Thats true it's hard alot of the time

So true. I have to have freedom

What’s your Instagram?

Exactly right!!! 100%

@@basicbutcute it definitely ain't worth doing something that will take away freedom. let's connect.

Smc1774. Don't you think what tires you is because you're working parallel to your purpose? You feel it's within reach but you can't touch it. Maybe you should take a step back, look how far you are from the beginning of your frustration then crossover to what you're meant to do in life. I was there. I understand what you're going through. I resigned not knowing what's next. I was tired. I was done with life. I would be happy on Friday and miserable Sunday evening in anticipation for Monday. No more. The Lord opened doors for me. First, it was learning fashion designing, 15:06 learning from the best teacher. Second, some lady, I didn't know came to my sister's house, looking for me to work with her. This lady taught me to work with beads. Both are my mainstay at this point. I'm learning crotcheting and knitting as well. I'm doing what I always wanted to do, working from home. I only knew where to put my hands on only after leaving 9 to 5 job. Before then, I didn't know what was I going to do. I was 48 with a 14 year son. I'm living now. I know what life is like today. Trust God. Listen to His prompting. I ignored Him for almost 28 years until I said enough is enough. No regrets at all.

@@okaywhynot God bless you for helping me😢😢. I'm a believer but I've been in such a dark place. Thank you!!

Im 48 i have been through at least 80 jobs.. i dont know what my purpose is.

❤❤❤

Same here. I'm tired of trying

Many are cold, but few are frozen

💜 INDEED !!!

AMEN❤

Welcome to the club I lean on and trust Gods got me/this I do my best not to worry or fret God will place us where and with whom we’re needed

I was having the same exact feelings … my job was a high paying job too it was becoming unbearable some days I thought I would loose my mind… I cried out to the Lord during my last trip, it was a traveling job next thing you know my position was removed. Ok not what I expected but I trust the Lord. He is my source Not that job and He must have something better in this new season. He hasn’t shown me yet but I am eagerly seeking. Hang in there God bless

Love thy neighbor Encourage others That’s it Unless you have a call to teach In which case starting a small church would be your thing

Your testimony is powerful. I can definitely relate. I hope you found your peace, or at the very least, on your way.

Help someone in Africa. You really don’t know what we go through especially the poor. Help

Praise the Lord our God. Humble blessings to you

Amen

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yeah indeed

Yesss I’m over here crying right now jus to feel understood on this matter ❤much love to u my sisters n brothers ❤️

@@toneyfox6328 If your struggling to be understood, then your not around the people that deserve you. Also, wipe away those tears because there only being wasted on people who don’t love you. Put that love into yourself and your tribe will find you 🙏🏼.

@@luckyzlife5188 it was good tears lol n I’m no longer around them family members been isolated for some years now n it feels good n thank u sooo much u are right

Shalama Israel and the other flock, my flock will know My voice. John: 14,27-28 Teach our children whose they are and who they are. In The Name of Yahawah, Yahusha and The Ruah Ha Qodesh we are nothing less. Shalama ~Peace & Blessings Twelve Tribes of Israel its time to Tribe Up. We Are Set Apart spread to the four corners of Yahs Brewtiful earth. Praise Yahawah together. We are Lawkeepers not the Lawless stay Blessed

Jesus? never was there and never will. Grow up!

Your video is a blessing😊

I must say I've been told I have a gift .

Yes ❤

THIS!!!! 💕💕💕

Amen

Yeshua worked, Moshe worked, Avraham worked, Noach worked and all of the Talmidim worked I speak as a man. After work, they came together and broke bread (word of Yahweh, word of Yeshua, word of the Ruach HaKodesh) together in the Spirit. The evidence that you are Chosen is not in earthly enlightenment (connotation to some) but Spiritual Enlightenment. Healing the sick, casting out shaddim, taming behemah of land and sea (as well as the fowl of heaven and things that swarm), quieting the tempest, and walking on water. All of these things are done through the Ruach HaKodesh and (the spirit of the holy, Av and his son), Yeshua HaMassiah. To use witchcraft, sorcery, and lies is blasphemous and ends in death if you do not Repent. Shalom, L'hllel, Amen.

