You don’t have to be happy or strong all the time. Thanks for sharing your heart with us. Hugs!

Just binge-watched all of your videos (in the last 24 hours) after your diagnosis video was recommended to me. I just looked at my calendar and cannot believe your last treatment will be in 2 days (according to Australia time)! I have never had cancer, however, my best friend in year 9 had leukaemia and I called him every day in my recess to keep him company while he was in isolation in his hospital ward. Been so interesting to see the other side of the picture, so thank you for documenting it! Get excited for that bell ring!! Proud of ya girl

Round 11 ✔️ I’m living for your chemo fits Kam. Thanks for being so vulnerable & real. Mad respect to you & I can’t wait for the wonderful things that are going to come into your life when this craziness is over. Oh & I know you rocked that job interview, no matter what happens I’m so proud of you 💓

You'll get through this. I am now almost 4 years since I was diagnosed and in full remission.

Yes. The friends leave. But don’t worry girl. You’ll find your people ❤️

Hugs !!!! I’m 17 years cancer free. You can do this ! Sending love from Clearwater, Florida.

Is someone cutting an onion ..(fully crying). I’m really happy/grateful KZfaq recommend your channel. Your spirit is so pure and positive and I hope you stay in remission indefinitely. Your attitude is inspiring because thinking about cancer is crippling. I’ll be watching and rooting for you to ring that bell and return to NYC.

Hi Kam, I’m new here and I have stage 3 colorectal cancer. The part where you said 90% of your people disappeared and I felt that to my core. I feel the same. It’s something really hard to go through alone. I wish people didn’t disappear on us but you get to know who truly is there for YOU. I hope you are feeling better mentally and physically 💙🙏🏼 i talk about the same things on my channel 🎗💙

To put things into perspective, you may miss/lost personal friends, but you’ve gained thousands of new ones who watch your channel. This is just a season, you will get through it. God be with you Kam!

💜 , my son is going through chemo for Hodgkin’s lymphoma too, his 3rd chemo is this Friday. Stay strong , you’ve got this . Hugs from Canada

Struggling to stay afloat and mentally healthy during this pandemic is already so hard, I can’t imagine how strong you have to stay to go through cancer at the same time. You are such a beautiful, kind, and positive gal I wish you so much luck and you have my full support on your channel 💜

I just found you through your first lymphoma video and I really wanted to say what a strong, brave and wonderful human you are. You have all my respect and I wish you nothing but the best for your future. My heart goes out to you and your family! All the love and best from Germany xx

Getting insight into your life over your journey has been an honour. It is not easy to be so vulnerable and open, especially on the internet but thank you for sharing. You share both the highs and the lows which will help others in your same situation. Take care of yourself ❤️❤️

I have been chronically ill for 8 years (I'm 20 now) and I totally know what it's like to lose people you thought would be there for you during the hardest times of your life. I lost my 2 childhood best friends during the process. I got support from them in the beginning but one day we just stopped talking. They told me to get over it and never took the time to put themselves in my shoes to understand what I was going through. I just want to give you some advice, take it or leave it but I just want to help :) first off, do not blame yourself. It's easy to feel like you did something wrong but you didn't. You didn't ask or expect to get sick. You just gotta roll with what life brings at you. People come and go and it's a good thing that they're out of your life because nobody wants to waste their time with fake friends. Second, find a support group if you can!! Those people understand everything you're going through and you can connect over that so it doesn't feel so lonely. Third, you're gonna have shitty days and that's just life. It makes you appreciate your good days even more 💜 Last, but not least, take it one day at a time. If that's too much then take it one moment at a time. Life gets overwhelming and if the most you did in a day was make it through then good on ya! Praise yourself for the little goals like brushing your teeth or eating a healthy meal. Positive thinking makes a world of a difference 💜

Everybody should aspire to have your strength.

We lost my 3 year old to an unknown lung disorder very abruptly 2 months ago. I don't know how I stumbled upon your video but praying for you. I know you didn't ask for this or asked to be strong but you are very strong and I appreciate you being so vulnerable. rooting for you and I enjoy watching your videos.. I'm 27, so older than your demographic I think

Kam, this is honestly the happiest I’ve seen you throughout your whole journey. Whether it was because of your interview (good luck btw), or the end of your chemo, you being happy makes me happy to see! Keep it up! ❤️❤️

Bless your sweet heart. I'm so sorry you're going through this.

