the absolute joy of you and Drew when trying Jollibee singlehandedly cured my depression

losing a pet is one of the hardest things in the whole world. the grieving process is a rollercoaster - it's confusing and exhausting and stressful. you never know how you'll feel the next morning or even the next minute. it's wonderful that you are taking the time to feel those emotions throughout each day. i promise carrie, the love never goes away, but the pain slows down (even if it seems unimaginable). i lost our family dog about 2 years ago and i think about him each day with amazing and fond memories, and even though i still get sad sometimes, i think about how much better of a person he made me and how much of a positive impact he had on me, so i try to honor that.

I got my cat’s ashes this week. Big big feelings. Sending love. This is the hardest thing. Embracing the normal, happy moments is part of grief. We can’t be sad alllll the time.

Petition for you and Drew to do more drive thru taste tests-your joy in that Jollibee segment was such a serotonin boost!

I lost my cat 5 years ago now, and I still find myself crying every now and again. The grief never goes away, it just becomes easier to manage and my heart is with you on your journey. Thank you for being your authentic self Carrie, and being willing to share with us. Have a great week!

You breaking down hit me I. The heart. Loosing a pet is the worst feeling in the entire world. Just know each day will get a little easier. You’ll never not miss her but each day is better. Sending you so much love carrie.

A mukbang from Drew and Carrie is not something I knew I needed, but it was so good! 🤣

As a mid 30 yr old night owl, being anywhere at 8am on a weekend is an absolute hell no unless it's me leaving on a plane for vacation.

Seeing you guys enjoy Jollibee so much gave me a boost of serotonin! So glad you both liked it!

Seeing you guys enjoy Jollibee really did something for my soul. But the clip of you crying broke my heart. Continuing to send you healing and hugs 🤍

I felt what you were feeling so so much, and I started crying along with you.... and I'm still crying. We've been through it a couple of times, and it is so rough. My husband never cries, but he SOBBED when we lost our babies... and yes, they ARE our babies. ❤

I was today years old when I learned “Moo” was short for Moose 😂

grief is so hard. it comes and goes and it honestly doesn't get much easier. the time in between these waves gets larger but they still hit just as hard. we're here for you

I was finally starting to accept my new routine after my cat passed away, then picking up the ashes threw me for a complete loop and back to a complete breakdown. I just let myself feel everything, I let myself cry until I couldn't possibly cry anymore. It is comforting to know that my grieving process was so similar to others, but i also hate that others need to feel the pain I felt. If anything, it's a testament to how much we loved our babies

I know Jollibee is good because Drew never likes anything and he is LOVING that! 😂

Drew’s hate for the freezer is SO relatable 😂

My dog is getting older and we have had a few scares... I am so terrified of the day when we have to make that decision. Hugs to you and feel all of the feelings. She was such a sweetie!

Carrie, I’m sending you and Drew all of my love as you navigate through this difficult season of life. I wanted to let you know how much joy your vlogs bring to my life. Although our lifestyles are very different, you continue to inspire me every day. Thank you for romanticizing the mundane things of life and sharing even when it’s hard. Lots of love from my small town in Wisconsin ❤

As a Canadian, respect that you know what "All Dressed" chips are! A classic Canadian chip flavour. Edit: Big hugs to you, now watching the end of the video.

It's totally normal , there are people out there that think it's just a dog, but we don't care about them , her ashes are home but you carry everything of her with you all the time in your memory's and your ❤️ x

i do an internal happy cheer everytime i see a new upload from you (main channel or vlogs)! Your vlogs are my comfort watch and I rewatch them whenever I'm winding down or just taking a break

My heart goes out to you concerning all things Layla ❤ I still grieve the loss of my fluffy, 13 year old cat. Its been years now. It never stops hurting, but you do find peace.. if that makes sense. I hope you find comfort in knowing you gave her such an amazing life, and I'm sure she's forever grateful to have been your special girl.

Thank you, Carrie, for sharing your life with us. The highs and the lows 💗

Aww girl…the loss of a sweet fur baby is devastating. Time does heal, but the loss still hits years later. Sending so much love your way ❤❤❤

Hugs to you girl. I think life isn’t always about being okay 100% of the time. Sometimes hard things happen and you’re sad, and its ok to be sad for a while. Its good that you let those waves of grief come and feel them when they do.

