I had that same moment when I realized it was NEVER ME who was being evil. And I realized I was being gas lit my entire life.

This is totally me… CONSTANTLY, I feel like I don’t belong anywhere, not in my moms family, not in my Dads, nowhere, I am a gentle-empath, and I do want every to get along with each other. And I tried just like you to get a long with family members, I even humbled myself and I was happy for their success, but they don’t give me the same energy in return, EVER

It’s the saddest thing when it’s your own family

Now more than ever the lines of separation are being drawn. God Is Separating the Wheat and Chaff. Stay steadfast in the Word of God, He is our only salvation 🙏🏻 Sending you prayers and love from across the ocean, South Africa 🇿🇦

Others are so insecure, unhappy, and miserable and can't stand when we are blessed and happy....as chosen I get missles thrown at me by friends and family all the time...they are never happy for me and rather celebrate when I'm down...ouch!

My entire family treated me like this. My immediate and outside family. My siblings abused me, my aunts, uncles, cousins, all disliked me. I have 8 siblings and out of that 8, only 1 I can talk to but I know she’s just as a snake. I get disliked from complete strangers without saying anything. Like so much contempt and angry looks from random people. They like try hard to ignore my presence. At first I thought it was in my head, and something was wrong with me. No, there’s nothing wrong with us. I have a kind and empathetic heart. Most people are not like that so I stay to myself. I have no one in my life. I tried making friends they turned out to be narcissistic. Tried dating for a husband and to have kids, most were narcissists. So at 30yrs old I’m done with most people. It’s too much damage to deal with them. It’s a gamble with your spiritual peace and mental health and your chances of encountering a decent person is 5-10%. Not worth the trade off.

“The BLOOD of the COVENANT (Yeshua)🕊 Is THICKER! than the Water of the womb 🙏🏾 #BloodThickerThanWater

So true, once I made up my mind to serve the Lord and God started blessing me with 2 jobs etc. some of my family members started competing with me and turned jealous and envious… the more he blessed me the more it grew, now I cut them off cause I can’t trust them either. Ppl wanna see you do good but never better than them. My own mother betrayed me in the worst way because she is jealous and envious… I had to stop communicating with them and yes I prefer to be alone just like you cause I love my own vibes. The chosen life.

Hatred from family members can be terrifying and painful, but Jesus told us who our real family is.

This is happening with my children. I raised them most of their life by myself. My daughter is painting me out to be a monster. I was clearly not perfect but I found out she doesn't even "like" me. What did I do so bad to deserve this? I have been going through terrible hardship and they are sticking the knife in and twisting it harder. Why? What did I do to deserve such mean children? They were my whole life!

I resonate with everything u spoke here. I learned as a chosen one that u literally have to hide your blessings from others because of jealously. Also, people will celebrate others success but will ignore ours.

May be best to distant yourself even if it is family. Then allow God to do the rest. This is relatable. Stay strong and thanks for sharing.

Gaslighting, discarding, text book narcissistic behaviour. Don't let these demons desturb your peace. Peace they can never achieve.

God bless you for speaking out. The Lord revealed this very thing to me. I recently cut ties with all of my immediate family members to include friendships that I had in the last 15 to twenty years. It hurts, but GOD has to separate his chosen ones from the Wicked. My immediate family are narcissists, to include ex's, and people who I thought were my friend's. Even in my own church. I am called for a very important mission, and now I know why the enemy has been attacking so hard. However greater is he that is in us than he who is in the world! No enemy will prosper in the mighty name of Jesus.

“Family members who cut you off but still subscribe to your KZfaq channel.” That’s all you need to know about #chosenones, #blacksheep, #scapegoats, #truthtellers. Very proud of you. Stay the course.