Everything you said about the lonely feeling. I had Lymphoma and those last couple chemo’s are the hardest. The finish line is in sight!! Hang in there and know there are so many of us who completely understand how tough the entire process is🌸

Keep telling it like it is. Your a strong young lady.❤️❤️❤️

You remind me so much of my daughter. She has days just like you. She’ll just be so emotional and start crying. It’s so heartbreaking to see her like that. It’s hard to see you go through it. I’m sorry, Kam. I’m still here thinking of you and rooting for you 💗 Sending you love, prayers and positive energy 💗 You’re gonna get through this. You’re right at the finish line! 💕

Hang in there honey. You are such a sweetheart! And it's okay to cry.

Dear Kam, thank you for sharing your inner feelings and truth. You have such a unique aura. When I think about you, I just see positivity and happiness ahead of you. You are a rock!

You are so strong. Even at your lowest, you’re thinking of how you can help others that may be experiencing the same thing. You’re a beautiful soul with a wise perspective and an amazing attitude. . . Wishing you healing and good health as finish out that last chemo and get to ring that bell. 💕

"Cancer is the loneliest thing to go theough"...well said...so true...😔

You look so beautiful, Kam. You're a warrior. Fingers crossed for that job 🤞

Others may have faded from your life but you gained us! Thank you for sharing with us. I do know what you mean when you say that cancer is kinda lonely. It's a hard upward battle but i know there is tranquility on the other side. Stay up girly and when you're feeling down remember laughter is the best medicine so chemo better watch out aha

You are so right about how lonely cancer is. Neulasta is a good thing but it makes you feel bad. I was fortunate to have my daughters close by and amazing throughout my whole ordeal, but many friends were not there. Hope you can be with your family soon. Take care 💕

Wow you are a light. Want you to know tonight that I am really genuinely whole-heartedly praying for you! Healing upon healing for you!

Prayers , love and healing to you sweetheart

I started watching your videos by pure chance at the start of this year. Your journey was all new to me and your strength was inspirational, always checking in just to see how you were doing! I'm now sat here writing my first comment with round 11 tomorrow! I was diagnosed with Hodgkin Lymphoma in May 2021, funny how the world works! Thank you for sharing your story as it's been a massive help to me. 💜

You’re an amazing person. You have a wonderful personality, gorgeous, and so strong! I’m so proud of you girly. ❤️

Thank you for making such an honest video. I really admire how you're dealing with your cancer journey and want to say how well I think you're doing (I wouldn't be exercising or using my time between chemo so well) - you are very inspiring. And it was kind of you to be honest about how some friends have stopped checking in so others in the same boat know it's normal, or that it happens a lot should I say. Agree that it doesn't mean they don't care, more likely that they're unsure what to say or how to help. Cancer in times of covid and at a point of life where friends start careers, move away etc must be so challenging. Sending lots of good thoughts of health and happiness your way, I'll be keeping everything crossed for a good pet scan result. Hope you have a better day today.

So beautiful What awesome energy in the middle of what's hard Way to keep at it. You're 😎

We are all here for you Kam 🤍🤍 Sending love, light and a million hugs from Australia 🇦🇺 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

Feeling this so much right now. I'm on number 11, hopefully on the 16th I'll be on my very last one! Hoping for the best but expecting the worst haha. Thank you for being someone that can be so raw and real about your Cancer. You are 100% right about feeling alone, even with the world being there for you. Only those going through Cancer understand what it truly is and even then, everyone has their own story. You're forever the Queen❤👑 Thank you from the bottom of my Heart🙏❤

Watching ur videos gaves me encouragement and advice,thank u, today, im just done my 1st session of chemo,im also diagnosed with hodgkin lymphoma

Hi Kam, first of all thank you for sharing these downs! It is so important to see that they pass! You gave me a whole new perspective of how to cope with such a heavy diagnosis, and I am very greatfull and touched, from the way how you have shown us your way through it! Lots of love from Italy

You are so positive! Great attitude! Unstoppable 🧡

Oh the places you’ll go! 🌅 You’re a gorgeous human! Keep swimming girlfriend. ♥️ from 🇨🇦

Your never alone. God Bless you

Totally relate to what you were saying about people disappearing. It happened to me & people also completely stopped checking in after treatment was done. So happy that you have one round left!!

You are so incredibly strong- you can do this!