@jamesadair1586 What are you talking about ?

same here I just turned 31 in December and God called me after quitting 10 jobs

​@@gatestimonymiracle1302Hey guys, no joke the same thing happened to me at all my prior jobs. Chosen ones are not meant to be slaves for a corpse (Corporation). People hate us because we are free in spirit. 😂

@@grantbishop1961 Amen

Me too and I’m 43

Girrrrlll talk that talk 😂

I believe everyone and everything is recording all like when each person has a life review Everything is heard and seen Will be accounted and responsible for payable Upon death You are at these jobs for a reason You represent Jesus in his name and image A light worker and we are all placed specifically for His purpose Stay strong ⚔️🛡️☦️

Im 48 and have had over 100 jobs... i dont know whats wrong with me..

Same here

I’ve been through this exact ignorance. I tell the truth and I am horrendously attacked for it. I’ve been looking for a job since January. One interview after another. I’m beyond exhausted.

hey @alchemistcoco429 lets connect

I've been saying the same thing for the last 4 years. I don't have any kids. However, I just want to travel and get away from this Matrix that keeps draining me

you have to save yourself, dont wait for others to save you...help never arrived...

No one is coming, you'll have to do it yourself, it's an amazing and beautifully Journey, enjoy.

Ãmen more better for all the worlds Rabbana 🤲💥🙏

After a really serious motorcycle accident Kenny for your recovery I'm finally able to go back to work but I'm having a hard time fitting in anywhere I'm 51 years old and I feel lost

@@badmonkey223Hi, I just want to encourage you to seek the Lord. Often times, we wander around not know who we are, why we’re here or where we’re going. It’s the definition of being lost. However, in these situations, we’ve simply been looking in the wrong places. The only person who can fill in those blanks is God. 2 Corinthians 12:9 And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. You said that you feel lost so seek Him. Matthew 6:33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. I’ll be praying for you too!🩷

​@@badmonkey223use Pastor Jerry Eze "O Lord show me mercy ", to pray

Oh another Catholic raising the gender card. You folks are probably the most responsible for human trafficking worldwide.

Same. I can’t be around people that bully and belittle. I know this word is thrown around quite a bit but I hate being around narcissists and I know exactly what they’re like. I like working alone yet I do like working with people just not every minute or with those awful types that make you feel horrible.

I feel exactly the same

If you're a pretty girl then u probably get stared at all the time by guys. We can't help it. I now understand why women act angry or standoffish in public. Its ridiculous how retarded us guys can be. Life in general is kinda retarded. I don't want to get too negative about it. Gossip drives me crazy. I worked at a large grocery store as an in store shopper. Really easy. But the gossip was off the charts. I started to look at people different. I could almost see what was manipulating them. There is always somebody there to stir things up. I felt like i was in a social experiment.

Amen 🙏🏽

define ' awakening'

The pride is the beginning of all sin too

@@ITISFINISHED777 awakening can be walking into our calling, spiritual matureness, doing the good work God has started in us to bring fulfillment to His good, pleasing and perfect will. Because there are those who will have the ears to hear and the eyes to see and some won’t

Oh my goodness! That is exact what was shown to me. It hasn’t been time for me yet because the few times that he let me be around people again, I had ego in the way and was in danger of falling because of thinking that I know more than others. My heart was not and still is not ready. I wanted to get out there and tell people the TRUTH…. But what was my motivation to make someone realize that they are wrong and I’m right?! Where is Christ in that kind of attitude?! I was humbled quickly, and it hurts

I’m right there with you! So pointless, knowing there’s so much more to life makes playing the game that much more difficult. Not to mention, you barely get anywhere working full time these days. The point of working used to be to actually be able to get somewhere from it 🤦‍♂️ Living with a purpose is important. Otherwise, we’re not going to feel like we’re living up to our potential. Trying to be one with nature and helping to raise the vibration of the collective. Working at a monotonous job that drains us is counterproductive

Yeah people are waking up to higher levels of thinking! Realizing they are working themselves to death for nothing, absolutely nothing! The paycheck goes right back to a wicked system so you are funding darkness!