Gosh I know exactly how you feel. The loss of a fur baby is so hard! I lost my 14 year old min pin in May and it’s still so hard. She had a Pomeranian brother that passed in 2018 and that is still hard as well. We will never forget them. I know “Waywas” was so loved and she is now your sweet angel. I loved her sweet face! You and Drew and Moose are in my thoughts ❤ Love you and your sweet family ❤

Sending you the most love. Losing a pet is the hardest thing ever. They’ve comforted us in our toughest days and celebrated our biggest wins. We had to put down one of our dogs about 2 years ago and it was the hardest thing ever, I still get teary and sad because I miss him so much. Grief comes in waves and sometimes we ride those waves more confidently and gracefully than others. ❤ wishing you and your little family the utmost healing and love- Tori

Carrie I’m sobbing with you.. I lost my dog in January and I’m still a mess. It doesn’t get easier. They are family, they are your children. Th connection between a dog and human is so real.

Sending you so much love! I lost my sweet old lady in May, she was nearly 18, and I still get the waves of grief unexpectedly. It's such an up and down process. I couldn't even bring myself to watch the vlog where you talked first about losing her. Thank you for sharing and normalizing- it's so, so hard.

We are from Hawaii and love Jollibee! We live in California now. I'm so glad they are making their way to the mainland. That spaghetti is legit!

Sending you lots of love and light. I remember picking up my kitty’s ashes and the dual feelings of being happy he was home but also crushed all over again that he was gone. Crying with you ❤

I lost my 13 year old golden doodle in May and I still have days like this. Sending prayers, healing is a journey

I loooved the Jollibee car review! So wholesome. 🥲💕

Moo is in his old man era. I love him. Layla will always be missed, sending you lots of love.

Carrie, you and Drew are the absolute cutest. You make me smile. I am sending you both all of my love and light. ❤

We lost our family dog Biff earlier this year. I still cry from time to time because I miss him. Today a memory of him popped up in my phone from one year ago on this day and it hit me again that he was gone. We took senior pictures together because we were both teenagers at the time, me in regular years, him in dog years. I'm so sorry for your loss, the kind of grief that comes with it is a different type of grief that's hard to describe.

I grieved my childhood dog for years, I still cry sometimes and it’s been….5 years now? She was my first soul dog. It’s a natural thing when you have a deep connection with any person or creature. I’m so so sorry, I am sending the absolute biggest hugs.

I lost my baby boy of 13 years a month ago! I totally understand he was beside me helped me through cancer, brain tumor, stroke and rehab, loss of my father! my tiny dog was my everything so I know how you feel my heart goes out to you losing a pet is the hardest thing ever! But remember and hold on to the memories!

I lost my soul dog one year ago. I got him at the age of 14 and he was my life for 13,5 years. ❤️ I still miss and think about him every single day.. I'm sending so much love to you, the ones we love will never be forgotten❤️

11:56 the way Drew giggles + Scooby on his shirt = perfection. 😂

It sucks so bad I feel your pain.Been one year yesterday for our Zuess, z-man.And his ashesarewith us too.😢I still cry and ache for missing our beloved furbaby think I always will.❤Sending a hug and live to both of you and to the other furbaby still with you.

I am SOOO with you on love of Parmesan cheese. When you asked “Parmesan nation, where you at?” I definitely answered out loud “Meeeee!” I wish there was Jollibee where I was. That food looked so delicious!! Clearly have food on the brain because you do during this video but also because I am enjoying lunch while watching. I always enjoy your videos! 😀

Loosing your best friend hits so hard. Getting them back is hard. We took Ode too his favourite swimming spot so he is where he was happiest. You got me through loosing Ode when I felt my lowest I'd watch your blogs.

Sending you love and comfort during these difficult times ❤️ Allow yourself to feel those emotions, they’re all valid feelings.

Our fur kids are the best, my heart aches for you. Sending so much love your way.❤

I loooove seeing Drew and you together! Live for it!

It takes time to heal and get back to a new normal. It sucks and it hits you hard sometimes. I hope you know you're not alone. Sending lots of love and support. xx

I definitely had breakdowns every day when my cat died last year. Takes alot on the heart. 😢 hugs to you

Oh Carrie I am so so so sorry about Layla’s passing. I’ve followed you for many many years and felt like I truly knew her too. I can feel my heart hurt for her and you (and Drew and Moo!) Grief truly is love with no where to go. We lost our Labrador suddenly last year and waking up and kissing his little ashes box every morning and keeping him a part of our day truly does help. Sending so much love to you.