I think of you often Kam. Being vulnerable is “A-okay”! Your going through a big thing and life can sometimes suck. My dad also has cancer and he had his pet scan last week. Luckily things are currently looking good for him. Your doing great and things will work it’s way out 💜

I wish I had discovered your videos when I was having chemo. Everything you say is so true, you hit the nail on the head. The last rounds are the toughest but you’re almost there! Honestly, you will be amazed at how quickly your body can bounce back from chemo, little improvements day by day. Happy Kam will be back very soon and here to stay. Keep going girl 💪 Sending you light and love xxx

Thank you for sharing. I love everything about you

Just found your Videos and you are one of the strongest people I know and you are spreading your strength around the world and help so many people to not feel alone whatever they go through, you are a real inspiration. Thank you so much ✨

I think you're adorable. Cancer is a super lonely spot. These emotions suck and when you combine them with steroids, it's hard to tell where north is. Everything feels so big. It is so big and the steroids they give us just make it extra, extra. Yikes. I feel ya girl. When I'm like this, I could just swim in the tears but be so strong too. It's lonely and confusing. And you have your whole life ahead of you. ❤

This video was what I needed right now! Thank you so much for being so honest with us! I'm on my first day of break after 5 intense treatment days and this video helped me to realize that I'm not alone with all those feelings and the being-unwell-part and the stupid steroids. thank you thank you thank you!

I'm so glad you are being so honest about your feelings. This is a very real journey! No apologizes of necessary for being real. This is what we are sharing for. You are still a ray of sunshine. Your smile, carefree spirit ( ok not every moment) and don't even get me started on that adorable dimple of yours. Keep being you , we love it all!!! Hugs and mocha lattes ( iced of course.)

Just came across your channel today.....I love your positivity!Your strength really shines through and I know for a fact that your helping so many people....I lost my little brother 21 years ago from a very aggressive form of Cancer ... he was 20.I had no access to internet so I felt to helpless and alone.I wish you the best and a very long fulfilling life. Thank you on behalf of all the people you are helping by sharing your story.❤️'s from Newfoundland Canada 🇨🇦

Girl. Yes!! You hit the nail on the head-it is the loneliest thing to go through, even w a large support system. And Covid is killing me! Not being able to have my husband with me for much of this, and my journey is just beginning….😭❤️

Kam keep going You can, never lost the hope, and the faith, I imaging for what You are passing through, You are in prayers, the same Prey for Your family...

Oh Kam, you have been so strong, you are allowed to have bad days, I appreciate your honesty so much, I have everything crossed this awful journey will soon be over for you. Sebding big healing hugs from 🇬🇧. Xxx

Sending you love

I was just recently diagnosed with non Hodgkin follicular lymphoma stage 4. Your a true inspiration... I’m so happy I found your videos. I’ll be praying for you. You got this!! 🙏🏻❤️

Sending you a huge hug!! you have such a beautiful soul, you got this

I hope you are feeling better emotionally and physically. You’ve been on quite a journey with your cancer treatments and they can take a toll on you in many ways. I admire your strength and your honesty on how your life is going. I wish you all the best and hope you get that dream summer internship. Hugs to you. 💕

Sending prayers and hugs your way! ❤️🙏🏻

I find myself waiting for your videos, you are a beautiful person and wish for you a total healing from this cancer. Hugs and love your way, you got this!! I ❤🌷🙏

OMG, Kam, you can be so proud of yourself!!!! 11 rounds of chemo and you made it through all the ups and downs!!! You're an amazing person, so honest, empathetic and open minded! But I'm also so sorry for you losing "friends" during your cancer journey; it's always the same psychological fact...people try to avoid dealing with disease, hospital, cancer, it would show them their vulnerability, the feeling that they can get it at any time, they often only live for their studies, career, jobs, money and suddenly they should notice that there's something far more important in life named health!!!!! That it's so important not to work "until the bitter end" but to enjoy every little moment, every meal and coffee (like you do), every sunset, even the smallest daily things in life...!!! And you know it, Kam...on the way up you've got friends over and over, on the way down only a few (but these are the best) left!!! STAY STRONG, KAM!!! U R THE BEST!!! And thank you so much for always being you!!!!

You go girl!!! You’re so strong 🙏❣️

I have been watching your vlogs the past few days! U have made my week, i also have heart problem since the day i was born and girl i get you we have our ups and lows. Be with the people who make you feel yourself no matter what and love you just the way you are I have been there and it's suck. Girl i hope you have a great day and enjoy your day 💗

Omg!!! I wishicould hug you....beautiful child this will pass

I am not going through cancer, but I do have debilitating autoimmune diseases. I am older, we may not have much in common but I am a good listener and I know how lonely and angry it can be.