Reading this will help you understand what is really going on; why life is so hard The most frequent question is, "since you represent the light and you claim to heal and free humanity, why can't you heal yourself from being broke, or free yourself from human needs that cost money, which you don't have?". Sure this questions says everything about "light" or those who think that they do some work for the greater good. But it also shows that the ones that ask this kind of question are very-very deep in 3d to understand what this all is about. Still there are few that ask this question to provoke a reaction trying to unveal the lies or to find out the real reason. This post is about them, that really want to look behind the curtains and understand what really goes on. The only possible and sensible answer to this question is that money is a dark invention (just like god) and for this reason Light won't support anyone to earn money by doing business. Business means using others for your own purposes. You can only understand this point if you see our financial system from above and not as being part of it. They made us believe that each one is a gear wheel of the system and each one needs to contribute. No question about our function in the society as gear wheels. But we are not gear wheels of any money-printing-machine. The darks always used substantial truths to build up their dark system and this is why it is so difficult to look through it. They put blockings, projectors, filtering systems everywhere. If you don't belong to them, you are not allowed to have a comfortable life. It is not a coincidence, it is a precondition hat Light can't have a decent life. A few of us could penetrate this filtering, but most of them turned grey by the time and they are going against the Light, because of their own fears. Some of us were undercover here to make sure that there will be enough resources for the Light-people, when the time comes. Unfortunately either they are still asleep or they turned dark and forgot about their job. But they will be taken care of as well. Another important point is, that there are more than one 3d layer. This is a bit difficult for a human mind to conceive, but it is the main key for the change. Everyone out there has to understand that there is much more between "earth and heaven" that we know. Even this has been used by the darks to distract us. There is no god or winged angels etc. between earth and heaven, but many layers where they have hidden their facilities to torture every human being in order to kill us. Everything is a part of the trap. You can only escape the trap if you find out the truth. We are here to show you the truth. Are you prepared to accept it? There are very many things we found out in the last months, which we couldn't publish yet, because we are forced to work to survive. This knowledge is/will be given freely to you, as soon as we find a way to survive without pressure so we can invest all our time in this purpose. We can't do it now. We need help and this is your part of the job. Maybe you even promised to help us before you incarnated down here, but since we have no memories of the time before incarnation we can't blame anyone. It's your free will and we allow you to keep it. We are not darks to ask for money for things that belong to you. Our knowledge belongs to you, that's why we'll never ever sell it. Many of you have donated to darks who pretended to be light in the past, believing you are doing a good thing until you finally found out that nothing is going to change for you, while their bank account became bigger and bigger. You have been the victim of some fancy gurus that sucked your energy and your money, but gave you nothing in return. Of course you shouldn't expect anything in return, that's the right way, but this doesn't mean that you are not allowed to use your brain before donating. Check as much as possible and decide yourself if you want to support or not. In Greece we use to say "where you hear there are many cherries, go with a small basket". It is quite contradictory since you expect a lot when people promise you a lot, but it is a very wise proverb. You should only believe half (or even less) of what people tell or promise you. Best example for this are all the politicians in the world and also the useless gurus. We only tell/promise you what we believe ourselves. We give 1000% for our job... you are only asked to contribute 10% of yourself at the beginning, then use your own judgement till you are sure enough it worths to give 100% of yourself to convert this hell called Earth into the paradise it was supposed to be. For everyone... not only for the few ones. WE ARE THE FUTURE, but WE NEED YOUR HELP! If you want to know more visit: forum.presbeia-protoi.org/viewtopic.php?f=45&t=1674

I joined the peace corps. Much better work and more fulfilling. That was 10 years ago. Then I stayed in the country of my peace corps service and have lived here ever since. The American 9-5 work philosophy sucks. I'll never go back.

