыл бұрын
my ex and i have been broken up for 2 years and i’m still not over it. i’m so in love and i don’t understand how some just fall out of it. how he fell out of it. we’re just friends now. and he knows i still love him. he just doesn’t care. and i’m still so hurt over this but if being friends is the only way i can keep him from going away. it’s enough.
@lrkenielsen88562 жыл бұрын
I miss him more every day that passes
@soniaangel20276 жыл бұрын
I miss my boyfriend so much! I always imagine him being by my side all the time and like i can feel him. It hurts to miss someone who loves you so much but that person doesn't show as much effort as you do
@aimeesjourney20492 жыл бұрын
He promised me forever and that he’ll never give up on me or can’t ever break up with me because he loves me too much and can’t let me go, and then one day he woke up from sleeping together in the same bed and told me he doesn’t want me anymore, he isn’t in love with me anymore, and he doesn’t see a future with me then he asked me to pack up and leave and so I did but I don’t have any place to go. Literally the worst nightmare I’ve ever experienced and I can’t grasp the fact that one day he was madly in love with me then the next day he wasn’t anymore. How can you let someone go if you love them? How can you give up on someone you love? How can you befriend me and we made a special bond and then instantly regretting we ever met? How can someone do that to someone they claim they love? But I figured out the hard way he never loved me he just needed me and once he got what he wanted he was done with me, and that’s not love. What we had wasn’t love, but to me it was I truly did love him and now I have to let go of him and the future I thought we were going to have. My heart is broken and I can’t ever forget the amount of pain I’m feeling and I’m not sure if I’ll ever be okay after this. I know I’m strong enough to get through this but at times I don’t feel like I ever can. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same after this sadly. My heart is not broken it is shattered. My poor caring, huge, and big heart. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to give my heart away again after this.
@madz7724 жыл бұрын
~”Mommy, I miss him. I miss him so much it hurts. I want him. I need him mommy. I’m trying to prepare myself for the day I try to talk to him and he’s moved on. But I can’t bare to think about it and yet it’s all that my mind says. Mommy my heart is so broken it feels like my chest is falling to pieces like a glass jar... shattered. Mommy I wanna be strong enough to hold myself together. Mommy I wanna be strong enough to smile. Mommy I wanna be happy again. Mommy. Please. Understand my pain. Mommy I wanna be brave. Mommy I wanna be able to tell you this but when I try to my mouth goes dry cause I know you don’t care. But mommy LISTEN TO ME! PLEASE!.... I need you...”~ -something I wish I could tell you. P.s. I still love him. I’m sorry
@wandag1432 жыл бұрын
Things will always be ok. Never held him , touched him or seen him. So nothing to be afraid of or to feel insured about. Let them go cuz your worth it. Say an amen. Check mate 🍼 baby.
@vanessaharris86644 жыл бұрын
I just listen to free audios to put me in my feels
@celanimaddr Жыл бұрын
I can't articulate how badly my heart aches. I can't even say how much it breaks over and over again, every fucking day. I can't do it.
@toricatalano92273 жыл бұрын
I don’t think the pain will go away. I really want it to thought! He literally destroyed me. Thanks for that!
@v11ckb5 жыл бұрын
It will never stop! Ive felt like this for years! Its never got any less? Coz hes the only person i want, ever! He never leaves my thoughts! ..I love Ryan, i will never stop😪
@user-vx6nm8ny9x5 жыл бұрын
I love him. I love him so much it hurt. It’s hurts to love him but I can’t stop loving him. He doesn’t love me. I let myself believe he did for a sec for just a second that he did. I believe his promise. I believe his promises that he never kept. But even so I love him. Am in love with the boy who made me laugh. The boy who made me smile. With the boy who made me believe it was okay to fall. With the bay who let me believe it was okay to fall because he would be there to catch me. With the boy who told me it was okay to be weak. That it was okay to cry. To be weak, to cry in front of him. I believe that I could trust him. That I could show him all of me. I let him in. For god sake I let him in. I allowed him to hurt me. I allowed myself to be broken/shattered once again. I believe every I love you. Every I miss you. Every I need you. Every i would never leave you. I believed every i will never stop Loving you. I believe every lie. I believed every lie. I let down my walls that I built so high. So thick. So that I would never allow myself to be hurt again. But here I am hurt, broken. Feeling completely shattered. But yet I love him. I can’t do this without him. With him I felt truly happy. I felt like everything was going to be okay. I felt how it is to love someone completely. How it feel to give yourself to someone so whole heartily. I feel how to love someone with all you got. I gave myself up completely. But he broke me and I can’t stop loving him. Why can’t I stop loving him.
@pamelaro45633 жыл бұрын
Since I met him there was something about him. With time he made me feel like no one else did. I felt safe. I felt like I could actually be myself. He made me so happy. He was actually the type if person that I thought I didn't want in my life. We had the same dreams, everything, we were so alike in every aspect. He had everything I could ever dreamed of. He was so attractive to me in every way. He didn't know how much he liked me, the only thing that makes me happy right now that I lost him is that he liked me back. We couldn't be together even though we thought of being together and made plans. I will always love him, he will always be in my heart. Right now we're just friends, we don't talk anymore. It broke me so much losing him but I wish him the best. I hope one day we could see each other.
@cailynkennedy92463 жыл бұрын
I just dont want to accept that he could be gone forever. he is my best friend, the best one, and the one person I was closest to in my whole life. I wanna still meet him one day. I wanna still be friends. I want him to just know how much I truly care. and how I would die for him in a heartbeat
@jenpascarella58114 жыл бұрын
I lost my best friend last month. He wasn’t a human and he wasn’t mine, but I loved him. Yes, he was a horse. He meant everything to me, then when I heard that his owner took him back to her place, I think I’m Chicago, but I’m not positive. A bit of me broke inside. The memories kill me, of me jumping him, teaching him tricks, my first buck on him, the cuddles, we had this thing where he would nibble my shoulder when he wants attention. Now I wish I could have him back: have everything back. But he’s gone, I’m not sure if I’ll ever see him again.. but I know I have him on my heart and memories. Fameous, I love you boy, you mean so much to me, please don’t forget me, please. I love you, goodbye.
@vannie41242 жыл бұрын
"The pain and grief goes away after a while." Well it does not seem to be going....