My mother from the age of 4 was a narcissist abusive mother who always hit me and sent me to my room, didn't want to read to me, gave me no love, hugs, kisses any positive attention or affection. I was never touched by my own mother or father. Never told I was loved ever. I didn't talk to my mother for the last 15 yrs of her life by her choice. She hated me from the time I was born. She was better with my older sister. They were close and they both would tag team against me my whole life pit 1 against the other. She kept relatives away too so we would not have any relationships at all. I have been a loner my whole life except a few relationships that was not happy in. I do not trust people, and being chosen people don't get you anyway. At 67 getting used to being alone. Can't wait for the 2nd coming or when Jesus takes me home. This is a very evil world now and waiting to go to my real home.. heaven . God bless you all

Father of lies’s favorite weapon Deception. The Truths is Love and Forgiveness

"I enjoy my own energy!" Bwahahaha! Quote of the year! Your too good.

my entire family were jealous envious and hated in my own success

That is exactly how I feel to hear you say what you said only verifies the way I felt about family exes baby mamas a lot of people in my life that always use me but then talk shit behind my back thank you for bringing it to light for me.

I absolutely get you about the 🐦 🐦♥️ I rescue dogs globally and my dogs are my joy and my life. My piece of Heaven on this earth.

Family is just another empty word that makes empty sentences that makes empty conversations write them off....

It’s real, can’t believe how envious they are saddening, but Christ gives me peace ✝️

I feel you, this is my whole family, but come to find out I'm adopted. So God put me in this family to awaken them, but they refuse, so this part of my journey, as far as I'm concerned, is over. There was so many lies, gaslighting, manipulation, the list goes on. It's true 💯 it is their own personal healing that they must go through even if you did make a mistake, and had taken accountability for that mistake, that they must heal. These individuals made plenty of mistakes against me and never once had taken accountability.

I've turned them over to God and forgiven them

Wow. I am so flabbergasted that there is someone who can speak what I think. In Jesus name I thank you so much. Amen and love 💖

The person your describing is a narcissist. I was raised by a narcissist father and it was traumatizing. It took me many years to heal from this trauma and God saved me. I have kept away from a large part of my family because there narcissistic and manipulative. I finally forgave them and pray for there healing.

Sooooo True sister 🤍🙏🏽 They hate that it’s you and not them

Just know you're loved always and highly respected By the chosen ones of the most high 📖🗡🛡👑🙋‍♂️🙏🙌🎯💯❤❤❤

I felt this. My family finds every reason to hold a grudge against me. And after 3 years no contact they forced me to apologize (for idk what) and I did because I love God and that’s what He’d want me to do. But I never got the apology I deserved. And I realized whatever I did I did when I was 18 or younger. Because I haven’t been around them since I was in high school. And they still can’t forgive or stop gas lighting me. 30 years older than me. That’s sad

This happened with my father and some cousins. It is because these people have demons and they are haunted by the flaws of what they will never put down. They hate you for exposing that and you did nothing. I say leave them and not waste your self respect like I did and work on forgiveness. You can't waste pearls on pigs ,otherwise they will attack you and trample on them! Jesus meant that for the his chosen.

Wow now that I look back over my life and really was about the whole bunch of people in my family until this day I don't have a relationship with any of them and it's not that I don't want a relationship but they don't want one so I can protect my spirit out of my boundaries I now understand it's the demons and the I hate the holy Spirit in Christ in me the light of God in me so if I could use between family my heavenly father they already done lost but I'm afraid for him and I'm going to continue to love my life shine bright so help me holy Spirit I am willing a man I now know I am the chosen one a child of the most high God through Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior amen

You’re right. This is a very heavy, hurtful topic. Your channel helps me to better deal with the long suffering, pain of rejection.

You really touch my heart knowing that there is someone that. Care's and is Real not fake A a big plus for speaking the.truth

Hello Connie I can relate to this video Jealousy turns into competition competition turns into hate. Like vultures They wait till you're down Thank you for this video

Sad but true about the family. 💯

😂😂 you're the best. It's a paradox god wants us to share our light to the people. We can't hide in our comfort zone. Embrace the hate and be bigger cause you are! 😉

Awe, sweet lady. I pray for your suffering. We are with you.