I’ve just subscribed, I think you are a very strong beautiful lady ! Lots of love from England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 xxx

New subscriber. Sending love your way.

You're such a sweetheart! We're all so excited for you to get through this lovely, you're doing amazing ❤❤❤

Thank you for showing such honesty in your journey. You do show such an amazingly positive attitude. Your skin looks amazing. Your wigs are super cute. Any company would score big time in hiring you with all you have to offer! Wishing a speedy and full recovery Kam. You are an amazing young woman.❤️🙏

I will be getting my 11th infusion for HL next week. Your videos have been so comforting during this journey ❤️

The "clink" made me chuckle aha

Looking lovely,Kam Thanks for sharing with us

Lots of prayers and love ❤️ being sent your way . I admire you for being so strong and brave .

One of your videos popped up in my recommended and I just finished binging. Thank you for taking all of us on your journey with you! I'm so impressed with what an amazing attitude you've had this whole time and look forward to the video where you tell us you're in remission! Stay strong!

Keep on keeping on Kam. You’ve got this 🧡

New subscriber, you're so inspiring! Keep fighting, cancer sucks, I'm glad you're so positive

thank you so much for this video! i’m about to start my chemo and i’ve been really anxious but this actually really helped me understand what i’m feeling! thank you so so so so much!!!!!

I just found your channel and I have been binge watching your videos for the last couple of hours!!! Your attitude towards life is amazing, and I admire your strength through the ups and downs. ❤️ from the east coast

Best of luck with your dream job!! You're so brave and you seem like such a nice person!! I've no doubt you'll get over this and achieve everything you want in life! Hugs from Argentina!

you have such a beautiful face/smile also that skin though ✨ 💖✨

You go girl I hope you get your dream job xx

You look beautiful all ready for your interview

Kudos to you for putting your story out there. Love it when people do this. Kinda makes cancer maybe a little less scary. I noticed the nail polish in your videos. Being a cancer (so far) survivor, I have turned to natural everything. I even started a natural soap business, turning skin care. I just wanted to reach out and let you know that maybe none, some of, if not all of what we put on our bodies often times absorbs into our bloodstream. Just food for thought. Not sure if you had considered this.

Iv just joined your channel you seem like a smart girl n so pretty n interesting praying for your recovery 🙏🙏

I just came across your video for the first time today, get well soon, I’ll be following you and praying for you.

You rock!

I know I can't truly understand what you are going threw but I just wanted to say hang in there ok. You have a lot of people supporting you, even if it's online. I will keep you in my prayers. I hope you feel better. ❤

Hugs. I hope your month off is relaxing and not stressful. 🙏

Your channel appeared randomly through the algorithm and I'm glad it did. Wishing you only the best, thank you for sharing this difficult journey. You seem so wonderful. Sending love from a fellow Oregonian!

Stay strong!

Just found your channel. Love your energy. And music taste! 😎✨ it’s okay not to be okay. Also want to add that I absolutely love your editing style. So good

I was diagnosed with leukemia August 2020.... I know how you feel about feeling like you lost people and also me telling everyone its all okay cause I was always the strong one... I felt like I would let people down if I admitted I am struggling and im not myself... i,m hoping soon I can find that girl again. I,m rooting for you! I,m super happy I came across your videos.

Your so strong. Sending positive vibes from Ireland 🇮🇪 ☘️ xxx

Hello kam, my mom is now finishing up her oral chemo coming up into her 5th year...my mom is the sweetest 💗 most living woman who has always been there and always had the best friends surrounding her, but to be honest the hardest part for her was just that...most of them I would say 95 percent checked out of her world...it was so hard to see it happen to her because she would always say at the end of her vented sentence..."it's fine it's not going to be forever "... nobody understands what you feel independently, but I hope you feel like you have a new family of friends here on KZfaq who support you everyday!!!

You are so sweet. I'm glad you share how you are...reality. Hugs.

We love you!!!! God is not done with you....in Jesus name, I pray for your healing of mind, body, & soul💞 Thank you so much for sharing your journey...I'm sure it's not easy!

Totally relate to what you're going through my lovely but you are doing really well you're amaizing strong and brave all you're having to cope with my thoughts are with you all the way. Don't worry about anything it will be OK love and hugs xx

Keep being strong!

Hey let it out we all need to cry I think it helps in the long run xx

I wish you the best