Sending so much love!!!!! I'm so so sorry for your loss! Thank you for your rawness. Hugs to you and Drew and Moo! Loved seeing you two enjoy Jollibee. Grief isnt linear allow all of your feelings to come, be easy on yourself. SEnding SOOOOOO MUCH LOVE!!!

👑Sending you light🕯️, love ❤️and healing vibes🧚‍♀️, the grief and pain is intense🤗

Drew’s “DID YOU HEAR THAT CRONCH!?” absolutely sent me 😂

I am so sending you love. You breaking down is normal! It takes time, it’s still so new …. And fresh. I am so sorry your heart is breaking everyday. ❤

❤❤❤️ there’s nothing sweeter than the bond between dog and human. The love is unconditional. Your snaggle-tooth girl is with you always. Sending love and condolences

Big hugs to you Carrie for losing Layla ❤ I'm so sorry and feel for you 💕 I lost my furbaby in February and I still cry uncontrollably when I remember him. Dogs are a special member of our families, and of course they leave a big hole when they leave us. You'll forever have Layla with you though, and I hope you find comfort having her ashes at home with you 💕

“Do you hear that crAUnch?!” 🤣☠️

I have found to get over the 'hump' of those horrible horrible grieving first few weeks keeping yourself busy and like you said disassociating is the best method.. may not be the healthiest i don't know but gets you over that initial overwhelming sadness. You are doing a great job!

I’m so sorry for your loss. Our furbabies truly are usually our first babies. I know you know she is at peace, it will get better in time. Everyone handles grief differently and no one can tell you are doing something wrong. Hoping the happy memories will soon be able to take away the grief you are experiencing.

I never comment but I've been wanting to say a few things. No one could question how much you loved Layla. However you choose to approach your healing is totally okay. If anyone passes judgement on what you are or aren't doing to cope, they can buzz off. Also, I lost a cat suddenly (heart failure) when he was relatively young, but we bonded in a lot of ways while he was with me. I find peace in knowing that I was never meant to have him for my whole life. I was always going to outlive him. But while he was with me, he was never scared or unsafe. He received all the love and attention he could possibly receive. I was able to make his life happy and loving for whatever time i had him, and my life was better for it too.

Losing a pet is hard, but losing your first pet is the hardest. I got my first dog, Oreo, when I was in 6th grade in 2000 and he passed in 2014. I think I cried everyday for a month or more. It does get easier but when I think of him or see pictures, I do still cry and it’s been almost 10 years. Take the time to grieve, feel the feelings, even if it’s 10 years down the road. It was your first pet and it’s okay to be sad. When I heard the news of Layla, I cried with you because I know the feelings you’re going through. Keeping you, Drew, Moo, and Little Waywas in my thoughts. ❤

My heart absolutely breaks for you, Carrie. I've been following you for years and want you to know how sincerely sorry I am for your loss. Sending you love & light- I'm late on catching up on your vlogs but my condolences will find you no matter the timeline.

Thanks for sharing the reality of grieving . ❤❤😢

Oh man, I'm all in my feels with you. I have a senior dog and dread when that day comes. I knew you were keeping busy so you could disassociate from Layla not being around. I do the same thing when I'm grieving. Every time I see you talking so sweetly to Layla in your older Vlogs/main channel, I get tears in my eyes. She was your fur baby and of course it's going to be hard getting used to a new normal without her. I wish you the best, Carrie..Take care!

You are breaking my heart. 😢 I wish I could give you a big hug. It’s so freaking painful to lose our little babies. It sucks so much and some of the worst pain. She was loved, and you are loved. ❤

I cried seeing you cry about Layla :( I lost my bestie girl, Roo just over a year ago. I think about her everyday. She's still my phone background. I got her paw print tattoo'd on me - so she's always with me

Love seeing y’all try Jollibee! Was a staple fast food run anytime I visited family in the Philippines growing up. Y’all have to try halo-halo! It’s the perfect summer treat

Thanks Carrie for sharing, your presence is a gift ❤

I’m so sorry for your loss Carrie 💖.. I lost my dog years ago and it’s never been the same since.. so I know how you feel!

