Chris talks about being lonely, leaves to get some food 丨ep.152 pt.1

Рет қаралды 61,646

2 жыл бұрын

Suho - Grey Suit • SUHO 수호 'Grey Suit' MV
Rain - I Do • RAIN (비) - I Do (Offic...
Han - Alien • HAN "외계인 (Alien)" | [S...
Changbin - Streetlight • Changbin (Feat. Bang C...
Hyunjin - 꼬마별 • Hyunjin "꼬마별" | [Stray...

Пікірлер: 268

@G23417 2 жыл бұрын

Chan is living proof that suicide is never the answer. Life gets better. You will find people who make you happy and feel wanted. Never give up. Chan didn’t and look where he is now, you will get there. Stay strong 💗

@larie27 2 жыл бұрын

THIS !!!!

@et3294 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you. This comment is so sweet.

@J.eeeek27 2 жыл бұрын

Yes! And life is always changing. Bad things pass, when they seem like nothing will get better. 2 Corinthians 4:17-18. God bless you all! You can make it with God! And He brings great people around, like Bang Chan to remind us. ❤️

@kelkellys Жыл бұрын

it is tho

@STAY-ir8bv Жыл бұрын

Chan might have seen your comment

@reneeonrogue 2 жыл бұрын

You guys can say whatever the heck you want but Chan is really one of the strongest people ever

@Moon-ci9ev 2 жыл бұрын

Definitely yeah. He is the most human and wholesome from the whole kpop industry for me

@frankenfurterr3432 2 жыл бұрын

if i ever meet this man in real life imma be surprised that there are no zoom ins everytime he speaks 💀

@hongjoongspinky 2 жыл бұрын

LMAOOO

@lobnahanfy8645 2 жыл бұрын

Frrr😂😂😂

@TheBexrayspex Жыл бұрын

I think my brain would sort of see it that way anyway 😂

@julievanamsterdam9396 8 ай бұрын

Me, the first time I watched him live: (Like before I had only watched this and in a real live I missed the effects 😂)

@Nessainthebuilding 2 жыл бұрын

Suicidal thoughts when you're young and alone. Been there. Glad he's made it through. No wonder he says the members saved him

@habiba242 2 жыл бұрын

Him talking about loneliness and his years through it hit me really hard… all love and thanks go to stray kids❤️

@onepiecefan1459 Жыл бұрын

Frl❤

@z_te_8553 2 жыл бұрын

"Oh, this hasnt been released yet" NOW HOLD TF ON DID WE JUST GET A SPOILER-

@dumbledoreiscalm5923 2 жыл бұрын

Isn't it hyunjin's unreleased song. I think he have already gave a snippet of it

@anikapurple3 2 жыл бұрын

@@dumbledoreiscalm5923 yh during the SKZ camp I think.

@dumbledoreiscalm5923 2 жыл бұрын

@@anikapurple3 aah yess the one with chan

@z_te_8553 2 жыл бұрын

oh yea i think it is 💀 but the fact that he pointed out that it hasn't been released yet makes it a spoiler, right?

@aberefejiro 2 жыл бұрын

@@anikapurple3 Hyunjin played a snippet of it on his recent live too

@strayfreckles 2 жыл бұрын

im literally tearing up, the fact that he admitted that - hurt me so bad, gosh I'm so thankful he hasn't taken his life, I'm so sad rn :(((( i didn't know he had felt like this, i wanna cry

@chailovestray 2 жыл бұрын

I actually cry when I heard him saying this. (sorry for my bad english)

@et3294 2 жыл бұрын

I think his wisdom tells me a lot more of what he's gone through than his actual words

@CassiaaCristina Жыл бұрын

i didnt know he was about to take his life 😢

@staywol2341 2 жыл бұрын

I died at the end... The transition was so smooth..