I've just found out my family hate me, attracted narcs and now see my father is one and likely other members of my family. It sure is a lonely road when you walk with God. The hate is ridiculous and until now I thought at least my family had my back but I was wrong. Getting out of cycles of abuse lead me to opening my eyes to family. Yes this COVID thing had family turn on me too for speaking against the government. I wish there was an app for chosen ones to connect. For me I found the Bible after the Eckhart tolles, Dolores cannon etc. I was never brought up with God but I found myself and now walk with him

That’s exactly it, Gaslighting antics. Connie your spirit disrupts their demons. Those ugly family antics, is coming from their place of insecurity and jealousy. That means you are on the right path, and powerful, inspiring example to countless others😇😇😇

Hello Connie Only keep those around that you can trust and they trust you. That will put you in a happy good vibe where you can keep your sanity.

Matthew 10:36And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.

The same in my family! I asked my mom forgiveness and her ego was stronger that her love for me so I let her go. They just wanted money from me and use me

I had to come to terms with the fact that I haven't done certain things in my life to gain the approval of some nor to make them feel less than, regardless what they may believe. So, when they withhold normal affirmations or want to see me in a negative light for the GOOD I want to do, it doesn't matter. I have actually been very supportive of the disgruntled ones in my life, have even paid too much attention to these needy folks and ignored the saner ones. My regret. Doesn't matter how much we show them love and attention; it is never enough. Like pouring perfectly good water into a bucket with a hole in it. I now focus on the relatively good people and the positives I am able to do with my life. Some have distanced themselves from me; I have had to put some distance between myself and a few others. Water finds its own level. People who are GRATEFUL for what they have to work with will join with like minded ones, not comparing themselves to anyone else. Competing with themselves, if anyone. Supporting one another. Encouraging and acknowledging each other's positives, and being lovingly honest if there is an issue that needs to be addressed, etc. Forming a tribe of those who appreciate mutuality: mutual respect, mutual, support, mutual love in some cases. So grateful for these rare ones. Seasons of solitude/semi-solitude are great blessings when we use them well. BTW With our ALLEGED crimes, there seems to be no statute of limitations, even when the unhealed ones in our lives won't tell us what we have actually DONE to cause such hostility. For those offenses we've actually committed, for which we have apologized verbally and made amends in action - short of offering them our souls - there is no forgiveness. No matter what we have or haven't done, we most always seem to be "on trial" with these unhappy people. They will start a vicious smear campaign because maybe we didn't give them the attention they thought they deserved from us - or something equally irrational - and their not taking into account that we were completely distracted with something else at the time we committed this heinous crime. All they had to do was to talk to us, and we would have taken them out for lunch to prove our love and loyalty. No, as much as we may love some people, we cannot fix this kind of brokenness. A difficult lesson for some of us who like to see everyone whole and happy. Time to take my dog for a romp in the park. He is not difficult to understand. Gorgeous day. Sun is shining. Life is good. God bless you all.

*Thanks ever so much Connie. I am deeply grateful for your contributions. It gave me tremendous clarification and refinement of focal point. You're amazing and very caring.*

And it seemed like the closer I got to God and Pressed in to him the further my family and those around me pushed away from me because of God's blessing and anointing on me they didn't want to believe it or receive it but we keep pressing on keep pressing through and do the will of our father please God not man And yes God is a rewarder to those that diligently seek him and he will even give us the desires of our hearts for being obedient To the will of the father

❤❤❤ I know exactly what it's like. Keep your peace and just stick with God. 🙏

Thank you Connie for finding your voice. You are a big help to me 🏅 ✨

Connie you're a beautiful person and you're the chosen one of the most high there be haters debaters and manipulators out there. And the more we walk in the truth will be hated despise and rejected of all men of this generation And just remember the closer we get to God everything Godly will be hated by everything evil but you're the best you're uplifting and encouraging and edifying in every way keep pressing on pressing through and just be you and keep operating in the anointing of the Lord you're a blessing To this last generation Connie let the will of God be done 📖🗡🛡👑🙋‍♂️🙏🔥💎🙌🎯💯