This!!!

I can relate

May the Holy Spirit guide and guard your steps 🙏

Finish medical school, then go be a missionary doctor in a third world country if you want.

Med school and residency doesnt teach you the Great Physician. No profit in a free gift that cures, so you go forth skipping like a calf from the stall, reborn. Malachi 4:2 . Dive deep into Dr Jack Kruse for the science of it.

​@@smoothintensity5673there is time for that?

He will guide you in the right way! Amen. Continue to seek him

STRAIGHT UP!!!! I’ve been told you can be mean But YOU DON’T have A Evil bone in your body

True

True.

Wish I can cry 💔 Allah heal us up

I'm 54 I felt out of place in these jobs

Amen!

im 24, quit a job that rejected my interview twice even with all the required experience. haven't told my mom and sister yet, they'll think im crazy too 😂❤. but in due time the Lord will make me tell them. but the Lord has already given me a vision of his after my dream of becoming a writer died down (i didn't have the same passion for it as I did when I was 14). ten years later i now know what God wants me to do

Yea me too . Wish we could stay connected somehow . It’s hard to navigate this life without likeminded ppl who get u - especially the chosen ones .

Omg me too. Yay that is another person, you.. besides her. Amazing

Same here. This long time weight has been lifted substantially. Like looking in a mirror.

Online and in-person ☝🏾

God Took me over and changed me at 39, my world is now different, I thought my life would have no meaning other than getting my life back that was destroyed 19 years ago, I just need help, wish someone cared

This was soooo on time ! Thank you God! Thank you for your obedience

Not only God bless 🙏

My feelings exactly 😂. I thought I would retire in my Government job, but God had other plans. I started hating my job 5 yrs ago, resigned 1 yr ago and now I am serving God without pay and I feel contented.

I trust that you are praying worshipping and asking without erasing because God just showed me mine and I’m so happy FINALLY!

So true.. Thanks for stopping by Ben!

Thanks for the encouragement as I am nearing 66.

@@miraclesforus2 Well, I am extremely encouraged as I am 76, lolol!!!

I am encouraged at age 75! I am just now seeing the manifestation of promises made to me by God years ago! He is also answering a request I made of Him in 1980 regarding my spiritual growth. Through all of life's ups and downs, I never let go of faith in my Creator. I knew that He was the ONLY One who could deliver me from the messes. Looking back, those were just light, momentary afflictions not even worthy to be compared to what God is doing in me, through me and for me. The negative events served the purpose of disciplining and preparing me for such a time as this! I'm rejoicing to see His goodness in the land of the living.🙌🏾

​@@conniekyom144 but Jesus is the Antichrist and I am him. What do you guys want with me?

Praise God, Kingdom sister

Is that a piece from Switchfoot - Meant To Live? Bcuz next year is the 20th anniversary of that song 🎧 being a hit!

We are called to love any and all in Jesus’ name We are to pray for all who are weak, empty, soulless, godless, loveless as they are targets for evil entities to run their vessels to snuff out the ones with light Let’s not hold up a flag and parade in the streets but you can show and be love in His image/name When happy hours come up I don’t go or eat tapas with water Or when something is celebrated at work that doesn’t jive with my spirit I don’t go or stay working or excuse myself with a family matter or go and don’t pay it no mind Remember, wherever you are and whatever you do you are representing Jesus in his name and image We should be able to go anywhere anytime and not rocked by no one or nothing

@princeair7782 Jesus Christ is all the help I need heathen.❤️🙏🏾😇

@@NF40375 I love ❤️ everyone, but I do not love ❤️ the demons inside of them. 🙏🏾😇❤️

Same here 💯 💯

Definitely! I agree 😮

Agree extremely siStar sara But it's not punishment as it's appear to be !!! & Gud wisdom is working in wonder ways 💚😍💥🤩💜

Yes, that is the only way to describe it. I hate money and I hate material things. I just feel absolutely drained.