@taz3771 2 жыл бұрын

I said the “this song makes me cry” comment and I didn’t even expect an answer let alone such a meaningful one. I can’t believe he told us stays something so personal and painful to him. This is why I genuinely love chan

@JadeGoodwinEsyl3 2 жыл бұрын

This live was the first one I watched live because I was laying bed sick, so I was so happy that I finally got to watch live. When he asked how we were doing, I just typed “I just woke up” and he responded and like… within the first 5 minutes of my first live.

@BLUEORNGEADE 2 жыл бұрын

OMG LUCKY LMAO

@giraso_L 2 жыл бұрын

SO HOW DO U FEEL BEING LOVED BY THE ANGEL 🎤🎤🎤

@rosébp_h4s 2 жыл бұрын

You won in life

@JadeGoodwinEsyl3 2 жыл бұрын

@@giraso_L I will say that it definitely made my sick day a lot better 🤣

@mycabbages9394 2 жыл бұрын

How can I watch him live ?

@corinadanielagrasespages7024 2 жыл бұрын

Im glad he opens up and tells what he had/is going through, it helps alot and proves he’s just a person like all of us

@maymay6646 2 жыл бұрын

“You are so beautiful- oh wait that song hasn’t been released yet.” MOVING ON, he moved on so quickly 😂

@emmythomas5075 2 жыл бұрын

HELP I THOUGHT HE SAID " chan what's wrong with your grandma "

@stellahwang4762 2 жыл бұрын

I love how us Stay’s and StrayKids have such a strong bond together that we can talk about all these things without feeling THAT awkward or uncomfortable. We still might but it’s like we’re all the closest friends even if we’ve never met each other before. It also makes me happy seeing how StrayKids is comfortable sharing these things with us like we’re all a family, which we are! And I’m not saying other groups and idols don’t do this, I’m just saying that I feel a different connection with StrayKids and Stay’s together. I feel like I can just rant it all to StrayKids or Stay’s and they would all care. It makes me feel safe that I can be with StrayKids who treats us like family even if they never met us or don’t know what we look like. And I also feel so grateful towards Stay’s who care for each other no matter what even if we’re complete strangers to each other. Altogether we have so much trust with each other and that’s what I love most about StrayKids and Stay’s. Thank you guys! You make StrayKids stay! And sorry for the rant. I felt that I just had to put this out there!

@lavanya3562 2 жыл бұрын

I feel exactly the same!! It's always so warm with SKZ and Stays! Just the other day, I was feeling very stressed and just irritated so I went into KZfaq, watched a random SKZ video and then went onto Stay vlive board. I felt so much better afterwards!

@stellahwang4762 2 жыл бұрын

@@lavanya3562 That’s great hopefully you don’t get too stressed anymore and hopefully your ok!

@lavanya3562 2 жыл бұрын

@@stellahwang4762 Thank you so much! ❤️❤️ I hope the same for you as well!

@sherwinh1661 2 жыл бұрын

I love kpop but you have to understand the idols don’t know a thing about you and don’t even know your name . Please wake up

@stellahwang4762 2 жыл бұрын

@@sherwinh1661 Just so you understand I do know that and I’m fully aware of it. I’m just saying and I think I made that point MULTIPLE times that I knew they don’t know ANY of our name and DON’T know who we are so maybe you should learn how to read first and stop being rude with something I wanted to point out and felt proud about. I know they don’t even know ANY of us and I understand. I was just trying to make a point of how I feel and how others feel without them having to say it. So thank you for your concern but I really don’t care about your opinion because I believe in what I believe in, and I don’t need you to bring it down. Don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to be rude but you were first and I was trying to prove a point. So don’t come at me thinking I don’t know that when I’m FULLY aware of it and stated it multiple times in my comment.

