Hi Aron. I know exactly how you feel. I'm 42 yrs old and have recently, in the last 8 months realized i'm on the spectrum. I too have been an actor all my life. My discovery of my own ASD was a 42 year journey all my life knowing that i'm different but didn't know how. I've researched the BPD, BD, ADHD, SCHIZOPHRENIA, you name it, i've researched it trying to find answers. Trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me. When I was young I would, literally in my head, say "I must be an Alien from another planet". I did not understand what anyone was doing. The social dance that makes absolutely no sense. I've managed to work in Computer Networking off and on and just now, with this epiphany moment of understanding my whole life's struggle, figuring out what works best for me. I don't use epiphany lightly. I know, even 7 or 8 month into it, am finally understanding my life and why it has been so difficult for me. Your videos are great and are an missing addition to online KZfaq Aspie experience. Thanks!