It may seem that way now, but there is a purpose to it. The chosen ones are set apart from greater society in various ways, in accordance with God's specific plans for each chosen one. One common theme however, is that chosen ones are often blocked in some way from working regular 9 to 5 jobs, at least for a time. This is generally disadvantageous to the chosen one, since it restricts their finances and options/freedoms in life. Additionally, other members of society may perceive this negatively, and they may attempt to judge such individuals, assuming that they must somehow be "lazy" or "unreliable" or something similarly negative. In practice, God is subjecting various chosen ones to some of the tribulation related problems, in advance of the rest of society. Such individuals will at some point be blessed in various ways, compared to that which the rest of society will experience during tribulation, although this may not be felt and be fully realized for some time to come, depending upon the specific chosen one's life path that God has selected for them. Tribulation is long and unpleasant, and many of the chosen ones will still need to endure many more things that they will not like. However, things will work out okay in the end. Jesus taught some "beatitudes", which include (from Matthew 5:11-12, NIV): 11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you. If a chosen one is simply doing the will of God, and in the process others spread lies about them and accuse them falsely of evil, then they should know that God will at some point bless them.

That's wild I left my job for the same reason in June 2018. I was written up for something that the department had a meeting for and they said if we did it, we would be written up. Only thing is, I didn't do what they said we would get written up for. I asked them if they would put that write up in my hr file and they said yes, they wouldn't remove it and it would affect me getting promoted. So I resigned. Never went back to a regular job

God provides where he guides!🙌🏽

Same experience I've had recently. Got a new manager last year and out of the 7 years I've been with this company this manager has it in for me. He got me fired for some type of misconduct write up. 😂 Didn't have any prior write ups or warnings. Smh. I'm tired of giving soooo much of myself to be disrespected and have my livelihood messed with. It's really weird. And now things have been a big struggle. You want to hate them for this but I'm not built like that. I just want peace.

Thanks for writing this. Same experiences here. Never had issues holding jobs in my life. Yet the last two I was unfairly blamed, judged, blackballed, etc. I knew it had to be spiritual stuff because it was so nonsensical

@@n3bmusic yep and God have you peace by you leaving. When we THINK we are struggling then we MAKE that happen to us believe me I know. God always helps us somehow some way God has been helping me pay my bills. Hang in there you got this 🙏

I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she must be silent” (1 Timothy 2:11-12).

Make sure you know the context of the word before you try using it. It was for a specific church during a specific time. He was speaking to specific people. It was a letter to a church, not instructions for everyone. God bless.

@@shedanceswithfireministrie3988 the verse is clear, you cannot change the interpretation as you personally see fit. religion has always be a man-thing thoughtout history. please obey god and just remain silent. objecting and being disobedient will not impress him in any way. thanks !

@@mekavio8231 I’m sorry that you don’t feel like God made the correct decision when he made me, a WOMAN, a prophet. I’m sorry you don’t feel he made the right decision when he decided to speak through my mouth to his people. I don’t pick and choose what scripture to accommodate situation in my life. I know the context of the Bible. The word says to study to show yourself approved. I’m far from religious. I’m a spirit filled Christian. I take it you don’t look into context when you read? Until then, again, please don’t think you know what God said. Paul said that for a reason, for the women acting like a bunch of Jezebels. Not for every church.

@@mekavio8231 why don’t you Google the context before you comment back. Thanks.

what you have sahred has resonated with me.

I agree. I work harder than anyone else, when I am working, and I don't understand why I do that, for a company that doesn't care. I can't help myself, though, because I hate standing around waiting for the clock to tick by, so I can leave work. I absolutely despise standing around. Most jobs I have had people will just stand around when they can, get on their phones, and I can't do that. I don't feel right not working when I am on the clock. The other employees get paid the same amount of money, but do half the work. I feel guilty and shame if I don't put 100% into it.

apperntly its RIGHT in the attomology of the word employ to ploy something is to get up on over soemone so even honest working someone gets the job another gets screwed.