@safm6825 2 жыл бұрын

the zoom in at 2:54 lasted a painfully long time😭💀

@blessingike7004 2 жыл бұрын

Ikr 😭 plus it seemed sped up so that must’ve been forever

@chimcci 2 жыл бұрын

"rAP mOnStER fROM bTS" that was so funny i died lololol thank u for your videos, they always makes me smile! even if i watched channie's live i still go and watch your videos too

@lovelykid4868 2 жыл бұрын

I GOT JUMPSCARED 😭😭😭😭

@skzanarchist 2 жыл бұрын

he's holding onto them for emotional support 2:54

@mylilishiesi2557 2 жыл бұрын

I need some emotinal support too I wish he would share

@Unknown_s_ 2 жыл бұрын

Stress ball

@giraso_L 2 жыл бұрын

STOPPP

@soobeanies 2 жыл бұрын

THE REPLIES IM WHEEZING

@gem0.079 2 жыл бұрын

@@mylilishiesi2557 JAIL

@jessicareginadossantos3479 2 жыл бұрын

different fandom but, you'll never walk alone ever again chan

@sp8538 2 жыл бұрын

„Without them I might not be here today“ that hit hard, I cried 🥺

@viettrung7822 2 жыл бұрын

5:40 „[…]might not even be on planet earth.“ WHAT?! ARE YOU OKAY, CHAN???

@Nessainthebuilding 2 жыл бұрын

He's okay now because he has the members

@momokat4082 2 жыл бұрын

He probably has had suicidal thoughts before, most people have. I'm surprised and glad he talked so openly about it

@zuzaj7054 2 жыл бұрын

@@momokat4082 most of people do?

@soso8430 2 жыл бұрын

@@zuzaj7054 well people who are lonely and depressed can feel the need to not be here anymore and there is more sad people than you think but I agree that saying "most people" is kinda normalizing…

@momokat4082 2 жыл бұрын

@@soso8430 not normalizing but saying it's a common occurrence

@lilyblue9025 2 жыл бұрын

The way he said might not even be on planet earth I AM GONNA GO CRY AN OCEAN OF TEARS BYE CHAN you're the most special person in my life rn and ik it's hard when suicidal thoughts enter, and family starts drifting away and so do friends and everything else feels just not okay, I want EVERYONE TO REMEMBER that they are still there and they all love you and so do we all..... Just stay strong and everything's gonna be fine with time 🤧🤧🤧🤧

@angelikabatwoman 2 жыл бұрын

Oof poor man. Hope he can integrate his trauma of leaving his life behind at such a young age. It's hard... Can't even imagine. But having suicidal thoughts is no joke, must have all been very very traumatizing

@sarawr8867 2 жыл бұрын

Dude I was so emotional through the entire video, but Namjoon in the end made me laugh and cry at the same time 💀😂😂😂

@v-ball1758 2 жыл бұрын

4:10 Not Chan spoiling an unrealeased song! 💀 Just to think he has a laptop full of those unrealrased songs 💻😭

@aberefejiro 2 жыл бұрын

Yeah it's the song Hyunjin wrote called Beautiful. When is he going to release it 😫

@carolinelewiscarrie2514 2 жыл бұрын

His degree of openness and honesty (here and in general) is very rare in the world that we live in, and especially in the 'celebrity world', where there's so much pressure (external and internal) in terms of keeping up appearances. He's probably helped/encouraged a whole lot of people out there, with these honest words. On the off chance that you're reading this, Chan, kudos to you!!!💪

@Abbieh07CB 9 ай бұрын

Thiss 💁

@ltsuyo Жыл бұрын

As someone who suffers from BPD and goes through deep periods of depression, as well as having to leave my family behind. I can really relate to what he was saying. When he said if it wasn't for the members he might not even be here I just burst into tears. He truly is such an incredible person and I'm so glad we get to experience his being and his presence. I hope he stays strong and knows that we'll always be by his side and will always support him. We love you so much Chan.

@Abbieh07CB 9 ай бұрын

Yes.