I learn to stay in solitude and leave them alone

the deflecting never ends, they will take a 10 second conversation and spin you in circles of torment not concluding it for hours, day and night, it's their only tactic for keeping attention, slowly over time my wrath has come out to draw the line of where these battles start when I recognize the deflecting, that or walk away. My wrath has become my sword. But nonetheless, ive tried communicating in its simplest form many times and many years, and it doesn't get through, nothing is simple. It's like walking someone outside to show them the sky is blue, yet there resting demon comes out to deny

Amen 📖 🗡 🛡 🔥 💎 👑 Hope all is well God bless you always ❤ chosen one I understand I was always the bad person and always the outcast of the family and always misunderstood falsely accused and never understood Always to everyone the loser of everything but in God's eyes I was the winner of everything his champion and a man after God's Own Heart because Iam the apple of his eye To God be the glory God 😊 👍 📖 🛡 🗡 God bless you Connie you're the best chosen one of the most high🎯💯🙌👍🔥💎

Your so. Wonderful fantastic superb Everything you say has happened to me and more 😂 I cry because you speak

Wowwwww💯💯💯

As soon as I was born my demonic plant wicked jealous brother was waiting for me. He was already spoiled and demanding that my mum not pick me up from my cot when I was crying. He became very violent over the years. I have a great and mighty call to build and direct a Global Miracle Healing Centre NYC 💓 and relocate from Glasgow Scotland UK. I have been physically sick for almost 40 years and his jealousy and hatred has made things worse. My precious elderly mum now in heaven tried to care for me but he tried to block that help the whole way. Lord have mercy 💔

Gracias. Dios te guarda.

I agree, I'm not religious but Eye do have a really big Heart. 🤨♥️

Yes, I am going through a lot ALL alone😭

Hey there Connie. you just read my life girl thank you I really needed to hear that and I needed the encouragement also and I just wanted to say we are excepted in the beloved Jesus love's us and that's all that matters we just have to 🙏 pray for there salvation before its to late!!! I really enjoyed your testimony BLESS YOU

These people just want to watch you achieve while trying to tear people down.

I ran across your vids accidentally this morning and my spirit immediately connected we have matching energies I'm finding out and I find this strange because that just doesn't happen too often..... we seem to have experienced and are experiencing the same things in life again I find this quite remarkable and I'm liking your energy have a good day my friend

I am the I am I love you my sister

Love your content I just discovered your KZfaq today glad I did 😊😊 love your energy you so right about us chosen ones

11:11 YES&AMEN 11:11

In the last years, i barely did manage a single conversation with anybody without saying something sooo wrong, that they had to run. LOL.

I noticed you're a lot like me in a lot of ways you'll stand for the truth and speak the truth no matter the cost stand for God's honor and his defense just like I do each and every day you're the best God is with you always ❤ chosen one ❤ 🙏

This video is on point. You are right about the jab I agree 100 percent. The two thirds are brain washed. Its impossible to get through to them. They have the spirit of offense

Sister keep hope in peace amen

Thank you for this video. Its like we are all living the SAME life in different forms, such things pierce your heart but we gotta stay vigilant. I would suggest you and others reading this comment to PLEASE read Bhagavad Gita, it's the most profound and arguably the oldest Spiritual text that exists. Blessings to all wonderful souls.🙏🏻❤️

We were warned in Matthew 10:36. My "family" hates my guts! They have stabbed me in the back more times than I can count. I spent half a century forgiving them! Finally, I realized they were never going to change, and neither were they going to STOP. Ever!!! I gave them fair warning. They spent their last chance in less than a week. I walked away, went NO CONTACT, and haven't seen, nor spoken to them since the Summer of 2016. Nor will I. I'm done with Toxic People. I leave all vengeance to God. But they will never be allowed into my life again. They've caused me too much anguish already. No more!