Cried with you Carry, my Gipsy passed away 1 month before Layla, he was also 12 and half years old and it's just so hard to realise he is not here anymore. We waited one month for the ashes and when they came, it was like the wound reopened again... Sending a lot of strenght, love and support

Thanks for sharing your reality with grief. I’m on day 14 without my Great Dane. I too cry daily due to trigger after trigger

I feel your pain and I am crying with you. Layla was a beautiful loving soul.

sending you drew and moo so much love ❤

Carrie you and Drew are so adorable.

It's been 3 weeks since I lost my first dog. Just found out I am 4.5 weeks pregnant after 5 years of infertility too. It's so hard. Sometimes the memories are nice but then other times it just hurts so bad because she's no longer here with me to help me get through all the bad stuff. I loved her more than life itself, just as you did Layla. Thank you for sharing your grief and normalizing the process. I feel less alone thanks to your transparency. I hope our puppies are up there playing together

I love you and Drew SOOOO much.

I love dehydrating citrus and creating garlands. Also, sending all my love to you in hopes of easing your pain ❤ xo

In December it will be 2 years since I lost my little Chihuahua Chico and I still cry. His ashes are on my TV stand. Pictures of him show up almost every day on my Facebook memories. So I completely understand your pain.

I loved how much you guys enjoyed Jollibee! 😋😋😋

Awe Carrie, it’s so tough. I cried so much when I lost my Boaty my eyes were swollen shut in the morning. They should live forever! Take care of yourself

Also the day I got my sweet furbaby Kirby’s ashes back after he passed was such a difficult day. I feel for you, and I’m sending you a lot of love.

I totally get your grief, it's so hard 😢

Big hugs to both you. It can't be easy for either of you. As someone who has lost a lot of pets over the years I can nly say that it really does get bittersweet as time goes on.

Drew: Crumbs?? I love your videos! Happy to have a little safe corner on the internet

I lost my little Coco 6 years ago this December, I still break down crying from time to time. Loving so deeply is so bittersweet. I’m sending my love and my heartfelt condolences. ❤

The day after your vlog about Layla went online, my dog passed away too (as I watched it, I knew it was a possibility already), and it's so true, grieving is wild, I was... Ok... But just a bit before watching this one I was missing her so much, and tbh, watching you going through the same, made me feel less "weird" about feeling these waves of grief, so thank you for having picked up the camera and showing it to us

I work at TJ’s and love seeing what you all picked out lol, great vlog as always! 💖

those teeny tiny avocados are the only ones i buy - they're a perfect serving size!

Just immediately purchased low Nike blazers in pink. Never been influenced so fast, those sneakers are adorable.

Grief hits hardest when you least expect it. Those shadows never go away. All you can do is lean into it for a while...

Still sending love your way Carrie ❤️ Loved the food haul and the food try. Drew giggling and feeling like a kid was so cute haha I'll have to try it out if I'm ever back in LA!

as a filipino viewer im so glad you and drew finally got to try jollibee and love it ahh!! much love from the philippines 🇵🇭 ❤️

Toasted crumpets with a crap ton of salted butter and a nice cuppa, slaps.

Aw, I didn’t realize I hadn’t smiled today until I watched y’all enjoying your Jollibee ☺️❤ thank u, I needed that -love from a Filipino girlie

I'm so sorry about LAYLA!! I loved her little face! Big love sweetie!! Xo

Ha! The chaotic mandolin energy. ✨

Also early bird 30 something year old. Recently went for a girls weekend trip.. by the time everyone else woke up, i had already found a coffee shop, ate, caffinated, went shopping and sat by the pool. It was glorious.

Glad you have Layla home, you can get jewellery and paper weights made from ashes, it really helped us with the loss of my dad. He’s with us wherever we are. Hope you find some peace soon🫶🏻

Crumpets! Hi from Liverpool England, crumpets are the elite bread like/carb loaded breakfast, toasted so they’re slightly burnt with so much butter it drips through to the bottom….not the healthiest buuuut *chefs kiss*

never seen anything as romantic as a joint chicken sandwich bite.

Sending you all the hugs and peaceful vibes. It's so hard. ❤️❤️