@ilikebrownies8615 2 жыл бұрын

I was starting to get emotional but ending ruined it💀💀💀

@hongjoongspinky 2 жыл бұрын

no one’s getting emotional on THIS channel🙄

@anushkachakrabarty3952 Жыл бұрын

@@hongjoongspinky Thanks for the ending 😭😭

@SuAsElephant 2 жыл бұрын

NO BECAUSE I WAS CLOSING MY EYES (at the end) BECAUSE THE MUSIC WAS NICE AND I GOT SO SCARED BY THE”it’s rap monster from BTS” 😭😭😭

@eggyolk671 2 жыл бұрын

GUYS THATS IT. WE HAVE TO MAKE HIM FEEL THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE. PERIODT. Edit: Holy shi- MOM IM FAMOUS TY YALL

@NikolinaDrum 2 жыл бұрын

I am so glad he can openly talk about this, I bet it helps a lot of people to just know that they aren’t alone after all with these struggles. Also, thank you for throwing that RM meme in there at the end, it saved me from just tearing up and being all emotional, to being all teared up, emotional WHILE laughing. 🖤 It did lighten the mood!

@EHc0325 2 жыл бұрын

THE ROCK AND THE END LMAO

@jaesu7973 2 жыл бұрын

Let's always let him know that he'll never be alone again... He firstly got skz members, then he got us, a whole force of fans persons that appreciate them and love them. And as we love him, we can understand whatever that happens... Let's always remind that their health whether it's physical or mental it's ALWAYS First. And support them in any thing that they choose being that thing good for them and also tell them to have breaks when they've been working for a long time without enough rest. May we Stay are not (always) with them/for them physically, but we always are with them in mind, In hearts. And So we can communicate, Let's always take care of them in the way we can❤️.

@viblue4400 2 жыл бұрын

we're all glad you're here on this crazy crazy planet with us channie ♥︎

@leonaxoyoutube 2 жыл бұрын

I have to acknowledge the absolute LEGEND that you are for putting miiasaurus in here!! LOVE her content LOVE her sense of humor *high five*

@hongjoongspinky 2 жыл бұрын

yesss

@lexi_mae5684 2 жыл бұрын

He must be hurting BUTTTTT.......... again CHAN NOT INFRONT OF MY SALAD 😂

@jacinthe8678 2 жыл бұрын

I literally love how he really says what he thinks and experienced, it’s actually « real » and deep, life related discussions and this is making me feel so good to hear all of that, I hope he never changes his way to be with us

@Jono_Gardiner 2 жыл бұрын

Chan is describing what I’m going through at the moment, I’m only 19 and I am suffering from suicidal thoughts, anxiety and depression everyday, I just feel alone, I can’t be with the people I really want to be with and it is killing me inside everyday, I have that empty feeling that chan is describing everyday, and I think that he is literally the only person who truly understands how I feel everyday, I just hope it will get better and that it will all work out.

@hongjoongspinky 2 жыл бұрын

honey, it WILL get better, trust me i’ve been there for quite some time and had the same thoughts and feelings as you rn, but i guess i kinda stopped caring about the fact that i was alone (i kinda stopped caring abt everything lol) and i guess just focused on myself and kinda did what i felt like doing, you know, found a hobby that i liked (lmao that’s how i started this channel), but i WOULD suggest a kinda ‘fake it till you make it’ situation like, when i was going through all that, i would make an effort to i guess hide that sadness from the outside world, like if i had the energy i would yk, put on a smile and be kinda more friendly or whatever, but obviously i couldn’t handle doing that every day so most of the time i would just act kinda chill, yk like calm and like you don’t care so yeah, i never really showed my negative emotions outside my house, i guess it helped a little cuz it makes you more approachable and yeah, i actually ended up making really good friends with ppl i wouldn’t have guessed i’d be friends with, so yeah, from my experience, it DOES get better so stay strong sweetheart💕you got this💪

@syilaii 2 жыл бұрын

same me too i feel when 2017 i have hard time

@Abbieh07CB 9 ай бұрын

Same.