@@MissMolly3377experienced this working at Walmart and they just laid me off despite me busting my butt off every time I showed up to work so I feel your pain

Amen

She is talking about how we feed and clothe ourselves in this world. I agree with what you're saying and what Paul said, but the specific issue she is addressing is how we function physically in this material world while holding love, joy and peace in our hearts. Because the world is so evil and corrupt it is revolting to the soul. But we have to find our way in it without compromising what we know to be true in the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. And part of this is understanding our purpose when it comes to employment which isn't easy for many.

Thats weird.. I often has a feeling God wants me to be on the streets to preach the Gospel.. last week I was looking to 2 woman who stood on the street with magazines about God and really everybody did like there not stood there. Love you Lord ❤🙏🏽

@@conniekyom144 I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she must be silent” (1 Timothy 2:11-12).

I found a purpose for me . I drive a med pro van taking old ppl to doctor apt and teens to mental health illness centers and drug addict and other to hospitals,. I tell them about the lord long hours but a perpose

Yeshua worked, Moshe worked, Avraham worked, Noach worked and all of the Talmidim worked I speak as a man. After work, they came together and broke bread (word of Yahweh, word of Yeshua, word of the Ruach HaKodesh) together in the Spirit. Pray unto the Lord about that job and obey him when he answers you. It is the same thing when it comes to a relationship, let Yahweh lead. The evidence that you are Chosen is not in earthly enlightenment (connotation to some) but Spiritual Enlightenment. Healing the sick, casting out shaddim, taming behemah of land and sea (as well as the fowl of heaven and things that swarm), quieting the tempest, and walking on water. All of these things are done through the Ruach HaKodesh and (the spirit of the holy, Av and his son), Yeshua HaMassiah. To use witchcraft, sorcery, and lies is blasphemous and ends in death if you do not Repent. Shalom, L'hllel, Amen.

Amazing to hear Marcus! It will get better! Have faith and believe in yourself!

@@conniekyom144 ty

Hey I’m also a fellow artist going through severe severe gangstalking, I really pray that we can get through this with bliss in the end, sometimes I can’t even get up with the witchcraft as well, but nonetheless the most high God is always with us wheresoever we go. It’s truly a blessing to know we’re protected from the fatal blows of the evil one. Take care and be well family, Shalom from NY❤️‍🔥

@@UlyaothPargon I’m an artist too going through similar ❤

U can understand me thank you so jesus for sis k

I'm sorry for your struggles, beloved. A lot of times we make our purpose to be this thing that we have to struggle to find out, but it's a lot simpler than you think. God is interested in one thing from you. He wants you. YOU. Give Him your time and worship Him. Become still inside yourself. The key is to REST, to be relaxed in Him. Once you get still, the answers will come, I promise. Blessings!

Connie...your response here is invaluable...deepest gratitide.

You are not alone you were not meant to work for someone else.

I feel you...I now feel trauma from the idea of going to work. I have lost too many jobs and caused me heartache. Now I feel to perfect my talents and like Connie said...to be still in God. I’m starting to feel ok, I don’t have to go to work but it’s pushing me to become a stronger version of myself spiritually.

I recommend this book by Paul Ferrini : The Gospel According to Jesus. I am reading it now. It tells you how to discover your purpose.

Become a driver ..you will be alone time with God see other people about Jesus as you travel 🙏

God Bless you & pray over your patients. They may never had anyone pray for them.

Agree more... U r lucky if u notice that 😅 Allah heal & free the worlds by his words.. Gud is one but many ways guide to him cz he is the merciful holly father 💚💥💜 La ilaha illa Allah Muhammad rasol Allah & isa his word & messenger 🤲😍🙏

Me too

@@yusufalqubaisi7481don’t be deceived !! We only have one shot

I hope she finds a job that fits her God-given gifts, talents and core values! And being only 21, she has the time to explore! Tell her to have fun and that she doesn’t have to figure it all out now!

connie k yom Thank you so much.....I will. 🌺

Only god can heal us

That is exactly the cycle that I go through. Go to work, come home and do nothing, because I know I have to work again the next day, at a job that I hate and am so miserable at, then come home and do nothing. It's like a vicious cycle.