This is some kind of nutz my brother in law went out of his way to stop and talk to me the other day just to lie somemore like he knew I was getting ready to go its like he did it just to f with me. Sometimes you can't help it. Its getting better day by day. Thanx for you and everything you share.

My God! My Goddd! For years I’ve searched for the words to begin to express the magnitude of what I’ve endured…Thank you Abba and bless this platform - exponentially in Jesus Name

Connie when I see you and when I listen to you you're the queen Chosen One of the most high God with a pure message of Truth glorifying God in his honor and you are blessed and highly favored chosen one of this generation of the revelation of Truth God bless you always ❤ chosen one of God

Totally get it!!

Please pray for me to be bold in spite of persecution from my Christian family. They have told me that whenever I try to tell my teachers (who believe the prosperity gospel) that they are wrong, I am putting Christianity in a bad light. They also do this whenever I try to tell my LGBT library teacher that unless she repents, she is going to hell. My parents and teachers threaten me with being expelled and title 9 law!

Family, flesh and blood, kin, common parents and upbringing yet never understood by parents, uncles and aunts, brothers and hundreds of cousins... yet no deep meaningful connections with any family members, i feel like a stranger traveling through an unreal and lost superficial and shallow world, so as a chosen it is better to walk alone with God and avoid the endless drama from family who just don't get it and understand that the blessings they all enjoy, are a gift for me from my father above and I expectantly hope to fellowship with you brothers and sisters in spirit and truth. Powerful words Connie... you hit the nail on its head again 👏

They were playing with Ouji Boards... When I was a baby , they performed spell work... Thought I would never figure this out.IV Come from a very Narcissistic family uncle's Raping Sister,and possibly a little brother was wronged...GAS Lighting As though I was a bad guy. That was the smoke screen... They did horrible things. They poisoned me on more than one occasion.

Yes, my energy matches my beautiful dogs 🐕🐕♥️🐾 loyal, faithful, noble and kind and fiercely protective. My love like theirs is unconditional!

It happened too me also But I learned and healed

Thank you, Amen.

I'm dealing with backstabbing family members right now and I live in their house

Just Remember you are Loved I Love you and don't even know you GOD LOVES YOU Know that at different hour somebody will pop up oh you will say it's Bryant the hurt chosen one GOD Bless es U. Ta ta

🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️ Yep !

I was The Black Sheep but the first in my family to break Generational Curses

When I’m around others acting in ways of man-made religion or in the world’s ways I often have to shake off the demonic dust from my feet after leaving their presence. I’ve learned how to pray for them in a spirit of love because they and their spirits hold no power over me anymore. I’m able to quickly center myself in Christ Jesus when I feel my peace leaving. God bless you for sharing your wisdom and edification! Truly a blessing to me!

#ALLBLOODAINTFAMILY #ALLFAMILYAINTBLOOD English Translation >All blood is not family, and all family is not blood.

Same here that is my life……

You make me realize a lot of to remind me

They say blood is thicker than water but really it all depends on what you add to that water

It really hurt....my own mother betrayed me and I realized it last year 2022 I tried to show how good I am how caryng I am but to her that is nothing The most painfull part of it is I am the only child to her She even talk bad about me in front if my children, iwhen I do good things she wont even talk about it but if one of my children does, she will climb moutains and talk about it😭😭😭

I am here in the flesh

Same I’m super chill and love my own space. But once I get around people and have to speak I’ll feel drained and feel like my space has be invaded

Its crazy they want your blessing

But was built to keep going

Merry Christmas

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Truth

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my dad's side of the family doesn't even talk to me anymore

Connie just always remember to some we are nothing and nobody's but to God where everything and precious and anointed in his sight because we are the apple of his eye one time the enemy put in my mind that I was trash and I found this bracelet With beautiful stones and God told me in my spirit because God talks to me through symbolic symbols the world calls you trash I call you my ultimate treasure and that's what you are Connie his Ultimate treasure. Press on Connie to the High Calling of Christ📖🗡🛡👑🙋‍♂️🙏🙌🎯💯🔥💎❤