@jumawaganda1382 2 жыл бұрын

The end scared the shit out of me but made me laugh so hard!😂

@annasebelova6622 2 жыл бұрын

RM scared the shit out of me

@ncitykey 2 жыл бұрын

ok but like that thing he was doing with his hand has me dead 💀

@zepa_ashley 2 жыл бұрын

Bruh the miassaurous intro is exactly what popped into my head bro-

@blanxi 2 жыл бұрын

1:05 "ELEVEN” playing in the background .. i love your mind!!!! ✨ 2:38 that truly took me out i almost d1ed from laughter 😭😭 and the ending please I can't - thank you so much for making these, they truly make my day 😭😭❤️ and I love chan so much , words can't explain how much I want this man to be as happy as he can :(

@ninas8210 Жыл бұрын

low-key interested to find out that JYP is a metal head

@MultiFandomStayTiny Жыл бұрын

🤣 im hungover Also yes, him and many others (me too) are living proof that it gets better. 3 years ago i lived with my abusive mom controlling my entire life and teetering on suicide. Now im moved out with my husband and 2 year old in our own apartment, jobs, vehicles, pets-living the best i ever have in my life. I never would have thought at 18 that this would be my life

@frankenfurterr3432 2 жыл бұрын

also i love him alot and him being able to open up to us like that was really sweet 😭 he trusts us so much and hes really inspiring 🤧 UGH he keeps me going and im angry about it ❤️

@iridescence2068 2 жыл бұрын

bruehhhdhdksnfksmc the rock and the ending especially got me laughing i love your editing

@leviackerman6049 2 жыл бұрын

The end got me😭😭

@sIumps 2 жыл бұрын

i want hyunjin to release that SO BADY omg 'you are so beautiful. you drive me so crazy~'

@_Celine_26 2 жыл бұрын

That's why he makes the most amazing songs

@tignarita 2 жыл бұрын

I wanna give him a hug so bad, hes just so darn likeable

@Vadzx 2 жыл бұрын

5:38 I had to stop my crocheting and move my bangs to really make sure I heard that correctly how can he just casually drop that-

@thevidivibe 2 жыл бұрын

i have been saying this and will keep saying this: your editing is on point. 😩❤

@licendia 2 жыл бұрын

yeah that ending certainly left an impression

@inang1968 2 жыл бұрын

Goals, being hungover and having all these energy 😂

@DeLishEon-ness 7 ай бұрын

God bless stray kids members for being with him ❤

@y.ainara2421 2 жыл бұрын

THE ENDING WAS SO UNCALLED FOR i was vibing to the song 😭😭 almost shat myself goddam

@apobangpo9721 2 жыл бұрын

THE END IM CRYING

@americanod8157 2 жыл бұрын

Chan: “Chan what’s wrong with your grammar” What I heard: “Chan what’s wrong with your grandma” I was very confused for a second 😭

@kur7a 2 жыл бұрын

the Auto translation said grandma too 💀💀

@ahgasemorales5800 2 жыл бұрын

1:56 Broo, I literally thought that when I was watching the live Miia supremacy 🛐✨

@skzlovebot9356 2 жыл бұрын

not me hugging my laptop while sobbing

@airaalovesyou 2 жыл бұрын

When the intro of eleven started playing I lost it 😆

@DeLishEon-ness 7 ай бұрын

I'm grateful to him for being strong and getting through the hard times and being here with us now ❤

@Mando691 Жыл бұрын

I'm so glad chan is here. Why? Besides all the other 100 reasons, ill give you 1 really good one. He's the reason a lot of other people are still here. Including me. Yea sure he's "JuSt aN iDoL" but sometimes that all it takes to save someone who cant find a reason to stay.

@hayleygun 19 күн бұрын

"THIS IS RAP MONSTER FROM BTS" LMAOOOOOO

@rabiaelcinotur2521 2 жыл бұрын

Ok, that "Rap Monster from B T S" jumpscare really got me.

