i remember when i was younger and met my first husband when we were dating, he made some bozo move to break up out of the blue? it killed me i got so sick and was devastated. then he comes back in a few weeks like nothing happened wanting back in. me being young and dumb i let him in again and again. he was always coming and going. i know he loved me but he could not measure up and had alot of insecurities. this is not a healthy relationship and it never will work. if both people are not equally yoked or on the same page from the start it will never get better. them wanting it is not enough. im free from this type of behavior as i see it very clearly now. it works from the start with no excuses or it does not. i always gave them so many chances to measure up but thats not healthy or wise.

this is the most ridiculous thing. whos going to get involved with a misfit whos afraid to leave someone toxic for years now and keep me hanging? they did this on purpose because they are so insecure and weak they really do need a controlling, needy,jealous insecure person in their lives for them to feel good about themselves. they are 2 peas in a pod. i do not love this person i lost that long ago. i have no respect for them. they are where they need to be and with whom they need to be with. i dont go back with someone who's been sleeping around. this is not love. karma....

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Well we will see he hasn't fought for this hard enough to me and I don't play I'm tired as hell very tired 😩😩😩😩😩.

Sooo frustrating