That’s true and I recently got laid off after being at the job for 7 months so I can have time to write more music before I go back to working anytime soon. It was almost like a sign when I got laid off from Walmart

God doesn't take us from the 9 to 5 so we can enjoy our life. That is what the whole world wants and not unique to Christians. Everyone I know hates their job and wants to quit. But they don't want to use that spare time for serving the Lord with their gifts. God desires us to serve Him before ourselves. Holiness before happiness. We should strive to be about God's business

@@heyjaja72Amen most people are pagan most people will say lord lord and he will deny them in the end for their foolish thinking. Ever to not want to work the scriptures promote work and service people. Not play with colors sounds rocks and nature. But carry on

@@Turtle12o992 exactly..

Thank you Larin! Much love to you sister!

@@conniekyom144 Yahweh 1st, It is simple, if u are using Prayer Hands you are claiming to know the Lord YHWH. Thus, the Lord YHWH has ordained me to Bless them that are truly serving him by letting go of Sin, because they have accepted the son, Yeshua HaMessiah {Jesus Christ to many}. If you are Claiming the Lord YHWH and not letting go of Sin, but you honor Yourself or one's who Sin {such as a family member that is a man lying with men or women lying with women}, Your Prayers shall be counted as Sin Unto You. Learn the Commandments that are in the Torah and B'sorah for the whole world to learn from, there is no excuse for our Sin. You never know whom the Lord YHWH is Truly Using. Shalom, L'hllel, Amen.

You are not alone. I relate to this.

We are similar, I have a passion for psychology but I don’t think irs more of our spiritual wisdom. I studied psychology as well. And I also sing in a 4 octave range. No one has ever supported my dreams. People hear me singing and envy would over come them and they were silent but disgusted. And then they would try to sing over me or tune up to radio. I feel my spirit warm up and that I’m completely in the spirit when I sing. I can sing in 4 languages. But yet everyone I knew never fave me any compliments, some strangers yes but not anyone that was close to me.

Why not sing on social media. The beauty of social media is that it is an even playing field for everyone. Look up April Yang (I believe that’s her name). She is one of the most accomplished Asian musicians in the world, and she is right here on KZfaq.

Yes April Yang is her name. Very accomplished musician on KZfaq. May God give you good success.🎉

You should just start on KZfaq... don't wait for things to fall on your lap!

So your calling will be free of charge correct?

​@@livefree3864how did you come to that conclusion?😂😂😂😂😂

Same. I have always felt that I was different, not better than anyone else, quite the contrary, actually. I always felt I wasn't good enough because I don't value money or material things, and I just can't get into caring about that. I have three older brothers, who are all money hungry, and they're always telling me I am lazy because I won't work a 12 hour factory job. I can't, I tried, I fall asleep standing up, even after I have slept fully. It's so mind numbingly boring. There are tons of factories in my area, who pay well, but I don't care about the money. I feel like I am losing my mind, actually, over everything going on in my life, right now.

​@@MissMolly3377 I been feeling that I'm losing my mind lately

​@nieldeliverstheword7973 I've been feeling this way too, and it's utterly terrifying...

lol.. do you know how CRUSHING that was to my self esteem?? Not funny. 😄

You’re an awesome articulate speaker, that’s for sure! Glad you embrace your own gifts that God brought to light ❤

Hi, if you have a way of sitting outside in nature, just still or walk in nature, you will see your true reflection ..quiet time makes it possible for your mind to make order of things, process in a safe expansive setting. Then the light in you surfaces..This needs to be habit..like checking the map..the desire G-d put in you..the potential ..then also sit before bedtime in the dark and sit in your New Way.. Life as if you are IN IT..this way your body gets comfy and can DO IT WHOLE..connected to the creator.