@alantes Жыл бұрын

What a beautiful face this man has…

@quinn3777 2 жыл бұрын

love ur vids :) the intro breaks me every time lol

@zo__glassss 2 жыл бұрын

THE END SCARED ME SO BAD LOL

@rain9086 2 жыл бұрын

I just wanna say that I enjoy your short clips and uploads💗 i make sure to watch every one that you post soon as school is out, keep up the great work🤟🏽🤟🏽🥰

@kmms4720 2 жыл бұрын

This edit is killing me 😭 you always do a good job

@snowboardeater Жыл бұрын

HELP RM IN THE END LMFAOOO

@luther7321 Жыл бұрын

i know this comment is really late, considering when this video was posted, but i just want to say that without chan and without straykids being a group, i dont know where id be. they have quite literally saved me. and im so grateful that chan is still here with us because of the kids. thank you channie 🤍

@yvettemontreal7885 Жыл бұрын

I just want to thank you for, wonderful music and dancing. Its so comfortable to watch you on here being your self

@lovingskzhours4748 2 жыл бұрын

1:57 no lie I said the same thing when I watched this part live jxjsbbd I love your chans room summaries and love miias videos too, thanks for this lovely edit haha

@alexxpanda6412 2 жыл бұрын

Omg not Chan listening to metal bro!!!! He's slowly becoming my a new fav lol (😭as a metal head ) also I hope he doesn't feel as lonely anymore 😭 we love you Chan!

@official_runchronda4221 2 жыл бұрын

Chan is the most comforting idol and he is always 100% real with Stay and I respect him and genuinely love him so much 💙😩💙💙💙💙💙

@sarasrivastava4532 2 жыл бұрын

how tf do you make these so funny they make me laugh sm

@yvettemontreal7885 Жыл бұрын

I love this song ❤️

@annannya1356 2 жыл бұрын

“Might not even be on planet earth”, that took me awhile to process and be able to breathe normal

@carmyne00 2 жыл бұрын

the end almost gave me a heart attack

@shibal067 2 жыл бұрын

New videooooooo yaasss

@nele.0195 2 жыл бұрын

Your editing style is so funny

@woozihae 2 жыл бұрын

This was my first live of chan's room that I actually watched live lol 'cause vlive never notifies me

@sarahosburn6474 2 жыл бұрын

Really didn’t expect to be jumpscared by Rap Monster From BTS

@yourfavoritelovesong 2 жыл бұрын

1:59 I feel like all my favs always end up connected on here lol

@liagamer4265 Жыл бұрын

He heavily reminds me of myself lol, pretty much indirectly told us that he was suicidal then just goes to get food like bruh 💀 The switching from super deep and sad to normal/happy out of nowhere bye lmao thats so me 😭

@T_Cup 2 жыл бұрын

Not my bias listening to one of my new favourite songs, Grey Suit. Also, that real talk at the end really hurt, I really hope he knows that this planet is actually worth living on because of him.

@dingdong3152 2 жыл бұрын

Yo hongjoong's pinky... you have a sin cause you make my heart drop for a while watching the end part. 😭😭🤣🤣

@yimmiestay3479 2 жыл бұрын

That ending got me🤣🤣🤣

@lynthia4674 2 жыл бұрын

choked on air bc of that outro omg--

@nikkipaulson6916 2 жыл бұрын

CHan your a beautiful soul you were meant to be here love you sooo much

@Mynonaestheticlife 2 жыл бұрын

NEW BIAS

@kyo3255 2 жыл бұрын

Channie is just too Good to be True, let me hug you chan pls

@imstuckwiththephobia 10 ай бұрын

4:12 Lmao not him spoiling youtiful

@edwinhiler8546 Ай бұрын

Not youtiful it was called beautiful by hyungjin

@MrsAlmightyKey 2 жыл бұрын

Lmao I can't, all I was die at the end 😂😂😂😂

@shuporangporang.linoss 8 ай бұрын

someone better give us chan's room back

@pipiunkakiinpipikakalat 2 жыл бұрын

"Chan whats wrong with ur grammar" Me: I say that to myself everyday when i try to speak ------------------------------------------------------------------ Normal people when their lonely: being sad Me when im lonely: watches kpop fanfics and then eats ice-cream and then falls asleep